Abandoned

Hearing what Su Wanqing said, Ah Zhi thought to himself, a person like Ah Qing is really lucky.She knew that Ah Qing was very unusual, and that what she had reached was far beyond her own reach, but she still didn't understand that a good life was nothing but pity for sentient beings, what other people cared to her, her dearest relatives, loved ones, and be good Is it all right?What you long for, but some people don't want it, thinking about it, Ah Zhi felt a little uncomfortable, but Ah Zhi didn't expect that Su Wanqing would make her feel even more uncomfortable in the future.

"Then I am one of the suffering beings, can you cross me out of the sea of ​​suffering?" Ah Zhi asked.

"If you accept my ferrying, I will ferry you." Su Wanqing looked at Ah Zhi and nodded and said, since we met, it was fate.

"Then you won't leave until I get out of the sea of ​​suffering?" Ah Zhi asked again. She felt that if Ah Qing didn't leave, she would probably be out of the sea of ​​suffering. It was strange to say that she had only known Ah Qing for a short time. It took half a day, but she felt that she had known her for many years and had a deep relationship, so she couldn't help but want to stay.Although she also knew that no one would be able to keep someone like Ah Qing, but she couldn't help but do it.Sometimes, obsession is just a momentary thing.

Su Wanqing nodded slightly. She felt that this was her and Ah Zhi's chance, but unexpectedly, this fate turned out to be an evil one. At this moment, she never thought that looking at Ah Zhi who was still optimistic and open-minded, her obsession would be so deep in the future.

Ah Zhi was very happy to see Su Wanqing nodding, which meant that Ah Qing would not leave in a short time.

"Ah Qing, you are so kind." Ah Zhi held Su Wanqing's arm with his hand, and said with a happy smile, that smile can charm all living beings.

Su Wanqing looked at Ah Zhi's bewitching and charming smile, and was startled. She always felt that Ah Zhi's appearance could not be hidden in the mountains for a long time.Looking at Ah Zhi's appearance, Su Wanqing was instinctively a little uneasy. Su Wanqing thought it was a negative feeling brought about by Ah Zhi's karmic influence. After all, Ah Zhi was kind by nature, so Su Wanqing didn't think deeply about it, but even suppressed it. That faint feeling of uneasiness in my heart.Because she doesn't want to be alone like other people in the world.

"You're also a kind person by nature." Although they didn't get along for a long time, Su Wanqing could feel that Ah Zhi's nature was pure and kind.

Ah Zhi just smiled, don't say, she is not good to everyone, she didn't tell Ah Qing that when she sees people she hates, sometimes she wishes they would be crushed to death by herself.For example, even though he agreed to the rogue's marriage proposal, the more he looked at it, the more he hated him, and he wished that he would die quickly, but unexpectedly he did.Ah Zhi always felt that there was an evil force in her body, as long as she felt malicious in her heart, that force would become stronger.People she likes will have misfortune when they are with her, but the fulfillment will be slow, but for those who she finds very annoying, the misfortune will be fulfilled very quickly.The same goes for her being a concubine for Yuanwai, and she doesn't like that Yuanwai either. Seeing that her vision is always so cloudy and lustful, and the more she looks at it, the more she hates it. That Yuanwai should never appear in her room, and then that Yuanwai died suddenly.In fact, she agreed to be a concubine to Yuanwai at the beginning, and while verifying her loneliness, she also verified her own thoughts.That night, Ah Zhi would feel very terrified, not because she killed a member of the staff, but because she was afraid of the power brought by her own malice, so she also instinctively denied such thoughts of terrified thought, only as the two people It's all just a coincidence.Anyway, I am all criminals, earlier and later, both are grams, and it has nothing to do with my own thoughts.

