as pure as a radish

"You..." I sighed deeply, "You shouldn't..."

Wenyue immediately became alert, her eyes, nose and ears worked hard, and through the changes in his expression, I knew that I was on the same channel as him, so I continued, "I didn't want to say anything else, I It’s not from a moral or legal point of view to say that you shouldn’t do something, or that you’re doing something wrong. I just think your judgment...is not accurate, can I express it clearly with this word? Because, based on my opinion of Ting I understand, she couldn't have any money at that time." I always remember Yu Ting's parents mentioned the word robbery.

Hearing Yu Ting's name, Wen Yue swallowed, his eyes drifted away, his mouth moved, and he was saying the word 'Yu Ting', but he barely made a sound.

This topic may not be suitable for chatting, so I shut up.

After a while, Wen Yue shrugged her shoulders. "I'm sorry." He bowed his head, his voice full of grief.

"With me?" I shook my head, "No need..."

"No!" Wen Yue raised her head, "I have to say. It's all my fault, if only I could stop them at that time! It's a living life! I should work harder! Maybe, maybe at that time, hurry up and send her away It won’t be like this if you go to the hospital! Maybe the doctor can save her! What did I do?? Why did I give up at that time?!” Wen Yue talked about the breakdown, grabbing her hair with both hands, almost crying.

"Hey!" I really don't want to enter this sensational moment of snot and tears, "Listen to me. Although she is my friend, she is not a good citizen. It may sound bad to say that, but For the society, there is actually no need for her to exist, and even, it is better not to exist..."

Wen Yue's eyes were red and her eyelashes were lowered. What I said just now should not have much effect on alleviating his guilt.

"You said you didn't stop them?" I changed the direction, "So you didn't participate in their evil, but you wanted to stop them from doing evil. Then you didn't do anything wrong. Why do you demand too much of yourself?"

Wen Yue closed her eyes in pain, "It's fine if I don't let them drink so much that day...and I should pull them away when they conflict together...that way it won't develop to the point where I have to kill each other The point of venting..."

"Ah?" Why does it feel different from what Yu Ting's parents heard? "Wait, can you tell me what happened that day first?"

Wen Yue's throat rolled several times before she opened her mouth, "You should still remember that when we first met..."

Me: "You mean that muscular buddy?"

Wen Yue nodded, "It was his birthday that day, and we went out to celebrate. We didn't drink too much at the beginning, but then we couldn't hold back when we booed each other. We just left the hotel. Someone suggested to go..." Wen Yue dodged a little and didn't continue.

"To find a woman?" Perhaps it would be less embarrassing for me to say it.

"Yeah." Wen Yue confirmed in a low voice, "Anyway, this proposal made everyone more excited. But before we got there, we bumped into your friend...she was alone..."

"Someone has evil intentions?" I started to feel uncomfortable.

Wen Yue: "Well. In the beginning, someone just said a few exaggerated words to her. Most people may curse back a few words, walk away, and then they live in peace. But..."

Not only does my wound hurt now, but my head also starts to have a dull pain.

Wen Yue continued to talk about what happened that night, "She reacted very violently, as if she was going to make a scene. I don't want to have a conflict with the other person, so I advise others to leave quickly. We were all going to succeed. It's over, someone suddenly raised his head and held her down..."

I stood up abruptly, "Stop talking!"

Wen Yue looked at me with her mouth slightly open, probably because she was frightened by me.

"I...I have to go back to work." I said roundly.

"I'll see you off." Wen Yue hurriedly got up.

"No!" I refused.

I'm not sure if my eyes are very decisive, but Wen Yue sat back on the seat stiffly, just watched me leave, and never insisted on seeing me off.

I don't know how I got here in the afternoon, because most of the time, my consciousness stayed in my childhood.

"Yu Ting, let's kick the shuttlecock. I bought a new shuttlecock. It's the new one from the small shop. It's very easy to kick. You can kick it dozens of times without falling!" My new shuttlecock went to play with Yu Ting as usual.At that time, the two of us were not so isolated. I was obsessed with after-school games such as shuttlecock kicking, rubber band jumping, and hide-and-seek. Many of my classmates were our playmates.

Yu Ting was abnormally silent.

"Let's go! Come with me to play with them! I'll be lonely alone!" I pestered.

Yu Ting still didn't speak, she just sat on the chair behind the wooden desk with her hands under the desk.

I immediately went to pull her arm, because I couldn't wait any longer, and there were only 10 minutes between classes, so I dawdled twice, and there were still a few minutes before I could kick the shuttlecock.

However, the moment I touched her arm, she suddenly pushed me away, and I just fell down on the aisle between the two rows of desks.The pain in the buttocks and the grievances made me want to cry so much, but when I was about to pout my mouth, I saw her gloomy gaze, and a chill suddenly rose in my heart. I was stuck there and didn’t dare to cry anymore ...

After that, I ignored her for three days. I went to play games with other students, and I stopped walking with her to the station after school.I thought three days was enough for a person to know my importance, but after three days she didn't show up to me either.

On the fourth day, I rushed out of the classroom after class, and waited for her on the only way she had to go home.When she passed by, I appeared in front of her with a serious face, and I asked with my arms akimbo, "Do you not need me as a friend anymore?"

Yu Ting looked at me with dull eyes, she opened her chapped mouth, "I'm going to die."

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When I wake up, I want to get my phone.Why does it feel like the alarm clock didn't go off after sleeping for a long time? Could it be that the alarm clock is broken?

Eh?Why are my pillows and comforter white?And what is this smell?Disinfectant?Alcohol?Did you not close the windows before going to bed, so the smell from outside is coming in?

ah!This is not my house at all!I finally woke up completely.I was wearing a hospital gown, with needles stuck in the back of my hand, and a hanging bottle hanging beside the bed, surrounded by white hospital decorations.

When did I come to the hospital?I hung the hand with the needle in it, slowly sat up and looked around.When I saw the bedside table, a pink post-it note came into my eyes. I picked it up and looked at it. It said: Wake up and ask the nurse to call me.