wait for me

How long have you been running, and where are you?

At the end of the line of sight, the looming little figure gradually became clear, and that resolute and determined face——

It was Xiao Yi.

"7"

From then on, she knew it was over, that she would never dream of him again, and that he would never find her again.

For his last words, for the last memory of the dream, she still broods.

Waking up from sleep, with a lukewarm towel on her forehead and hot and humid tears on her cheeks, Xiao Yi was lying on her bedside and sleeping soundly.

At this time in previous years, she could only rely on her body's self-healing ability. When she woke up in the morning, she would often go to the cemetery with the fever still not gone. She could only grit her teeth and survive the catastrophe.

The more gorgeous and unreal the dream, the deeper she missed him.If the dreams of previous years belonged to colorful butterflies, this year's dreams are like vampire bats in the dark night.

The bat's sharp teeth pierced the skin, bleeding all the way, but the moment the blood was about to flow out, he entered the real heaven, and then fell into the boundless hell without hesitation.Then I can only lick my wounds forever and remember the beauty of heaven.

With a warm smile on the corner of her mouth, she gently picked up Xiao Yi and put him on the bed. She couldn't help feeling that he really weighed a lot and grew a lot taller.

The ragged and unkempt appearance when I first saw her was still deeply branded.Although this child hasn't grown up, his delicate and supple skin, fluffy hair, and exquisite facial features are destined to be a Mr. Pianpian when he grows up.

At that time, she had already stepped out of her best years, and she was destined to stand outside his life, silently help him grow, and see how he became the genius that people said, and became her pride.When he has a sweetheart, what kind of blessings should she offer.

Seeing Xiao Yi's peaceful sleeping face, she turned and left without hesitation.

When she came into contact with that piece of land again during the day, she felt dazed for a moment. From the moment the tombstone appeared in her sight to the moment she approached her, she walked very slowly.There was no trace of his breath in the damp and cold air, nor was there any sudden heat.

But that name appeared in front of her eyes more clearly than yesterday, bumping into her sight over and over again, reminding her that it was just a dream.

She knew that this was her farewell, and the sense of loss in her heart was still soaring, trying to grasp the warmth of the details, and her complicated emotions were let loose by it.

Afterwards, Qiu Yelan came, and from his involuntary relaxed expression, it could be seen that he was determined to say goodbye thoroughly.

What about her?

Even the dream has bid farewell to her, how can she insist on falling into it?

He who is unique to her will eventually turn into dust and never be remembered again.

It would be better to grab this vine that stayed for her and leave the place of eternal doom forever.

Then she found Kuwahara Meme sitting under the tree, at first she blinked her eyes and thought it was a hallucination.

The chaotic emotions were quickly overwhelmed by the slender wings, floating like dust, quietly descending on the softest area in the heart. ?

☆, no longer【4】

? "8"

"Sister, do you... like him?" Sang Yuanyi felt that his voice was shaking uncontrollably, the hand holding the tombstone slipped suddenly, and a sharp pain grazed the palm.

"I like it. I've liked it since I was a child, but he doesn't like me." When she mentioned the word like, her voice was suddenly very gentle, as if she was telling an old story.

This wing-like soft voice was like thunder in Kuwahara's heart, she was not unprepared, she covered her mouth in shock and looked at her, trying her best to restrain the indescribable shock.

Under the long eyelashes is a determined yet helpless expression, there is a glimmer of water in the eyes, but there is a peaceful smile on the lips.

Kuwahara's knuckles turned white, and her fingertips dug deep into the concave and convex lines unconsciously. It seemed that her mind had been blank for a long time before her nerve endings slowly touched the most sensitive focus.But he could only exercise restraint.

He has never felt that his restraint is so weak, and he appears to be in good health, but it is already a stormy sea.

The truth is that.

She cared about him far more than he imagined, and her paranoid liking remained unchanged until five years after his death.

For so many years, she has been living alone, and she has never been in contact with the outside world. It is not by nature.

She was just waiting for herself to forget.

But all this, he never knew.I only thought that my sense of existence in Konoha had almost disappeared except for my former companions.In other words, timid to know, timid to face.

Taking a small bite of mung bean crisps, it was just the kind of sweetness he loved.Sensitive taste buds once again warned him seriously, don't run away, he is Ningji Hyuga.

A scene suddenly appeared, it was when he first entered Kaiban.

