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The Chinese New Year is just around the corner, but the time is tight and the tasks are heavy, so the studio has no choice but to squeeze out the employees' annual leave.As the boss, Bai Wei solemnly promised that the vacation will be replenished after the sixth show.

After getting the vacation arrangement, the employees all sighed and went back to their places like birds and beasts.Seeing Liu Yifeng leave indifferently, Bai Wei had no choice but to follow everyone's example and sighed too.

From that day on, Liu Yifeng never went to her house to spend the night. Not only that, but the daily conversation between the two of them was much less than before, and the few conversations they had were nothing more than work matters.

Although the misunderstanding has been resolved, it is a fact that she deceived Liu Yifeng.Liu Yifeng's personality is so stubborn, it's only normal to be angry for ten days and a half months about this matter.Therefore, Bai Wei couldn't blame others, so she had to smash her teeth and swallow it in her stomach.

But no matter what, as long as Liu Yifeng stays in Milan for one day, Bai Wei is sure that one day she will reconcile with Liu Yifeng as before.Her situation is different from Shang Yiluan's. After all, she and Liu Yifeng work in the same studio, and they don't see each other when they look down every day, so Liu Yifeng's anger can only last for a month at most.When her anger subsides, there will be no grievances between them.

Having said that, every time she looked at the empty bed beside her in the middle of the night, Bai Wei felt a little lonely.Although she and Liu Yifeng have only been together for more than a month as lovers, she has long been used to the feeling of falling asleep under the warmth of another person.Although Liu Yifeng is thin now, the temperature of her body has not changed, just like her palm, which is always so warm and can bring people stability.

Bai Wei likes to turn her back to Liu Yifeng and sleep in Liu Yifeng's arms.Especially when Liu Yifeng's hand was attached to her abdomen without hindrance, it felt like a warm baby was attached to her abdomen, which made people feel very at ease, especially in the atmosphere of winter.

Liu Yifeng was the first person Bai Wei fell in love with, the first person she dated, and the one she had wholeheartedly guarded for more than two years.

Perhaps, she is indeed ashamed of Liu Yifeng in dealing with certain issues, but Bai Wei is sure that her devotion to Liu Yifeng is unique, even Shang Yiluan cannot be compared.Therefore, she believed that after Liu Yifeng passed this period of entanglement, he would return to her embrace again, and become that child who liked to act like a spoiled child to her again.

Yes, time, can solve all problems.

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Returning to the residence after work, Liu Yifeng soaked his body in warm water to evacuate his exhaustion. There were less than 3 days left until the sixth show on March 30. In addition to canceling the annual leave, the work in the studio also It became more and more busy.Although most of her work has been shared by Jenny, she still can't take it easy.Because when she was free, she couldn't help thinking wildly.

That's right, since that day, Liu Yifeng missed Shang Yiluan again and again from time to time.Even if what Bai Wei said was true, Liu Yifeng still didn't feel that Shang Yiluan was sorry for him in any way. Perhaps, she had some difficulties?

Moreover, even if Shang Yiluan's cheating is an established fact, that's okay, she doesn't care, because what she loves is not only Shang Yiluan's body.It is a common thing for living things to seek venting in accordance with biological desires.At least, in the 400 days she spent with Shang Yiluan, Shang Yiluan never felt ashamed of her.

But on the contrary, in the process of her getting along with Bai Wei, under the premise that the relationship between the two is just friends, Bai Wei has already lied to her so many times, and she has been hiding it for several years.When Bai Wei told these lies, Liu Yifeng didn't even notice it at all. This shows how powerful Bai Wei's disguise mask is.

Even though she had already admitted that she was with Bai Wei, she shouldn't continue thinking of Shang Yiluan.But Liu Yifeng always compares Shang Yiluan and Bai Wei inadvertently.To put it bluntly, her past love history is nothing more than this period, and she is not very good at switching identities in different emotional experiences.

After taking a shower, Liu Yifeng came out of the bathroom wiping her wet hair. Most of the time, she really missed herself when she had short hair. After all, short hair is easy to manage.In the past, washing your hair was just a matter of minutes, and it could be dried quickly after washing.But now, not to mention that her hair is not long enough to be washed, she has to blow it with a hair dryer for a few minutes every night, otherwise, she can only fall asleep with wet hair.

