Hearing Shen Yu's voice, Su Ge's heart calmed down for a moment.
"Uncle Shen, it's me..." Su Ge lowered his eyelashes, squeezed the phone tightly, and said expectantly and nervously.He hoped that Shen Yu would respond to him, as usual.
There was a light breathing sound from the other end of the phone, as if he was thinking about it. After a long time, he opened his mouth and asked apologetically, "Excuse me, do we know each other?"
Breathing stagnated, Su Ge's last support was broken, his eyelashes trembled, tears fell down instantly, and fainted on the quilt.
Unable to continue talking, unable to face Shen Yu's stranger-like tone, Su Ge randomly cut off the phone, and Su Ge returned the phone to the nurse.
"Why are you crying?" The nurse took the phone, wiped his tears, and comforted him, "It's a good thing to wake up, God loves you, you should be happy."
Su Ge shook his head, he wanted to pull out a smile, but the corners of his mouth kept curling down.How could it be a good thing? He finally had to do it again, thinking that fate favored him. He had done so much, had his own career, and had people he cared about, but now everything has returned to zero, and everything seems to be open. A huge joke.
If God really loves him, why would he play tricks on him like this.
No one can answer Su Ge's question. The time in the past seemed to be stolen, and it was a branch of the long river of time that was opened for him alone.But now, the tributaries meander and return to the original long river, and everything is gone.
The results of the physical examination showed that he was in good condition. During the treatment period, Su Ge's biological father, Qi Nan, didn't seem to care too much, so after the doctor informed Qi Nan that Su Ge had woken up, he immediately contacted Su Mengjing.Not long after, Su Mengjing came over on crutches.
"Su Ge, I heard from the doctor that you woke up. You probably don't remember me, I'm you—"
"Grandpa." Su Ge called softly.
The old man was stunned for a moment, and then sat across from Su Ge.Looking at Su Ge's empty eyes, he said: "You are still weak now, and you will be in the hospital for two more days. I will take you home in a few days."
Su Ge said "hmm".
Su Mengjing sighed: "Your mother is just a child like you, so I should take good care of you. It's just that your mother left suddenly at that time, and I have resentment towards you and your father in my heart. I took care of you. Now think about it...you are a child, your mother was only three years old when she left, and she was the most pitiful one who said she was sorry for you. Grandpa is sorry for you..."
He stroked Su Ge's hair and left the ward on crutches.
After recuperating in the hospital for a few days, Su Ge was taken back to Su's house by Su Mengjing. Su Mengjing arranged for two nannies to take care of Su Ge.
Su Ge couldn't bear it anymore, and called Shen Yu twice more.Shen Yu was well-bred, and she didn't show any offense or impatience when facing Su Ge's phone call, her words were polite, and her advances and retreats were measured.But Su Ge fell into the ice cave more and more, and Shen Yu really didn't remember him.
In other words, Shen Yu in this world didn't know him at all.
His eyes returned to a state of blindness, and he became nothing again, and even the person who was best to him became a stranger.A backlog of things was piled up, and Su Ge was almost on the verge of collapse.
Seeing Su Ge's state, Su Mengjing always felt a little uncomfortable, worried that one day Su Ge would do something stupid if he couldn't think about it.
When people get old, they like to do things like burning incense and worshiping Buddha. I don’t know if Su Mengjing thinks that he has done bad things when he was young. When he is free, he likes to go to temples. It doesn’t matter which Buddha or Bodhisattva. In short, everyone has to worship , A lot of incense money was donated.
Seeing that Su Ge was bored in the room every day and did not speak, he wanted to pull him up to relax.
"Why do you want to go to the temple to relax?" Su Ge is very uncomfortable with the days of blindness, bored and anxious, and does not want to step out of the door.
"Go and listen to the Buddhist scriptures. If you are enlightened, learning Buddhism will allow you to see through everything and let go of everything. Everything is empty." When these words came out of Su Mengjing's mouth, there was an ironic feeling.
Su Ge didn't want to go, but he couldn't persuade Su Mengjing, so he took him to the temple.
You can't see anything, but you can imagine the endless stream of pilgrims when you hear the lively voices in your ears.From the looks of it, this is a temple with a lot of incense.