He was absently chewing his lunch.While devouring Tiantian, he suddenly leaned over with a smile, and the smell of sweet and spicy sauce wafted in his ears: "It's so rich. Can I eat it?"

He glanced at her noncommittally, and tacitly assumed that he agreed every day. He took a piece of tuna sushi and stuffed it into his mouth. Well...Ningji, do you like sweet ones too?" His thoughts were suddenly interrupted, and he frowned and snorted in reply.

"I also like sweets the most." The new companion's rush to get close behavior made him a little annoyed, so he finished his lunch and went to training without looking at her again.

I could vaguely hear her shouting behind me: "Hey, training just after eating is bad for my stomach."

At that time, he was not interested in the private information of his so-called companions at all, he only thought about how to become stronger, how to protect the team comprehensively, and successfully complete the mission.

Later, I don't know when, and gradually found a reasonable and reasonable way of getting along, which no longer made him feel intrusive. Now that I think about it, has the [-]th line that made him quite calm, buried some kind of opportunity from now on?

So she didn't tell him until he was dying, and he didn't know that she liked him until he died.

Seemingly carefree and lively, she actually buried this matter for many years.

And he has also stepped into a dead end, and there is no chance of turning around.

Time flies, and there is no trace of the past.

"9"

Swallowing the last mouthful of mung bean cakes, Tiantian smiled and handed him one, and asked softly, "Is it delicious?"

Sang Yuan Yi nodded, and twitched the corners of her mouth, which turned out to be indescribably stiff.

There is a voice hidden in the bottom of my heart ready to come out.

Every day, I am by your side.

Why can't I tell you.

Is it too late for me to understand?

He failed to fall in love with her in his previous life, but in this life he learned that she has been chasing him from his previous life, but it is no longer possible.The love spanning 17 years is just a joke in the world to others.

I am full of heart, but it is a pity that talking too much is useless and only increases troubles.

"Let's go." She patted the dust off her body and let his hand hold it lightly before stepping out of this dead and silent cemetery in winter. Since it was the last year, she couldn't help but turned her head and glanced at the familiar tombstone.

Sang Yuanyi's hand slipped away from her fingertips in the gap.

Those youths that wandered beyond the years and years will eventually disappear, and the sad history has been fully unfolded, but it is thrown away by the annual rings that grow in circles on the bare tree branches year after year, and there is nowhere to search.

The current Konoha is still icy and snowy, and all the legends intertwined in light and shadow are attributed to the calm and breezy.

I am Neiji Hinata, and now I am Meme Kuwahara.

☆, outsider 【1】

? "1"

Kuang Yuanyi never obediently let Tian Tian hold his hand since then, but there seemed to be something clearly and trivially brewing in his indifferent eyes, gradually brewing from scattered confusion to determination.

He licked his lips every day and asked Qiu Yelan where she bought the mung bean cake.Qiu Yelan smiled secretly, and said that there was a new signature mung bean cake shop in the town, and it took an hour to buy it, and by the way, he proposed to watch the newly released movie together when he was free.That's what she muttered to see when she was still in the country of water.

Passing by the Hyuga family's mansion by chance, he greeted Hinata who was still in confinement every day, while Xiao Shimizu generously gave him an unexpected hug and eagerly dragged him to see his doll.He frowned slightly, but followed her.

It was the end of the new year, and the streets and alleys were silent. Tian Tian and Kuwahara Yi gathered around a big fish fillet hot pot. This was their first New Year.

He kept adding ingredients to it every day, smiled without any malice, and his bright eyes were full of brilliance, as if the loss of soul a few days ago was in the past tense.For Kuwahara Yi, it is necessary to try her best to restrain the scorching emotion in her heart, or stop it at the budding stage, or bury it deep in her heart forever, but she can't be straightforward.

If you miss it, you miss it, and it is meaningless.

From this perspective, the appearance of Qiuye Lan is not a bad thing.

If you can't hold each other for the rest of your life, it's better to retreat and complete, I wish them happiness.

Thinking of this, he put a piece of fish fillet into Tian Tian's bowl.

The moonlight slanted through the window sills and shone on the wooden floor and on the snow-white walls. Although the starlight was dim, there was no shortage of it. It all showed that the next day would be a fine sunny day, and the snow would soon melt away.

Kuwahara recalled holding the rattle drum, thinking about the past encounters and the unspeakable love now, the corners of her lips curled up lonely.

