"You're here again, why is it so hard for us to talk now?" Xia Chenxuan also felt tired.No matter what he told Fang Ran, Fang Ran refused to turn this corner now, is this trying to force him to give up?
"It's not that the two of us talk too hard, but Brother Xuan, you don't want to accept this reality." Fang Ran stood up as he spoke. "It is impossible for us to be together, and it will not be accepted by others. My family will not agree, and it is impossible for us to live a life like a normal family. Even if I promise you, I will still be with you as before If we get along, how long can we be together? This is just to have fun when we were young, will we be together forever?" Fang Ran originally wanted to use these words to persuade Xia Chenxuan, but he didn't expect to talk about it himself in the end. I have no confidence.To say that he has never thought about it in his life, but he is not 100% negative. In the end, even he himself began to hesitate.
"So you were just playing with me before?" Xia Chenxuan couldn't accept Fang Ran's words.He no longer wants to persuade Fang Ran that same-sex love is equal in theory, so he thinks Fang Ran is hopeless because of his own understanding.
"I don't want to play with you. I don't want to get involved in emotional things with you at all. I just want to treat you as a friend, but you have been forcing me to avoid you." Fang Ran's attitude now is obvious He was avoiding, he didn't want to discuss emotional matters with Xia Chenxuan, he had never dared to face his own heart.
"You mean...you never liked me?" Xia Chenxuan chose to ask that question directly.
After hearing this question, Fang Ran really began to hesitate. He had never talked about love, and he had never thought about that kind of thing, but he felt that this kind of thing was sometimes so ambiguous.
"So you still like me?" Seeing that Fang Ran has been silent, Xia Chenxuan can only continue to guide him, "Fang Ran, you have always had that kind of feeling for me in your heart, but you dare not admit it. I have a chance, we can still get along like before. Think about it, like before, wouldn’t it be good for us to live together talking and laughing? I can continue to make food for you, and we can go shopping together again. Don't you miss those little things?"
Xia Chenxuan's words really appealed to Fang Ran, and he really stood there in a daze.Once those memories from the past flooded his mind, Fang Ran felt as if he really cared about the person in front of him.
"What's the use of nostalgia, forget it."
After a long time, just when Xia Chenxuan thought Fang Ran would be persuaded by him, Fang Ran said these words abruptly.
"Fang Ran, do you know what you're going to say?" Xia Chenxuan asked him in despair.
"I know." Fang Ran is also in a trance right now, he didn't think through what he said first, "Brother Xuan, don't keep thinking about impossible things. So many things happened, We can't be friends, and we can't be together. I can't accept being with a man, even if that man is you, this is my principle. "
"Fang Ran, since you want me to give up, do you dare to look at me and tell me that you have never liked me, and you want to end it with me and never have any contact with me again? Don't worry, as long as you can say it , then I believe it. I promise that I will never pester you again, I will completely forget about the things between us, and when I see you in the future, I will just treat you as a stranger and will not say a word to you again. "The words Xia Chenxuan said were his last words to keep Fang Ran back, and he was already planning to fight it out.If Fang Ran really said that, then he would never stay in this relationship any longer, even if he once loved so deeply, he would choose to give up completely.
"Brother Xuan, why do you have to be so extreme? Why don't we get together so well? Why do you have to make it so embarrassing between us?" Fang Ran didn't want to say those words, he didn't want to be in front of Xia Chenxuan. Said such hurtful things face to face.
"I didn't want to make it so embarrassing. I just wanted to hear you reject me. Only when I'm sure that you have no feelings for me at all can I let go." Xia Chenxuan didn't make any concessions.It's like he's making a bet now that Fang Ran won't tell him that.
Fang Ran was forced to feel helpless by Xia Chenxuan, "Brother Xuan, aren't you forcing me to say those hurtful things to you?"
Xia Chenxuan didn't answer, but still sat there looking at Fang Ran.
Seeing Xia Chenxuan like this, Fang Ran sighed helplessly, his mood fluctuated a bit, because he really didn't like the feeling of being forced by others.