"This temple has a history of more than a thousand years." Su Mengjing leaned on a cane and looked at Su Ge, "There are only so many people now, let alone holidays."
Su Ge felt a little uncomfortable with the scent of Buddha incense from all around his nose, and couldn't help frowning: "The incense is so strong, the commercial atmosphere is very strong."
Hearing the sarcasm in Su Ge's voice, Su Mengjing said, "What do you know, all the mages here have real talents."
"True talent and real learning, are you a top student who graduated from a Buddhist academy?"
Su Mengjing was so annoyed by Su Ge that he didn't bother to talk anymore, and told the people around him to help Su Ge, and then guided by the monks, he walked from a special trail to the clean backyard. Come.
The ridicule in Su Ge's heart became more and more vigorous. Su Mengjing donated a lot of incense money, and now he has become a VIP customer of the temple. He can use the VIP channel and have exclusive services?
Su Mengjing came here this time mainly for Su Ge.He whispered a few words with the monk who led the way, and then looked at Su Ge worriedly, worried that Su Ge's current state would offend the mage.
"Benefactor Su, don't worry." The monk clasped his hands together.
He was helped into a Zen room and sat down on the futon. Su Ge heard Su Mengjing say to the front: "Master Yuanhui, this is my grandson. He is not in good health and in a bad mood. See if you can help him." Can't enlighten him."
With that said, Su Mengjing left the Zen room.
Su Ge had always sneered at such things, and he was always an atheist.Just after thinking about it, my previous rebirth was a strange thing that cannot be explained by science, so I reluctantly sat upright on the futon and wanted to hear what the mage had to say.
Master Yuan Hui looked at Su Ge, his eyes stayed on his dull eyes for a moment, and he said slowly, "The benefactor used to have good eyes."
Su Ge paused, feeling that there seemed to be some deep meaning hidden in Yuan Hui's words.He tightened his palms and said mockingly, "What's the use of that?"
Yuan Hui didn't say much, but instead asked, "How does the benefactor view Buddhism?"
Su Ge didn't think too much, and told the truth: "Today, my grandfather pulled me over, saying that learning Buddhism can make people let go of everything, and everything is empty. But I don't understand why everything is empty. Believers in Buddhism, after all, want to understand the Tao , or just want to escape reality? I think it’s just looking for sustenance.”
Yuan Hui said with a smile: "Learning Buddhism, you can know cause and effect, understand impermanence, and let go of obsessions. If you know that everything in this life is the sin of the past, you will practice yourself from now on, do good deeds, and cultivate blessings for the past life." .”
"Do people die?" Su Ge raised his head, his dull eyes looked in his direction, and the inside was empty.
"How does the donor feel?"
"Probably." Su Ge smiled.
After a long while, Su Ge's smile subsided, and he said slowly: "Your Buddhism says that greed, hatred and ignorance are the three poisons. In order to live a good life in the next life, you will do good deeds in this life. Isn't this greed?"
Yuan Hui was dumb.
Su Ge raised the corners of his lips: "I was not me in the past life, and I will not know me in the future life. I don't want to do anything in the future, I just want to live a good life. Master Yuan Hui, do you think I am greedy or not?"
Yuan Hui paused for a while, then said, "The benefactor has roots of wisdom."
"Really? But I don't have the heart to cultivate Buddhism." Su Ge lowered his eyelashes, "I can't see my past, present and future clearly, Master Yuanhui, can you see clearly?"
"You are in pain."
"Yeah." He was in pain.
Master Yuanhui looked at Su Ge with tolerant eyes: "Most people can't see clearly. If they can't see clearly, they don't understand. If they don't understand, they are troubled. If they are troubled, they feel pain. But benefactors, if they can see clearly, Knowing all the causes, conditions and results like the palm of your hand, your mind will naturally be clear and at ease. But if you see through it, if you understand it, there will be no suffering, and there will be no happiness."
"What do you mean, do you want me to see clearly, or not? To see through, or not to see through?"
"It's all up to the donor himself."
"If I want to go back." Su Ge laughed at himself.
