Abandoned

The name Ah Chou hurt Chia Ya's eardrums, and the pain seemed to penetrate from the eardrums to the internal organs, making Chia feel extremely uncomfortable in her heart at this moment.Since she lost everything two years ago, she has gradually accepted and adapted to the identity of Ah Chou, and is no longer Dugu Qianya, but now that she heard the news that Xiao Jiu became Dugucheng and gave birth to a child, logically speaking, she should replace them Be happy, after all, they are two people who are dear to me.Chia Ya knew that Xiao Jiu became a younger brother and gave birth to a child, most likely for herself. After all, she asked Xiao Jiuzheng to protect Dugu's family well back then, but emotionally, she still felt extremely uncomfortable.The helpless discomfort and pain in the face of all this made Chia instinctively reach out and touch her face under the veil. After feeling the bumpy touch, Chia closed her eyes in pain.

She avoided the crowd and regained the depths of the mountain again. Her heart was like a wound that hadn't healed, and she was stabbed twice again, and the pain was unbearable.When Chia was washing her face by the river in the remote mountains and wild forests, Chia looked at her ugly face reflected in the river, Chia hugged her face, roared and wailed in pain, and vented her inner pain vigorously.

Chia Ya is in pain at the moment, but Xiao Jiuzheng, who is far away in the palace and enjoys all the glory and wealth, will not suffer much more than Chia Ya, the pain of losing her beloved, the self-blame and regret for her neglect of protection day and night, let Xiao Jiuzheng felt as if he had been soaking in the quagmire.

Ting'er became a noble concubine, and she is a prince like a mother. This time her status in the palace is lower than that of Xiao Jiuzheng. After giving birth to a child, she became more plump, and Dugucheng loved it. Concubine Rong gritted her teeth with hatred for Xiao Jiuzheng and Ting'er, but There is no way to take these two people.

Ting'er can be regarded as extremely noble now, but she will not be arrogant at all, she has always been her duty, and she is loyal to Xiao Jiuzheng, and she will always follow her lead.

"Mistress, it's windy." Ting'er fed the prince herself, and after breastfeeding the prince, she saw Xiao Jiuzheng standing at the window, so she took a cloak and put it on for Xiao Jiuzheng. The empress was originally thin, but now she is even thinner Like a willow branch, if the young lady saw it, she wouldn't know how much she would feel distressed.

"Tell me, what is Chia doing at this time?" Xiao Jiuzheng looked at the starry night sky in the distance, and asked Ting'er softly.

Ting'er's eyes turned red when she heard it.The lady must not know how much the empress misses her.

"Miss, she must be missing your mother too." Ting'er replied.

"If she misses me, why doesn't she come back? She is so jealous. After knowing that I gave birth to Dugucheng, shouldn't she come back to Xingshi to ask her crimes? How can she bear it?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked how she could bear it At that time, the eyes couldn't help turning red.How could Chia Ya bear the gnawing longing, Xiao Jiucheng felt that she could hardly bear the crazier longing.

"Miss must have encountered some difficulties. When she gets out of difficulties, she will definitely come back." Ting'er said with relief. In fact, even the emperor already felt that the lady was no longer alive, but the empress insisted that the lady was still alive, and she was willing Believe that the lady is still there.

"She has difficulties, but it's hard for me to extend a hand for her..." Xiao Jiuzheng thought of the hardships Chia Ya might have experienced outside, but he had nothing to do. The helpless despair lingered in his heart all the time, like a sharp thorn Usually, thinking of it makes my heart tingle.Chia Ya is now 29 years old, only one year. After one year, does it mean that Chia Ya will really die? This makes Xiao Jiuzheng restless. She must find Chia Ya within a year.

Ting'er looked at Xiao Jiuzheng in such pain, and only hoped that the empress would find Miss soon.

Chia Ya couldn't close her eyes that night. She lay on the wooden bed and looked at the vast starry sky outside the window. Xiao Jiuzheng's every frown and smile were printed in the sky, and Xiao Jiuzheng seemed to be in the sky, so far away from herself.She misses Xiao Jiuzheng, and when she is alone, she misses her even more. She knows that Xiao Jiuzheng is still looking for her, as long as she goes back, she can see Xiao Jiuzheng, but Chia Ya can't accept Xiao Jiuzheng seeing herself beyond recognition.So Qian Ya would rather endure the torment of longing than give up what little pride and self-esteem she had left. She couldn't pass the hurdle in her heart, which was higher than the ridge.

After Xiao Jiuzheng gave birth to a child, Chia Ya, as an escape, was unwilling to hear everything about Xiao Jiuzheng and Dugucheng. She grew vegetables, food, and hunted by herself, living a life completely isolated from the world.

In the last year, Xiao Jiuzheng almost used the power of the whole country to check almost all household registrations in the world. In name, strict household registration control was implemented, and even domestic slaves had to be registered. The head of the household is punished, and the head of the township, Lizheng, has to pay hard work to prevent Cheng Ding from evading taxes.On the one hand, Ling is looking for Chia Ya's whereabouts.But he has searched all over the world, but still can't find any trace of Chia Ya. At this moment, Dugu Cheng already feels that his sister is no longer in this world.Xiao Jiuzheng is still unwilling to give up, and Dugucheng feels that Xiao Jiuzheng is unwilling to accept the reality.So when Chia Ya was 30 years old, Dugu Cheng didn't have Xiao Jiuzheng, and directly erected a tomb for Chia Ya to worship.

Before and after Chia Ya's 30th birthday, Xiao Jiuzheng had been restless until she knew that Dugu Cheng had erected a tomb for Chia Ya today, which meant that Du Gu Cheng announced to the world that Chia Ya was no longer alive.After Xiao Jiuzheng knew it, he thought of Chia Ya's 30-year-old fate, and it coincided with him. Unable to accept such a reality, Xiao Jiuzheng fainted all of a sudden.

Is Chia still alive?Xiao Jiuzheng had no idea himself, as if all hope had been drained.

But Xiao Jiuzheng is still unwilling to accept this reality.

Every year, Xiao Jiuzheng would take a few guards down the Forbidden River and go out of the palace to find Qianya's whereabouts in person.She had already gone out once this year, but on the second day of Chia Ya's 30th birthday, Xiao Jiuzheng still did not give up and took a few guards to take a boat down the Forbidden River again.

"Ma'am, where is the destination this time?" the guard asked Xiao Jiuzheng.

"Where the boat flows, go there." Xiao Jiuzheng searched all the places where the Forbidden River flows, and now he doesn't know where to look, so he can only let God's will.

Chia Ya, who had been hiding in the mountains for a year, suddenly remembered a divination that Xiao Jiuzheng had made for herself one day, thinking that she would not live past thirty, only to find out later that her 30th birthday was a few days away.I don't know what's going on with Xiao Jiuzheng and Dugucheng now, Chia Ya still can't let it go in her heart, and she goes down the mountain again with a few peeled and fine furs.

After Dugu Qianya went down the mountain, I realized that just a few days ago, Dugu Cheng set up a tomb for herself, and started to build a mausoleum, only to find out that perhaps the hexagram was not wrong. When Dugu Cheng set up a tomb for Dugu Qianya, it represented Dugu Qianya is dead, but it seems that she is not dead, but alive as A Chou.That's why Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't figure out his own fate at the age of 30. It turned out that there were mysteries everywhere.

After Chia Ya knew that she had a tomb, her mood was a little complicated. They were happy, they finally let go of looking for themselves, admitted that they were no longer in this world, and the sad thing was that they let go of them.