After drinking a large glass of water, Liu Yifeng sat in front of the dressing table. The long-haired self in the mirror was really unfamiliar to him, but even so, this long hair has been left for nearly three years after all. If you cut it all at once I'm afraid I won't be used to it being as short as the previous length, right?

In this situation, Liu Yifeng suddenly wanted to play an old song and listen to it.Immediately, Liu Yifeng took the old mobile phone aside and turned it on.Please note that the old songs in Liu Yifeng's mouth do not refer to popular music from decades ago, but to this unupdated playlist in the old mobile phone.She suddenly wanted to listen to old songs because she wanted to review what songs she liked to listen to when she had short hair a few years ago.

A few notification messages jumped into the eyes, looking at the request to add you as a QQ friend displayed on the screen of the mobile phone, Liu Yifeng couldn't believe his eyes, the one who sent the request to him now was the woman with short hair?

"I'm Wang Weinan. I have something important to tell you about Yiluan. If you still love her, please don't miss what I want to tell you."

important things?Liu Yifeng's first reaction was that they were getting married, but after reading the whole sentence, this important matter would naturally not be this.If I still love her, then must not miss it?So what is this important thing?

Having been restless all day, Liu Yifeng's heart that finally calmed down was completely disrupted by these two sentences.After struggling for a whole day, Liu Yifeng chose to accept the request.

The phone rang immediately, and the message from Wang Weinan made Liu Yifeng serious.

Wang Weinan: You may find my next words unbelievable, but what I say is the truth. I just want to tell you the truth. You should be mentally prepared, because the following content may exceed your expectations.

Wang Weinan: Are you ready?then i will start

Wang Weinan: A few days ago, Eucalyptus Ye had a high fever, and Yiluan was so anxious that she stayed with her in the hospital for two days. Now she is completely focused on Eucalyptus Ye, and can't care about anything else.Would you believe me if I told you that she went to class every day this semester disheveled?But it's true, she has been in this state for a long time, and now she doesn't care about other things except Eucalyptus, because she pushed the person she loves away with her own hands

Wang Weinan: The truth is, I am not divorced, and there is no such thing as a reunion between us. We are just friends and colleagues. Since she was pregnant, I have been taking care of her for you, that's all.What you saw that day was just because she went to Milan to find you and didn’t have time to see Ye Ye, so she left Ye Ye at my house, I just went to send Ye Ye back to her

Liu Yifeng: Eucalyptus?

Wang Weinan: The child's name is Shang Yuye, do you know why Yiluan gave her this name?Eucalyptus Anye, she is sending her child's name in the hope that you will get married and start a career safely.Yeyin is the same as Ye, just forming a maple leaf with your maple.Yiluan put a lot of effort into the matter of the name, but unfortunately, because of the issue of household registration, the child can only be named Shang with her, otherwise, it will be called Liu Yuye

Wang Weinan: Since you left, she has been depressed every day. She misses you very much, but she also knows that she has no way to control you.For your first show, she took time off to see you, and then she got pregnant with a foreign photographer.It's a pity that the first child was not kept, and she had no brains, so she had to follow the doctor's advice to terminate the pregnancy

Wang Weinan: Do you know how dangerous it is for a pregnant woman who is nearly 40 years old to induce labor?What's more, she was already 20 weeks pregnant at that time, halfway through the delivery period, and the doctor's suggestion was to let her have a cesarean section directly, but she refused because she said that she could not leave scars on her belly. I like to lie on her stomach and listen to the sound of water, so she can't let her body get scars for no reason

Wang Weinan: Did you know?She told no one that she was pregnant, and I only found out after it became apparent that she was pregnant.Including this abortion operation, she also did it alone. From the beginning to the end, she fought alone.

Wang Weinan: I don't understand why she has to suffer in silence alone, why doesn't she wait for you to come back?Do you know what Yiluan said?She said she was afraid you would never want to be stable, she said that the reason she had a one-night stand with that foreign photographer was purely to get pregnant, she just wanted to give you a doll with blue eyes.She said, you may never come back, so she must find something to do for herself, and find a spiritual support for the rest of her life...

