[HP] Sheep with soy sauce

"...Are you still refusing to eat?"

"I can't go on like this...John...we..."

"It's been three days...if...my fault..."

"...repercussions...poor child...stimulation..."

"... potions... support... otherwise..."

The faint talking and sobbing outside the door didn't affect Rui.She stared at the ceiling with her eyes open, as if she could see something in the yellow bubble.

She didn't dare to close her eyes, because once she closed her eyes, she could see Trieste's body, or Selwyn's crazy and cruel eyes.So what if you don't close your eyes?She could still hear Trieste's screams of pain and Selwyn's wild laughter, she could still recall the pain caused by the Cruciatus Curse, and she could still feel her own powerlessness and cowardice in fear of death.That game-like teasing and murder, tightly entangled her like a nightmare.She cannot escape.

It's been the fourth day since she woke up, and she hasn't had enough food or water yet.The broken left leg had been recovered and removed long ago, but she never went to the ground.

Hermione has been here, Grandma Amanda has been here, Monlisa and Qiu have been here, the Weasleys have been here... The whole Wood family mobilized and took turns to accompany her.But after a few days, they found that it was useless work at all - she ignored everyone, and even her eyes were scattered, as if she couldn't see them.

Mrs. Wood's eyes were red and swollen from crying. She held Rui Yi's hand and wept thousands of lines, but Rui Yi was indifferent.

Most of Mr. Wood's hair turned white overnight, and he changed from a tall and mighty "troll hunter" to a decadent and ordinary father. She was indifferent.

Oliver took a long vacation and watched Rui every day telling her dry jokes, but she was indifferent.

When it was Grandma Amanda's turn, Rui simply closed her eyes and covered her face with the quilt with great difficulty, preferring to be tortured by nightmares rather than look at the poor old man.

They are so stalemate to this day.

The voice outside the door was getting closer, and Rui heard her therapist talking to Mrs. Wood: "...if we don't want to eat today, we will have to resort to force... To be honest, Joyce, her condition is really not very good. You know, the negative effects of the Cruciatus Curse on the body can at least be alleviated, but the psychological problems..."

Mrs Wood's tears were almost constant, and she sobbed, "Oh! I know, of course I do! She's blaming us, it's all my fault, we should..."

There were chaotic footsteps coming from far and near, and Rui Yi's eyelids moved.

"Fred, my boy..."

"Mrs. Wood, is she still refusing to eat?"

"Yes..." Mrs. Wood replied sadly. "It's been four days, how can I bear this..."

Rey closed her eyes, Triste's dead appearance and Selwyn's eyes entangled her.

"...Fred, I know you are very... you are also very busy these days..."

"...it doesn't matter...it doesn't work...or..."

"Dude!" George's voice chimed in. "Calm down...it's too cruel...she just..."

"She has... child... let me go!"

The door of the intensive care unit was knocked open, and Fred fell in panting, his arm still held by George.Rui Yi was still lying straight on the bed, her round cheeks had sunken in a few days, and her petite body was still like a handful of dry wood under the cover of the quilt.

Fred's chest was heaving violently, and he hadn't rested for a few days. His eye circles were black and blue, and his struggling expression made him look a little scary.

"Let go of me, George!" said Fred angrily. "Don't stop me!"

"You have to think about Rae too, after all she—"

"Come on, buddy!" Fred shook off George's hand. "Haven't we considered her enough?!"

Tears streamed from the corners of Rae's eyes, across her prominent cheekbones, and into her ears.She heard Fred slam his feet down, as if he came over in a rage.A few seconds later, her body rose into the air, and the front chest fabric of the hospital gown was grabbed by him, making it difficult for her to breathe.

"Rachel Wood, I never thought you were such a coward!"

Fred's voice was deafening, and Ray's nerves were almost broken.Mrs. Wood flung herself into her husband's arms with a groaning cry, and Oliver, gasping for air, looked sullenly at them.

Rui Yi still didn't make a sound, as if everything had nothing to do with her.She was like a piece of dead wood mentioned by Fred, dangling in the air thin and lonely.

"What are you afraid of? What are you blaming yourself for? Ha, I really understand what you are thinking. It is nothing more than thinking that you are a murderer. You killed Aunt Trieste. You are the best bastard in the world. So good Come on, let me tell you, you—indeed!"

Rey opened his eyes, and there was surprise and pain in the eyes that had grown bigger because of his weight loss.In the past few days, almost everyone has been trying to comfort her not to be too sad, it's the Death Eaters who are hateful, it's not her fault and so on.Only Fred revealed her cowardice, incompetence, and the deep sin she bore.

