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Ginny was repeating the monotonous and boring school life like a walking dead. Mona and Ellie were both worried about her, and both of them would pester her whenever they had time, so that she could be distracted and have a moment of happiness.

Ellie hugged her arm with a smile, "Ginny, let's go to Hogsmeade this weekend. I heard that a lot of candy has been added. Don't you like it too?"

Mona chimed in, "Go, Ginny, I want to go too, we haven't hung out together for a long time." Ginny pulled her hand out of Allie's arms, and said indifferently, "You guys go, I'm not interested .” She doesn’t seem to be very interested in this world, and feels alienated from her friends.

Both Ali and Mona looked disappointed, but they still watched her leave worriedly.

Tomorrow will be a holiday, and all the exams are over.All the students were celebrating, but it made no difference to her, what was the difference.

She went back to the dormitory numbly, and after a few months, she saw Sirius again in the dormitory.There was a trace of joy in her heart, but she was immediately suppressed by other emotions. She lowered her eyes and said lightly, "You're here, Sirius, what's the matter?"

Sirius looked at her suspiciously, "Ginny, I read your test today, it's not at your level at all."

Ginny sneered in her heart, ha, you really deserve to be a professor, such a conscientious professor, don't they have nothing to say except study? !She said angrily, "What does this have to do with you?"

"Ginny, don't be like this, I just care about you." Sirius explained. He also knew that Ginny was not in the right mood recently, but the two of them were awkward recently, so he had to use grades as an excuse to talk to her.

Ginny just glanced at him, "Oh, okay, thank you then, if there's nothing else, you can go, I'm fine. I just don't need scores, I don't care, why do you need to worry about it." She doesn't care anymore, really, it doesn't matter at all.Sirius cared about her, and she knew it, but...

"Why don't you care, Ginny? You were so excited to add points before? Tell me, why? Because, Cedric? You, still like him?" He said the name, a little cautiously, looking looked at Ginny's face.But Sirius felt that he had to break the casserole and ask the end. It must be because of Cedric's matter. If it caused psychological problems, it would not be good for the little girl's growth, and he had to find a way to relieve it.

As if being poked, Ginny said loudly, "I don't like him!"

Sirius was startled by the emotional look, he quickly patted Ginny on the back, hugged her comfortingly, and smoothed her hair. "Okay, okay, I don't like him."

"No, I liked him. Ah!" Ginny buried her head in his arms, and the uneasiness she had felt for a long time was relieved in this safe embrace.

She had countless words in her mind, and she was just waiting for him to ask why he came! ?

"I liked him, but he died, Sirius, you will die too, you will too, what does liking mean, everyone will die, all I like will die." She said like crazy, " You're all going to die, he's dead, you're going to die too, and you won't have your name at the end. You're all going to die."

Sirius looked at her with complex eyes, looking at her like crazy, "Ginny, calm down."

Ginny looked at him, he must think he was crazy, haha, Ginny suddenly showed a very sad smile, "You don't believe me, Sirius." She broke away from Sirius' embrace.

Sirius looked at her smile and realized that he had hurt her. He hurriedly grabbed her hand, "I believe you, Ginny. You said you were time-traveled, and you thought it was a story, and I know it all."

Ginny turned her head, looked at his anxious look, and heard his words, she thought: He believes in me, does he really believe in me?Or did you say you believed me just to comfort me?

Whatever it is, he's going to die anyway.Let him die.

Damn it, why is this a half-understood story, she doesn't know what to do if she wants to save him, can she just watch them die?

She cried out with a "wow", threw off Sirius, sat on the ground, hugged her knees and cried to herself.She hasn't seen death, she's just a little girl pretending to be mature, so why not cry.

I told myself countless times that these people are just characters in the book, and they will die when they die, but their feelings are really out of control.She didn't know anything except that Sirius didn't survive to the finale, her black.

She doesn't know how many people around her will die, and even if she knows, she can't do anything.The only thing she can do is to stay away from them, she is afraid that she will fall into it again, the death of a close friend, the death of a true lover, the death of a relative, this is not a fairy tale, how many deaths are there, she still wants to see How much, she doesn't want to fall into anyone's feelings anymore.

"Ginny, don't cry, don't you cry, don't you love beauty the most, you don't look good when you cry." Sirius comforted her when she saw her out of breath.Ginny was sitting on the ground, but he felt a little uncomfortable, so he simply knelt beside her and supported her shoulders.

