my high math teacher

After receiving the notification, Bai Wei's assistant, Mei Li, had successfully boarded the plane from Beijing.After counting the time, Liu Yifeng drove to the airport in City A to pick him up.

"Hi~ We met once~"

"Well, I remember." Liu Yifeng took the luggage from Mei Li silently, with a heavy expression on his face.

"What? Didn't you have a good chat?"

"Ah."

"She doesn't agree with you?"

"Yes."

"So, will you accept it?"

"I, I don't know..."

After checking in Mei Li at the highest-end hotel in City B, the two of them sat down in the living room of the suite.

"What's her attitude?" Mei Li ordered red wine, while shaking the goblet in her hand, she looked at Liu Yifeng.

"She doesn't want to mention it at all."

"That is to say, she didn't say outright that she wouldn't let you go, did she?"

"Yes."

"If there is no such thing as her, you want to go, right?"

"Correct."

"Maybe she's just afraid of losing you..."

"Ok?"

"Look, she is almost 40 years old now, and the profession of teaching is basically her lifelong career. As for you, you are still young, you have opened two stores one after another, and you have two good incomes, so even if you Continuing to maintain the current relationship is because she is more afraid of losing you, after all, you are only 22 years old. But if you are now a fashion designer, and the brand in your hand may become a first-line luxury brand in the future, the two of you Isn't it too disparate in their identities?"

"I said this before..." After hearing Mei Li's answer, Liu Yifeng's expression was a little frightened. She never imagined that one day her and Shang Yiluan's identities would be exchanged.

"And the most important thing is that fashion designers usually come into contact with either peers or rich or expensive, or various celebrities or models. You are still so young, do you think you will have no possibility of falling in love with other people? ?”

"No, she will be the only one in this life." Without the slightest hesitation, Liu Yifeng said this firmly. "She fell in love with me when I had nothing. This feeling is pure, without any distracting thoughts, so I only believe in this feeling."

"Since you are willing to think so, you might as well go home and repeat what you just said to her. I believe she will not stop you."

"But I have to say, if she really doesn't agree with me leaving, I will definitely not leave. I haven't paid off the debt I owe her, so I can't just leave irresponsibly like this."

"Talk to her well and be patient. I believe she is not the kind of woman who doesn't understand."

"Ah."

Seeing Liu Yifeng nodding, Mei Li raised her head and drank the red wine in the glass.From Shang Yiluan's point of view, she understands Shang Yiluan's worries, but since she loves Liu Yifeng, she won't just watch her break Liu Yifeng's wings with her own hands.

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After driving home, Shang Yiluan had already cooked the meal, and the smell of pork ribs was wafting all over the room. Liu Yifeng hesitated, she knew that this was Shang Yiluan's last effort.

"Thank you~" Liu Yifeng wrapped his arms around Shang Yiluan's waist and leaned his head on her shoulder.

"Are you hungry? Wash your hands and eat~ Come and taste the first pork ribs in my life~" Shang Yiluan's face was full of excitement and joy, but even so, Liu Yifeng still saw through her disguise.

"Actually, you should have confidence in yourself. No matter how many people I meet in the future, you are the only one I love~ You understand me, don't you? Reason is greater than emotion. It is impossible for me to meet one and love the other, because in this world The truth is so rare..."

After Liu Yifeng finished speaking, he left the kitchen to wash his hands. Shang Yiluan stood there in a daze, with no joy on his face a few seconds ago. She naturally understood the meaning behind Liu Yifeng's words.

After dinner, Liu Yifeng took Shang Yiluan to sit on the sofa and watched the movie "The Years of Love".Originally, this movie did not give Liu Yifeng the urge to watch it a second time, but in this situation, she felt that this movie was perfect for a showdown with Shang Yiluan.

Colonel Lu became more and more dissatisfied with the government through the war. He got acquainted with the local Indian chief and lived a secluded life with his three sons.

As time passed, the three sons grew up day by day.Alfred is the eldest son, a mature accident; Tristin is the second son, who likes challenges and is most loved by his father; Shan Mo is the youngest, and is loved by his two brothers.

Tristin liked hunting since he was a child. Whenever he killed a prey, he would peel off their hearts and hold them in his hands to release the soul of the prey.Every warrior longs to die a heroic death, but Tristin couldn't wait, and he put himself at risk, trying to fight the bear, and in the end, he was wounded by the bear but cut off one of the bear's fingers.

