my high math teacher

When I woke up before being woken up by the alarm clock, I took out my mobile phone to check the time, only to see the news that the class secretary posted in the group that the first class was postponed.I went to the toilet and then climbed into bed. I couldn't sleep, so I kept swiping my phone until after 8 o'clock.It was raining lightly outside the window all the time, so I decided to go out early and take the opportunity to hold an umbrella for the woman I like again.

At 9:35, I had already put up an umbrella and stood outside the side door of Sanjiao. The temperature was slightly lower, and my hands and my heart were shaking again.

Not long after the bell rang for the end of get out of class, I saw Shang Yiluan walking towards me, still wearing the same blue gown and his hair still coiled up.Seeing the rain, she frowned first, then tightened her coat tightly.

I went up to meet her with an umbrella, but she still said, "No, no, I'm used to not holding an umbrella."

"Fortunately, our first class was postponed, otherwise we wouldn't be able to wait for you. Our classroom is on the fifth floor."

Then I asked: "Auntie, let me ask you a question, how tall are you?"

"172."

Hearing her answer, I was a little surprised, because according to my visual inspection, I guess her height will be 174. "Wow, you're 8 centimeters taller than me."

When I walked up to her car, she said thank you, and then I said I will send it to the car for you.Then she kept holding the umbrella until she got safely into the car.She said thank you again, I said, then bye, then turned and ran away.

I walked into the teaching building and watched the situation outside the window while climbing the stairs. She waited for a while before starting the car, but she didn't go the way in front of the second teacher.

The rain stopped around 11 o'clock. After class, I took the toiletries and went to take a shower outside the school. I planned to go to the second teaching to explore the wind after taking a shower.But when I came back from washing, I found that I didn’t bring the key, so I had to leave my things at the door of the dormitory, and ran to the second teacher to find my roommate to get the key.

After successfully getting the key, I thought to myself that since I have already arrived at the Second Teaching, I should leave after the investigation to see if Shang Yiluan is really attending class at 212.Walking to the corner of the stairs on the second and third floors, I just heard the familiar voice from the loudspeaker, and I hesitated to go back to the third floor. 310, a large classroom, can hold 200 people, and the doors on both sides are wide open, so her voice can be transmitted to my cochlea very clearly.

The two squares on the left and right of the classroom are empty, and the students are sitting in the middle. It is indeed a bit big for more than 100 people to use this classroom.

After getting what I wanted, I turned my head and went back to the dormitory, but I felt uncomfortable just after I walked out of the Second Teaching School.I was sweating like crazy all the time, even if I unzipped my jacket and let the cold wind blow on it, it didn't help.His eyes turned black, his head became dizzy, and his limbs gradually lost strength.

I thought it might be due to the lack of sugar in my body due to running like this just after taking a shower, but after returning to the dormitory and eating Malatang, my condition still did not improve.My head was dizzy and I couldn't concentrate on thinking.

The reason why I envy the children of ordinary families is that when they feel uncomfortable, they call home immediately, and the parents will naturally show up immediately and take the child home to recuperate.But as long as I can remember, I have never enjoyed such treatment again.Even if I tell my mother when I am sick, she can only ask me to buy medicine through the mobile phone.So, I have always carried my illness on my own, because no one can actually take care of me.

When I checked my heartbeat last week, the doctor said that my heartbeat was fast, and asked me what time I went to bed at night, and I replied that it was usually after 12 o'clock.Then the doctor told me not to go to bed so late, it is not good for my heart, and said that if I feel uncomfortable in my heart, I should go to the hospital for an ECG.I put away the physical examination form and quickly said thank you to the doctor.

I have myocarditis since I was a child, so I often feel uncomfortable in my heart for so many years.Just like me who was waiting in the heavy rain last Thursday, I couldn't see the car, and the place of my heart seemed to be empty all of a sudden, and I couldn't feel the heartbeat at all.

However, I have never taken related medicines, nor have I ever set foot in a hospital.First, the few experiences of visiting patients made me not trust the hospital; second, even if I really had a physical problem and needed to be hospitalized for surgery, there was no one who could take care of me.I can't go through the hospitalization procedures alone, do the surgery alone, and recover after the surgery alone, right?Therefore, I can't fall down, and I can never fall down before I have the capital to indulge.

