Abandoned

The author has something to say: Chia Ya’s pheasant stewed mushrooms are delicious. .

Seeing Chia Ya sensitively avoiding it, Xiao Jiucheng felt a little bit lost, but she knew that she couldn't eat hot tofu in a hurry.

"How far is it?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked in a natural tone.

"There are still seven or eight miles to go, you should go back early." Qian Ya said duplicity, she knew that the ten miles of mountain road would probably be too much for the weak Xiao Jiuzheng.

"No, I never give up halfway when I do things." Xiao Jiuzheng flatly refused.

"Then it's up to you. If you can't move, you will retreat in spite of the difficulties." Chia Ya said.

"A Chou underestimated my determination. By the way, A Chou probably doesn't know my girlfriend's name. My name is Xiao Jiuzheng." Xiao Jiucheng naturally regarded Qian Ya as someone he met for the first time today.

"Oh." Although Chia Ya's reaction was cold, she still felt a throbbing feeling when she heard the word Xiao Jiuzheng. This woman's name had already been deeply engraved in her heart.

"Chou can you call me?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked, Chia Ya hadn't called her name for a long time, she missed the feeling of Chia Ya calling her name softly in her ear.

"Why?" Chia asked puzzled.

"I often dream back in the middle of the night, dreaming that she came back, and then said to me with a smile, [-]%, I'm back. I woke up countless times, and found that it was just a dream. The disappointment again and again finally turned into despair. In the end, even in the dream, I knew that I had another dream of her coming back. I wanted to miss her very much, so I wanted Ah Chou to act as her, just for a while, just as if I was deceiving myself." Xiao Jiuzheng said to Chia Ya from the bottom of his heart, as if A Chou at the moment was really just a person similar to Chia Ya, but these were what Xiao Jiuzheng wanted to say to Chia Ya.

Even if a stranger listens to Xiao Jiuzheng's words, they will probably be touched by it, not to mention that Chia Ya is the person who has been missed by love. Chia Ya feels that her chest is boiling hot, hot, and it is full of lovesickness and love for Xiao Jiuzheng. But he couldn't tell Xiao Jiuzheng about these overflowing emotions, he just felt sweet and astringent.

"But I'm not her." Chia Ya couldn't help but soften her tone.

"I know, but can't I just act as her?" Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Chia Ya eagerly and asked.

"That's so strange..." Chia Ya still said in refusal. When she thought that she was her, but couldn't admit it, the astringent feeling began to spread in her heart.

"Since Ah Chou finds it difficult, that's all." Xiao Jiuzheng said in a tone full of disappointment. All her emotions facing Chia Ya today are true, and the disappointment at this moment is also true.

Chia Ya felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was disappointed, and felt uncomfortable in her heart. The person in front of her was the woman she had always wanted to protect and protect, and she couldn't bear to let her down so much.

"Ninety percent..." Chia Ya called out after hesitating for a moment, but her heart was as shy as a girl's first love.

Although Chia Ya still didn't use her original voice to call her, Xiao Jiuzheng still felt unusually happy.

"Thank you, Chou." Xiao Jiuzheng said with a sweet smile towards Qianya.

Chia Ya looked at Xiao Jiuzheng's smiling face, and felt a desire to embrace Xiao Jiuzheng into evil, but she could only hold it back.

"Continue on your way..." Chia Ya said in a rough voice, returning to her previous rudeness and perverseness.

"En." Xiao Jiuzheng also got up immediately, and followed closely behind Chia Ya.Xiao Jiuzheng and Chia Ya have been cooperating with her pace all the time, and took two rests in the middle.Although Chia Ya is always duplicity, Xiao Jiuzheng still feels Chia Ya's tenderness.

After the last rest, Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't move anymore.

"Ah Chou..." Xiao Jiuzheng called Chia Ya's current name in a tone of timidity.

"Why?" Xiao Jiuzheng didn't know how many times Ah Chou and A Chou called him along the way. Although Chia's tone was impatient, hearing Xiao Jiuzheng calling himself always felt an inexplicable sweetness in his heart.