"The Buddha said: You can't get the past heart, you can't get the present heart, and you can't get the future heart. The donor has these three hearts, and what he clings to is outside the original heart, and what is outside the original heart does not belong to you. The so-called past, present, and future are nothing but memories and delusions."
"It's not mine. Delusion." Su Ge repeated Yuan Hui's words, frowning.
"If you want to get what you can't get, troubles and pain will naturally come. If you cling to these three hearts, you will always create karma and suffer bitter rewards. The donor should live in the present moment."
"You mean to let me accept my fate?" Su Ge sneered, "The six senses are clean, without any worries, and let them all be seen through. Then what's the point of living, and I won't let go."
"How do you open your mouth and shut your mouth to cultivate blessings so that you can live in peace in the next life? I don't think so." Su Ge felt boring. This mage is probably just an ordinary monk in the temple who pretends to be profound and shows off the principles of Buddhism. Tasteless rhetoric.
Su Ge got up and staggered out.He fumbled and pushed open the door of the meditation room, only to feel that the sun was strong at that moment, and he seemed to see Shen Yu sitting in front of his hospital bed in a daze, and a faint whisper came over.
"Suge, wake up, okay?"
Su Ge was startled and wanted to respond to him, but he fell into darkness in an instant.He turned around in surprise, facing Yuan Hui, and opened his mouth to say something.
Yuan Hui looked at him with clarity in his eyes: "What does the benefactor want to say?"
"I want to go back." Su Ge said bluntly.
Yuan Hui sighed: "You have the root of wisdom, but you are obsessed with the past. The past, present, and future are not eternal, so why be obsessed?"
Su Ge took two steps forward, gasped and said, "I want to go back."
After a pause, Master Yuan Hui recited the Dharma name and said to Su Ge: "Although you have no awe in practice, you are born with wisdom roots. If you are so sincere, you have realized some principles of Buddhism. Buddhism is the present moment. Enlightenment is in the present moment." , Liberation is in the present moment, and the right result of cultivation is also in the present moment. What you cultivate is not the next life, but every moment. If you can do this, the concept of the present moment will also transcend, there is no present moment, and there is no self at all.”
Seeing Su Ge's blank expression, he smiled and said, "Go back, when the time comes, you can get what you want."
"Uncle Shen, it's me..." Su Ge lowered his eyelashes, squeezed the phone tightly, and said expectantly and nervously.He hoped that Shen Yu would respond to him, as usual.
There was a light breathing sound from the other end of the phone, as if he was thinking about it. After a long time, he opened his mouth and asked apologetically, "Excuse me, do we know each other?"
Breathing stagnated, Su Ge's last support was broken, his eyelashes trembled, tears fell down instantly, and fainted on the quilt.
Unable to continue talking, unable to face Shen Yu's stranger-like tone, Su Ge randomly cut off the phone, and Su Ge returned the phone to the nurse.
"Why are you crying?" The nurse took the phone, wiped his tears, and comforted him, "It's a good thing to wake up, God loves you, you should be happy."
Su Ge shook his head, he wanted to pull out a smile, but the corners of his mouth kept curling down.How could it be a good thing? He finally had to do it again, thinking that fate favored him. He had done so much, had his own career, and had people he cared about, but now everything has returned to zero, and everything seems to be open. A huge joke.
If God really loves him, why would he play tricks on him like this.
No one can answer Su Ge's question. The time in the past seemed to be stolen, and it was a branch of the long river of time that was opened for him alone.But now, the tributaries meander and return to the original long river, and everything is gone.
The results of the physical examination showed that he was in good condition. During the treatment period, Su Ge's biological father, Qi Nan, didn't seem to care too much, so after the doctor informed Qi Nan that Su Ge had woken up, he immediately contacted Su Mengjing.Not long after, Su Mengjing came over on crutches.
"Su Ge, I heard from the doctor that you woke up. You probably don't remember me, I'm you—"
"Grandpa." Su Ge called softly.
The old man was stunned for a moment, and then sat across from Su Ge.Looking at Su Ge's empty eyes, he said: "You are still weak now, and you will be in the hospital for two more days. I will take you home in a few days."
Su Ge said "hmm".
