It was completely dark, and the heating in the house made people feel dry.
Su Ge pushed the window open, and the cool wind came in and hit his face, shaking his head.
He looked out the window, the night snow had stopped, and the thin snow on the ground showed signs of melting, and it seemed that it would not last long, and when he got up early tomorrow, there would only be a pool of water left.
Su Ge clenched his cell phone and looked out the window without saying a word, with a somewhat bewildered and bewildered expression.
The sudden surge of loneliness almost overwhelmed him.Zhou Man is probably a prostitute, and he makes Su Ge find himself almost alone.
Kicked out of the house, the so-called relatives who are related by blood have weak feelings and hate each other.He also has very few friends, especially when he came back from rebirth, because of the cold treatment of his friends in his previous life, he alienated them in advance.
Su Ge originally thought that as long as there is someone who is sincere to him, then one is better than ten or hundreds.But when the only one left, that kind of loneliness hit him double.
Shen Yu met him standing by the window after making the phone call, his mood seemed a little wrong, he walked up slowly and asked, "What's wrong?"
Su Ge came back to his senses, looked at Shen Yu's eyes, raised his bandaged hand and held it tightly.
After rubbing his fingers on the gauze for a while, thinking of what Zhou Man said just now, Su Ge smiled wryly and shook his head: "It's nothing, Zhou Man called me."
Full week?Shen Yu is not unfamiliar with this name, remembering that this is Su Ge's friend.
The first time they met was because Su Ge fainted while betting on stones in Dacang, Zhou Man used Su Ge's cell phone to call himself.That would take over Su Ge from Zhou Man's hand. This young man, who was about the same age as Su Ge, looked at him with vigilance and faint hostility.
A few days ago, when the Su Ge store cut the ribbon, this person was also there.Standing beside Su Ge, Shen Yu noticed that his hostility towards him seemed to have deepened.
Thinking about the reason, it's easy to guess, it's nothing more than some unexplainable teenagers' thoughts, but Shen Yu didn't tell Su Ge about his plan.
"A conflict?" Shen Yu put his hand on the back of Su Ge's neck and asked soothingly.
"Well, he knows we're together, and he seems to mind." Su Ge hesitated and said, "Maybe, he feels uncomfortable with two men."
Shen Yu chuckled lightly: "Since he feels uncomfortable, it's fine to show up less in front of him in the future."
"That being said..." Su Ge raised his eyebrows, "but he is my best friend."
Shen Yu saw the deep nostalgia for this friendship in Su Ge's eyes, his eyes darkened, and asked, "Why do you think that you have known each other for a long time?"
"It's not too long. He's my college classmate. He's been my classmate for more than four years." Su Ge lowered his eyelashes. "In fact, we weren't friends before graduation. Strictly speaking, we didn't have a good relationship. We didn't have much contact. But they can't understand each other."
Su Ge didn't live in a dormitory when he was in college, so he didn't have a deep bond with his male classmates who lived there.
He and most of the classmates in the class can only be said to be nodding acquaintances, but they are majoring in jewelry design. Because of Su Ge's family, they have some reputation in the jewelry industry. Many students who have made plans for themselves will take the initiative to come and talk to He made friends and chatted.
Relationships mostly stop here.
But Zhou Man couldn't understand Su Ge very much, and Su Ge also felt that this man spoke harshly.Occasionally, the two met in the hallway and passed each other, snorting in each other's noses for fear that the other would not hear the disdain.
"I think he speaks badly and is very mean. He thinks my young master has a bad temper, is ignorant, and gnaws on the old."
Having said that, Su Ge couldn't help laughing.It is a miracle that the latter two can still become friends under such circumstances.It can only be said that the fate between people is difficult to tell, sometimes the friends you think are not real friends, and the enemies you think are not real enemies either.
People's hearts are the most difficult thing to guess, and it is undoubtedly condescending and arrogant to judge whether a person is good or bad in advance.
Shen Yu listened quietly, looked him in the eyes, and stated: "Your graduation will be in June. It seems that you have a good relationship not long after that."
Su Ge froze for a moment, nodded: "Yes."
He understood what Shen Yu wanted to ask.Why was the relationship not good before graduation, but such a big change happened not long after graduation.He even said the words "he is my best friend" by himself.
Maybe Zhou Man himself can't understand it.
Because for Zhou Man, not long after graduation, Su Ge was still that delicate and handsome rich man.
For Su Ge, there was a long period of dark experience in the time, among which there was a rare beam of light all around.