Although what Ah Qing said just now made her feel better, she was still a little worried that she would bring misfortune to Ah Qing. After all, she had killed too many people, but fortunately she liked Ah Qing very much, even if there were bad things. The impact will not be fulfilled too soon.But she looked at Ah Qing, and felt that Ah Qing might really not be afraid of her punishment. After all, Ah Qing cultivated Taoism, and Ah Qing cultivated immortal energy, so she should be stronger than those things.She had a hunch that meeting Ah Qing might be the only turning point in her fate.

"Ah Qing, let's go to bed together, I won't talk anymore, I'm afraid that if I say any more, I'll disturb your sleep." Ah Zhi restrained his urge to chatter, and said very considerately.

"It's okay." Su Wanqing knew that Ah Zhi hadn't talked to anyone for a long time, so he didn't mind that Ah Zhi continued to chat.

"Let's go to bed anyway. Ah Qing didn't leave so fast anyway, and she has finished talking. If there is nothing to say in the future, what should I do?" Ah Zhi found that she liked the feeling now, and she would look forward to tomorrow. Like before, every day is so monotonous and lonely.

Su Wanqing couldn't help smiling when she heard the words, why did she feel that no matter how much Ah Zhi said today, he would probably have more to say tomorrow.

"Ah Qing, you lie inside, and I lie outside." Ah Zhi said to Su Wanqing, she was afraid that the bed would be too small, and her sleeping position would be bad, and it would be bad if Ah Qing was squeezed out of the bed, she felt that Ah Qing fell asleep. The posture should be excellent, and Ah Qing looks like a very quiet person.

"Yeah." Su Wanqing didn't have much opinion on sleeping inside or outside, so she obediently lay down on the bed, but the quilt was really hard, I don't know how long it was used, but fortunately, except for some damp Besides, there was no peculiar smell, and there was some floral fragrance, which may be the smell of Ah Zhi's body.Ah Zhi not only looks enchanting, but even smells enchanting.

Su Wanqing lay down, and after that, Ah Zhi also lay down, but she slept more cautiously, because she knew that she slept poorly, so she was afraid of disturbing Ah Qing's sleep.

Su Wanqing really didn't speak in Ah Zhi, and fell asleep not long after. Ah Zhi was always worried about his poor sleeping appearance, so he couldn't fall asleep, but even if I couldn't sleep, Ah Zhi was happy in his heart. Whoever has slept together, of course, does not count when the beggar and other beggars are nested in the grass nest of the ruined temple.She reached out and touched Su Wanqing's arm. The warm body temperature made Ah Zhi feel at ease and happy like never before.

Ah Qing is just like what she thinks, she sleeps peacefully, Ah Qing is not at all like herself, Ah Qing looks really gentle, looks gentle, and has a gentle temper, Ah Qing...

Ah Zhi is like a child, who has never had a toy before, and who has found the best toy, is full of Su Wanqing in his heart.At this moment, she was simply delighted to have such a person appear in her life.

Ah Zhi lives alone, does not have much work on weekdays, lives a very casual life, and does not need to get up early.It's just that Su Wanqing is here, and Ah Zhi is thinking about getting up early to cook porridge.It's just that when she woke up, she saw that Ah Qing got up earlier than herself to sit in meditation. It seemed that she had to sit in meditation sooner or later.

Ah Zhi carefully got up from the bed, afraid of disturbing Ah Qing.She went to the stove to start a fire to cook porridge, and then opened the door of the room. After several days of rain, the weather finally cleared up.Fortunately, Ah Qing promised himself yesterday that he would not leave for the time being, otherwise Ah Zhi would not like today's fine weather. Ah Qing stayed here temporarily, making Ah Zhi's mood as bright as the sun outside.

Ah Zhi took out the dripping firewood at home to re-dry it, and when he entered and exited his thatched hut, did he still pay attention to Su Wanqing's movements, and he would be aware of it immediately after she finished sitting meditation.

About halfway through the time when Ah Zhi moved the wet firewood outside, Su Wanqing got up and left the room after finishing his meditation, and saw Ah Zhi bent over to stuff the firewood.Even if Ah Zhi didn't have a brocade robe, his back could still become a bright and enchanting scene.