Su Mengjing sighed: "Your mother is just a child like you, so I should take good care of you. It's just that your mother left suddenly at that time, and I have resentment towards you and your father in my heart. I took care of you. Now think about it...you are a child, your mother was only three years old when she left, and she was the most pitiful one who said she was sorry for you. Grandpa is sorry for you..."
He stroked Su Ge's hair and left the ward on crutches.
After recuperating in the hospital for a few days, Su Ge was taken back to Su's house by Su Mengjing. Su Mengjing arranged for two nannies to take care of Su Ge.
Su Ge couldn't bear it anymore, and called Shen Yu twice more.Shen Yu was well-bred, and she didn't show any offense or impatience when facing Su Ge's phone call, her words were polite, and her advances and retreats were measured.But Su Ge fell into the ice cave more and more, and Shen Yu really didn't remember him.
In other words, Shen Yu in this world didn't know him at all.
His eyes returned to a state of blindness, and he became nothing again, and even the person who was best to him became a stranger.A backlog of things was piled up, and Su Ge was almost on the verge of collapse.
Seeing Su Ge's state, Su Mengjing always felt a little uncomfortable, worried that one day Su Ge would do something stupid if he couldn't think about it.
When people get old, they like to do things like burning incense and worshiping Buddha. I don’t know if Su Mengjing thinks that he has done bad things when he was young. When he is free, he likes to go to temples. It doesn’t matter which Buddha or Bodhisattva. In short, everyone has to worship , A lot of incense money was donated.
Seeing that Su Ge was bored in the room every day and did not speak, he wanted to pull him up to relax.
"Why do you want to go to the temple to relax?" Su Ge is very uncomfortable with the days of blindness, bored and anxious, and does not want to step out of the door.
"Go and listen to the Buddhist scriptures. If you are enlightened, learning Buddhism will allow you to see through everything and let go of everything. Everything is empty." When these words came out of Su Mengjing's mouth, there was an ironic feeling.
Su Ge didn't want to go, but he couldn't persuade Su Mengjing, so he took him to the temple.
You can't see anything, but you can imagine the endless stream of pilgrims when you hear the lively voices in your ears.From the looks of it, this is a temple with a lot of incense.
"This temple has a history of more than a thousand years." Su Mengjing leaned on a cane and looked at Su Ge, "There are only so many people now, let alone holidays."
Su Ge felt a little uncomfortable with the scent of Buddha incense from all around his nose, and couldn't help frowning: "The incense is so strong, the commercial atmosphere is very strong."
Hearing the sarcasm in Su Ge's voice, Su Mengjing said, "What do you know, all the mages here have real talents."
"True talent and real learning, are you a top student who graduated from a Buddhist academy?"
Su Mengjing was so annoyed by Su Ge that he didn't bother to talk anymore, and told the people around him to help Su Ge, and then guided by the monks, he walked from a special trail to the clean backyard. Come.
The ridicule in Su Ge's heart became more and more vigorous. Su Mengjing donated a lot of incense money, and now he has become a VIP customer of the temple. He can use the VIP channel and have exclusive services?
Su Mengjing came here this time mainly for Su Ge.He whispered a few words with the monk who led the way, and then looked at Su Ge worriedly, worried that Su Ge's current state would offend the mage.
"Benefactor Su, don't worry." The monk clasped his hands together.
He was helped into a Zen room and sat down on the futon. Su Ge heard Su Mengjing say to the front: "Master Yuanhui, this is my grandson. He is not in good health and in a bad mood. See if you can help him." Can't enlighten him."
With that said, Su Mengjing left the Zen room.
Su Ge had always sneered at such things, and he was always an atheist.Just after thinking about it, my previous rebirth was a strange thing that cannot be explained by science, so I reluctantly sat upright on the futon and wanted to hear what the mage had to say.
Master Yuan Hui looked at Su Ge, his eyes stayed on his dull eyes for a moment, and he said slowly, "The benefactor used to have good eyes."
Su Ge paused, feeling that there seemed to be some deep meaning hidden in Yuan Hui's words.He tightened his palms and said mockingly, "What's the use of that?"
Yuan Hui didn't say much, but instead asked, "How does the benefactor view Buddhism?"