"2"

In the days without training, Tiantian naturally did not let the students fend for themselves.

However, the guidance had just begun, and she noticed the change in the situation between the three of them. Chen Yu still had no distractions, and his posture and expression became more and more calm.Lingfeng's gaze changed from the quiet admiration before to the helplessness of watching from a distance, which made her think of Neji and Hinata's own state after training together.

Unknowingly, I lost hope.

But why she was still waiting for him after so many years, she couldn't figure it out.

In the final analysis, it can't be regarded as waiting, but tired of coping.When you are young, it seems that there are countless times to squander and willful capital in front of you.

Xiao Yue looked at Chen Yu even more fiercely.She smiled and shook her head, ordered them to disperse the training, and by the way, looked at Xiao Yi who was studying alone by the stream from a distance.

He was born in the country of water, and Yu Shui Dun is quite talented. Regarding this point, she can't help him much, and he can only slowly understand it.From the training he has learned, she vaguely feels that Xiao Yi will become a ninja many times stronger than her.

The agreement with Akiba Lan was also fulfilled in the days when the ice and snow melted.It was a bit late, and the lights went out as soon as I stepped into the auditorium, and the screen was still pitch black. She was a little dazed, and she took a step inadvertently, and her center of gravity was out of balance. The warmth hit the heartstrings.She cast a bewildered look in his direction in the noisy darkness around her, and a thought suddenly ignited.

In fact, it’s okay to try to accept it.

The film mainly tells a suspenseful reasoning story.

At the end of the story, when the heroine found out that the person she suspected from the beginning was not the murderer, everything was irreparable.He was long dead, and she was one of the instigators.She buried her face in her arms and wept helplessly under the opaque curtain.The lights went out in a flash, and the whole room fell into a dead silence.

Wiping the tears on my face every day, I deeply feel that the most desperate struggle in the world is the never seeing each other that cuts off the sea.It was too late, too late.They couldn't even convey their feelings to each other.

Some people talked about why the hero didn't express his love from beginning to end, which allowed the misunderstanding to continue from beginning to end.

But she knows that the future is hopeless, it is better to retreat and complete.She turned her head to look at Qiu Yelan's flawless side face, the corners of her mouth were perfectly curved, and she did not reject his approaching hand.

It is said that the cinema is a hypocritical place, which makes everyone look directly at the weakest and most dreamy corner of their hearts, and then fall into it unexpectedly.

Qiu Ye Lan kept pulling her until the open sky lighted up before she let go of her hand just right, the snow on Konoha had gradually melted, and there were tiny water droplets dripping from the eaves.

He wiped a smear of water from his cheeks, and his smile was as light as a breeze: "See you next time, the snow must have melted."

She stared at him blankly, the spinning circle of light fell on the top of her hair, which was soft golden, and her eyes of the same color were shining brightly and warmly.

The corners of his lips turned up, he is really a beautiful man.

"3"

"Dong dong dong."

Kuwahara Yoshi was just teasing the lifeless goldfish in the glass tank boredly.Not long ago, it froze to death, and its snow-white belly floated on the water.The other tail circled around it anxiously, so sad that it went on a hunger strike for five days and wished that it would die with it.

He is considering when to add another pair to Tian Tian.Even if it is not the original partner or lover, at least there is a companion to talk and play in the water. You don't have to stand alone, and you don't want to be disturbed by knocking on the door.

Qiu Yelan appeared at the door refreshed, his delicate brows and bright smile formed a stark contrast to his slightly gloomy face.He smiled at him with the corners of his mouth pulled, and let him into the room, while staring at the glass box in his hand with scrutiny.The water surface was slightly rippling with Qiu Yelan's movements, and a small crimson goldfish was swimming around happily blowing bubbles.

Qiu Yelan handed the box in front of him, smiling easy-goingly: "Here, so it won't be lonely."

Even though he had only been here once, he noticed such a small thing, and even acted faster than he who was hesitating.Obviously this time, he was determined.

For some reason, Kuang Yuanyi suddenly felt a little lost, he was just a child who had no ability to survive.

The beautiful goldfish slid into the tank with a swipe, then shook its head and wobbled around its lifeless companion who was bigger than it in the corner.The companion ignored it at first, and then even ignored it and found another corner to perch. The big bulging eyes seemed to be empty, and there was an unresolved sadness in it.