"Brother Xuan, I don't know how to say these words, but it doesn't mean I can accept this kind of feeling." Fang Ran originally wanted to say a few tough words to Xia Chenxuan, but he found that he still couldn't do anything when he opened his mouth. Talking to Xia Chenxuan in that tone, he couldn't hate the person in front of him.
Fang Ran sighed, and continued: "Brother Xuan, we could have been good friends. I really cared about you before. I treated you like a family member, a confidant, and the best friend of my life... "Fang Ran suddenly felt a little choked up as he spoke, and he seemed to have a sense of grievance in his heart. "You shouldn't have such thoughts, let alone do such things, so that we can be friends forever. But you suddenly let me know about such a big change, and posed such a big problem for me , do you know how uncomfortable I am these days? Why do you have this kind of thought? Don't you want to touch me yourself?"
Fang Ran's last words made Xia Chenxuan extremely disheartened, "You mean, do you feel dirty after being touched by me?"
At this time, Fang Ran also realized that there was something wrong with the last sentence he added, "That's not what I meant."
However, Xia Chenxuan didn't listen to his explanation. He felt that Fang Ran's words were much crueler than what he told him to say just now, and now he really had no hope for Fang Ran. "If you think I'm disgusting, you should have said it earlier. If you didn't lean on me before, nothing would happen?"
"How did I know you would think that way? How can you blame me for being too close to you? It's obvious that your thinking is abnormal, okay?" Fang Ran's tone was obviously much weaker than before, because the emotion revealed in Xia Chenxuan's eyes made him He was a little worried, he didn't want to see Xia Chenxuan like this.But even so, he still did not forget to defend himself, and unfortunately he said something wrong.
"Yes, I am abnormal. How do I know that I fell in love with you after meeting you, and how do I know that I will become gay because of your willingness? My mistake is that I didn't fall in love at the very beginning. Let me tell you, I spent so long with you with the idea of persuading you. I'm sorry, I was wrong, and I almost dragged you down this road." In Xia Chenxuan's heart, Fang Ran was beginning to despair, He simply said what was in his heart once and for all. "I know it's really not good to turn you into a gay, but I thought my love for you could make up for all of this. I thought you needed me and would not think so much about being with me."
Xia Chenxuan suddenly sneered at this point, "It seems that I was thinking too much, and I took myself too seriously. It turns out that you still choose a normal life in the eyes of others and choose to part ways with me."
"No, it's not..." Hearing what Xia Chenxuan said, Fang Ran suddenly felt very distressed. He wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything, only a few negative words.Fang Ran felt very uncomfortable in his heart. He always thought that what he insisted on was right and rational, but his feelings still made him wonder if he had made the wrong choice.
Xia Chenxuan didn't care about Fang Ran's reaction, and he went on to say: "Let me apologize to you one last time, I really didn't expect to make you so disgusted, otherwise I wouldn't be in that night no matter what. Doing that to you. I'm sorry. I don't know how to make it up to you, but I can promise I won't bother you again, I hope you don't hate me."
"I..." Fang Ran was as stupid as he was. He began to ask himself in his heart, is this the result he really wanted?He really didn't want to start this relationship with Xia Chenxuan, but now that Xia Chenxuan had promised him so, he couldn't be happy at all.
"Fang Ran," Xia Chenxuan called out to Fang Ran calmly, "Although we are done here, there is something I want to tell you. Don't always think that you have no responsibilities if you got drunk that day. , This kind of thing has a cause and an effect, you should also pay attention to it in the future, don't laugh and laugh every day, you are not small."
"What do you mean?" Fang Ran didn't quite understand, he always felt that Xia Chenxuan was hiding something from him.
But Xia Chenxuan didn't want to explain any more to him, "Forget it, if you don't understand what I said, just pretend I didn't say it."
Fang Ran looked at Xia Chenxuan in a daze, he didn't know how to react or what to say, he just stood there motionless and looked at Xia Chenxuan.Perhaps it was Xia Chenxuan's last words of concern for him that made him feel familiar again.
"Okay, if you have nothing to do, you can go back first. Don't worry, I've already thought about it, and I won't pester you anymore." Seeing that Fang Ran had no intention of moving, Xia Chenxuan directly issued the order to evict him.To be honest, his heart is far less peaceful than it seems on the surface.He was afraid that if Fang Ran didn't walk away from him again, his emotions would explode uncontrollably at some point.
