[Zhongyingmei] The beating heart

"Ah... that's right. I was taken aback." Captain Turing smiled wryly and stroked the hair on the back of his head with his hand. He said, "Really... that's fine too."

"...is that good?" Natasha folded her arms and repeated Captain Turing's words, "What does that mean?"

"That's a good thing. Alex and Beau. That's good...although it's a little sad." Captain Turing said, still smiling, "Are you friends with Alex?"

"..." Natasha didn't answer this sentence, she stared into Captain Turing's eyes and said, "Then you also like Beer?"

"Like? No...it's love." Captain Turing said so smoothly, causing Stark behind him to raise his eyebrows, "She gave me everything. Everything. All the glory and all the sorrow in my life , all joy. Everything was given to me by her. She gave me life. Maybe you won’t understand, and I can’t explain it too clearly, but... that’s not liking, dear lady. It’s love.”

"But you say 'That's fine'. That's even more incomprehensible."

"We can't be together." Captain Turing's smile was gentle and helpless, "I said I would always be by her side, but unfortunately that was a lie. I can't... Maybe I haven't tried hard enough, but I still can't Change the laws of the entire universe. We cannot be together." Captain Turing repeated again. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then reopened them with a slightly sad smile, "Maybe there is more love here." Her people, I did my best to save her.... It's the only thing I can do. Thank you... for protecting her for me for so long. I know I may be useless Guys, thank you for doing this for me. For doing something I couldn't do."

"I don't understand." Natasha frowned.

"It doesn't matter, beautiful Natasha, maybe one day you will know the truth, maybe you won't. But that's...it doesn't matter." Captain Turing looked at Natasha, his razor-colored eyes lost their sharpness and filled with sadness, "Like the ultimate answer to the universe. 42, that doesn't make any sense."

"How many secrets are you guys hiding?" Stark couldn't help but asked, "What happened? What happened?"

"I'm sorry, Mr. Stark. I've said all I can say." Captain Turing laughed, and said, "Anyway, I didn't come here to talk about it. There are also a bunch of disgusting little monsters I covet our beautiful earth, and I can't let it fall for the second time. Earth... I haven't seen such an earth for a long time." Captain Turing changed the subject, and the sadness in his eyes gradually disappeared. He said, "Although we There's no Starfleet right now, but you guys are pretty good, right?"

What's the matter everyone?Bi'er looked at the 'Amphibious Mothership Squad' who disappeared at the door and Captain Turing who was kidnapped alive, with a dark face, and she didn't know how to complain.What's up with their stance that they're more united than they were in 'The New York War That Hasn't Happened'?

As for Alex, he was even more at a loss than Beer.Recalling the dignified eyes Natasha and Stark looked at me, what does it mean... Humans are really hard to understand.And he suddenly threw Bi'er over, startled him and almost missed him.By the way...is Bier sitting on her lap now?

"..."

"..."

"Then...Alex...let me go, okay?"

It's warm...hands.Alex didn't hear Bea talking.He just felt very warm.The warm touch spreads from the skin, the body temperature of a human being... is something magical.Obviously, no matter how much I bask in the sun, it won't get warmer.But if it comes into contact with human body temperature, it will be different.Alex didn't understand why this was happening, but he didn't want to let go.It was warm, a warm feeling, he had never felt it—at least, almost never felt it before arriving here.Ah, maybe in addition to the temperature of the blood spurting from the human artery.That's another story.

"Alex!"

"?!"

"Why are you in a daze all of a sudden...Okay, let me go! It hurts a bit!"

don't want.Alex's heart refused first.He looked into Bea's eyes, the first time he was so close, the green eyes sparkled a little.It's different from my own...it's beautiful.More importantly, there is no fear in the eyes.There was confusion, but no fear.Not at all.

"why……"

"what?"

"Why... aren't you afraid?" I'm afraid myself, you know?Alex looked at Bea's still confused face, and finally said, "Why? You know everything, right? But why...why did you do this to me? I don't...I will... "

"Alex..." So you are still struggling with this matter.Beer looked at Alex looking into her eyes, those eyes were not familiar to her, she clearly remembered that Alex's eyes should be a little fierce, a little scary, the inescapable hostility mixed with confusion and confusion. Confused, but now... none of those.No.Maybe it left confusion.But more, it was fear, "Is there anything Alex wants to say to me? What happened?"

"Ah, a lot has happened." Alex lowered his eyes slightly, and suddenly realized that he might have grasped Beer's wrist too hard, and let go in a little panic, "Sorry, I... just ……not understand."

"..." Bi'er looked at Alex's hand and felt that he couldn't just leave him alone. This guy didn't know what he was thinking all day long. Just now everyone...was it just telling him What about yourself?Want to have a nice talk with Alex yourself?Thinking of that, Bea took the fleeing hand, "I'm not afraid of Alex at all. Not at all."

"..."

"Really. Not scared at all."

"...don't say any more." Why not be afraid?From the very beginning... don't be afraid.Appearing in front of me with that Captain Turing, and saying to help me with that determined look in his eyes, and finally... Now, Alex knows that he has got something, he has indeed been helped, by many, many people .Those people may fear after seeing their own power, but in the end they do not become their own enemies.Even became friends.But even so, Alex still couldn't forget the pair of eyes he saw at that time, and the owner of the eyes said: "I can cure you!"