Su Ge didn't think too much, and told the truth: "Today, my grandfather pulled me over, saying that learning Buddhism can make people let go of everything, and everything is empty. But I don't understand why everything is empty. Believers in Buddhism, after all, want to understand the Tao , or just want to escape reality? I think it’s just looking for sustenance.”
Yuan Hui said with a smile: "Learning Buddhism, you can know cause and effect, understand impermanence, and let go of obsessions. If you know that everything in this life is the sin of the past, you will practice yourself from now on, do good deeds, and cultivate blessings for the past life." .”
"Do people die?" Su Ge raised his head, his dull eyes looked in his direction, and the inside was empty.
"How does the donor feel?"
"Probably." Su Ge smiled.
After a long while, Su Ge's smile subsided, and he said slowly: "Your Buddhism says that greed, hatred and ignorance are the three poisons. In order to live a good life in the next life, you will do good deeds in this life. Isn't this greed?"
Yuan Hui was dumb.
Su Ge raised the corners of his lips: "I was not me in the past life, and I will not know me in the future life. I don't want to do anything in the future, I just want to live a good life. Master Yuan Hui, do you think I am greedy or not?"
Yuan Hui paused for a while, then said, "The benefactor has roots of wisdom."
"Really? But I don't have the heart to cultivate Buddhism." Su Ge lowered his eyelashes, "I can't see my past, present and future clearly, Master Yuanhui, can you see clearly?"
"You are in pain."
"Yeah." He was in pain.
Master Yuanhui looked at Su Ge with tolerant eyes: "Most people can't see clearly. If they can't see clearly, they don't understand. If they don't understand, they are troubled. If they are troubled, they feel pain. But benefactors, if they can see clearly, Knowing all the causes, conditions and results like the palm of your hand, your mind will naturally be clear and at ease. But if you see through it, if you understand it, there will be no suffering, and there will be no happiness."
"What do you mean, do you want me to see clearly, or not? To see through, or not to see through?"
"It's all up to the donor himself."
"If I want to go back." Su Ge laughed at himself.
"The Buddha said: You can't get the past heart, you can't get the present heart, and you can't get the future heart. The donor has these three hearts, and what he clings to is outside the original heart, and what is outside the original heart does not belong to you. The so-called past, present, and future are nothing but memories and delusions."
"It's not mine. Delusion." Su Ge repeated Yuan Hui's words, frowning.
"If you want to get what you can't get, troubles and pain will naturally come. If you cling to these three hearts, you will always create karma and suffer bitter rewards. The donor should live in the present moment."
"You mean to let me accept my fate?" Su Ge sneered, "The six senses are clean, without any worries, and let them all be seen through. Then what's the point of living, and I won't let go."
"How do you open your mouth and shut your mouth to cultivate blessings so that you can live in peace in the next life? I don't think so." Su Ge felt boring. This mage is probably just an ordinary monk in the temple who pretends to be profound and shows off the principles of Buddhism. Tasteless rhetoric.
Su Ge got up and staggered out.He fumbled and pushed open the door of the meditation room, only to feel that the sun was strong at that moment, and he seemed to see Shen Yu sitting in front of his hospital bed in a daze, and a faint whisper came over.
"Suge, wake up, okay?"
Su Ge was startled and wanted to respond to him, but he fell into darkness in an instant.He turned around in surprise, facing Yuan Hui, and opened his mouth to say something.
Yuan Hui looked at him with clarity in his eyes: "What does the benefactor want to say?"
"I want to go back." Su Ge said bluntly.
Yuan Hui sighed: "You have the root of wisdom, but you are obsessed with the past. The past, present, and future are not eternal, so why be obsessed?"
Su Ge took two steps forward, gasped and said, "I want to go back."
After a pause, Master Yuan Hui recited the Dharma name and said to Su Ge: "Although you have no awe in practice, you are born with wisdom roots. If you are so sincere, you have realized some principles of Buddhism. Buddhism is the present moment. Enlightenment is in the present moment." , Liberation is in the present moment, and the right result of cultivation is also in the present moment. What you cultivate is not the next life, but every moment. If you can do this, the concept of the present moment will also transcend, there is no present moment, and there is no self at all.”
Seeing Su Ge's blank expression, he smiled and said, "Go back, when the time comes, you can get what you want."
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