Fortunately, after taking a short nap, the uncomfortable feeling disappeared, and I knew that there would be no problem with my body.

On Tuesday, the weather forecast showed light rain, but the whole morning was sunny and fine, so I brought Gillian to the third teaching in the afternoon.Because I brag to her about how good Shang Yiluan's lectures are every now and then, she always hopes to come and listen.And Gillian's class on Tuesday, Friday, and Saturday just lasted for eight weeks, and she finally had the opportunity to experience it for herself.

Shang Yiluan is still wearing that blue gown today, with a black shirt inside and trendy jeans on her legs. Not only does she look good, but her legs are straight as well.On the feet are a pair of thick-soled white sneakers, which are harmonious with this pair of dark jeans, but this outfit still doesn't match as a whole.

After asking about the difficulties encountered in the homework, Shang Yiluan began to write the calculation process of solving the problem on the blackboard.As a result, she got stuck halfway, and after changing several ways of thinking, she still couldn't solve it, and a long time had passed.I took a photo of the question and sent it to Xueba Lisa. I wonder if she will have a way to solve Shang Yiluan's difficult question.

Feeling helpless, Shang Yiluan smiled and asked the students present: "Well, did you make it?"

A boy stood up and answered what she was stuck on, and Shang Yiluan suddenly became enlightened.

After finishing the question smoothly, she said: "This question is really complicated, and I have to change the item." Then she smiled again and said, "It's really amazing that someone can solve such a complicated question." Unsurprisingly, she was praising the question just now. That boy, and the smile on her face lingered for a long time.

Then she said: "This class is the best class I have ever taught since I started working. There has never been a situation where I failed the exam in such a long time." She also said that this class is really good, and the lectures feel very good. , It seems that oil is also good, but I have never taught it and I don’t know.

I was very unhappy to hear her say that. In this get out of class, no one would ask her questions after class. It is not as active as our class was back then.

After a while, Lisa sent me her problem-solving process. I told her that Shang Yiluan didn't solve this problem. She was surprised, but she also said that this problem needs to be changed, which is more complicated.

Then I talked about the new lesson, triple points, and I missed the whole chapter of knowledge points after four lessons.

In the second section, Shang Yiluan was very abnormal again, "Wake up, let's just finish this." The tone was not harsh, but more like comfort.

In short, Shang Yiluan's nagging so many off-topic things today really made me very unhappy. She also took a high math class last year, but the only thing she said off-topic in my memory was that one sentence.

Gillian still doesn't like Shang Yiluan at all, and even disliked the fat on her stomach in class.But after Gillian reminded me so much, I suddenly understood the origin of Shang Yiluan's QQ nickname and WeChat name.

After class, I persuaded A-Jiao to have a kebab, and the two of them spent 105, breaking the record again.

I was so stuffed that I went for a walk, and I met Lisa who was going to have dinner, so I accompanied her to eat flower powder in the cafeteria, and then walked to the library with her.

It rained heavily on the way back to bed. It turned out that the jacket I bought was not waterproof at all. In just a few minutes of walking, the sweater I was wearing inside was wet by the rain.

Having nothing to do at night, I tried to add Shang Yiluan's WeChat again. This time, the verification application was written: Auntie, it's me. If you don't want to add it, don't add it.

I don't hold out hope, she probably won't add me.

Sure enough, on Wednesday night, a whole day had passed, and there was still no movement on WeChat.Sure enough, she didn't add me, as expected, but beyond reason.

Suddenly I feel very tired again.

Tomorrow's logistics competition is none of my business.So as long as I don't miss classes, I don't have a schedule for a whole day, and as long as I want, I can stay in bed all day.

Tomorrow's class, I don't want to go, and I don't want to worry about whether she will get caught in the rain.

It was exactly nine o'clock when I woke up, but I had no intention of going to class at all, and it was sunny outside today, so I didn't need to worry about whether she would get caught in the rain.

I went home after morning class on Friday, and first cleaned up the house and cleaned the house. After not coming back for a month, there was a lot of dust in the house.My head started to feel groggy again after half the work, so I decided to eat before continuing to clean up.

