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After tossing and turning on the bed for two hours, Liu Yifeng still couldn't fall asleep. She was worried whether the woman had gone home, and she was even more worried whether something would happen to the woman on the way.

Sighing, Liu Yifeng touched his hungry stomach, planning to get up and eat a bowl of instant noodles before going to sleep.

Taking the pot to catch the water, Liu Yifeng glanced casually, and noticed the black figure on the swing outside the window.Her heart throbbed violently, that woman was actually frozen outside for two hours!It's January 1st!It is the coldest time!

Not in the mood to eat instant noodles, Liu Yifeng hurriedly put on his clothes and trousers and went out.

"Aren't you going home? Still don't give up?" Hearing the voice, Shang Yiluan didn't turn his head, still quietly staring at the withered bushes in front of him.

"What? Seeing me in this world of ice and snow, does my heart hurt?"

"What's the matter with you just staying downstairs in other people's houses?"

"Didn't someone also stay downstairs in my house?"

"You..." For a moment, Liu Yifeng was at a loss for words, and Liu Yifeng was a little embarrassed. "It's so cold, you'd better go back, if you get frozen, I have to be responsible."

"Aren't we no longer related? Even if I freeze to death here today, it has nothing to do with you, right?" Eyes met, Liu Yifeng saw Shang Yiluan's cold eyes.Under the influence of the low temperature environment for two hours, the woman's face became even whiter.

"you···"

"Obviously he was worried about me, but he refused to admit it. He obviously loved me to death, but he pushed me away again and again."

"You...don't be so passionate about yourself. I don't like you that much at all. Since I've been with you, my desire for you is not as good as before. So, don't think too well of yourself."

"You should wash your face before you come out. The tears are still on your face. How dare you say that you haven't cried just now?" Surprised by Shang Yiluan's words, Liu Yifeng froze for a moment, not knowing what to say something.

"Even if I cried, it wasn't for you..."

"What's that for? Or are you going to tell me that I don't know that you fell in love with other women who are better than me? "

"I... I just watched a tear-jerking movie, and I was moved to tears..."

"Oh? What movie? It's so good?"

"Coco."

"Heh~" Laughing self-deprecatingly, Shang Yiluan laughed at Liu Yifeng's lame excuse, "I understand "Mysterious Eyes", but what I want to say is that you are not Benjamin, and I am not Irene. There is no way to wait for you for 25 years."

"What?" Liu Yifeng looked a little flustered when the central matter was mentioned.

"Your eyes can't lie, so there's no need for you to use this excuse to lie to me."

"I like you, you like me, and I know you don't think you're good enough for me, but so what? Do I have to wait 25 years until you're good enough for me before we can be together? What is the relationship between them?"

"I just don't understand, what is there about me that you like?" Feeling a little excited, Liu Yifeng didn't even know what kind of fierce words he should use to reject such a persistent Shang Yiluan.

"Heh~" Shang Yiluan shook his head with a wry smile, "That time, you went to Dalian to find me, you showed up when I needed it most, and made me not so lonely alone, that's the reason. Seeing my chapped lips, you immediately You gave me a piece of lipstick; you were worried that I would get caught in the rain, so you waited to hold an umbrella for me in the heavy rain; in order to accompany me, you would rather sit on the hard seat of the train all night and repeatedly toss... Your understanding, your tenderness Your thoughtfulness, your sanity...everything fascinates me...you treat me like no other...and if you don't show up again and again, then I never will Take the last step. You say you have nothing, but it also shows that my love for you is pure and sincere, isn't it good?"

"Okay, since you said that, then my liking for you can be regarded as being based entirely on material things. What I like is your appearance, your beauty, figure, temperament, and even your car! So Forget it, my liking for you is not sincere at all. What if one day I fall in love with a younger and better woman than you? You want to find a partner who can accompany you for the rest of your life, but I am not at all A person who can settle down! I can't guarantee that I will love you forever, and I can't guarantee that I will only love you in this life!"

"That is to say, in the final analysis, you are still not confident, you have no confidence in yourself, you have no confidence in me, you have no confidence in our love."

"Yeah, I just don't have confidence, we are not suitable at all! From the first day I fell in love with you, I never thought that such a day would come! You should have lived your perfect life, and I shouldn't show up In your life, it is even more impossible to be the person who will stay with you for the rest of your life! I am not the person you are looking for at all!"