"It's not that the two of us talk too hard, but Brother Xuan, you don't want to accept this reality." Fang Ran stood up as he spoke. "It is impossible for us to be together, and it will not be accepted by others. My family will not agree, and it is impossible for us to live a life like a normal family. Even if I promise you, I will still be with you as before If we get along, how long can we be together? This is just to have fun when we were young, will we be together forever?" Fang Ran originally wanted to use these words to persuade Xia Chenxuan, but he didn't expect to talk about it himself in the end. I have no confidence.To say that he has never thought about it in his life, but he is not 100% negative. In the end, even he himself began to hesitate.
"So you were just playing with me before?" Xia Chenxuan couldn't accept Fang Ran's words.He no longer wants to persuade Fang Ran that same-sex love is equal in theory, so he thinks Fang Ran is hopeless because of his own understanding.
"I don't want to play with you. I don't want to get involved in emotional things with you at all. I just want to treat you as a friend, but you have been forcing me to avoid you." Fang Ran's attitude now is obvious He was avoiding, he didn't want to discuss emotional matters with Xia Chenxuan, he had never dared to face his own heart.
"You mean...you never liked me?" Xia Chenxuan chose to ask that question directly.
After hearing this question, Fang Ran really began to hesitate. He had never talked about love, and he had never thought about that kind of thing, but he felt that this kind of thing was sometimes so ambiguous.
"So you still like me?" Seeing that Fang Ran has been silent, Xia Chenxuan can only continue to guide him, "Fang Ran, you have always had that kind of feeling for me in your heart, but you dare not admit it. I have a chance, we can still get along like before. Think about it, like before, wouldn’t it be good for us to live together talking and laughing? I can continue to make food for you, and we can go shopping together again. Don't you miss those little things?"
Xia Chenxuan's words really appealed to Fang Ran, and he really stood there in a daze.Once those memories from the past flooded his mind, Fang Ran felt as if he really cared about the person in front of him.
"What's the use of nostalgia, forget it."
After a long time, just when Xia Chenxuan thought Fang Ran would be persuaded by him, Fang Ran said these words abruptly.
"Fang Ran, do you know what you're going to say?" Xia Chenxuan asked him in despair.
"I know." Fang Ran is also in a trance right now, he didn't think through what he said first, "Brother Xuan, don't keep thinking about impossible things. So many things happened, We can't be friends, and we can't be together. I can't accept being with a man, even if that man is you, this is my principle. "
"Fang Ran, since you want me to give up, do you dare to look at me and tell me that you have never liked me, and you want to end it with me and never have any contact with me again? Don't worry, as long as you can say it , then I believe it. I promise that I will never pester you again, I will completely forget about the things between us, and when I see you in the future, I will just treat you as a stranger and will not say a word to you again. "The words Xia Chenxuan said were his last words to keep Fang Ran back, and he was already planning to fight it out.If Fang Ran really said that, then he would never stay in this relationship any longer, even if he once loved so deeply, he would choose to give up completely.
"Brother Xuan, why do you have to be so extreme? Why don't we get together so well? Why do you have to make it so embarrassing between us?" Fang Ran didn't want to say those words, he didn't want to be in front of Xia Chenxuan. Said such hurtful things face to face.
"I didn't want to make it so embarrassing. I just wanted to hear you reject me. Only when I'm sure that you have no feelings for me at all can I let go." Xia Chenxuan didn't make any concessions.It's like he's making a bet now that Fang Ran won't tell him that.
Fang Ran was forced to feel helpless by Xia Chenxuan, "Brother Xuan, aren't you forcing me to say those hurtful things to you?"
Xia Chenxuan didn't answer, but still sat there looking at Fang Ran.
Seeing Xia Chenxuan like this, Fang Ran sighed helplessly, his mood fluctuated a bit, because he really didn't like the feeling of being forced by others.
"Brother Xuan, I don't know how to say these words, but it doesn't mean I can accept this kind of feeling." Fang Ran originally wanted to say a few tough words to Xia Chenxuan, but he found that he still couldn't do anything when he opened his mouth. Talking to Xia Chenxuan in that tone, he couldn't hate the person in front of him.
