[Comprehensive] Broken protagonist's halo

Chapter 6·【The Phantom Pain: Everything Is Just an Illusion】

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"Who am I?"

I have been asking myself this question for countless nights.

If it was in that world, maybe I would have told myself not to do useless work because of such actions. After all, life in the real world has already oppressed me and I even feel that I can’t continue to breathe. How can I have time to think about this seemingly What about questions that only philosophers can think about?

Although, there should not be much time for me to think, but in fact, there is still a question that has been bothering me until now that I have been able to move freely:

"Since I clearly know that I don't belong to this world, and I am so familiar with this existence that seems to be just a game, then why did I come here?"

And, also, whenever night falls, when I lie in bed and fall asleep, there is always a voice whispering in my ear: "No matter what, please hold on, hold on until... one day, you must have a chance I can wake up."

What is the purpose of this vague, unidentified man or woman speaking to me?What exactly happened?

All this was so clueless that when I successfully entered the espionage class to work, I was still in a state of inexplicable decadence.

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Afghanistan, north of Kabul

A helicopter painted with the logo of the exclusive Big Boss team was circling in mid-air, while slowly approaching the pre-selected landing site.

After going through the initial training guidance including CQC, I am now wearing a stealth suit that can prevent the detection of night vision goggles and has done its best to realize the noise reduction function through the research and development of the engineering team. Finally, I waited for the first time to put it into actual combat. Opportunity.

However, rather than actual combat, it would be better to say that it is a reconnaissance exercise before the actual combat. After all, what I chose is not a combat squad that focuses on rushing to the forefront and fighting with knives, but collects information stealthily. Perhaps it is more appropriate to say that the espionage class is the main one?But who knows?

sassy-

One step, two steps, three steps... I don't know how long I have been walking since I left the helicopter. I feel parched due to the scorching sun, and I am even so weak that I want to drink the only water source left in the kettle.However, there is always a voice in my heart telling me, don't do that, otherwise it will really kill people. ——At that time, the first person to die is either the enemy, or himself who has not even seen the enemy camp.

"It's really lucky... because I avoided the main road and chose to take the mountain road, which greatly reduced the probability of the enemy appearing... However, because I took the mountain road, it turned out that the river was unexpectedly difficult to find... Next If I don't do something to save myself, I guess I'll hang up before the return ticket is used..."

I endured my dry mouth and even licked my lips because I felt a little bit of cleft lip, while thinking to myself.

Although it was just a rehearsal, it was no joke——

I have been holding this idea in my heart, but because of this familiar feeling of the game, I once again feel that my existence is so illusory, as if, even if I die, I can be resurrected with full blood and start again.

However, the pain of cleft lip after dry mouth reminds me all the time that this may really be a game, but if you don't take it seriously, death is not an easy task. — but it is easy to live rather than die.

"CP, CP, this is CFA3, there is no abnormality found here, please return to the normal fighting posture." The bald white soldier in the gray-green military uniform said with a walkie-talkie while looking around cautiously.

"CFA3, this is the CP. The request has been received. It is allowed to return to the normal combat posture from the first-level alert posture. In addition, always pay attention to suspicious persons."

"CP, CP, this is CFA3, received."

——I originally had no hope of encountering the enemy, but for the first time, I began to doubt my character.

Holding a multifunctional telescope, I was in a lying state while hiding in the grass on the cliff while listening to every word said by the enemy I saw in the distance through the sound analysis microphone expansion function of the telescope.

Then, to my surprise, I saw the Big Boss on horseback not far from the accidentally discovered outpost. ——So, after some training, out of physical instinct, I handed over the brief information collected so far to Big Boss through radio communication.

And this Big Boss, whose identity I already knew well, did not live up to his BB name after receiving my temporary information. Immediately a perfect sideways movement, the CFA soldiers who were supposed to be on alert due to the appearance of the enemy turned a blind eye to Big Boss who was hiding on the other side of the horse and advancing slowly.

"If I had invisible camouflage, I wouldn't be hiding as I am now. Maybe I should just tease these little soldiers? But, it's much more boring like that? Also, I'm alone The espionage squad is now thinking about what the hell is charging?!" I couldn't help but said while watching Big Boss calmly ransack the small outpost that had already been stationed by five people in front of me. ——And at this time, I realized that I actually forgot to turn off the public channel of radio communication.

"Invisible camouflage? Well, interesting." After listening to my speech, Big Boss, who had cleaned up everything, suddenly remembered something, and operated it on his idord.

——It took me a long time to realize that because of my unintentional actions, Big Boss had the idea of ​​letting the research and development team develop invisible camouflage, but it was only because the current research and development team was not high enough and the required materials were not enough. The reason is that at this stage, it is embarrassing that only the trial invisible medicine with invisible effect has been developed, and there is still a time limit, and the time to maintain the invisible state cannot be very long.

"Invisible camouflage? Sure enough, it should be said that it is a child who has many ideas? However, people who can say such things have to be paid more attention... If it is a spy among spies, it will be terrible It’s over, tsk tsk.” Shan Mao, who was in charge of the espionage squad, said at the end, and couldn’t help thinking of all the old things about himself.

"..."

The sniper, code-named Quiet, heard someone's words, and suddenly remembered a special combat unit that had the ability to be invisible because of parasites-the Skeleton Squad.However, she just thought about it, shook her head, felt affection for the Big Boss in front of her, and wanted to stay by his side forever and swear not to speak again, followed the movement of Big Boss and started her combat support work.

"Well... I'm so tired, call it a day." It was getting late, and I realized later that I had forgotten to turn off the radio public voice when I didn't need it. I looked at the red, red and white containers not far away, and I suddenly felt something. thought:

How about trying to take away resources with Fulton Balloons while taking yourself for a ride?

--Um.Sure enough, the things that have been tested in the game before, after being in the game, the more I want to experience it for myself?

Well, but safety first is better. ——Who would take his own life as a joke for nothing! ?