It's just that this experience has become Su Ge's own memory now, and Zhou Man didn't experience it with him during this period of time.That time cannot be explained to outsiders. For Su Ge now, it is simply an extra period of time in his life.
What he misses is nothing more than the warmth that Zhou Man brought to him in his previous life.
This thought struck his mind like lightning, and Su Ge turned pale.
He suddenly realized that he had never thought from Zhou Man's perspective.
I rashly regard him as my best friend, so what about Zhou Man, does he think so?Maybe, you will find it strange, inexplicable, and incomprehensible.
After Zhou Man, Su Ge thought of more.If Zhouman gave himself goodwill that year, what about those parts that made him feel full of "evil"?
Maybe I am too self-righteous, too self-righteous.No, not maybe.When he came back from rebirth, he always used an arrogant attitude that he thought he knew everything and saw through everything, and got along with the people around him, and he had already pronounced their good or bad in his heart.
Actually, it's unfair.
Su Ge gradually felt that he was stuck in a dead end and couldn't find an exit.It was as if something had gripped his heart hard, and he was almost out of breath.
He can only try to find answers from the outside world, hoping that someone will tell him what to do.
After a while, Su Ge looked at Shen Yu in a daze: "Uncle Shen, you said, is it right to get close to or blame someone because of something that didn't happen?"
Shen Yu frowned slightly, not knowing how to answer the child's question.
Before he could speak, Su Ge lowered his head and continued, not knowing whether he was asking Shen Yu or himself.
"For example, I know that a certain person will treat me badly in a certain situation in the future. But now that situation has changed, so there is no premise and basis for that person to treat me badly." Su Ge paused , "So, he didn't actually do anything at this time, so should I blame him?"
There was a desperate desire for answers in his words.
Su Ge's words were convoluted and hasty, but Shen Yu understood his question and knew what he wanted to ask.
"Su Ge." Shen Yu pulled him into his arms, his eyes soft and calm.
After Su Ge was reborn and came back, the previous interpersonal relationships were almost completely broken.
Relatives, friends, classmates, teachers... Because in his previous life, he felt the warmth and warmth from them after he was blind and destitute, so in this life, when these people did not do anything bad to him, he walked away early. .
They will feel baffled, and it will be difficult for them to understand how the originally harmonious relationship was suddenly cut off cleanly by Su Ge.
So is Zhou Man.
In this life, he and Zhou Man didn't have any emotional basis, but he wanted to stick to it, thanking him for the little care he gave him in his previous life.
So, is it right to get attached to or blame someone for something that didn't happen?
When you say blame, it's as if you killed someone and the police came to arrest you, and you said, "Because I know he will kill me in ten years."
For the parties involved, it is a ridiculous thing.His former friends think that he is unreasonable now.
After a long time, Shen Yu told him: "The law punishes the deeds but not the heart." The law is the same, and the reason is also the same.
suddenly see the light.
Su Ge knew that he was too fussy.That year was too bitter, too bitter, so I couldn't let go, couldn't forgive.
A little malice will be infinitely magnified by the resentment in his heart, and kindness will be especially cherished by him.
He will still thank Zhou Man and try his best to restore this friendship.But this time, he will try to understand from Zhou Man's perspective.
And what about those who have drawn knives on their own wounds in their previous lives?Su Ge smiled wryly.
Because that is something that will never happen again. In this life, he will not lose these eyes again, and will not fall into that situation again. Therefore, he will not be able to see those people, who are facing the same self as in his previous life. Will he draw a knife on his own wound again?
No way of knowing.But Shen Yu said that the law does not punish the heart.Some things, if seen too clearly, are meaningless.
Life is so short, it is probably mediocre to focus on unnecessary resentment and hatred.
Now that you have been reborn, let's follow the trajectory of this life.In this life, he will not let go of those who harmed him.If he didn't do anything unfavorable to himself, he wouldn't look back on the past life.
And Shen Yu pulled him out of the abyss, this is something that can be confirmed, the fate has taken a turning point as early as the moment he met him, he no longer needs to be afraid of the empty darkness where there is no reason.
"Thank you, Uncle Shen." Su Ge's rapid breathing gradually calmed down, the restlessness in his eyes dissipated, and he regained his purity.
Shen Yu embraced him and sighed softly: "Sometimes I really want to..."
"Ok?"
Shen Yu remembered that when Su Ge was two years old, at the Milan jewelry exhibition, Su Qingyan hugged him, and the little guy looked at himself, who was still a teenager at that time, with round eyes.
Sometimes I really want to let you know me earlier.