This year, Shan Mo brought home an elegant woman—Susanna.From the first moment they saw her, like their younger brother, Alfred and Tristin immediately fell in love with her.

Suzanne lived with them for a long time, and she integrated into their way of life, and the family's life was plain and comfortable.

The good times didn't last long. At that time, during the First World War, Shan Mo insisted on enlisting in the army and going to Britain to participate in the war of resistance. He was eager to gain glory through the war and stand side by side with his father.

The father didn't want his son to follow his old path, so the family had a big quarrel.Suzanne became worried when she learned that Shan Mo was going to join the army.In front of his mother's portrait, Tristin assured Susannah that he would protect Shan Mo until their safe return.

In the end, in order to protect his younger brother, all three sons of Colonel Lu set off for Canada to join the army.The persuasion was ineffective, so Susanna had to watch the backs of several people drift away with red eyes.

The war is cruel. During a charge, Alfred was shot in the leg by a bullet. Tristin kept his promise and protected his brother all the time.

Shan Mo knew German, so he was only responsible for the translation work in the rear, but in order to prove himself, he volunteered to replace the wounded as a spearhead to spy on the military situation in the front field.Knowing this news, Tristin chased out like crazy, but it was too late, he watched his younger brother being sieved by the enemy's machine gun.

Shan Mo died, Tristin cried and peeled off his brother's heart.That night, Tristin went into the enemy's camp alone with a hunting knife, wiped the enemy's necks with the knife, and then cut off their scalps and hung them on his chest.

After frantically killing all night, Tristin returned to his barracks early the next morning with the fruits of victory, but his spiritual world had already collapsed.

After retiring from the army, Alfred returned home with his younger brother's heart, while Tristin chose to sail with his grandfather.During the convalescence at home, Avery showed love to Suzanne many times, but Suzanne never agreed.

In the spring of the second year, when Tristin returned home, he wept bitterly at his brother's grave, and he hated himself for not being able to save him.It's not your fault, Susannah said.The two were together, and Alfred was furious about it, blaming Tristin for Sam's death.

That night, the two of them had a good time.Alfred accused Tristin, he obviously couldn't give Suzanne the life he wanted, but he was still with Suzanne.Tristin said he would try.So, Avery left home to wander the city.

Tristin and Suzanne lived happily for a period of time. On this day, during the grazing process, Tristin found a calf entangled in iron nets and could not get rid of it. It was exactly the same situation as Shanmo was trapped by the enemy's iron nets before he died. same.As was the case then, Tristin was unable to revive the calf despite efforts to rescue it.After roaring hysterically, Tristin shot and killed the calf.

There are grizzly bears on the mountain. Tristin went hunting on the mountain with his father and Indian friends, but after aiming the gun, Tristin did not shoot. He couldn't bear to kill the old bear.

"Idon'tknowwhyTristandidnotkillthatdamnoldbear.Theoldonesays,Whenamanandaanimalhave spilledeachother'sblood, theybecomeone."

Then, Tristin got into a fight with the bartender at the tavern.

"I think it was the bear's voice, he heard deep inside him, growing low of dark, secret places." (I think he heard his inner grizzly voice, growling quietly in dark, hidden places)

Something has changed and Tristin is riding wildly up the hill.

The next day, Suzanne woke up Tristin, who was all dirty beside her, but Tristin instinctively picked up the knife and pointed at Suzanne.It took a long time for Tristin to wake up, and then he hid in Suzanne's arms and wept.

Tristin chose to leave, Suzanne asked him how long, he said maybe a few months.

Susannah asked, "If I got pregnant, would you still leave?"

Tristin replied: "Yes."

Seeing Tristin's blank expression, Susanna had no choice but to answer: "I will wait for you, however longit takes, I will wait for you forever."

Tristin nodded, and then left.

After sailing day and night at sea, Tristin came to an island where the aborigines lived.

Several months passed, and there was no news of Tristin. The only evidence that Tristin was still alive was the jewelry Suzanne received from the aborigines.After a long wait, Suzanne had to write to herself.

"Why don't you write? Are you never ever coming back and afraid to tell me?"

Tristin became a hunter. One day, when he came back from hunting, he saw an aborigine cutting off the heart of his prey...

The past resurfaced, and Tristin was consumed by pain and torment.He kept struggling, he yelled loudly, he had to find release in drugs and sex...

Finally, Suzanne received Tristin's last letter.

"Susannah

All we had dead

As I am dead

Marryanother"

Seeing Tristin's letter, Alfred complained for Suzanne, so he took Suzanne away and married her.