"I seem...I can't walk anymore..." Xiao Jiuzheng said in a tone that was afraid of Qianya's blame.

"You are so troublesome, let you run into the mountains with me if you have nothing to do, can you support yourself when you are full?" Chia Ya asked complainingly.

"Will Ah Chou abandon me?" Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Chia pitifully and asked, like a fawn who was afraid of being left behind by a doe. Chia Ya's heart softened when she saw it, but she had to pretend to be disgusted on the surface look.

"Come on!" Chia Ya squatted down and motioned for Xiao Jiuzheng to climb up on her back and carry her by herself. In fact, she didn't want to think about it. As a hunter, it was a very important thing for her to carry a strange woman she just met today back home. strange things.

"Hmm." Xiao Jiuzheng immediately climbed onto Chia Ya's back without hesitation, put his hands around Chia Ya's neck, and then put his face on Chia Ya's back with a satisfied smile. Chia Ya was wearing coarse linen clothes. The rough cloth made Xiao Jiuzheng's cheeks itchy, but Xiao Jiuzheng didn't care.Smelling the unique scent of Chia Ya, the feeling at this moment is as sweet as sugar that cannot be melted. This is a happy feeling, and it has been too long.

Chia Ya felt Xiao Jiuzheng's hands around her neck gently, as if going back to the time they spent together in the past. If everything could go back to the past, it would be great. Now, she can only take such a happy time Think of it as stolen time.

Chia Ya, who was carrying Xiao Jiuzheng on her back, quickened her pace unconsciously, but because she was walking with a load on her back, and walking on an uneven mountain road, Chia Ya's feet showed disadvantages.

Chia Ya herself didn't notice much, but Xiao Jiuzheng carefully noticed the slight imbalance on Chia Ya's back. Xiao Jiuzheng was so distressed that she almost shed tears when she thought that Chia Ya's feet were no longer the same. Whether in the previous life or in this life, she has suffered too much. In the future, she must not let Chia Ya suffer any more!

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Chia Ya carried Xiao Jiuzheng, who was not heavy at all, much faster than walking with Xiao Jiuzheng just now, and it didn't take long for Chia Ya to bring Xiao Jiuzheng back to the wooden house she lived in for the past three years, which she built at will three years ago , very simple, there is only a wooden bed, a table, and a chair inside.Chia Ya took Xiao Jiuzheng back to the house and regretted that there was nothing here.

At this moment, Chia Ya has put Xiao Jiuzheng down from her back. Xiao Jiuzheng looks at the surrounding environment. This place is far away from the crowd. Chia Ya is living alone like this. Thinking of this, Xiao Jiuzheng's heart tightened again, feeling distressed.

"Would you feel lonely living in an isolated place?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked distressedly.

"Just get used to it." Chia Ya said lightly, she was ready to live like this for the rest of her life, sometimes she felt that she was living just to live, and it didn't have much meaning in existence, but she was reluctant to die because she couldn't bear to die in her memory. Xiao Jiuzheng.The person she originally planned to keep in her heart all the time, at this moment, right in front of her eyes, there is always a surging feeling in her heart that seems to be irrepressible.

"A Chou, will you leave here with me?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked.

"You and I are not related, why should I leave here?" Chia Ya asked back, she had been hiding for three years just to avoid Xiao Jiuzheng, how could she leave with her.

"It's okay, if you don't leave with me, I will stay here with you." Xiao Jiuzheng made up his mind to spend with Chia like this, no matter what, she would not leave Chia for half a step.

"Don't you care about your family?" Chia Ya asked with a frown, how could Xiao Jiuzheng stay here, the Dugu family needs Xiao Jiuzheng, and the world still needs Xiao Jiuzheng.