Maybe that's when I should reach out and hold you in my arms.
Su Ge pushed the window open, and the cool wind came in and hit his face, shaking his head.
He looked out the window, the night snow had stopped, and the thin snow on the ground showed signs of melting, and it seemed that it would not last long, and when he got up early tomorrow, there would only be a pool of water left.
Su Ge clenched his cell phone and looked out the window without saying a word, with a somewhat bewildered and bewildered expression.
The sudden surge of loneliness almost overwhelmed him.Zhou Man is probably a prostitute, and he makes Su Ge find himself almost alone.
Kicked out of the house, the so-called relatives who are related by blood have weak feelings and hate each other.He also has very few friends, especially when he came back from rebirth, because of the cold treatment of his friends in his previous life, he alienated them in advance.
Su Ge originally thought that as long as there is someone who is sincere to him, then one is better than ten or hundreds.But when the only one left, that kind of loneliness hit him double.
Shen Yu met him standing by the window after making the phone call, his mood seemed a little wrong, he walked up slowly and asked, "What's wrong?"
Su Ge came back to his senses, looked at Shen Yu's eyes, raised his bandaged hand and held it tightly.
After rubbing his fingers on the gauze for a while, thinking of what Zhou Man said just now, Su Ge smiled wryly and shook his head: "It's nothing, Zhou Man called me."
Full week?Shen Yu is not unfamiliar with this name, remembering that this is Su Ge's friend.
The first time they met was because Su Ge fainted while betting on stones in Dacang, Zhou Man used Su Ge's cell phone to call himself.That would take over Su Ge from Zhou Man's hand. This young man, who was about the same age as Su Ge, looked at him with vigilance and faint hostility.
A few days ago, when the Su Ge store cut the ribbon, this person was also there.Standing beside Su Ge, Shen Yu noticed that his hostility towards him seemed to have deepened.
Thinking about the reason, it's easy to guess, it's nothing more than some unexplainable teenagers' thoughts, but Shen Yu didn't tell Su Ge about his plan.
"A conflict?" Shen Yu put his hand on the back of Su Ge's neck and asked soothingly.
"Well, he knows we're together, and he seems to mind." Su Ge hesitated and said, "Maybe, he feels uncomfortable with two men."
Shen Yu chuckled lightly: "Since he feels uncomfortable, it's fine to show up less in front of him in the future."
"That being said..." Su Ge raised his eyebrows, "but he is my best friend."
Shen Yu saw the deep nostalgia for this friendship in Su Ge's eyes, his eyes darkened, and asked, "Why do you think that you have known each other for a long time?"
"It's not too long. He's my college classmate. He's been my classmate for more than four years." Su Ge lowered his eyelashes. "In fact, we weren't friends before graduation. Strictly speaking, we didn't have a good relationship. We didn't have much contact. But they can't understand each other."
Su Ge didn't live in a dormitory when he was in college, so he didn't have a deep bond with his male classmates who lived there.
He and most of the classmates in the class can only be said to be nodding acquaintances, but they are majoring in jewelry design. Because of Su Ge's family, they have some reputation in the jewelry industry. Many students who have made plans for themselves will take the initiative to come and talk to He made friends and chatted.
Relationships mostly stop here.
But Zhou Man couldn't understand Su Ge very much, and Su Ge also felt that this man spoke harshly.Occasionally, the two met in the hallway and passed each other, snorting in each other's noses for fear that the other would not hear the disdain.
"I think he speaks badly and is very mean. He thinks my young master has a bad temper, is ignorant, and gnaws on the old."
Having said that, Su Ge couldn't help laughing.It is a miracle that the latter two can still become friends under such circumstances.It can only be said that the fate between people is difficult to tell, sometimes the friends you think are not real friends, and the enemies you think are not real enemies either.
People's hearts are the most difficult thing to guess, and it is undoubtedly condescending and arrogant to judge whether a person is good or bad in advance.
Shen Yu listened quietly, looked him in the eyes, and stated: "Your graduation will be in June. It seems that you have a good relationship not long after that."
Su Ge froze for a moment, nodded: "Yes."
He understood what Shen Yu wanted to ask.Why was the relationship not good before graduation, but such a big change happened not long after graduation.He even said the words "he is my best friend" by himself.
Maybe Zhou Man himself can't understand it.
Because for Zhou Man, not long after graduation, Su Ge was still that delicate and handsome rich man.
For Su Ge, there was a long period of dark experience in the time, among which there was a rare beam of light all around.
