my high math teacher

It has been a few days since we last met, and I am missing her again, because distance creates beauty.Moreover, my brain will only give me what I want, so although I have witnessed her imperfection, when she is beautified by my brain again and again, what I see is still the unparalleled beauty in my memory. she.

In my mind, I made up various scenes of encountering her in school, and I don't know if these prepared lines will have a chance to be used.

Although I believe she will remember me, but how can I be sure?After all, she couldn't remember me after a whole year of high math class, but some teachers could.Indeed, this incident reminded me of Mr. Wang, an elective course. She is probably the only teacher who can remember me since college.After all, I am so inconspicuous, I am not active in anything, and I hide in the back row of the classroom every time I am in class. It is really difficult to notice me.Unless it's remembering my chubby body or neon coat.

However, Shang Yiluan didn't remember that I did cause a certain degree of shock to me, after all, I liked her for so long.

It's time to go home on the weekend again, and I lie on the sofa and watch a movie as always.A strong drowsiness hit me, I turned off the TV without hesitation, and got into bed without hesitation, after all, the purpose of going home is to sleep well.

As a result, I had a nightmare about Shang Yiluan.

In my dream, I finally got in touch with her and added her WeChat.I was chatting with her cautiously, when I suddenly learned that she was going to transfer schools.I advised her not to be impulsive, but she only said one sentence: You can't make me change my mind.

I was very flustered when I learned of this, because I just met her!She is leaving, and I will never see her again...

In my dream, I hurriedly discussed this matter with my roommate, only to be told that there were indeed rumors that Shang Yiluan was going to transfer to a school closer to her home in order to save her family and marriage.Hearing this news, I was like a thunderbolt.How can I accept this fact?And her attitude in WeChat is so firm and cold.

Seeing a street parade outside the window, I laughed wantonly to express my inner pain.

I woke up from the dream here, and it took me a while to recognize that it was a dream and not real.After all, this dream is too real, so real that I would have believed it if I hadn't added her WeChat.

Why do I suddenly like her so much?Is it because of emptiness and loneliness?There must always be a reason...

Such a woman, knowing that she can't touch her, still wants to give it a try.You really overestimated your abilities... Do you think she will be moved by giving her a few bottles of drinks?Then disregarding family disregarding marriage and being with you?How is it possible, you don't have that charm.Your charm is not enough to conquer her.

Back to school, life as usual.That nightmare made me very uncomfortable, but I still like her.Will pay attention to whether her car is parked in front of Sanjiao, and will always pay attention to her whereabouts.

Following my follow-up observation, I found that this woman is so casual, walking lazily like a cat, she doesn't care about her posture at all, and her feet are even a little out of shape.However, this woman is still incomparably perfect in my heart.

It's the boring English class on Thursday again. I know that Shang Yiluan is teaching her high math in the 103 downstairs at this time, so I plan to go to the second class.

He rushed to the supermarket outside to buy a bottle of coffee that he had seen her drink before, and then rushed back.

Successfully intercepted her in the corridor, "Teacher, please drink water."

I was handed over my coffee, but I was rejected again, "Oh, no, I still have water there. I feel embarrassed to drink the water you bought for me."

"Oh, this is for you." While speaking, another teacher standing next to her was drinking water and looking at me with appreciative eyes.

"Teacher, can I take the class?"

"Ah?! Do you want to learn advanced mathematics?" Her surprised expression was beyond my expectation.

"Yeah, I haven't listened to your lectures for a long time, I miss you~"

"Then you go, it's okay."

"Well, it's 103, right?"

"Yes."

After entering the door, I put down my drink at the desk. I planned to sit closer to her, but there were no vacant seats in the front row, so I had to find a seat in the back.

I opened my schoolbag and took out my English homework. I have been writing this in the English class just now.In fact, I don't want to listen to high mathematics. If I really want to listen, I won't just barely pass the two high mathematics exams in my freshman year. I just want to appreciate her beauty in a fair manner.

The bell rang, and everything was the same as a year ago. My glamorous sister walked in slowly with her slender legs, walked onto the podium, put on her microphone and continued with the unfinished content of the last class.Her lectures are so calm and calm, I can't see a trace of panic in her.

After writing down two sample questions on the blackboard, she took off the microphone and walked off the podium, randomly called two students to the blackboard to do the questions, and then began to inspect the status of the students, occasionally being stopped by the students to ask something.

I was concentrating on my English homework, when I noticed from the corner of my eye that she walked past me and then stopped, I raised my head and smiled shyly, seeing that it was me, she nodded belatedly and walked away.

The class ended soon, and I slowly packed my schoolbag, wanting to wait for her to leave with me.Seeing her surrounded by a group of students, I slowed down even more.Not long after, I saw the female teacher who was with her come in, and I saw a group of students in front of me, and then I said something to her and walked away.

The problematic student didn't intend to leave for a long time, so I had no choice but to leave the classroom first, wash my hands and wait for her in the corridor.

Finally, when the last student came out, I saw my glamorous elder sister leaving quickly with slender legs. I immediately took two quick steps to catch up with her.

"Teacher, can I ask you a personal question?" She is really tall, and walking beside her I need to look up to her.

"You ask~"

"how old are you?"

"I'm 36 this year! One year old." When she said this, her voice sounded relaxed.

"Ah, about the same as I estimated, I guess around 35. What about your child?"

"I don't have kids, I never had kids."

"Whoa~ that's not common." Oh my god, I've actually had some shit luck.She is married, but the fact that she has no children really makes me so happy!

Then she called and said, "Then I'll pick you up." I guess she was calling the young female teacher just now.

"Are you still on duty in the afternoon?"

"Well... there is still some business in the unit in the afternoon, and then there will be a meeting."

"It's busy at the end of the term, isn't it?"

"No, there are a lot of things this semester." Opening the trunk, she threw the advanced mathematics book in her hand, and then I saw a lot of sundries in her trunk.

"We have few classes this semester."

"How old are you now?"

"Sophomore."

Then she closed the trunk, "Then, I will say goodbye to you."

"Well, bye." She walked past me, and then I said, "I really like your car~" She then smiled.

After getting in the car, she opened the windows on both sides, "Goodbye."

"Well, drive carefully~"

Seeing this white Porsche gradually disappearing from sight, I walked back to the dormitory with satisfaction~

In the evening, I entered her QQ space through Daling and saved 26 photos of her. I picked the one I like the most and set it as the computer screen saver.

Ah~ that's great~ Looking at the beauty with big eyes and thin lips on the screen, I smiled idiotically.

When my roommate saw the photos on my phone, she immediately said: "Look at her like this, she should be a sweet type, not a Yujie type." Indeed, through her getting along with other teachers, I don't think she is a Bingshan, it's just that she never gets close to the students, and she doesn't talk much nonsense in class.For us, she is Bingshan, a very good and beautiful lady.

My follow-up observation of her is still going on. After a long time, I found that I can already recognize her car at a glance without looking at the license plate. The streamlined shape of Macan makes it easy to identify.As long as the car is there, her people must be there.

I tried to add her on QQ several times, but she never passed my friend application.I'm going crazy, I have her QQ number and mobile phone number in my hand but I can't really chat with her.This feeling of seeing but not eating is really tormenting.

I went to find her in her class, and she came in and greeted me with a smile.Then I asked her loudly why she didn’t add me on QQ, she thought for a while and asked me to give her my mobile phone, then she added me with her other QQ number, I was very happy and laughed...

Gradually, I realized that all this was just a dream.

She never added me on QQ.