Wang Weinan: Then, after half a year of recuperation, she became pregnant for the second time. If I hadn't insisted on accompanying her, she would still have chosen to fight alone. Do you know how difficult it is for expectant mothers in the third trimester of pregnancy to live alone?But Yiluan survived all these hardships alone.

Wang Weinan: I was very happy to see you at home that day, and I am happy for her, because you really kept your promise and came back, and her hard days can finally be over.I didn't expect her to say those words cruelly. In fact, she just didn't want to embarrass you, because now you have too many better people to choose from, and she feels that she is no longer worthy of you.

Wang Weinan: I wanted to tell you the truth, but she insisted on refusing. She said she couldn't be so selfish and tie up your life with a child who has no blood relationship with you.But, I really feel hard for her, and feel sorry for her even more. She has paid so much, but in the end, in your eyes, she is just a sinner...

Wang Weinan: Just yesterday, Yiluan's parents came back from a trip to Hainan. She has been hiding Yiluan's pregnancy from her parents, including your going to Milan, and her parents didn't even know about it.It was also yesterday that my uncle and aunt came home and found out that Yiluan already had Ye, and they already had a grandson... When the aunt found out the truth, she cried on the spot... She said that she wanted to give birth to Ye , How much hardship does a person have to endure?So just yesterday, I made up my mind to tell you the truth, at least, you shouldn’t hate her, because she really loves you to the core

Looking at the text sent by Wang Weinan, Liu Yifeng's eyes were filled with hot tears. It turns out that the woman has been living such a life for the past few years...

Wang Weinan: Now that you know the truth of the matter, my mission is complete. As for how you choose, that is your right. I will not force you to make any decisions. It’s just that Yiluan’s life is very hard now. I don't want her to take all the hardships on her shoulders

Wang Weinan: So, I just ask you, do you still love her?

Liu Yifeng tried hard to wipe away the tears so that he could read the words on the screen of the mobile phone clearly.Without any hesitation, trembling hands gave an affirmative answer.

Liu Yifeng: Yes, I love her, I will never fall in love with anyone except her

Wang Weinan: Aside from the responsibilities you thought you had to bear, do you really just love her purely?

Liu Yifeng:?

Liu Yifeng: What do you mean?

Wang Weinan: The last thing she wants to see now is that you have to take responsibility. She doesn’t want the love she expects. You should understand this

Liu Yifeng: Okay, let me tell you, I just love her, no matter what she looks like, I love her

Her eyes became firm, Liu Yifeng's sad emotions had turned into some kind of motivation, now was not the time to cry, there were still too many things waiting for her to do.

Wang Weinan: No matter how messy her life is now, do you still love her?Don't care about the wrinkles on her face?Don't care about her aging face?

Liu Yifeng: Yes, I will always love her, just as she loves me

Wang Weinan: Okay, then I think, you should know how to do it

Liu Yifeng: I will end my work here as soon as possible and return to China, to her side

Wang Weinan: Don't worry, take care of your work first, after all, the last thing she wants to see is you abandoning everything you should have for her

Wang Weinan: You must hand over your work clearly before returning to China, and don’t let her feel any more guilt, otherwise, she will drive you away

Liu Yifeng: Okay, I will take care of everything

Wang Weinan: Then wait for your good news

Putting down the phone, Liu Yifeng raised his head and covered his face with his hands.

After the tears dried up, Liu Yifeng calmed down and thought about it. She needed to draw up a plan for getting that woman back!

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"Just now you said that you want to join the fourth theme?" The two of them haven't been alone much recently, so Bai Wei can no longer know Liu Yifeng's thoughts in the first place.

"Yes."

"What's the specific content?"

"If you lose you, what if you win the world?"

"what?"

"It's just a new name for 'I'll give you the world'."

"I want to give you the whole world? Isn't that..." Hearing this topic, Bai Wei panicked.

"Yeah, that's it."

"Why? Didn't you say that those works can't appear in your show?"

"If the facts I know change, my state of mind will naturally change."

"What fact? That woman??" Bai Wei suddenly stood up, did Liu Yifeng already know something?