"What do you know?!" Ginny couldn't help drinking at him, he didn't understand, he didn't believe it.She wanted to explain everything to him clearly, "I'm really not talking nonsense, I said that I was time-traveled. There is a book in that world called "Harry Potter", which records the seven What happened over the years, these are fixed things in the book, if Cedric dies, you will die too, I didn't say it casually, but if you don't believe me, I can't tell others. You don't know how much I have pain."

Sirius looked at her for two seconds. In fact, he didn't believe it very much, but when Ginny said it so seriously, he decided to put himself in Ginny's perspective and think about it. "So what if this world is the world in a book?" After a long time, he asked.

Ginny looked up at him.

"Some things are worth dying for," he said softly but firmly.

Sirius looked at her seriously, and he gently wiped away the tears still hanging from the corners of Ginny's eyes, "This world, the world I live in, maybe, it is indeed a book, maybe, I will indeed die. But , so what?" Sirius looked at his little girl tenderly, "everyone will die, from birth, he will face death. But, is it because of this that he is not alive? Life It's not about length, Ginny."

Ginny stared blankly at Sirius, as if meeting him for the first time.

"I haven't told you about my life in prison, have I? It was a painful time, tortured by dementors every day, and carried the most wronged name. But even then, I didn't think People are very fragile, and death is easy. If the god of death comes to greet me one day, I will embrace him. As long as my life is open, vigorous, and smooth, I will die What's the big deal. The important thing is to live. Every minute and every second, live according to your will, no matter how long you live, it's worth it." Sirius had a smile on his lips, he knew that his little girl could understand.

Ginny seemed to be enlightened, she realized that this is living, is this the meaning of time travel?Teach her to be as good as she wants, not to be the same as before, like liberal arts but choose science, and stop wronging herself.

is this correct? "Sirius, did you do this? Are you, happy?" Ginny looked at him.

Sirius smiled, but he didn't answer, "What do you think?"

Ginny didn't say a word, she leaned over and put her arms around Sirius tightly, listening to his heartbeat.What is life and what is death?What is false and what is real?She hasn't figured it out yet, but through this conversation with Sirius, through this happy crying, her emotions have been vented, so comfortable.

She doesn't know what ambition is, and it's quite selfish to say that, no matter what the world is like, she just wants to live her own little life well.At the end of the world timeline in the book, she must first save her own life, be vigilant at all times, and protect as many people around her as she can. It would be lucky if she could leave the original book and rescue them for a moment.If not, then she can only live every day as if it is her last, and there is no other way but to cherish it even more.

The holidays are finally here, and she gave all her friends a big hug before the day off.Everyone was surprised, but Ginny just smiled inwardly, thank you for treating me as a friend when I alienated you.

Mona was still a little worried. In fact, she wanted to invite Ginny to their house to play, but their house was very close to Digory's house, and she was worried that it would arouse Ginny's bad emotions.

Ginny is also very enthusiastic about her family at home. She diligently helps Mrs. Weasley and Mr. Weasley, and plays with her brothers. They are very real, which feels good.

One day, when Ginny's family was eating in the living room, the owl hit the window. The "bang" sound attracted everyone's attention. Everyone was used to this stupid owl. Obviously, it became more and more stupid as it bumped into it.

Ron opened the envelope, "Oh, it's from Harry. He invited us to his house to play."

"That's too much trouble." Mr. Weasley didn't like to trouble others very much.

"Dad, anyway, I'm going anyway." Ron said dissatisfied.

The twins also expressed their wishes, and they sang and sang happily.

Ginny thought about it, go ahead, anyway, they are familiar with each other.

Another happy thing, Bill Weasley is going back to work in England.It is said that he is going to Gringotts to work as a spellbreaker. What a job in the bank, what a fat job.

In fact, Ginny felt that the members of her family were doing well at work.Both Mr. Weasley and Percy work in the Ministry of Magic, civil servants, with a golden job and a lot of benefits.Charlie raises a dragon, which is cool and interesting.Bill is in the bank again.Hey, why can't my family become rich?

Ginny couldn't help but start thinking about her future career. She will only be in the fourth grade next year, but it's good to think about it.

There are many jobs in the wizarding world.

As a teacher, the teachers at Hogwarts are pretty good, maybe they can teach flying lessons like Mrs. Hooch, and take a group of first-year kids every year.

Ministry of Magic, Clerk or Auror?According to her nerdy personality, she should still be a clerk.Aurors are so dangerous, and her spells are not good, so forget it.

Raising a dragon is not bad, Gringotts is not bad, if the two elder brothers get along well and open a back door for her, maybe she will rush to work.

What kind of work, who knows?

Maybe she'll end up in the Muggle world, like Ellie's mother did.