A few years later, Tristin returned with a herd of horses.Colonel Lu has suffered a stroke and has become an old man with gray hair and unable to speak.

Knowing that Suzanne was married, Tristin came to her.

"Forever turned out to belong, Tristan," Susannah said.

"I know."

Taking off the bracelet, Suzanne wanted to give it back to Tristin, "Idon't want it."

Tristin said: "They told that this was magic, that who ever wore it would be protected."

Then, Tristin put the bracelet back into Susanna's hand, "Keepit." Immediately, Tristin left.

Back home, Tristin married the daughter of an Indian friend, Little Elizabeth.After they got married, they had a son and a daughter one after another, and they began to live an ordinary life.

"It was then that, Tristan came into the quiet of his life. The bearinside him wassleeping, ithard to tell of happiness. Time goes by, and we feel safetoosoon." peace of mind)

A few years later, Suzanne and Tristin ran into each other on the street. Suzanne was surrounded by Alfred, and Tristin was surrounded by little Elizabeth and his son and daughter.

At that time, the United States implemented alcohol prohibition, and Tristin was in the wine business.His liquor sales affected two local brothers who were in the same business, so they teamed up with the police to trouble Tristin.

They parked the car in the middle of the road, and one of the police officers shot at the cliffs on both sides of the bank with a machine gun. Unexpectedly, little Elizabeth in the car was accidentally shot and died immediately.Angry Tristin rushed to beat up the police who opened fire, but he was outnumbered, and the money in his pocket was also taken away.

After burying little Elizabeth, Tristin had to serve 30 days in prison for beating a police officer.Suzanne came to see him in prison, and the two embraced across the iron bars.

Suzanne said she wanted to be the mother of his two children.But Tristin shook his head and told Suzanne to go home, to Avery.That night, Suzanne went home and lay in bed, tears streaming down her face.

In prison, Tristin sees the two brothers wandering the street through the window, and the bear in him awakens again.After being released from prison, Tristin and his Indian friends joined forces to kill the enemy.

On the other side, Susanna seemed to feel something too.She cut off her hair in front of the mirror, and then she picked up the revolver beside her, "Bang..."

Alfred brought back Suzanne's body, and the family united to kill the last enemy, thus eliminating the gap between Alfred and his family.

Tristin asks Avery to babysit her baby and leaves.He wandered for a long time, and died fighting a bear in his twilight years...

After the movie was played, Shang Yiluan was still shocked by the scene of Suzanne committing suicide.Liu Yifeng's intention of showing her this movie was obvious, she was comparing herself to Tristin.

"I was quite touched when I watched this movie, because I felt that I was Tristin played by Brad Pitt. I don't like the same life, and I hate long-term stability. My life needs some novelty. Stuff, needs some stimulation, otherwise it will make me feel, like a walking dead..." Tristan's inner bear is dead, but hers is still alive.

"Actually, to put it simply - the world is so big, I want to see it."

"Have you decided to go?"

"If you don't agree with me leaving, I won't leave." The atmosphere of confrontation became more and more intense, and Shang Yiluan even felt that Liu Yifeng seemed to be forcing himself to let her leave on his own initiative.

"Going to work in Milan is indeed a fatal blow to you and me, but Bai Wei promised that as long as the work over there is safe, I can come back to reunite with you at any time. No matter how bad it is, I can save a few days for vacation, right? What's more, your career has a lot of freedom. Every year's winter and summer vacations, Qingming Festival, May [-]st, [-]th, Mid-Autumn Festival...Counting all these, we have at least four months to spend together. And Bai Wei I also said that as long as you go, all expenses will be charged to her account. Didn’t you always want to travel? In this way, we can still travel to Italy with public funds. In fact, it’s just a little farther away, nothing else It hasn't changed..." Shang Yiluan listened to Liu Yifeng's words coldly, these comforts sounded more like threats.

"The most important thing is that I won't stay in Milan forever. Bai Wei said that as long as we build a brand, we can withdraw to China, and it doesn't matter to her even if we open the studio in front of our house." .Therefore, there is a time limit even if we gather less and leave more.”

Bai Wei Bai Wei!Whatever you say, you have to involve that woman!Shang Yiluan's mood suddenly became agitated, why did this woman whom Liu Yifeng had only met a few times let her defend her so much?

"Shang Yiluan, trust me, my heart for you will never change..." Liu Yifeng, who has never made any promises, actually made all kinds of guarantees at this time, Shang Yiluan felt a little sad, if it wasn't for Liu Yifeng She was determined to go to Milan, how could she easily promise.