Ah Zhi turned around, and when he saw Su Wan came out awake, he immediately showed a smile.

"You're awake." Ah Zhi hadn't greeted anyone like this for many years.

"Well, I'm awake." Su Wanqing responded softly.

Ah Zhi, immediately went into the house, filled a glass of water from the water tank, and handed over a willow branch she had prepared, which was a willow branch she had just folded in the morning.

"Thank you." Su Wanqing took the willow branch and thanked her.

"You're welcome." As long as Ah Qing stays here, she is willing to do these things for Ah Qing. r, looking at the sky that has been overcast for many days, and seeing the sun again, I can't help feeling.

"The drinking water is still high, and it will take a few days to build the single-plank bridge. Does Ah Qing not leave for the time being even after the single-plank bridge is repaired?" Ah Zhi couldn't help but confirm with Su Wanqing again, fearing that once the single-plank bridge is repaired, Ah Qing Qing also left.

"Well, I won't leave for the time being." Su Wanqing naturally knew what Ah Zhi was worried about. Ah Zhi was too lonely, and was afraid that if he left, since he promised to stay, he would not leave for the time being.

"That's good." Once again confirming Ah Qing's first life, Ah Zhi was relieved, remembering that the porridge in the pot was almost cooked, and hurried to make porridge for Su Wanqing.

Ah Zhi knows that his food reserves are not sufficient. The two people can only eat food for twenty days at most, although if he saves the food by himself, it will be no problem to eat it for two months. .Keeping Ah Qing, the food problem became Ah Zhi's most urgent problem to solve, but these are things, and she will definitely not tell Ah Qing.

"What is Ah Qing going to do today?" Ah Zhi asked Su Wanqing after he also finished his porridge.

"I'll dry the herbs I collected in the mountains later. If the weather is good, I'll pick some more in the afternoon." Su Wanqing replied, she wanted to help Ah Zhi renovate this simple thatched cottage after a while , so that Ah Zhi can live much more comfortably.

"I'll go down to the mountain, come back at noon, and go to the mountain with you to collect medicine in the afternoon." Ah Zhi set up some small traps in the mountain, because it rained for many days, and she hadn't entered the mountain for many days. , don't know if those traps can catch some animals.Now that there is Ah Qing at home, she needs the meat of these animals to exchange for some rice.

"You are a weak woman, don't go too deep into the mountains, lest you encounter ferocious beasts." Su Wanqing said a little worriedly.

"I am the lone star of Tiansha, my fate is very hard, how can something happen so easily." Anyway, Ah Zhi felt that his pretensions were so hard that even the King of Hades would not accept him.She goes to the mountains frequently, and she has indeed encountered them. Once she met a wolf, and once she met a wild boar. When she met them, she did not panic or run away, because she was not afraid of death at all, so she was not afraid of them either. .She remembered that she and the wolf looked at each other for a quarter of an hour, and then the wolf left by itself.

A Zhi can be lonely and restrained, and his lifespan is indeed very long, but Su Wanqing always feels that it is inappropriate for Ah Zhi to be so confident.

"Be careful anyway." Su Wanqing said stubbornly.

"Okay, I won't go deep." Ah Zhi knew that Ah Qing was worried about him, and in order to let Ah Qing go, Ah Zhi said perfunctorily, but he insisted on going deep into the mountains. If he didn't go deep, he wouldn't be able to catch half of them Living thing.

Seeing what Ah Zhi said, Su Wanqing was relieved to let her into the mountain.

Ah Zhi carried a basket on his back, in which were a dozen or so bamboo sticks, both of which were shaved into extremely thin ends, and a net made of thin rattan.