On the other side, Qiu Yelan went straight to the kitchen where Tiantian was.Coughing lightly from the oily smoke every day, covering his mouth with one hand and stirring the vegetables in the wok with the other, he didn't notice anyone coming.Qiu Yelan didn't rush forward, quietly watching her skillful movements.She used a spatula to pour the fried beef to the side of the two meals that had already been prepared, and then let out a long sigh of relief, just touching Qiu Yelan's calm smile.

"Akiba, why are you here?"

Qiu Yelan handed over a bag of things: "It's a gift from a friend who does aquatic products. I can't eat so much, so I thought of sending it to you."

It was a few hairy crabs tied up, writhing their clumsy bodies restlessly.

She couldn't bear it, and said with a sneer: "Thank you for your kindness, but I haven't cooked crabs before, and I guess they won't taste good. I'd better give them to other friends."

Qiu Yelan stared at her eyes as clear as amber, and sighed softly: "You really don't know how to be polite."

After hesitating for a moment, he smiled and said, "I don't know if I will do it or not. The crabs I cook are recognized as delicious." While speaking, he rolled up his sleeves and turned on the water to wash his hands. "Lend me your kitchen One use."

"No, no need..." Although Tian Tian subconsciously said the words of refusal, she took off her defense when Qiu Ye Lan pulled a small bench and sat down and asked her where the vegetable sink was in a serious manner.

Such a handsome person, nestled in such a dirty and messy corner of the kitchen, carefully washing crabs, she was moved by this scene.In this way, he seems to be more approachable than usual.

Ever since she was a child, she thought that if there was such a warm person, she would be so happy that she would laugh even in her dreams.It's not that he didn't think about what kind of person he would fall in love with, but the one who waited was the calm and self-sufficient Neji, who went deeper and deeper.

Recalling that thought, I suddenly had the urge to burst into tears.

☆, outsider 【2】

? "4"

The crabs were removed from the restraints and poured into half a basin of warm water to soak. Qiu Yelan picked up the restless crabs back into the basin and asked her, "Is there any discarded clean toothbrush?"

She froze for a moment, and hurriedly searched for it.

"Ah, I found it!" Qiu Yelan squinted her eyes as she looked at the sweat dripping on her forehead and her flushed cheeks.

"It's the first time I've heard that you use a toothbrush to wash crabs." She didn't hide her ignorance, after all, she was as lazy as she was, and living alone didn't have the leisure to deal with such annoying creatures as crabs.

However, Qiu Yelan smiled as expected: "This method was taught to me by my mother when she was alive."

"Ah, I'm sorry." When it came to her mother, she also felt the same way.

He pursed his lips and smiled: "It's okay, it's almost time, do you want to come together?"

"Is it possible?" Tian Tian had already forgotten the rice that was just made, and it was Qiu Ye Lan who slapped his forehead and put the rice back in the rice cooker to keep warm after reminding him, and then went outside the door to find the bench that Kuwahara Yi had used earlier.

Sang Yuanyi was lying on the bed reading a book, and accidentally found the missing medicine box when Tian Tian removed the small bench from under the bed.So when Tiantian asked him if he was hungry, he hesitated for a while before slowly replying: "Not hungry."

"Then have dinner later." She was so happy, her eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles.

The meager warmth in Kuang Yuanyi's eyes gradually turned cold and extinguished as she left.

The door of the kitchen was not closed, and the two of them echoed as clearly as the breeze and the sound of a bell.

"Here, just brush it like this, then break it apart and brush it again, that's all."

"Well, that's pretty simple." Tiantian was clumsily prying open the crab's back, and a crab slid into the water with a too much force, splashing dirty water on both of them.

"Sorry, sorry." Tian Tian took out a clean handkerchief and hurriedly wiped it for him.

Qiu Yelan said in a good-tempered manner that she was fine, and peeled off the belly of the last crab with her slender knuckles.

Kuwahara Yi heard it in his ears, feeling vaguely sour.

A handsome man in white, a lively and beautiful woman in white.Obviously she is a good match, so you should be happy for her, shouldn't you?

It was half an hour after the crabs were put on the table, the night fell, and a howling wind passed through the hall, it was really cold.

Tian Tian glanced at the two plates of beef rice bowls on the table, and hesitated for a moment: "Qiu Ye, you can stay for dinner too." At worst, she would order another bowl of noodles.

Qiu Yelan shook her head, and gently pushed the doorknob: "No, you didn't cook too much." Tian Tian went up to greet him and wanted to ask to stay, but he heard him chuckle slightly: "I will tell you in advance when I come next time."

