my high math teacher

Shang Yiluan lay on the bed, staring at the open space where the crib was still in the morning, feeling suddenly empty in his heart.

Still worried, Shang Yiluan got up again and went to lie on his side to watch Shang Yuye, only to find that Liu Yifeng was staring at the little guy in a daze.

"What are you thinking?"

"Huh?" Liu Yifeng came back to his senses and saw Shang Yiluan leaning against the door looking at her curiously. The woman's eyes seemed to be less cold, as if she had never left, and she had never given up.

"Oh, I don't know what I was thinking, but I was fascinated by watching." Shang Yiluan walked into the room, sat down next to Liu Yifeng and looked at the sleeping little guy.

"By the way, what do you want to eat tomorrow morning?"

"There's no need for breakfast. Didn't I just buy it on the road all the time?"

"But it's different now. You have a family. Naturally, I can't let my woman have breakfast in the car." Shang Yiluan looked at Liu Yifeng, her eyes were full of seriousness.

"No, I've been used to it for so many years. What's more, you need to get up very early to prepare breakfast. In this way, how can you get enough sleep time?"

"Anyway, I'm at home full-time now, and I can sleep whenever I want, not to mention, even if you want to eat breakfast outside, I still have breakfast. Our Ye Ye also needs breakfast~"

"you···"

"Oh, by the way, I don't need part-time workers anymore. I'm a big idler. What kind of part-time worker are I? It's awkward to meet her eyes at home."

"But, in this case, all the housework..."

"Hi, I'm a big idler. Isn't it good to cook at home, take care of the children, and tidy up the house?"

"..." Shang Yiluan fell silent, and she couldn't help repeating the words "Daxianren" in her heart again and again. The more Liu Yifeng wanted to show off, the more guilty she felt.If Liu Yifeng hadn't come back, she would still be that world-renowned designer, but when she came back to this home, she could only do a job that an individual could do, and live the most ordinary life.

"Go to bed early." Silently got up and left the room, Shang Yiluan didn't know how to deal with Liu Yifeng except for being indifferent.Although the love has not changed, the identity and external conditions have changed so much.Just like that winter, Liu Yifeng asked himself again and again why it was her?

Compared with Liu Yifeng who had no confidence in himself four years ago, Shang Yiluan now is even worse.To be honest, even if Liu Yifeng really had no advantages back then, at the very least, she still possessed the innate condition of being young.But what about the present self?All I have left is a feeling of inferiority...

Whenever I feel the warmth of being loved, Shang Yiluan really wants to ask Liu Yifeng: "Bai Wei's conditions are so good, why do you want to like me?"

But Shang Yiluan didn't ask this sentence from the beginning to the end, she was afraid, she was afraid that after she finished asking this sentence, Liu Yifeng would really turn around and fall into Bai Wei's embrace.Although she didn't dare to face Liu Yifeng's affection directly, but when she saw the happy smiling face of this child with other women, she would really feel heartbroken...

Staring at the lonely back of Shang Yiluan leaving alone, Liu Yifeng's heart was full of emotion.If she hadn't left, then maybe she would still be the kid who loudly questioned Shang Yiluan, "Why me?" But time has passed, and when she finally had enough confidence to face this woman, she backed away ···

Love, if only it were that simple, then they wouldn't love each other so hard.

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Although Shang Yiluan told Liu Yifeng not to get up early to prepare breakfast, she still smelled the aroma of breakfast when she woke up.

"You didn't say what to eat, I just bought two random things according to your previous preferences, go wash up~" Shang Yiluan watched Liu Yifeng put the packed breakfast on the table, and went to wash up in a daze.

They sat and ate breakfast together, but Liu Yifeng basically stared at Shang Yiluan the whole time.

"You, why don't you eat?" Embarrassed by being stared at, Shang Yiluan stopped eating.

"I just want to see you more. I've been back for a week, but I haven't gotten along well with you yet."

"I'm full, I'm going to work." Avoiding Liu Yifeng's eager eyes, Shang Yiluan hastily ran away.

"Shang Yiluan!" Hearing Liu Yifeng's anxious call, Shang Yiluan, who was putting on his shoes, unconsciously stopped his movements.

"Be careful on the road, come back early." Shang Yiluan looked at Liu Yifeng's smiling face, then nodded in a daze and went out.

She thought Liu Yifeng would be angry, but after waiting for a long time, she got such a sentence. Shang Yiluan got into the car, his eyes felt warm.

How lucky is she to be loved by Liu Yifeng wholeheartedly?

"Dong Dong Dong~"

"Yes, it's you?" Opening the door, Mother Shang looked at the visitor in surprise.

"Mom, I'll bring Yeye to see you~" With the expected reaction, Liu Yifeng walked into the house with a smile all over his face.