Su Wanqing looked at Ah Zhi's leaving back, thinking that Ah Zhi was looking at the posture of frequently entering the mountain. If it was not forced by life, how could Ah Zhi enter the mountain so frequently.Ah Zhi has been lonely and helpless since he was a child, and he can only rely on himself for everything. Thinking about it, Su Wanqing feels pity for Ah Zhi.

When she checked the first trap, she was pleasantly surprised to find a wild rabbit fell into the trap hole she dug. Looking at the fur, it was still wet, and she didn't know how long it had been in it.Ah Zhi was overjoyed when she saw the protruding part of the hare. It turned out to be a pregnant female rabbit. She thought she could capture it and raise it. Rabbits have strong reproductive ability. As long as they are fed with grass, they don’t waste food, so they are most suitable for domestic raising.It's just that she has been unlucky in the past, she has never caught a female rabbit, they are all male rabbits, this is the first time she has caught a female rabbit, she thinks it must be the good luck brought to her by Ah Qing.

During the second trap, Ah Zhi discovered that he had also caught a pheasant. Ah Zhi was overjoyed. It would be good to catch one of four or five traps on weekdays, but he often returned empty-handed. The current two traps caught to living objects.Ah Zhi continued to check the traps he had set up, and there were three remaining, one was empty, and the other two caught two mountain rats, one big and one small, respectively. Mountain rats are not easy to exchange for money, and it is the animal meat that Ah Zhi eats the most. up.Ah Zhi felt that her luck was really good this time, because she had never been so lucky. All these Ah Zhi attributed to Ah Qing being an auspicious person, and even her own bad luck was able to bring prosperity.

Ah Zhi put the rabbit, pheasant, and two mountain rats into the bamboo basket, picked some wild fruits, and happily went down the mountain to go home.

Su Wanqing was almost noon, and Ah Zhi hadn't come back yet, she had nothing to do, so she wanted to help Ah Zhi.After all, she lived at Ah Zhi's house for a couple of days, and Ah Zhi treated her very well, so she wanted to take the initiative to cook lunch for Ah Zhi.

Su Wanqing opened Ah Zhi's rice jar containing corn and beans, and found that there was not much corn and beans in the jar, which shows that Ah Zhi's life is really hard.There were not many things, so Su Wanqing didn't dare to take more, so they each grabbed a small handful and washed them into the pot. Su Wanqing had no experience with how much to put in, but she was smart. She ate one bowl, and Ah Zhi ate two bowls. When it evaporated during cooking, Su Wanqing added four bowls of water.It's just that I didn't expect that starting a fire would become a big problem, just like Ah Zhi's fire yesterday, it would go out at one point, but yesterday Ah Zhi was because of the flood of firewood, but now it's entirely because Su Wanqing has no experience in starting fires and cooking.After fiddling with the stove for a long time, the fire was not successfully lit.

When Ah Zhi got home, he immediately went into the house to look for Su Wanqing. He felt relieved when he saw Su Wanqing. Seeing Ah Qing messing around at the stove, he was curious about what she was doing.

"What is Ah Qing doing?" Ah Zhi put down the bamboo basket on his back and asked.

Su Wanqing looked up at Ah Zhi who had come back, feeling very embarrassed, originally wanted to cook rice porridge for Ah Zhi at noon, but now that Ah Zhi had arrived home, her fire hadn't even started yet.

It can't be blamed that Su Wanqing doesn't even know the basic life skills. She was born in a family of officials and officials, and she danced with poetry and books since she was a child. When she was a little older, she became interested in medical skills, so she studied medicine with famous teachers, and she didn't care about trivial matters at home. Fortunately, with the permission of the parents at home, when the time comes, the medical skills will be learned.Not to mention that they have never touched the fire and cook, even if ordinary women can embroider, they can't.