"……you're right."

She spoke the first sentence in four days, her voice was rough and ugly as if it had been sanded.

Fred smiled mockingly: "Yes, yes... What did I say? You are not only a coward and a bastard, but also a selfish and despicable villain. You are suffering because you failed to protect Trieste , you punish yourself for not eating or drinking water for atonement, you avoid taking medicine or wanting to die in order to escape, you don’t even want to pay attention to your family... ignorant, stupid! Not only you lost your favorite aunt, Oliver also Same! Your parents lost their sister, your grandmother lost her little daughter. And you, selfish, despicable you, are still plotting to make them lose you! Their sister, daughter and granddaughter! "

He couldn't help shaking Rui angrily when he said the outrage.Tears welled up in Rae's eyes as she grabbed Fred's hand sadly, nails digging deep into the back of his bruised hand.Then her tiny body let out an unimaginably loud roar: "Shut—your—stinky mouth! You don't understand how much pain I have!"

Oliver was about to burst through the door when George dodged to block him.

Rey in the room was still roaring, crying almost bloody: "You don't understand, you don't understand at all! You don't understand this feeling, you don't know when she fell there—and you wouldn't understand— They lied to me, everybody lied to me! She's my real mother, and I never even let her hear—"

"I - of course - know - what it's like!" Fred's voice was louder than Rae's, and he threw her on the bed, and Rae let out a groan of pain.Fred tried his best to ignore the sympathy welling up from the bottom of his heart, and took something out of the inner pocket of his coat as he spoke: "My dad almost died in the mouth of that stinky snake last Christmas, if it wasn't for huh Leigh, I lost Arthur right now! Do you know how much I blamed myself for not being there for him before he was out of danger?! If you didn't know it before, you do now! That's how you feel , and has been—has been making me sad until now!"

Rae stared at him stubbornly, her throat gurgling from yelling.

Fred calmed down and dropped a letter on the crumpled tangle of cloth on Ray's chest. "Look," there was a hint of sarcasm at the corner of his mouth. "This is the letter she prepared for you a month ago."

It was a letter in a white Muggle envelope, and Rie knew that there was a cute lamb printed on the envelope.She couldn't wait to take out the letter paper from inside, and almost roughly tore it apart.

Trieste's familiar handwriting appeared vividly on the paper.

Dear Rae:

Zhan Xinyue.

I think the news you heard today must have shocked you, and maybe you will no longer be prepared to pay attention to us from now on.But I want you to put all the blame on me, because I have been begging John and Joyce to hide it for me.There have been many times when Joyce came to me so melancholy and told me that she wanted to tell you the truth, but I always begged her to take it easy.Rae, forgive me for being so selfish.I knew I wasn't a good mother, and John and Joyce were better parents.Neither you nor I would be able to live without them, without your grandmother.

Dear daughter, this will be the first and last time I will call you that.Today you are an adult, I ask John to tell you these things, because I don’t want you to learn about this from other places one day and resent your parents in turn.Yes, John and Joyce are still your parents from now on.As for me, if you refuse to accept this fact, of course I will leave you far away, because you already have a lover who can take better care of you and accompany you; if you can accept it—Merlin, I am so looking forward to and afraid This ending - I am willing to be your aunt forever, with Chefman's love for you, always, always guarding by your side.

love you,

mom

"We wanted to tell you on your birthday," Mrs. Wood said with a cotton in her throat. "But you... I also heard that one of those Death Eaters was Selwyn. Rae, he was the devil who killed Chefman. We are afraid that he will take... a bad interest in you."

"...and unexpectedly he escaped." Mr. Wood sighed. "I should have thought that if he escaped, he would definitely come to Triste. He hates Chefman to death, so naturally he won't let his wife go... Rui, it's all my fault..."

Rae looked away from the letter to her emaciated parents.She knew Fred was right, that she was cowardly, incompetent, selfish and stupid.She was so stupid to punish her family with her pain like this.

"...I'm sorry," she began to sob, tears streaming down her face. "sorry Sorry sorry--"

The Wood couple rushed to the bed, hugged Rui's thin body and wept silently. Oliver walked up to them slowly, and silently exchanged fists with Fred.

"You have a set," Oliver said softly. "Thank you."

"You're welcome, uncle." Fred joked with difficulty, and then he closed his eyes wearily: "Oliver, we want to give her a little time...but she must know that the only way to survive is to live and fight." The best reward for the dead."