What does cure mean?Make Alex lose his contagiousness?No.It's not... that's it.That means, make Alex human.Although perhaps the essence could not be changed, but... for the first time, Alex felt that he had a heart.He felt warm.He had... something called a friend.They're all weird and unreliable guys but... maybe that's what it's like to be human.Among human emotions, the most important and possibly the most mysterious and miraculous part, Beer may have used this part to save herself.

like.Maybe that's it.Anyway, Alex couldn't figure out what it was no matter how he thought about it.Just take it for granted.It made Alex feel panic, more panic than being chased all over Manhattan by Gentek's agents - although there was nothing to be afraid of back then - and it made Alex feel joy.That was something he rarely felt.is real joy.Joy and relaxation...that's a good feeling.People don't want to give up.Yet it made Alex miserable.Yes, it hurts...sometimes very painful.Especially when you feel panic, it hurts.The non-existent heart will ache, just like...just now when Bier was talking to Captain Turing, looking at her yearning and admiring eyes, she felt very painful.

Maybe that's love.perhaps.Otherwise it's pretty much the same thing.Although it feels useless, but... But I don't want to give up.

"Alex?" Why are you in a daze again?

"I feel like you've cured me." Alex grabbed Bea's hand dangling in front of his eyes, stared into Bea's increasingly confused eyes, and said, "If I say I'm heartbroken right now." There is some pain in the position, will you hold me?"

"what?"

"If I said... the pain wouldn't stop if it wasn't for you, would you hold me?"

"what?"

"Hold me, idiot." Don't you usually pounce on me!Pounce on me now!I now... need you to hold me, "If you don't move, maybe I will die."

So what are you talking about?Bi'er didn't know what expression to make, but was she going to hug him?Oh well?Does that count as a confession?This confession is really strange.Why is there no cause and effect at all.Beer hugged Alex hesitantly: "So this is your confession?"

"Huh? What does that mean?"

"...I like you too. Since a long time ago. Since you didn't know me."

"I don't understand what you're talking about, but... hold on tighter."

Stark looked at Alex's face with satisfaction, it's great, it's not the expression of wanting to eat people, so he happily ran over and clamped Alex's neck: "Good job, buddy! Tell me what have you done?"

"Ah? What?" Although it wasn't an expression of eating people, it was still expressionless.Alex glanced at Stark and said, "I'm going to be strangled to death by you!"

"Still playing dumb with me! We're 'life and death' friends! Are you secretly telling me what you just did to lovely Miss Dawn?"

"Huh? What else can I do..."

"It's just like that."

"I'm sorry, I didn't do anything." Alex looked at Stark's expression of "don't lie to me, you kid, I don't know you're just a slut", and decided to ignore him, "Nothing at all. Do what you're thinking."

"Okay, okay! I get it. But there's still some progress, right?" Stark put on a look of 'you're not upright', and said, "At least your expression is much better than before."

"I don't know. Maybe it's more progress than before." Alex thought for a while and said, "I should thank Natasha."

"I helped too!"

"Okay. Thank you, Stark."

"Call me Tony."

"No." Alex paused after refusing, as if thinking of something, and said, "Okay, Tony. What should I do next?"

"Oh... my dear friend!" Tony showed a satisfied smile, and he said that he was waiting for this sentence, "You are asking the right person! Let me give you—"

"Don't, don't listen to him!" Natasha stopped Tony's upcoming 'teaching' in time, and she immediately separated Tony and Alex, "His way is not suitable for everyone. No. He That set is only suitable for 'Stark' only. Listen to me, and you can do as you think."

"What are you talking about, Natasha! If he had to do it himself, eight hundred years from now Miss Dawn would still be—"

"Do you still need your help?!" Natasha glared at Tony and told him to shut up, "Isn't it common sense for New Yorkers to keep their girlfriends away from Stark?!"

"What?! How come I don't know about that?!"

So why did the two of you quarrel first?Alex sighed, it's better to stay away from Natasha, who was getting more and more angry, so as not to be affected when she was kicked by Tony Fly later.As soon as Alex turned around, he saw Captain Turing... Alex didn't know what to say to him now.Fortunately, Captain Turing spoke first: "You promise me...you will protect her."

"...Don't you want to do it yourself?" Alex looked at Captain Turing's sharp razor-colored eyes, and knew that he was not teasing or joking.

"I can't do it. I can't abandon everything after all. My world, my legion, my people, and the withered earth. So I may not be qualified." Captain Turing said, "Now you Promise me that you will keep her alive, that you will protect her, that you will keep her from harm."

"What the hell happened before?"

"...something happened that made me almost do my best. But I can't tell you." Captain Turing looked at Alex, he took a step forward, and said again, "Promise me .”

"Ah. That's it. With me here, you can go back to your army without worry."

"I believe you." Captain Turing said and retreated to a normal distance. He looked into Alex's eyes and was about to say something—

"Don't bully Alex! Captain Turing!" Beer suddenly jumped out to block between the two of them, "Are you saying Alex is bullying Captain Turing?"

"...He bullied me." Alex looked at Captain Turing and said this expressionlessly.

"Ah..." You actually complained first?Captain Turing glanced at Alex and smiled, "We are just discussing... about the ultimate answer to the universe. My little sweetheart."

"Huh? Well, Dr. Pym said it was 42!"

"Yeah, I think it's 42 too."

"But why 42? Because of Douglas Adams?"

"I think it's because he knows that if the process is exciting enough, the ending and the truth are meaningless."

The author has something to say:

This one is a bit long... the whole time is in love.

The title uses 42, in fact, I want to highlight the tragedy of Captain Turing, maybe he is the only tragic character in this article... Is it "If the result is known, the process may be meaningless" or "If the process It's exciting enough, but the result is meaningless'... No matter how you look at it, it's a tragedy... [Captain, I'm sorry for you ORZ] [Please ignore this unbearable spoiler