It's just that this experience has become Su Ge's own memory now, and Zhou Man didn't experience it with him during this period of time.That time cannot be explained to outsiders. For Su Ge now, it is simply an extra period of time in his life.
What he misses is nothing more than the warmth that Zhou Man brought to him in his previous life.
This thought struck his mind like lightning, and Su Ge turned pale.
He suddenly realized that he had never thought from Zhou Man's perspective.
I rashly regard him as my best friend, so what about Zhou Man, does he think so?Maybe, you will find it strange, inexplicable, and incomprehensible.
After Zhou Man, Su Ge thought of more.If Zhouman gave himself goodwill that year, what about those parts that made him feel full of "evil"?
Maybe I am too self-righteous, too self-righteous.No, not maybe.When he came back from rebirth, he always used an arrogant attitude that he thought he knew everything and saw through everything, and got along with the people around him, and he had already pronounced their good or bad in his heart.
Actually, it's unfair.
Su Ge gradually felt that he was stuck in a dead end and couldn't find an exit.It was as if something had gripped his heart hard, and he was almost out of breath.
He can only try to find answers from the outside world, hoping that someone will tell him what to do.
After a while, Su Ge looked at Shen Yu in a daze: "Uncle Shen, you said, is it right to get close to or blame someone because of something that didn't happen?"
Shen Yu frowned slightly, not knowing how to answer the child's question.
Before he could speak, Su Ge lowered his head and continued, not knowing whether he was asking Shen Yu or himself.
"For example, I know that a certain person will treat me badly in a certain situation in the future. But now that situation has changed, so there is no premise and basis for that person to treat me badly." Su Ge paused , "So, he didn't actually do anything at this time, so should I blame him?"
There was a desperate desire for answers in his words.
Su Ge's words were convoluted and hasty, but Shen Yu understood his question and knew what he wanted to ask.
"Su Ge." Shen Yu pulled him into his arms, his eyes soft and calm.
After Su Ge was reborn and came back, the previous interpersonal relationships were almost completely broken.
Relatives, friends, classmates, teachers... Because in his previous life, he felt the warmth and warmth from them after he was blind and destitute, so in this life, when these people did not do anything bad to him, he walked away early. .
They will feel baffled, and it will be difficult for them to understand how the originally harmonious relationship was suddenly cut off cleanly by Su Ge.
So is Zhou Man.
In this life, he and Zhou Man didn't have any emotional basis, but he wanted to stick to it, thanking him for the little care he gave him in his previous life.
So, is it right to get attached to or blame someone for something that didn't happen?
When you say blame, it's as if you killed someone and the police came to arrest you, and you said, "Because I know he will kill me in ten years."
For the parties involved, it is a ridiculous thing.His former friends think that he is unreasonable now.
After a long time, Shen Yu told him: "The law punishes the deeds but not the heart." The law is the same, and the reason is also the same.
suddenly see the light.
Su Ge knew that he was too fussy.That year was too bitter, too bitter, so I couldn't let go, couldn't forgive.
A little malice will be infinitely magnified by the resentment in his heart, and kindness will be especially cherished by him.
He will still thank Zhou Man and try his best to restore this friendship.But this time, he will try to understand from Zhou Man's perspective.
And what about those who have drawn knives on their own wounds in their previous lives?Su Ge smiled wryly.
Because that is something that will never happen again. In this life, he will not lose these eyes again, and will not fall into that situation again. Therefore, he will not be able to see those people, who are facing the same self as in his previous life. Will he draw a knife on his own wound again?
No way of knowing.But Shen Yu said that the law does not punish the heart.Some things, if seen too clearly, are meaningless.
Life is so short, it is probably mediocre to focus on unnecessary resentment and hatred.
Now that you have been reborn, let's follow the trajectory of this life.In this life, he will not let go of those who harmed him.If he didn't do anything unfavorable to himself, he wouldn't look back on the past life.
And Shen Yu pulled him out of the abyss, this is something that can be confirmed, the fate has taken a turning point as early as the moment he met him, he no longer needs to be afraid of the empty darkness where there is no reason.
"Thank you, Uncle Shen." Su Ge's rapid breathing gradually calmed down, the restlessness in his eyes dissipated, and he regained his purity.
Shen Yu embraced him and sighed softly: "Sometimes I really want to..."
"Ok?"
Shen Yu remembered that when Su Ge was two years old, at the Milan jewelry exhibition, Su Qingyan hugged him, and the little guy looked at himself, who was still a teenager at that time, with round eyes.
Sometimes I really want to let you know me earlier.
Maybe that's when I should reach out and hold you in my arms.
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