The Love Story of HP Narcissa

, at least not emotionally.If you have love, you must show it, otherwise others are not roundworms in your stomach, who knows.

X. X. 1973

Sissy and I have reconciled, but to be honest, I'm a little confused.Because we really stopped quarreling and resumed normal communication.But no one has clearly said that we have resumed our relationship as a couple, and I haven't had the courage to ask.

But no matter what, I think that Sissy and I are very compatible in character now, and we don't have anything to quarrel about.Even if we quarrel, it will not rise to the point of separation, because I understand her, and she understands me, and we have been able to handle each other well.

This has added a lot of confidence to me. I believe that whether it is Lance or Max, Sissy will come back to me and stay with me in the end.Because I seriously doubt whether she still has the energy to train someone who is as suitable for her as me.

But I can't be so sure when facing Sissy, she has exceeded my expectations too many times.So I'm still a little scared, afraid that Sissy won't choose me in the end...

X. X. 1973

I'm at my limit, I can't take it anymore when I see Lance kissing her.I dragged her back to the manor, and had crazy sex/love with her, even a little forced.I know it will make her feel disgusted, but I can't stand it anymore, I want to erase the traces of other men, I can't control my possessive desire for her.

Afterwards, she was really angry, and even went to the Ministry of Magic to sue me.I anxiously tried to make amends, thinking desperately that we are really done for this time, and Sissy might never forgive me.

But it turned out that she was actually not as angry as she appeared to be.We are reconciled!Although I don't quite understand how all this is going on, she was indifferent to my efforts before.This time I obviously didn't have any plans, and everything was in a mess, but she somehow agreed to reconcile with me... Forget it, after all, reconciliation is the best thing. For me, this result is already enough.

X. X. 1973

Sissy isn't doing very well these days, and I thought she was sick at first.But in the end we found out that she was pregnant!From the time point of view, it should be the last time I was pregnant when I was jealous, which means... I am going to be a father!Thanks Merlin!It's a little princess!To be honest I was not ready at all, it happened so suddenly!I'm only 18 years old!

I'm at a loss as to what to do, I've decided I'm a total noob at this, and the scary thing is I don't have anyone with experience to ask for advice yet.I wanted to ask about my father's portrait, but to be honest, my father himself is not a qualified father, so I walked up to his portrait and I was already on my tongue, but finally gave up...

I decided to explore by myself, I think I need to work harder, behave better in front of the master, and try my best to create a comfortable environment for Sissy and my little princess.I understand that this is my duty as a husband and father.

X. X. 1973

I don't understand why she can't understand me.We fought again, yeah yeah I thought we'd never fight, it's ironic how long it's been.I was very angry because I didn't think I did anything wrong this time, but I also knew that Sissy was not easy being pregnant, so I just sulked myself and didn't argue with her.

Why is it like this every time?I bow my head first, I apologize, I take the initiative to ask for reconciliation... Is it difficult that this relationship and I are not important enough to her?As crazy as it is, I have to compare Sissy's attitude to me to what she used to do to Crouch.The result undoubtedly made me even angrier, because it was obvious that I was far less important than Crouch in Sissy's heart.

So I'm going to never bow my head this time, but I want to see if she really doesn't care about me at all.

① When a pile of magic fire (any fire with magical substances added, such as floo powder, etc.) burns unchecked for too long, the ashes of the fire snake will be created.It is a thin, gray snake with red eyes, that emerges from unattended flames and swims into the shadows of houses to find shelter, leaving a trail of ashes in its wake. trace.The fire ash snake's lifespan is only one hour. During this hour, it finds a dark, hidden place to lay its eggs, and then its body will be shattered and turned into dust.The eggs of the Fire Ash Snake are dazzlingly red, emitting fiery light.If the eggs are not found in time and the appropriate spells are used to freeze them, they can ignite dwellings in a matter of minutes.

