my high math teacher

The next day I went to Shaw for class, and I continued to look downstairs for 10 minutes between classes, wondering why I didn't see her car.Suddenly, a white Haval caught my attention. I ran downstairs and went up to check carefully. I was surprised to find that this car was actually the one Shang Yiluan drove when he was a freshman. The license plate had not been changed, YL688, and in the window There is also a string of parking phone numbers, starting with 135.

A feeling of heartbreak suddenly hit my heart, because I knew that this was not Shang Yiluan's phone number.So from this, it can be basically confirmed that the owner of this string of numbers may be Shang Yiluan's husband.

I returned to the classroom in a daze, the fact may be true as Ah Rou guessed, they drove alternate cars.Otherwise, with the ability of a university teacher, can he really afford two cars?

Soon it was Friday's automation class again, and I saw this long-lost Porsche in front of Shaw's door. It was much newer than before, and it was probably sent by her for maintenance.

At the end of class, because I had to be on duty, I left later than usual, and I didn't squeeze the elevator with everyone. Who would have thought that I would run into someone I was thinking of on the stairs. She was climbing the stairs with a short-haired female teacher. Go back to the office on the third floor.

After a moment of blank mind, I pretended to greet her calmly: "Hi~ Long time no see."

However, she passed me straight away without any movement, the only reaction was to look at me with her big eyes, the same as the previous few times we met.

Seeing her disappearing from the back, I was filled with loss.After all the calculations, I didn't expect the reality to be so cruel.I thought that after I gave her chocolates, maybe she would be more polite when she saw me... It seems that everything is in vain.In her eyes, that box of Ferrero probably doesn't even count as a fart.

With the low-pressure weekend, and the day when we need to get up early to go to class on Monday, the weather is already a bit cold.

Passing the Three Teachings, I just happened to see Shang Yiluan open the door and get out of the car, and then go to the trunk to get a book.

I have to say, she is still the perfect Yujie in my heart.It's just that I'm destined to never get such a woman in my life.

After the depression, I needed a nap to relieve it. I wondered if it was because the indoor temperature was too low that I had another nightmare.In this dream, I needed a heart transplant operation. I prepared for the operation all night, and I also worried all night.The next day I went to the doctor’s house. The doctor took out my own heart in twos and twos, replaced me with another one, and told me that I can do the surgery myself, and that my heart will be more vigorous (every once in a while. Replacing your heart is like giving your own heart a break).However, the second time I performed the operation myself, I only had bright red blood all over my body...

When I woke up at seven o'clock in the evening, my body was numb.The fear of this dream was so real, I could even feel my heart trembling.I had myocarditis when I was young, and now I am overweight, I know my heart is fragile.

It took me a long time to get out of this nightmare. It seems that since I fell in love with Shang Yiluan, the dream has become more real and a little strange.

I know myself, and this crush has hit me harder than any previous one.I also had the idea of ​​giving up many times, but Shang Yiluan is so good, how easy is it to find someone who is better than her and worthy of my crush?What's more, based on my conditions, even if I really try to chase anyone, I will definitely not succeed.

The next morning, the first and second classes were over, and I repeated the route from the first teaching to the third teaching. Before I reached the designated spot, she had already appeared in front of me in the car, through the half-opened car window. , I saw her smiling with sunglasses on, and the woman I hated was still sitting in the co-pilot.

The time has come to mid-October. For the Northeast, the pace of winter is gradually approaching. Children who are afraid of the cold have already put on cotton-padded jackets and long johns.

On Wednesday, after my one-month investigation, Shang Yiluan had no class for the whole day, and our automated class was temporarily changed from Shaw to the computer room of the third teaching. Computer room class.The weather is getting colder, and the students are a little excited not to have to cross half of the school to go to class, but I am the only one who is depressed.Because for me, this means that my only chance to see Shang Yiluan today has been deprived of it.

As a result, at 11:30, my sight stayed on the woman who was 50 meters away from me outside the window. It was Shang Yiluan, and I recognized her immediately!

Thanks to the glass wall of the Sanjiao hall, I clearly saw her enter the teaching building from the main entrance, and looked outside, probably looking for someone.Then, she went to the ATM of CCB, inserted the card and took some banknotes.Then, she walked out of the teaching building and disappeared from my sight.

Although it only takes tens of seconds to go back and forth, and there is still a distance of tens of meters in between, but for me, as long as I can see her, it is enough.What's more, I didn't expect to see her at all, so this is a rare gift.

After calming down, I began to wonder why she came to the third teaching to withdraw money at this time, but after thinking about it, my excitement soon fell down, because the most reasonable explanation is that she withdrew the money and then went to the teacher with short hair Have a meal.

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I haven't seen her for a whole week since last Wednesday's boon, and I haven't seen her car.Even when she was supposed to have classes, I couldn't find her anywhere.The repeated disappointment accumulated, and I had to think about the worst, that is, what if she was pregnant?

My worries were finally dispelled, and her car finally showed up at the designated place on the last day of October, and the first snow in the Northeast came as scheduled.

Looking at the clean big white car from a distance, I can only say that I am very happy, at least she is not pregnant.And the week and a half when she disappeared, I can only understand that maybe she might have a competition to participate in. After all, she just won the first prize in the national micro-course competition not long ago.

On Thursday, after morning class, I went to the Third Teaching for a short stay, because I knew that she had advanced math classes on Thursday and Monday morning, so I would definitely see her.

Sure enough, I saw a familiar figure in a familiar place, but my greeting full of expectations and longings was once again ignored by her.I am obviously standing beside her, but in her eyes, I am like air...

I once again tasted the feeling of neglect, and once again experienced a deep sense of powerlessness.

This woman always looks arrogant in front of me, unless I give her something, otherwise she will be stingy with me even a word "no".After being entangled for half a year, this time I finally knew that it was time to say goodbye.

I deleted the QQ friends I begged her so hard to get. Although she has blocked me, I still send her messages every day, even though I know she will never see them.

Together with QQ, I uninstalled Xiaoxiaole on the tablet.In fact, I have never touched this game, I kept it just to give her physical strength, and there were two times when I received her physical strength, I almost fainted with excitement.

However, I didn't delete her photo and mobile phone number, because I knew in my heart that I couldn't let her go.This letting go just meant we were back where we were before I first approached her.When we meet again, I will not take the initiative to greet her again, I will act as if I don't know her, just like the way she treats me.

In the blink of an eye, it was the end of November, and almost a month had passed since the day I deleted her QQ.After this month, I only saw her a few times, and as I promised, I didn't take the initiative to greet her again, just pretending that she was a passerby.But finally, we met in a dream.

This time, I dreamed that I, Amy and Guo Yin were celebrating Shang Yiluan's birthday in class.As for the reason why I dreamed of Guo Yin, I think it may be because he is the representative of the advanced mathematics class in the first semester of my freshman year.

Shang Yiluan was very touched by the surprise we created, and she gave me her number and told me that her number changes every day, so I have to learn to switch.

After waking up from the dream, I took Amy and told her about the dream.However, this is still a dream.

Back to reality, I was amazed by my dream for the first time, a dream in a dream~ And my first dream was very similar to real life, I pulled Amy and told her that I dreamed of Shang About Yiluan, but this time I told Amy that I told Amy that we celebrated Shang Yiluan's birthday together.

Heh, for the first time in my life, it was a dream within a dream, because of that woman.