"Yeah, I promised her to help her protect her family, but without her to accompany me, I would feel lonely and tired. I am just an ordinary woman, and I hope to have The person I love is with me, and I want to have a shoulder to lean on. Sometimes I feel that all I have left is a support, like a walking dead, with no joy and hope for everything. I occasionally want to get rid of All the mundane things, forget all the troubles. Tell me, will she love me?" Xiao Jiuzheng said this, just to make Chia feel sorry for herself.

Chia Ya was speechless for a moment, she knew that she owed Xiao Jiuzheng a lot, in her heart Xiao Jiuzheng had never been an ordinary woman, she was intelligent, she was soft on the outside and strong on the inside, she was a woman who could support a whole country, but However, Xiao Jiuzheng behaved so weakly, so weakly that Chiya felt pity and couldn't bear it.

"Naturally she will feel sorry for you." Qian Ya replied softly.

"Then why didn't she come back to me?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked again.

"She must be helpless, maybe she is no longer in this world..." Chia Ya defended herself.

"If she is no longer in this world, can A Chou accompany me instead of her? A Chou is the woman I want to be close to the most besides her." Xiao Jiuzheng ensnares Chia Ya step by step, she doesn't care what Chia Ya is now, She will not let Chia disappear from her eyes.

"You don't have a deep feeling for her. You wanted to find someone to replace her so soon, and you chose an extremely ugly woman." Chia Ya said sharply, she didn't want anyone to replace her in Xiao Jiucheng's heart Even if it is the current ugly self, she doesn't care whether Xiao Jiuzheng recognizes herself or not, as long as there is a one in ten thousand possibility of not recognizing herself, she finds it unbearable.

"Ah Chou is jealous of her?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked in the opposite direction on purpose. She didn't expect Chia Ya's reaction to be so strong. This fool, how could she not recognize her? It's really a headache to eat her own jealousy , but Xiao Jiuzheng's heart is sweet, this is a small interest in the lover's world, she hasn't been so happy in a long time.

When Chia heard these words, she became a little furious.

"Why should I be jealous of her? I don't have a fetish for women!" Chia Ya said angrily, not knowing where Xiao Jiuzheng came from to feel good about herself.

"Ah Chou's temper is really similar to hers. She used to tell me so swearingly that she would not like women, so she hid from me for several years. I have worked really hard for many years to fall in love with a woman who does not love women. "Xiao Jiuzheng said with a smile, at this moment, he will think of the past memories, all of which are sweet.

Chia Ya, whose hair was standing on end, listened to Xiao Jiuzheng's words, as if all her emotions were calmed down at once.

"Aren't you hungry?" Chia Ya shifted the question awkwardly, it was almost dark, Chia Ya was afraid that Xiao Jiuzheng would be hungry, after all Xiao Jiuzheng had traveled so far, it was time for dinner.

Xiao Jiuzheng shook her head, looking at Chia Ya, how could she still feel hungry, she just felt so happy that she could hardly contain herself, at this moment she just wanted to stay and talk to her Chia Ya.

"You wait in the house, don't run around, I'm going to hunt a pheasant." Chia Ya felt that Xiao Jiu was originally thin and thin, and now she is even thinner. She wanted to hunt a pheasant to replenish Xiao Jiuzheng's body, and she wanted Xiao Jiuzheng to live In the past few days, I helped her grow some flesh before letting her leave. Qian Ya finally made some excuses for Xiao Jiuzheng to stay.

Xiao Jiuzheng found Chia Ya with great difficulty, and she was reluctant to part, every minute and every second, and it was almost dark. Although Chia Ya's martial arts is not weak, she will still worry about Chia Ya if she is in the mountains and wild forests.So without even thinking about it, Xiao Jiuzheng grabbed Chia Ya's wrist and refused to let her leave.It's just that she hasn't had physical contact with others for many years, and at this moment she is someone she misses day and night. Xiao Jiuzheng only felt the tingling sensation in her fingers the moment she grabbed Chia Ya's wrist, which made her instinctively withdraw her hand again.