Lucius' Diary ([-])

X. X. 1973

I sometimes envy Narcissa, she has such a pair of excellent parents.Mrs. Black is perfect in my opinion. Mrs. Black is beautiful and dignified and can cook a table of good dishes. Mr. Black is a real gentleman. He will guide me in many things in a way that makes people feel comfortable.There are too many things worth learning from them, and they also gave me too much family warmth that I didn't have before.

So now I just hope that Mrs. Black will get better soon, and this feeling is even stronger than when my father was sick.

Sissy and I made up again, this time on her own initiative.To be honest, I wanted to take the initiative to break the deadlock a few times in the middle, but fortunately, my strong self-control made me restrain myself in the end!When Sissy apologized to me, I was very proud, but I still pretended to be calm on the surface.

I know that I shouldn't care so much about who is active and who is passive. This is not something a gentleman would do at all, but rather like a child begging for candy.But Sissy is not someone else, and I can show my childish side without any scruples in front of her.Only in front of her can I relax and do whatever I want.

X. X. 1973

I was sad that Narcissa's mother was gone after all.Especially when I saw Mr. Black look ten years older in an instant, I felt even more uncomfortable.

At the same time, I am also very sorry, due to many changes in the middle, work, quarrel with Sissy, children... I haven't had time to call her mother... I secretly called her a few times at the funeral, Although I'm not sure whether she can feel it, but it makes my own heart feel relieved...

My child and Cissy's were buried at the same time... oh no... I don't think I can talk about this right now, every time I mention it, my heart feels like it's tearing apart...

I admire Mr. Black, because he can think of to comfort me when he is already in such a sad situation...I think I would never be able to do this if I switched roles with him, but I am trying to follow his example .I need to let myself out of the sad mood earlier, because I am a husband and will be a father in the future, I have many more important things to do, Sissy needs me...

I proposed to Sissy after the funeral, and it seemed to me that was the real proposal, Lucius to Narcissa.She said that it was too late for me to ask, but she couldn't hide her smile no matter what.I held her from behind and watched Sissy smile for the first time since the accident, and I felt so blessed that I could make her happy.No matter how unfortunate things are, we still have each other.

As Mr. Black said when he comforted me, "Life is perfect because of those imperfections."

X. X. 1980

After an intense mental battle I decided to have a baby.Because when we first got married, compared to now, the relationship between Sissy and I has become more and more dull.I know this is a normal phenomenon, but it is really not in line with my personality not to sigh a few words and plan some ways to change the status quo...

The addition of a new family member might improve the situation, the more I think about it.First of all, if Sissy is pregnant, then she will never run outside with Zabini every day; and if Sissy is pregnant, she will be more clingy to me and need me more (at least it was like this when she was pregnant last time) ;Finally, if Sissy is pregnant, I will be a father. I have always wanted to experience what it feels like to be a father!

X. X. 1980

Today is the day the little prince was born!It would be a lie to say that I was not nervous. When Sissy gave birth, I stood at the door, and even regretted that I had already drawn up a suicide note.If I leave, the Malfoy Manor will automatically inherit to the name of the nearest blood relative. As for the Galleons I earned so hard, I will give part of it to the Black family, and the rest...

Fortunately, thanks to Merlin, everything is well (QAQ) mother and child are safe!

We decided to name the little one Draco, which Sissy and I picked out of many names, and I'm sure the baby will love it too.

My heart melted when I held Draco, he was so small, so soft... I was even afraid that I might accidentally hurt him.This is the child of me and Sissy~ Just thinking about it makes me feel very happy.

The therapist said that Draco looks a lot like me, but I can't see it, because he looks red and wrinkled now, which doesn't match what I imagined... Sissy is also worried about this, but Everyone said that this is normal, and it will be fine after two days of feeding!

The master didn't tell me to do anything urgent, and I had a lot of time to take care of Sissy and our little one.After all, at this point, I think the whole world is within reach for the master.It's just that his temper has become increasingly weird