"You're back?" Like Shang's mother, Shang's father also looked shocked.

"Yes, I'm back, I'm not leaving."

"When did you come back?"

"I went home to live on March 3, didn't Yiluan tell you?"

"No, she didn't say anything, she didn't even tell us about her pregnancy and birth. Since you left, she sent us to travel. In the past few years, we have been walking around until She only told us two months ago that she has Eucalyptus." Mother Shang hugged her granddaughter and told Liu Yifeng what had happened in the past few years.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, all of this is caused by me."

"Yuan has been strong since she was a child. Even if she failed the exam, she would lock herself in her room and reflect on herself. So, it's not your fault."

"If I hadn't accepted that job offer, she wouldn't have suffered so much alone."

"To be honest, we never knew that you went abroad. It wasn't until we went home two months ago that we couldn't see you that she finally explained all the facts to us. I heard from her that when she gave birth alone in the hospital, My heart is about to break... No matter how strong the sex is, but when a woman gives birth, if there are no relatives around her, she will feel uncomfortable... I blame her why she didn't tell us, she said Afraid we are worried. In fact, I blame you, but she said, all this is her decision, she can't tie your hands and feet, it's not fair to you." The two old people burst into tears, and Liu Yifeng also cried Obviously, the more truth she knew, the more guilty she felt.Even her parents didn't know about Shang Yiluan's induced labor.

Lying alone on the cold operating table, that kind of psychological and physical torture, one can imagine how much Shang Yiluan suffered at that time.

"Dad, Mom, I swear to you, I, Liu Yifeng, will never make Shang Yiluan suffer any more. I will always be by her side to take care of her, and take good care of our children." With tears in his eyes, Liu Yifeng promised Make a promise.

The morning class ended quickly, and Shang Yiluan dragged her tired body into the car. Even though she still didn't dare to face Liu Yifeng, she always had to go home.

Opening the door, the aroma of food entered Shang Yiluan's nose again.

"That's right, I came back quite early." Liu Yifeng approached with the little guy in his arms, and took the bag from Shang Yiluan's hand.

"You should have no class tomorrow, right?"

"You, how do you know?"

"Immortals have their own tricks~" Liu Yifeng flashed into the kitchen proudly. In the past, she could only obtain Shang Yiluan's class schedule through the most stupid method of follow-up investigation.But now, she has a helper, and she can know everything about the world without leaving home.

After eating, the two sat on the left and right corners of the sofa, and the little guy was held in Liu Yifeng's arms.

"I, I checked on Baidu today, and it said that babies can make the sound of 'mother' in 4-7 months, but I don't seem to have heard Ye Ye make any other sounds besides crying?" Shang Yuye has already Ten months old, at first Liu Yifeng didn't think there was anything wrong, she thought that calling mother was related to the baby learning to speak, but she didn't expect it to be so.

"About this issue, I also consulted the doctor. The doctor only said that everyone is different, and the time of vocalization is also different. Some are early and some are late. Although I don't believe it, the doctor only gave this statement." Shang As she spoke, Yiluan sat down next to Liu Yifeng and hugged the little guy together. "What I'm afraid of is, what if Ye Ye never speaks?"

"Huh? No way..."

"The first child has a problem. Who knows if the second child will have a problem that cannot be detected? I am really afraid. What if our child really can't speak?"

"Listen," Liu Yifeng put his right hand around Shang Yiluan's shoulder, but Shang Yiluan didn't refuse. "Einstein didn't learn to speak until he was four years old, but he has the smartest brain on the planet. So I firmly believe that our children must be like Einstein, a late bloomer." Liu Yifeng's words are full of relief and confidence.

"However, how many Einsteins are there in this world? But the proportion of deaf-mute people..."

"Don't worry, even if Yeye really can never speak, she is still my most precious little princess. I will let her enjoy all the beautiful things in this world, and I will not let her live up to this life."

"I'm sorry... I shouldn't force myself to have a baby... I'm already an advanced mother..." Shang Yiluan blamed herself a little. If she hadn't made such a decision, she wouldn't have caused the little guy to be so regretful. And Liu Yifeng will live a completely different life from now.

"What are you talking about? Why do you have to say sorry to me? You risked your life to give birth to a little princess for me. It's too late for me to be grateful to you. How can I be qualified to pick and choose? Don't worry, I will definitely treat ours Hello child, I will live up to your affection for me."

"Sorry, this kid isn't perfect..."

"What are you talking about? How can there be a perfect person in this world? Listen, even if Yeye can only be a deaf-mute, I won't blame you or despise her. But, the only thing I regret is that, You worked so hard to give birth to her, if you can't even hear "Mom", it's really unfair to you..."

Shang Yiluan looked at Liu Yifeng with a slightly lonely look, and the urge to cry came back.