Even when Chia Ya was grasped by Xiao Jiuzheng's wrist, she felt a tingling sensation in her wrist, her face turned slightly red and she turned away, feeling an ambiguous and awkward feeling lingering in her heart.

"Didn't you buy rice? Just cook some rice porridge." Xiao Jiuzheng said pretending to be calm. Anyway, she didn't want Chia Ya to disappear from her sight, which would make her feel uneasy.

"It's not enough to just eat rice porridge, you wait here for me, and you'll be back in a quarter of an hour." Chia Ya said indifferently, it was the person who disappeared, and probably couldn't understand Xiao Jiuzheng's cautiousness of regaining what was lost, and the anxiety of being afraid of losing it again.Before Xiao Jiuzheng grabbed her wrist again, he went out with a sharpened bamboo stick.When Xiao Jiuzheng was away, she didn't care much about what she ate, but now, she wanted to make Xiao Jiuzheng as good as possible.Life has a center of gravity that can be revolved around. Even if you are doing the same things as before, your mood will be completely different.

Xiao Jiuzheng didn't have time to stop Chia Ya from leaving, feeling like her heart was taken away by Chia Ya again, she couldn't stay in the wooden house without Chia Ya, like sitting on a needle blanket, restless, every moment seemed to be like a year, she couldn't help it Yes, I ran outside the house and stretched my neck and looked forward to it.

Fortunately, Chia Ya has been hunting for three years and has a lot of experience. Not long after, she hunted a wild pheasant and came back after digging out a few eggs. But when she returned to the wooden house, it was getting darker and darker, but it was okay The moon is particularly round tonight. She looked at Xiao Jiuzheng's slender figure waiting at the door of the wooden house, and a warm current flowed through her heart, making her internal organs feel comfortable, and she unconsciously quickened her pace.

Xiao Jiuzheng's restless heart calmed down after seeing Chia Ya, and immediately ran towards Chia Ya.

"I'll go to the river to peel off the feathers of the pheasant." Chia Ya said to Xiao Jiuzheng.

"I'll go with you." Xiao Jiuzheng finally looked forward to Chia's return, and was even more unwilling to leave. She didn't feel like suffering from the anxiety just now.

"It's getting dark, so it's better to bring it in the house." Chia Ya said.

"I'm scared by myself, I want to stay with Ah Chou." Xiao Jiuzheng will follow Chia Ya no matter what.

Chia Ya let her go and asked her to follow.

By the moonlight, Xiao Jiuzheng watched Chia Ya skilfully pluck the feathers of the chicken, and disemboweled the pheasant, obviously all the experience accumulated in the mountains in the past three years. Looking at Chia Ya's back, Xiao Jiuzheng felt distressed again. She Chia Ya should have been in the palace Enjoy all the glory and wealth in China.

Not long after, Chia plucked the feathers of the pheasant, and walked back with the pheasant, only to see Xiao Jiuzheng was almost tripped by the stones by the river, without thinking, she directly circled Xiao Jiuzheng's waist, helped Hit her and don't let her fall.

When Xiao Jiuzheng felt that his waist was surrounded by Chia Ya, his heart skipped a few beats unconsciously, just like the feeling of throbbing when he first found out that he fell in love with Chia Ya, and he had unprecedented peace of mind, which only Chia Ya can give himself. This feeling.

When Chia Ya hugged Xiao Jiuzheng's waist, she realized that her movements were too intimate, but she couldn't bear to let go. She was just afraid that she would fall. Chia Ya's self-deceiving thought was just holding Xiao Jiuzheng's slender body. waist, so he became more determined to make Xiao Jiuzheng fatter.

Chia Ya cut the wild pheasant into pieces and put them into the pot to make soup, and added some mushrooms she picked in the mountains to increase the fire.

Xiao Jiucheng sat on the chair and watched Chia squatting beside the stove burning the fire. The red fire light reflected Chia's face wrapped in a veil. Under the veil were Chia's still beautiful eyes. His mood seemed to be joyful or sad.

All she has to do is to untie the veil, so that she can let Chia untangle her heart.