my high math teacher

After contacting my second aunt, I turned on the navigation on my mobile phone, and I got on the bus excitedly.

Happiness came so suddenly, overflowing my whole body, that woman really can easily make my hormones burst at any time.

I was so happy that I almost stayed up all night, but I was still full of energy when I woke up in the morning. After breakfast, I took small steps and got on the bus.

Standing at the door of the target classroom, I took a deep breath to slow down my active heart a little, and then slowly opened the door. Upon hearing the sound, Shang Yiluan turned his head and waved to me with a smile...

For a moment, the feeling of happiness swallowed me up, and I was soaring in the ocean of happiness, feeling that all this was so unreal. When did she show such a beautiful smile to me?

Sitting on the seat next to her, I folded my arms and leaned on the table admiring her perfect profile, curly eyelashes, red lips...

The complexion is better than snow, and the beauty is delicious.It turned out that she was so beautiful that it was unreal.

My eyes met, I quickly turned my head in embarrassment, she must have seen my nympho face just now, it's over, I can't keep my face.

Just when I was secretly regretting, Shang Yiluan said, "It's noon, let's go have dinner together."

"Huh?" I hurriedly took out my phone, it turned out that I had been staring at her for two hours, "Oh, good."

Following her downstairs and walking to the parking lot, I saw the familiar big white car at a glance, "So you drove all the way here? You have to drive for 10 hours to get there?"

"Huh? How do you know?"

"Baidu."

"Oh, that's it. I thought you had driven it before. Yes, it took me a day to get here. I thought it would be more convenient to have a car, so I wouldn't have to run back and forth."

"Well, a guy like you should be used to having a car around."

"Yeah, let's get in the car."

"Hmm." After hesitating for a while, I followed her and got into the back seat of the car. In the rearview mirror, I saw her froze for a moment, and then I saw her fasten her seat belt as if nothing had happened.

"What to eat?"

"Anything is fine. I'm not picky about food. I'm not familiar with this place either. It depends on your preference."

"Ah."

Afterwards, Shang Yiluan drove to a restaurant not far from the campus. The store was not big, it had two floors, and the decoration was quite elegant.

"Shall I order something?"

"I'm not familiar with this place, you just order it, and I'm losing weight now, just eat a little."

"Oh, good." She quickly ordered three dishes, one meat, one vegetarian and one soup, which was just right for two people. "It looks like you have lost a lot of weight."

"Ok?"

"I said, compared to the last time I saw you, you have lost a lot of weight."

"Yeah, I don't think about food and drink, and I can't sleep at night. Is it because I lost weight?"

"How long have you been losing weight?"

"I started to lose weight during the holidays. If you count carefully, it has only been more than a month since I started to lose weight in the real sense."

"How much weight do you plan to lose?"

"Let's see how much it can be reduced. I'm a person with weak willpower. It's up to me whether I can hold on."

"You will look beautiful when you lose weight, come on, I am optimistic about you."

"Well, okay, I will work hard." After dinner, we drove back to school, and walked leisurely from the parking lot to the classroom. She continued her work while I watched her quietly.

Then I had dinner with her, because I didn't eat, so she just asked for a bowl of noodles in the cafeteria.

Walking back to the self-study room in the face of the sunset, I felt very comfortable. The short day of getting along with her made me let go of the tension of more than a year before, and I was finally able to talk to her normally with my brain.

"Have you bought a ticket to go back?"

"Well, tomorrow night's train will arrive in just one night."

"Hard seat?"

"Ah."

"Wouldn't it be hard to sit all night?"

"I'm used to it. Traveling poorly is the cheapest hard seat on the train. 100 yuan can cross the province. In fact, it is very good to have a seat. The first time I took a long-distance train was a 40-hour station ticket. It was the Spring Festival travel rush. Not only were there too many people on the train, but there was also a lot of luggage, and in many cases there was no place to stand. So, since then, I have never complained about hard seats for long distances.” The 40 hours of torture are still vivid in my mind, and there was not enough food , The phone was out of battery, that time, it was really hard.Fortunately, the rest of the trip couldn't be more difficult than that.

"Looking at the good conditions of your family, I didn't expect you to be able to endure hardship."

"Actually, what you see may not be the truth, and it may not be the whole truth. Although I go on a trip, my friends around me are very envious, but only I know the pain. They only know that I have spent a lot of money traveling around. Thousands of dollars, but what they don't know is that the one-month trip has worn out my two new pairs of socks and a new pair of shoes; They saw me sweating profusely from starvation and carrying a 7kg luggage; similarly, they only saw my radiance on the outside, but they would never see the pain in my inner scars. "Looking at the orange afterglow in the sky, I said this calmly.

"Unexpectedly, you are a child with a lot of stories."

"I've said these words to some people, but they don't believe them. They think how it is possible for a person like me to have such an unbearable past. They think that no matter how miserable I am, I will never be worse than them. They think that the hardships I have suffered No more than them... I have what they think. No one has ever put themselves in my place, no one has thought about what I need, no one has thought about what I want in my heart...everything , It’s just that they think, they think, that I live a good life and don’t need to worry about anyone.”

The shoulders were suddenly embraced by Shang Yiluan. At that moment, I had a moment of peace of mind.

"Don't worry, at least I'm not one of 'them' anymore."

My nose was sore, and I tried my best not to cry in front of her.