Fang Ran sighed, and continued: "Brother Xuan, we could have been good friends. I really cared about you before. I treated you like a family member, a confidant, and the best friend of my life... "Fang Ran suddenly felt a little choked up as he spoke, and he seemed to have a sense of grievance in his heart. "You shouldn't have such thoughts, let alone do such things, so that we can be friends forever. But you suddenly let me know about such a big change, and posed such a big problem for me , do you know how uncomfortable I am these days? Why do you have this kind of thought? Don't you want to touch me yourself?"
Fang Ran's last words made Xia Chenxuan extremely disheartened, "You mean, do you feel dirty after being touched by me?"
At this time, Fang Ran also realized that there was something wrong with the last sentence he added, "That's not what I meant."
However, Xia Chenxuan didn't listen to his explanation. He felt that Fang Ran's words were much crueler than what he told him to say just now, and now he really had no hope for Fang Ran. "If you think I'm disgusting, you should have said it earlier. If you didn't lean on me before, nothing would happen?"
"How did I know you would think that way? How can you blame me for being too close to you? It's obvious that your thinking is abnormal, okay?" Fang Ran's tone was obviously much weaker than before, because the emotion revealed in Xia Chenxuan's eyes made him He was a little worried, he didn't want to see Xia Chenxuan like this.But even so, he still did not forget to defend himself, and unfortunately he said something wrong.
"Yes, I am abnormal. How do I know that I fell in love with you after meeting you, and how do I know that I will become gay because of your willingness? My mistake is that I didn't fall in love at the very beginning. Let me tell you, I spent so long with you with the idea of persuading you. I'm sorry, I was wrong, and I almost dragged you down this road." In Xia Chenxuan's heart, Fang Ran was beginning to despair, He simply said what was in his heart once and for all. "I know it's really not good to turn you into a gay, but I thought my love for you could make up for all of this. I thought you needed me and would not think so much about being with me."
Xia Chenxuan suddenly sneered at this point, "It seems that I was thinking too much, and I took myself too seriously. It turns out that you still choose a normal life in the eyes of others and choose to part ways with me."
"No, it's not..." Hearing what Xia Chenxuan said, Fang Ran suddenly felt very distressed. He wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything, only a few negative words.Fang Ran felt very uncomfortable in his heart. He always thought that what he insisted on was right and rational, but his feelings still made him wonder if he had made the wrong choice.
Xia Chenxuan didn't care about Fang Ran's reaction, and he went on to say: "Let me apologize to you one last time, I really didn't expect to make you so disgusted, otherwise I wouldn't be in that night no matter what. Doing that to you. I'm sorry. I don't know how to make it up to you, but I can promise I won't bother you again, I hope you don't hate me."
"I..." Fang Ran was as stupid as he was. He began to ask himself in his heart, is this the result he really wanted?He really didn't want to start this relationship with Xia Chenxuan, but now that Xia Chenxuan had promised him so, he couldn't be happy at all.
"Fang Ran," Xia Chenxuan called out to Fang Ran calmly, "Although we are done here, there is something I want to tell you. Don't always think that you have no responsibilities if you got drunk that day. , This kind of thing has a cause and an effect, you should also pay attention to it in the future, don't laugh and laugh every day, you are not small."
"What do you mean?" Fang Ran didn't quite understand, he always felt that Xia Chenxuan was hiding something from him.
But Xia Chenxuan didn't want to explain any more to him, "Forget it, if you don't understand what I said, just pretend I didn't say it."
Fang Ran looked at Xia Chenxuan in a daze, he didn't know how to react or what to say, he just stood there motionless and looked at Xia Chenxuan.Perhaps it was Xia Chenxuan's last words of concern for him that made him feel familiar again.
"Okay, if you have nothing to do, you can go back first. Don't worry, I've already thought about it, and I won't pester you anymore." Seeing that Fang Ran had no intention of moving, Xia Chenxuan directly issued the order to evict him.To be honest, his heart is far less peaceful than it seems on the surface.He was afraid that if Fang Ran didn't walk away from him again, his emotions would explode uncontrollably at some point.
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