my high math teacher

For the next few days, I did as usual, only looking at that woman from a distance. Even if I had the opportunity to miss the class, I didn't choose to go into the classroom and peep at her openly.

I think, I am more and more afraid of that woman, afraid of appearing in front of her eyes, afraid that when she sees me, she will only treat me as air.

I think, I'm getting less and less confident. With such an excellent woman like her, what qualifications do I have to stand by her side?

However, during this weekend's free time, I couldn't help but come downstairs to her house.I thought to myself that I finally found out the address of her home, and I always have to squat a little bit to complete it.

The first snow in the Northeast came as promised, and the long winter officially announced the arrival.

Stepping on the snow, listening to the creaking sound of my feet, I think this kind of silence is beautiful.

I'm probably the only one who swings in the snow in the winter, right?Looking at the building where the woman lived from time to time, I felt the wonderful feeling of snowflakes melting silently on my face.

"You've been sitting here for half an hour, won't your feet get cold?" A sudden voice behind me woke me up. I turned around and saw the woman wearing a black mink fur standing not far behind me. .

"You, you," I quickly stood up and looked at her, with my head hanging down and my shoulders stretched, like a child who was caught doing something bad.

"Look at you, you're still wearing fake shoes under such heavy snow, come home with me to warm up, I'm afraid your feet are already numb?"

"I, I, no, I don't have cold feet, I'll go back now..." I answered casually in a panic, wanting to escape quickly.

When passing by Shang Yiluan, her arm was suddenly grabbed by her, "Surely you must take the bus back? It takes at least 30 minutes to walk from here to the stop of No. 20, and you have to wait for the bus before taking the bus. Even if your feet are not cold, wait You will definitely not be able to bear it when you get to school. Hurry up and go home with me, and I will drive you back in a while. "

"I, I, really don't need it," she still wanted to say something, but she glanced over with sharp eyes, and I immediately shut up obediently.

The elevator went up to the 10th floor, and as she twisted the key a little bit, I finally saw her home.

"What are you in a daze for, come in quickly." Seeing me standing stupidly at the door, she pulled me in and handed me a pair of cotton slippers.

After changing my shoes, I realized my feet had been frozen cold the moment I stepped into the slippers.Generally speaking, the coldness of the feet does not depend on the thickness of the shoes, but on whether there is heat transfer, such as walking in ordinary times, no matter how cold the weather is, the feet will not feel cold, because the feet will generate heat when rubbing against the soles.But I have been sitting on the swing just now. Although my feet are in the air most of the time and do not touch the cold opposite side, the source of heat is gone, and the cold air has already passed through my thin uppers to my feet.

"Come here and sit down to warm up." I was still standing at the door stupidly, but she had already taken off the big black mink on her body, and came over to take off my down jacket. "Not to mention, your clothes match your shoes very well."

I looked down at the big leopard print on my body, and I felt a little shy, "Well, I prefer animal prints now."

"Well, I can see that the one inside is a white tiger pattern, right?"

"Ah?" I hurriedly lowered my head to look at the sweater I was wearing, yes, for a more reasonable match, all the animal patterns are worn together. "Well, yes, I'm afraid that others will see it as a zebra pattern."

"Come in and sit down, I'll get you a cup of hot water."

"Uh, that..." I grabbed my fingers, a little embarrassed, I never expected to enter her house in this way, and I don't know if her husband is there or if she hates me.

Shang Yiluan seemed to see through my thoughts, "Don't worry, come in boldly, there is no one else in the house, I live alone."

"Oh, ah?!" I widened my eyes in surprise, with an expression of disbelief.

"Ah what? Hurry up and sit on the sofa."

"Oh." I sat down on the sofa in a daze, thinking about another meaning in her words.

"Here, hurry up and warm up." A cup of warm water was placed on the coffee table in front of me. I picked it up and took a sip, then held the cup in my hand to keep warm.

"You, what do you mean you've been living alone?"

"What do you mean? It means living alone."

"Then you, aren't you married?"

"Oh, you said that," when she mentioned this, her expression was a little unnatural, "I'm divorced, so I've been living alone."

"Divorce? When?"

"It's been almost a year, so I've been living alone for almost a year."

"Can I ask why?"

"The reason," she clearly saw her frowning, probably because my question was too sharp.

"There is no love between the two of you, maybe that's the reason." After she finished speaking, she hugged the sleeping Teddy dog ​​in her arms, and I noticed the existence of this dog. It should be lucky. .

I didn't continue to ask, but ran my brain very fast.Recalling the first time I noticed this woman in my sophomore year, she was rummaging for something in the trunk of the car alone, and the second time I was talking and laughing with a few teachers, that is, from that time I like fucked her.Later, I went to strike up a conversation, and then gave her water several times, but the woman who often appeared around her at that time was not the short-haired woman now.So, when did that short-haired woman appear?

Skipping the entire summer vacation, my memory came to this semester last year. In the second half of the year, it was Teacher’s Day, that is, on Teacher’s Day, I approached her again. It was September 9th at that time, but at that time The woman has not yet appeared.

The memory continued to push back, and then skipped the eight-day National Day holiday, "Ah!" I screamed, because the short-haired woman had already appeared.I clearly remember that day, I took the stairs from Shaw’s laboratory on the fourth floor to the first floor, and I never expected to meet her at the stairs between the second and third floors, and I greeted her and said, “Hi, long time no see. "But she didn't care about me at all, and continued to walk up the stairs without stopping at all, and the woman with short hair was now behind her!And from then on, no matter when I saw Shang Yiluan again, she was almost always accompanied by that woman.

"Huh?" My scream seemed to wake up the dog in her arms. I watched the little guy in her arms slowly turn his head to look at me, and then jumped to my feet with exploring eyes to smell the smell on me. .

"Are you afraid of dogs?"

"No, I grew up in a large part of the environment with dogs, and I like dogs very much."

"Oh, that's good." Seeing her smile with relief, I put down the water glass in my hand, and hugged the little guy on my lap. The little guy immediately stood up and wanted to get closer to my face.

"Did you just think of something?"

"Huh? Oh, nothing, it's not a big deal."

"Oh, all right."

After playing with the dog for a while, the little guy is already planning to fall asleep in my arms, maybe he is naturally more attracted to dogs, no, except for the old and fat sausage at my aunt's house!That dog, over the past few years, has deliberately murdered me so many times. Fortunately, I was cautious so I was not poisoned by it.

"Haven't you eaten lunch yet?"

"Well, I planned to go to the snack street in front of you to buy pancakes when I left here. The pancakes here are better, and I can't eat them at school."

"Heh~ It's better not to eat pancakes, go out to eat with me."

"what?"

"Again? Are you really reluctant to eat with me?"

"No, it's just that I've disturbed you by coming to your house so rashly, and I still want to have dinner with you..."

"It's because you disturb me that you have to sacrifice your merits and sins to eat with me~ It's very lonely to eat alone~"

"You, don't you have girlfriends, you can ask them to accompany you." After speaking, I saw her original smiling expression froze on her face, it's over, my stinky mouth must have said something wrong again.

"Each of them has a family, no one can stay with me all the time, right?"

I will stop talking. According to my long-term follow-up observation, the short-haired woman next to her has a child. If the child is not bold enough to belong to the two women, it means that the woman does have a family to deal with. , It’s just that if there is really any relationship between them beyond friendship, maybe one day that woman will divorce with her child and become the hostess of this house, right?