"Then... be careful on the road." With a "click", the light footsteps gradually faded away, and finally disappeared.

She felt a little inexplicably lost.

"5"

Tian Tian asked Xiao Yi vaguely while stuffing crab legs into his mouth: "Is it delicious? I think it's super delicious."

Kuwahara recalled breaking the crab, nodded reluctantly, and changed the subject: "Sister, when is your birthday?"

"Huh?" The other party hesitated for a moment, "Next month is the ninth day, time flies so fast." Another year older.While lamenting the vicissitudes of time, it is unavoidable to be a little lonely.

"By the way, Xiao Yi, I haven't asked when your birthday is yet?"

"It's too long ago." Kuang Yuanyi said lightly, it was a day he didn't want to mention, he silently raised his eyes to look at the woman who was just a few feet away, and always felt that there seemed to be a gap between the two of them that was constantly being cut and messed up.

The crab carcasses on the table gradually piled up into two hills, and the dishes were messed up after eating enough, leading everything into a bottomless darkness.

"Would you like to invite him to visit some other day?" He was tidying up the dishes, muttering casually every day, with a smile on his lips.How long has it been since I saw such a smile from the heart.

Xiao Yi, whose face was hidden under the thin moonlight, had her lips pursed from beginning to end with a dignified expression, and when night fell, she finally smiled lightly.

She didn't have time to make this decision.

"6"

The journey of escorting the tobacco merchants was slow and pleasant, because the tents were set up in inaccessible places, and the moonlight was as bright as running water, shining on the soft palms.The shadow on his face that was not exposed to light looked extraordinarily gentle.

"Teacher Tiantian!" Ling Feng turned her head and called out in a low voice, her slightly astonished expression hadn't subsided, but was stopped by the woman in charge of the group with a "shh".

"Are you still asleep?" The girl sat with her knees hugged, her face buried in her arms, her expression cold.The light cast in her eyes was full of light.

"Teacher, I..." The voice was a little hoarse, "I don't know what kind of mentality I should have."

"Huh?" Although she had noticed it long ago, it is the right way for her to tell the whole story now.

"I always feel that Chen Yu is getting farther and farther away from me, and I can't see any hope. But I can't think of any other way except to follow him as always... Well, I like him... What should I do?" She said the whole thing His face was buried in it, and the slight sobs covered the uncoordinated words.

"Teacher, tell me, am I just looking for trouble and asking for trouble?" Ling Feng raised her teary face and smiled wryly.

Thinking of her early years, every day she sighed endlessly. At that time, she only knew how to chase blindly. It was not until he left that she realized that it was not just a simple pursuit, but hidden deep in her heart was the wish that had to be him.

So keep chasing until the person in front of me leaves forever.

"If you're wondering whether to chase, then just listen to your heart." After thinking about it, she decided to give such an answer, and she also believed that Lingfeng had already made a decision in her heart.

The girl's shoulders twitched slightly, Tian Tian patted her back lightly, and finally shed tears.

Those who are dejected and ecstasy are the only ones who are different.

The permanent parting makes him an outsider forever and ever, swept out of the center where he is, doing meaningless circular motion from beginning to end.I can't tell what it means to start.

So, since there is another small universe to win him over, why bother?

Maybe Ling Feng can't catch up with him even if he tries his best, but this process of chasing is indispensable after all.How do you know it won't work if you haven't tried it?At the beginning, she had such an idea, but she also grew up slowly in the process of chasing, and finally realized that there are some things that she just can't do anything about.

"7"

Nara's house.

After the meal, Kuwahara Yixing went to the porch and squinted his eyes to look up at the slightly glaring sunlight, and the emptiness in his heart flooded him again.If he hadn't received a task every day and set off temporarily, he might have been caught off guard and helpless.Now there is still time to breathe, change the environment, and don't want to be so stubborn that I can't get rid of it.

Originally, I wanted to live my life in such a chaotic way, but I didn't want to disturb other people's lives all the time. If my love travels through time and space, I would even disdain myself.

"Boy, play chess with me." You can imagine Shikamaru's bored expression without looking back. He is a real winner in life.

Under the willful afternoon sun, the small cage illuminates the wooden chessboard with clear lines.Time didn't seem to have engraved the traces of time on his face, he was still wearing the gray and inconspicuous ninja uniform, as if he was still a kid who played chess with his teacher and his father in the past.