"In short, this is my last show. Now that the last theme has been prepared, we have plenty of time to prepare this time. If possible, try to advance the time as much as possible. I want to do it on March 3. Leave before you arrive." After grasping the news from Wang Weinan, Liu Yifeng knew that besides the truth that day, Bai Wei had lied to her again after all, so she didn't need to be polite to Bai Wei.

"What? Are you going back to find that woman?"

"Yes, I'm going back to find her and chase her back."

"You, she doesn't love you at all! Why do you still do such a thing? Didn't you promise me to make her a history? "

"When I promised you, I thought she didn't love me anymore, but now, I understand everything she has done for me, so I have no reason not to come back to her. I love her, especially in This is the time when she needs me the most. I must be by her side, even if I lose everything I have now." With a calm tone, Liu Yifeng wanted to let Bai Wei know clearly that she had already made a decision.

"Liu Yifeng! How is she worthy of your love?! She is not worthy of you at all, do you know that?!"

"Bai Wei! Let me tell you, she is the person I care about and love the most in my life! No one can surpass her status!" With extremely firm words, Liu Yifeng wanted Bai Wei to recognize the truth, no matter how much she paid , she could not be compared with Shang Yiluan after all.

"What about me? Are you going to leave me alone like this?"

"I said from the beginning that I don't love you, so you'd better not fall in love with me, or you will be the one who suffers. Although we were together later, I emphasized that I will never love For you, you are just someone I use to keep warm, and you accept this, so I have no responsibility for you, and I don't owe you anything."

"So I'm just a tool you use to vent your desire?!"

"Bai Wei, I've never been a carnal|sensual person who dominates my thoughts. Don't you know why I'm with you? What's more, don't forget, it was you who took the initiative! I don't want to have any transcendence with you at all. The relationship as a friend is what you designed me step by step to make our relationship come to this point, so don’t try to keep me with pitiful gestures. Now, there is no longer any reason to stop me! Finish this show , I will definitely go, even if she rejects me and says those cold words to me, I will not give up, I will chase her back like she chased me back then!"

Liu Yifeng left the conference room with firm eyes and decisive steps.Behind her, Bai Wei's face was ashen. She had made so much fuss and paid so much, but she couldn't keep this person after all.

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Because the show time was earlier, the progress of the studio was a little faster than before. Although her work was already taken care of by others, Liu Yifeng was really worried about how she could open that woman's heart again.

Now that Shang Yiluan has already made up her mind to leave, she must have put in a lot of effort to get herself to accept it, so it must be difficult and difficult to chase her back.

For this reason, Liu Yifeng decided to sing for her again on the last theme of the show.This "So what if I lose you, win the world?" series is destined to be different. Liu Yifeng knew that Shang Yiluan would definitely see it, so she wanted to stand on the stage and say what she wanted to say.

"Between the haze

as if i saw your face again

Still with faintly sad eyes

flickering

it's all a dream

don't have to hide my fault

无奈 的 哭笑 不 必 找 的 理由

就 让 她 日日夜夜 我 胸口

让 我 眼神 没有 焦点

泪水模糊 我 的 视线

What if you lose and you win the world

the dream you longed for

i think i will never understand

我 失去 你

I won everything but I'm still so cold

Who else can make me fall in love except you

你 我 之间

as if there is nothing left

A bit of nostalgia that was once unforgettable

miss you

I can only say that now I have nowhere to hide

when i silently look back sadly

when i see the ebb and flow of the tide

What if you lose and you win the world

the dream you longed for

i think i will never understand

我 失去 你

I won everything but I'm still so cold

Who else can make me fall in love with you except you"

After the song was over, Liu Yifeng on the stage was already in tears, so what if I became the top fashion designer in the world?Without you by my side, I would rather lose it all.

"Honey, I am singing this song for you, I just want you to know that you are what I want most."

The reporters who originally thought that this song was Liu Yifeng's confession song for Bai Wei exploded, and the camera switched between Liu Yifeng and Bai Wei from time to time, but this time, Liu Yifeng did not hold hands with Bai Wei and went to the audience The audience bows.

It was finally over, Liu Yifeng packed his luggage without any further hesitation.