This night, Liu Yifeng moved into the guest bedroom. At this time, she needed to give Shang Yiluan a space to think.

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"Have you talked to her?"

"Ah."

"She still disagrees?"

"She still hasn't said anything, it's just that I've been talking and making promises."

"Heh~" Liu Yifeng chuckled while shaking the goblet in his hand, "Our status really switched~ You don't know how much effort she spent chasing me~"

"She chased you?" Mei Li was a little surprised, "I thought it was you who chased her first~"

"Indeed, I fell in love with her first, but at that time, my liking for her was just a kind of spiritual comfort. I never thought that I would really get her, and I never expected that my efforts would be rewarded. I just I just want to feel less lonely when I'm alone..." Liu Yifeng looked at the red liquid in the cup and spoke slowly, and Mei Li also turned on the recording function of the phone.

"In November of that year, she suddenly disappeared for three weeks... For three whole weeks, I didn't see her figure, and I didn't even see her car. At that time, I was so happy Crazy... Then, I judged through some details that she was likely to prepare for her doctoral thesis defense in Dalian. At that time, I packed my bags and went to Dalian to find her, and this became the reason for her change of attitude towards me. Important historical X event. On a Saturday when it was snowing heavily after she came back, she confessed to me, saying that she wanted me to be her girlfriend, for the rest of her life..."

"I panicked... I don't understand, how could such an excellent woman like her fall in love with me? Because I was not confident, I rejected her again and again, but she never gave up even though I was covered in bruises." But... Finally, on New Year's Day, I couldn't find any reason to reject her, and I really couldn't bear to reject her anymore..."

"Later, she took out her savings to start a business for me, and even gave me a car as a gift on my birthday. You know what? We hadn't been together for six months, but for me, She squandered all her savings of more than ten years. So, I owe her, I owe her too much... I think, I'm afraid I can only use my whole life to repay the debt I owe her But I... can't be satisfied... I actually thought, abandon her to pursue my dream... Do you think I'm the kind of person who doesn't deserve love?" Liu Yifeng covered his face with his hands, and Mei Li also Eye sockets were also wet.

"Heaven will send a great task to the people. They must first suffer from their minds and minds, exhaust their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, and empty their bodies... People who achieve great things often know how to choose and reject better than ordinary people, just like Dayu's control of water, Passing through the house three times and never entering... Maybe you are such a person." Mei Li patted Liu Yifeng on the shoulder, and drank a glass of red wine on her head.Speaking of which, in the past few years with Bai Wei, she has never even tasted the taste of love, and Bai Wei has no intention of falling in love at all, and is devoted to her career. Perhaps, the clothing business is Bai Wei's lover.

The state of Liu Yifeng entering the house really shocked Shang Yiluan. Shang Yiluan didn't smell any alcohol on Liu Yifeng's body, but she clearly felt that Liu Yifeng was drunk.

After struggling to help Liu Yifeng to lie down on the bed, Shang Yiluan twisted a wet towel to wipe Liu Yifeng's face.

"Shang Yiluan, you shouldn't have persisted in the first place..." His hand was grabbed suddenly, and then Shang Yiluan saw Liu Yifeng's tearful red eyeballs.

"You shouldn't insist...we shouldn't be together..." Tears trickled down from the corners of Liu Yifeng's eyes, Shang Yiluan stopped his hands and looked seriously into Liu Yifeng's eyes.

"It would have been nice if I hadn't gone to Dalian to find you...then our lives would never have intersected...I would still be that lonely and empty self, and you might find a more suitable one. Your person...we shouldn't be together...I don't deserve you...I really don't deserve you..." Tears kept pouring out, and Shang Yiluan had to turn red again and again Wipe away Liu Yifeng's crystal clear tears.

"Shang Yiluan, I love you...but I don't deserve to have you..." He tightly circled the person on his body, Liu Yifeng's tears soaked the clothes on Shang Yiluan's chest, Shang Yiluan held Liu Yifeng's clothes tightly, Unknowingly, my eyes got wet.

Her thoughts drifted back to that snowy New Year's Day. On that day, she clearly promised that if this day happened, she would let go.But when this day really comes, the only thing she wants to do is to tie Liu Yifeng by her side.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't want to let go, it's that she doesn't dare.

Liu Yifeng is like a kite flying high in the sky. She can only ensure that the kite can be pulled back by tying the string firmly in her hand. Can't find it.