Only those eyes that are cold enough to see everything imply that he has become a husband, and one day he will shoulder the mission of jade.Or, he has already shouldered the future of the entire Konoha.

The step-by-step approach and the careful and thoughtful thoughts caused Kuang Yuanyi to be confused for a while, frowning and thinking for a long time.Ordinary people may not have seen the clues, but he spread his hands and admitted defeat.

"Are you going to continue?"

Kuwahara Yi shook her head, and turned her gaze to the courtyard where the grass and trees were just showing.Shikamaru put away the chessboard and said calmly: "Your heart is not quiet enough." Just like him once.

"Yeah." After Shikamaru went away, he responded in a low voice.

She thought that if she escaped from the shackles of the family, she would be calm and calm. She didn't want to worry about others here, but she still had an unfinished fate with her previous life.

There is no one in the corridor, only the dust playfully dances in the bright warm sun.

"It turns out that one day, you will be so important to me."

But, will there be a day when you speak?

It was the eve of her birthday when she came back every day, and she was so upset by the exhaustion of the past few days that she lay on her back on the bed and didn't want to move.

Kuwahara Yi was leaning against the bed and teasing the little goldfish. The earlier goldfish had completely accepted the foreign invaders and became one with it, as if everything in the past had changed.

The past is gone, only those who think about the future.

Will you, one day, forget me too.

"I'm so tired." Seeing the sky darken, and the ceiling gradually smudged from snow white to light gray, "Xiao Yi, go and call Uncle Qiuye and invite him to come to your house for dinner tomorrow night, okay?"

Kuwahara Yi was completely stunned for a while, and then made the call with shaking hands.Even if he has not left, he is not sure about a warm man like Qiu Yelan. All he can bet on is Tiantian's heart. Now he and her are like two intersecting tracks. He can only watch her from a distance and bless her. she.

Gazing at her peaceful sleeping face and even breathing, Kuwahara Yoshi placed the birthday present beside her bed and closed her eyes anxiously.

☆, outsider 【3】

? "8"

Regarding Tiantian's 22nd birthday, what Kuwahara recalls is especially new...

She liked her gift and kissed him on the cheek, and he blushed with shame and turned his head away.

She dragged him to the photo studio to take a group photo. Under the light blue background, Tian Tian, ​​who was wearing a pure white ninja suit, squatted halfway to match his height, like a sibling.

She kept trying to make him laugh, but he kept a straight face, looking sideways at her smiling face as always.After five years, the smile that was as bright as a flower has never been reduced in the slightest, and the warmth that seemed to be floating in the heart finally fell to the ground.

The moment the photo was frozen, he also pursed his lips and smiled in relief.

All kinds of entanglements are just a matter of one sentence - she is happy.

Others, don't look or think, just silently bless.

But for Tiantian, it is the end of one era and the beginning of another.

Xiao Yi gave her a quaint wooden music box as a gift, and after opening the shrapnel, the piano version of "Dream Wedding" was played fluently.She was so happy that she couldn't help kissing him, but he seemed to avoid it embarrassingly.

As expected, I took Xiao Yi to the photo studio, but I didn't want the child to be too awkward, and after teasing for a long time, he still looked expressionless and bitter.The photographer started urging her, so she could only smile apologetically, and just took a photo together.

Unexpectedly, in the photo, he is still smiling shyly with his lips pursed, his pure black pupils are clean and deep, matching her natural smile and half-squatting playful posture, the effect is surprisingly good.As a sister, she touched his head with great satisfaction and hung the group photo on the blank wall.After the group photo of the third class at the age of 17, the wall was finally no longer empty.

Now that the past is no longer a concern, it's time to fill the void and welcome a new day.

Qiu Ye Lan also arrived before the meal as scheduled, brought a flounder and cooked it by herself, and the rich fragrance came to the face.The three of them sat around a table, and the food on the table was steaming hot, like a family.

The only fly in the ointment is probably the taciturn Xiao Yi, who always ignores things and concentrates on cooking, so she has to apologize to Qiu Yelan every day: "That's his temperament, don't mind."

Kuwahara Yi raised his head to pick up the vegetables, and inadvertently looked at Qiu Yelan. In addition to the joyful warmth in his eyes, there seemed to be a slight hostility.

That's right, after all, he is superfluous.

The group photo that was just hung up has become a great irony at this moment.