Su Wanqing was away, and whenever he went to a place, he would temporarily live there for a period of time, ranging from seven or eight months to two or three months.Fortunately, in the past two or three years, someone has taken care of her. Apart from going to the mountains to collect herbs and see a doctor, Su Wanqing doesn't have to worry about tea, rice, oil and salt.During her travels, she accidentally rescued the only daughter of a family who practiced medicine. The woman wanted to worship her as a teacher to inherit the family business, followed her as a medicine apprentice, and took care of her life.It wasn't until last month that the girl went home to find a husband to marry in and inherit the family business.

Ah Zhi saw Su Wanqing's handsome face, stained with wood ash, looking very embarrassed, and he knew it in his heart.

"Are you cooking porridge on a fire?" Ah Zhi stretched out his hand naturally, and gently wiped the wood dust off Su Wanqing's face with his sleeve, a natural and intimate gesture.Ah Zhi thought, Ah Qing was indeed born into a wealthy family, so she must have never cooked before, probably the eldest lady who has never even been in the kitchen.

"The fire can't always be lit. I wanted to cook the porridge and you can eat it when you come back. I just happen to be free..." Su Wanqing said embarrassedly, and hurriedly got up from the stove and gave the seat to Ah Zhi .

Ah Zhi originally thought that Ah Qing was hungry. She only ate a bowl of rice porridge in the morning. She ate less than herself, and she was hungry after a while. Then Ah Qing must be hungry too. Ah Zhi felt that he should come back sooner. of.But I didn't expect that Ah Qing wanted to cook for himself, and he obviously didn't know how to do these things. Thinking about it, Ah Zhi still felt very happy.It's nice to have company, to feel good about yourself, even if it's just a trivial thing.

"It doesn't matter, sometimes I just eat two meals, it doesn't matter if I don't eat, or I eat later." Ah Zhi said while squatting in front of the stove, and lit the fire in two or three strokes.

"I don't think there is much rice and grain left in it. I still have some broken silver on hand. After the bridge is repaired, you can go buy some more rice." Su Wanqing took out two or three taels of broken silver from his parcel and handed it to Ah Zhi , This is all the savings she has left on hand.In fact, when she left home, her parents were afraid that she would suffer hardships outside, so they stuffed a lot of money. It's just that in the past two or three years, the money spent on helping the poor and giving free medicines is almost the same.After Yuzhao returned home, there was no one to make a living for her, and the money in her hands disappeared very quickly, but she never cared about money, and she was destined to not be able to keep the money. place.It's not difficult for her to use money. With the seal that that person gave her, all major banks in the world can withdraw money, but she never takes it, so she doesn't owe this kindness.

Ah Zhi shook his head, and refused to accept the money. She was kind to Ah Qing, and she was not seeking money.

"You accept it. I will live here for a long time in the future. I will trouble you with food, clothing, housing and transportation. The money should not be enough, but I only have this money left. If you don't accept it, I won't dare to stay for a long time." " Su Wanqing said very seriously.

Hearing what Su Wanqing said, Ah Zhi accepted the money, afraid that Ah Qing would suddenly change his mind and want to leave.There is almost three taels of silver here, and all the savings in Ah Zhi's family are only one or two hundred taels. To Ah Zhi, this is simply a lot of money, and with some savings, it should be able to pay for a long time.Although he doesn't know how long Ah Qing can stay in his home, Ah Zhi still hopes that the longer the better.

"I wronged Ah Qing to live a poor life with me." When Ah Zhi thought that Ah Qing, a young lady from a wealthy background, wanted to live a poor life with him, she felt wronged Ah Qing, but she would do her best to treat Ah Qing well.

"Don't be wronged. If I like wealth and happiness, I won't leave home." Su Wanqing said with a smile and shook her head.

Ah Zhi thought about it, it made sense, Ah Qing was not an ordinary person, so he felt a little at ease. my123456

"I'm going to wash the wild fruit, then kill the pheasant, and have Ah Zhi's stewed chicken soup to replenish my body." Ah Zhi said happily, although she didn't have any good things, but she would give her all the best things, and the host was willing to stay Accompany her, Qing.