When I went out to buy roast duck, I found that the small sheds on the other side of the market had been demolished, and the roast duck huts disappeared naturally.And the decoration in the market has not been completed, and there is not a single merchant in business. It is estimated that I will never eat the Hanamaki from that noodle shop again.

I suddenly felt a sense of loss, people are right and things are wrong...

Shang Yiluan, I don't know, do I really want to give up?I don't want to fantasize about those beautiful pictures any more, she is no longer the only one in my heart, is it really finally come to this point?Getting bored again, and then looking for a repeat of the past that interests you?My heart is so tired, but I still can't escape the arrangement of fate.

I was confused, I didn't know what I really wanted, what else to look forward to in life.What will happen to my life?Where will it go?Where is the end?Will the goddess of fate take care of me?Can I live the life I really want?

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On the second day of the holiday, after I got up, I went to the market to buy ingredients, and went home to cook hot pot.After eating and drinking, I nestled on the sofa and watched the movie "Jaws".

There is such a scene in the movie: children are swimming in the sea, and after the sharks come, the parents on the shore immediately rush into the water frantically and take their children away.

Seeing this scene, I suddenly thought of my own situation. If I was among those children, then I would be the one who walked back to the shore silently alone.Other children have parents who feel distressed, but I don't. I can only walk by myself, walking ahead silently.

The three-day holiday brought by May Day was fleeting, and I went back to school to continue dawdling.

On Monday night, I had a video with my sister. My sister said that she could earn 2 yuan a month after she got on the plane. At the same time, what troubled her was the issue of education. Because it is a state-owned enterprise, it has high requirements for education.It is impossible for those who come out of technical secondary schools to enter the leadership, and my sister's education is only a bachelor's degree, so I guess she can only eat a youth meal.

When the time came to Wednesday, Lisa suddenly told me during class that she had saved up a bunch of advanced math questions waiting to be asked, and that she might go to class with me tomorrow.I have a look of embarrassment on my face, because now I don't have the mood to go to class at all.

During the 10-minute break, Lisa discussed those questions with her classmates to no avail.Ever since, the next day I had to get up early and wash my hair again.

It still occupies the fourth row, but this time I let Lisa sit outside so that it will be easier for her to ask questions.The weather is sunny and sunny, so I just sit quietly and wait for her to come if I have nothing to worry about.

A green trendy jacket with a light blue knee-length shirt with vertical stripes inside, pink shoes on her feet, and the same jeans that I liked last Tuesday, but this time they are almost completely blocked by her upper body clothes Not anymore.

When I was in class, I noticed her belly. Wearing such a large shirt, theoretically speaking, it should not highlight her belly, but the shirt was deformed on her belly, from a normal downstream to a protruding one. Round, and especially pronounced.Her hair is also growing longer and I really suspect she is pregnant.

This class happened to focus on the application of integral points. Lisa didn't have these because of the third test, so she did the exercise book for the whole class.After 10 minutes of get out of class, Lisa went to ask questions. I took the opportunity to stand beside Lisa and use Lisa to block my peeping sight.

So I clearly saw the logo on the blue bag that I disliked four weeks ago——Prada, and also saw the LV wallet and Xinxiangyin wet wipes in her bag, and the Kyoto Nin Jiom throat lozenges were placed on the table.Looking down, I saw the pattern on her shoe—the double G.

Through Lisa's shield, I look at her hands, her face, her eyelashes.Her eyelashes were brushed long and dark, and her skin was dazzlingly white when viewed from such a close distance.

It's a pity that Lisa doesn't know much about the questions she asked. She read the answers and talked about it. The situation was like last Tuesday. She looked very confused, but she finally said it anyway. In 10 minutes, only one question was covered.

Back at her seat, Lisa said that she might ask the teacher of her advanced mathematics class for the rest of the questions.

Turning on the phone, I used the browser to search for the bag I just saw, but I couldn't find the exact same bag on Prada's official website. There was only a black casual handbag with a similar appearance, priced at 7250 yuan.Then I opened the Gucci website and found the exact same shoes on her feet - 2300.

After class, I went to the cafeteria with Lisa, and she said that she expected more from my future partner than from her own.It's a pity that I shouldn't have a partner in the future, I will just die alone alone.

For Shang Yiluan, I seem to have lost the enthusiasm I had back then, and now I have started a life without goals again.