He buried his face even lower, swallowed the food in small mouthfuls until the rice in the bowl ran out, and left the suffocating situation with a single sentence of wanting to go for a walk.

Tiantian was about to catch up, but Qiuye called her back: "I can see that he has a sense of proportion, maybe he just wants to go out and relax."

"Well, that's right." She really couldn't figure out what the child was thinking.

The incandescent lamp above was shining brightly, the soup in front of my eyes gradually turned cold and sticky, and a bunch of cold wind hit the bare wall through the open window.

"It turns out that I am just an outsider to you after all. I can't see clearly."

It's a night full of stars, but it's a pity that no one appreciates them.

"9"

Since then, the situation has been as we expected, and the development between Tiantian and Qiuye seems to have happened overnight.Gossip weekly magazines are full of gossip, and even the expressions of people on the road seem to be to blame.

Qiu Yelan invited Tiantian to visit his house as a matter of course, put on an apron and cooked for him, Tiantian helped him and cut up the vegetables piecemeal, enjoying themselves like a young couple.

Qiu Yelan's good tutor and the advantage of being used to living alone every day are also reflected. There is no such thing as a small couple's kitchen routine, but more of a steady flow of warmth and tacit cooperation.Tiantian pursed his lips and smiled unconsciously while preparing the ingredients for him.

Soon the sumptuous meals were served on the table.

This time, Qiuye cooked western food, steak, vegetable salad, pasta, pizza, and just right red wine. The pure white floral tablecloth was spotless, and the lights were deliberately dimmed to create a warm and ambiguous atmosphere.

Tian Tian was staring wide-eyed in a daze, Qiu Ye opened the seat for her like a hostess and said gracefully: "Tian Tian, ​​welcome as a guest." She just took her seat as if waking up from a dream.

He is tall and tall, elegant in conversation, considerate and calm, and seems to find no flaws in him, Tian Tian's cheeks are also flushed from a little drunk, and the person in front of him is vaguely in a daze.

She leaned her forehead and pulled the seat away to go to the window to blow some air, but she staggered due to the momentary dizziness.Qiu Ye's warm hand helped her up in good time, and she asked anxiously, "Tian Tian, ​​what's wrong?"

She clung to that hand like a drowned reed, her whole body was unsteady and she fell over.At that moment, embarrassment, embarrassment and embarrassment filled her chaotic nerves.

Those hands hugged her tightly, and a huge warmth flooded her whole body like a tide.

So warm, it turns out that relying on someone is such a feeling, she has been alone for too long, her heart is as hard as iron and as cold as an ice cellar, sometimes even a smile is just a pale comfort, why can't she rely on something?

She leaned her head gently on his shoulder, with a reassuring smile on her lips.

"10"

Kuwahara Yi gasped for breath while propping up her slightly bent knees, while staring blankly at the front.The rippling water waves of the river fell on the bottom of the eyes like a lingering fluorescent light, and the fine sweat dripped down the tail of the hair, gradually everything became blurred.

Tiantian, who was chatting and laughing happily with Qiuye, bent his eyes, reflecting the sun, shining with an indescribable look, which inevitably overshadowed him who was in the dark.

I don't know when, Qiu Yelan gradually invaded their lives, occupying his seat bit by bit, squeezing him to the outskirts of the desolate.They all have their own lives, but he is the only one who lives off others, doesn't he?

All kinds of past lives have finally become empty.Only time goes by, and the secret love has become an eternal pain that cannot be touched.

Will there be a day of light?Is the silently full of heartfelt feelings just left behind?

It hurts so much, but it doesn't matter anymore.

I am already an outsider.

However, if it is not important, how can you feel bad about it?

Qiu Ye seemed to say something that made Tian Tian laugh, she lowered her head slightly, there was an inexplicable warmth in her eyes.Qiu Ye gently brushed her hair, and pulled her towards his direction.

"Go home, Xiao Yi." The sweet voice was more delicate and soft than before.

The slight coolness of early summer came, the light lengthened and shortened the shadow, and the wind messed up the hair.

Xiao Yi tidied up her thin clothes and looked up at the boundless moon, and finally took a step with a lonely expression.

If there is anyone in this world who can listen to him and give him the only peace of mind and warmth, it is only——

After leaving the previous streetlight until entering the field of the next streetlight, the shadows are changing in depth and light, and soon disappear in the hazy twilight.

☆, only 【1】in the world