"Yes, if I hadn't divorced, or if Wang Weinan could resolutely choose to divorce in order to be with me, then I would never have waited for you to show up. But, all these things have happened, what can I do? If you didn't ask I strike up a conversation, if you hadn't given me that birthday present, if you hadn't gone to Dalian to find me, if you hadn't shown up downstairs at my house... then nothing would have happened today. I waited for you because God arranged Your fate, and you appear again and again, just waiting for me to fall in love with you. Liu Yifeng, if it weren't for your persistence, I wouldn't be so persistent! But now, I recognize you, so you should be for you You are responsible for your actions! What? You think you don’t owe me anything if you hand over your body to me, don’t you? Let me tell you, it’s impossible! You will have to be responsible for your impulses again and again for the rest of your life!”

"I···"

"I know that your experience makes you dare not trust anyone, let alone love, but are you really ready to live your life alone? Wouldn't it be good to give yourself a chance? So what if you try?" Shang Yiluan wanted to stand up, but her whole body was already stiff, so if she was not careful, she would fall straight down.

Seeing this scene, Liu Yifeng's first reaction was to rush over, so in the next second, Liu Yifeng was crushed under Shang Yiluan, and both of them were lying on the snow that hadn't been cleaned in the future.

Still in shock, Liu Yifeng was still dumbfounded, but Shang Yiluan had already captured Liu Yifeng's lips.

Liu Yifeng wanted to refuse, but Shang Yiluan's cold lips and cold nose made her feel bad, and she couldn't bear to refuse her again in this situation.

After the kiss was over, Shang Yiluan still lay on Liu Yifeng's body, "My whole body is stiff, but fortunately my tongue is not stiff yet, take me to the room to warm up? Seeing your distressed little expression makes my heart ache..."

Cold fingers caressed Liu Yifeng's cheek, and then Shang Yiluan was carried home by Liu Yifeng involuntarily.

Putting Shang Yiluan on the bed in the master bedroom, Liu Yifeng turned on the air conditioner, then went to his room to get the electric heater and plug it in, "The floor heating is not turned on at home, the temperature will be relatively low, so you should use this to warm up first. "After speaking, Liu Yifeng walked out of the bedroom.

After being frozen for two hours, Shang Yiluan really couldn't bear it any longer, and his cold toes touched the newly heated electric heater without feeling at all.

After cooking the noodles, Liu Yifeng moved into the bedroom together with the small table, "Hurry up and eat something warm, you'll get sick very easily."

"I know you must love me." Although Liu Yifeng's attitude softened a little, he still didn't fully accept it in his heart, so Shang Yiluan's long march was still not over.

After eating the noodles, Liu Yifeng planned to leave with the small table.

"Wait, you are so warm, go to bed and give me a hug, the air conditioner can't be hugged by me under the blanket, I'm still very cold."

Holding Shang Yiluan's still cold fingers, Liu Yifeng sighed and turned on the bed.

It was the cold winter months, and it was early morning again, and Shang Yiluan, who had always had a car and was wayward, didn't wear a thick coat.Liu Yifeng was hugged by Shang Yiluan from behind, even through two layers of clothing, she could still feel the chill from Shang Yiluan's body.

"Shang Yiluan, you'd better give up on me as soon as possible. I'm a cheap person. I will try my best to get what I want, but once I get it, I won't want it anymore. I am like this for people and things. I can't change my bad virtue. Take the relationship with you as an example. If you responded to me so enthusiastically from the beginning, then I would never like you for so long. What I need is a close relationship. Seven points of rejection, three points of seduction, this is me. If you enter, I will retreat, and it is impossible for me to truly fall in love with anyone." Because of his heartache, Liu Yifeng couldn't bear to say those cruel words like those two hours ago , but refused, she still has to do it.

"The psychiatrist has already told me about this. She also said that it may be very difficult to change you. In the end, she didn't even give me a plan to pursue you again. It can be seen that it is really difficult for you It's hard for her, and it's hard for me."

"Since you know this, why should you?"

"She asked me, do I feel the same way about you as you do about me, it's just that I don't get it, I think about it for a long time, and the answer is no. I long for you, not overnight, I want me I have you in my life for the rest of my life, so I came to find you."

"But, I can't, I can't..."

"If you think my distance is too close, then you can back away, but there is only one thing, you are not allowed to leave my sight range, as long as I can see, I allow you to distance yourself from me."

"What if one day I want to fly away and strive for greater freedom? A person like me cannot be restrained."

"When that day comes, you can fly, but, when you don't want to fly, please stay by my side and let me protect you from the wind and rain. No matter how strong a person is, there will always be times when he collapses. Let me help you Share some, okay?"

"With me, you will definitely be hurt by me, are you not afraid?"

"If I'm not with you, I'll be hurt even more, so don't say anything against me, okay? You're in pain, and I'm in pain too."

Turning around and slipping into Shang Yiluan's arms, Liu Yifeng made an act of acquiescence, and Shang Yiluan also hugged Liu Yifeng even tighter.