as pure as a radish

When I returned to the community late at night, the driver in charge asked me if I could go upstairs alone. I nodded, and my world was spinning instantly.

"Young people should drink less alcohol." The surrogate driver said with disgust before leaving with a tip.

I don't want to drink if I can, I responded in my heart.When I reached the door handle, I opened the door and got out of the car.

Is snow still romantic?I smiled wryly to myself.The snow on the road was not cleared in time, and people stepped on it one by one. Not only did the white snow become dirty and black, but the snow was also trampled firmly, forming a slippery surface that made it difficult to walk.

A gust of wind blew by, and those crystals on the verge of melting immediately made the air even colder.

Ah, what a beautiful day.If it weren't for the biting wind, I might have slept comfortably in this street, and then died of cold before the sun came out tomorrow.I staggered and walked, and the usual journey of a few minutes was longer than the journey to the west to learn Buddhist scriptures.

Because the alcohol paralyzes the brain, I have no ability to feel how long it took me to finally walk into the apartment building and enter the elevator.Surrounded by the long-lost warmth, I leaned against the elevator wall and held the handrail, almost crying because of the warmth.

Ding, the elevator stops.I squinted to determine what the two red numbers on the display were, and again the process took forever.Not only the brain, I think my senses are in a semi-paralyzed state right now.I dragged my feet out of the elevator, and when I was almost at the door, I felt someone waiting at my door in a blur.

Based on my height, I knew it was Wen Yue. When I walked up to him, I didn't speak, because what I needed to do most now was to put the key in the correct position and put it into the keyhole.

"Let me come." I vaguely heard Wen Yue's voice.

Shortly after handing over the keys, I was finally able to enter the house.

"I'm sorry..." Wen Yue said behind me as I staggered towards the sofa.

I let myself sink into the sofa, lay down on the arm of the sofa and buried my head, "I will either vomit or pass out in a while, if you come here to apologize for some inexplicable reason, go back, I can't entertain you To make you see some disgusting things. No need."

Wen Yue hurriedly took two steps over, "Did you guys quarrel?"

I shook my head slightly, feeling a sharp pain somewhere in my head.After that day, not only did Liu Ziyun and I not quarrel, we didn't even say a word.I don't know how to face her, don't know how to apologize, she hasn't contacted me, maybe she is waiting for me, or maybe she has given up on me.

"No?" Wen Yue whispered, "Then...is it a breakup? So...that's why you drink yourself like this?"

The posture of burying my head seemed to make the blood flow in my body less smooth, and I became more and more uncomfortable, so I had to straighten my waist and lean on the back of the sofa, "Don't guess you. It's just socializing." My own explanation is ridiculous, and I blame myself for being able to make it up. It is a clown who obediently obeyed Sun Siru's order to go to a party with a group of young masters and ladies and was drunk, but it can be called entertainment.

Wen Yue: "Oh, entertainment..."

Hearing Wen Yue's response, I looked at him out of the corner of my eye. He lowered his head and thought about something carefully, like a primary school student listening to a teacher explaining new vocabulary.

"Is there anything else you want to say?" I pressed my abdomen, and just after the headache eased a little, my stomach started to burn again. "No I can rest."

"Let me help you in." Wen Yue stepped forward, stretched out her hand in front of me, then retracted it quickly, "I'm sorry, should I not do this kind of behavior..."

"Hey, I'm sorry to let you have a terrible birthday." I got up by myself, and moved to the bedroom according to my stomach.

"No! It's not bad! That's already the best birthday I've ever had!" Wen Yue suddenly raised her voice.

Beautiful...Only children would use this kind of vocabulary...Eh, no, I think of the beauty I have felt in Liu Ziyun or the places I have been to together time and time again.Oh, they are all unrealistic childish ghosts, how can there be beauty in this world.

Wen Yue followed up from behind, her gaze seemed to linger on my face for a while, "What's wrong with you?"

I looked up, "what's wrong?"

Wen Yue raised her hand towards my face, and a ray of warmth passed under my eyes.I quickly shrank back, not letting Wen Yue touch her any longer.

"No..." Wen Yue hesitated and put down her hands, "I just watched you cry..."

Um?Did I cry?I wiped my cheeks with the back of my hand, and it was really moist.God... I've been so paralyzed by alcohol that I don't even know I'm crying...

"Accident...accident..." I quickly wiped away my tears.

"...Crying can cause accidents?" Wen Yue doubted in a low voice.

"Leave me alone!" I can also suppress the impatience in my heart, but it is more appropriate to express it now.After I finished speaking, I went straight to the bed and sat down.

Wen Yue stood a few steps away, with her head half down and silent.

"Go back." I urged.

Wen Yue slowly raised her head and looked at me, "How can I go back when you are like this? I don't trust you."

What is this guy talking provocatively here!I don't start, "Go back!"

Wen Yue: "At least let me watch you fall asleep!"

Me: "What's there to see, I just drank some wine. Isn't everyone like this, which adult can live without socializing for a lifetime?"

"Did you just drink some wine?!" Wen Yue took a deep breath, "Stop pretending, I can see that you are in a terrible mood!"

I was silent for a while, got up and walked out of the bedroom, shut myself in the bathroom.

After taking a careless shower, I brushed my teeth exhaustedly while leaning on the sink.If Sun Siru and the others only drank me wine, I might not have the complicated and uncomfortable feelings I have now. Unfortunately, their pleasure cannot be satisfied with just two sips of wine.

What did I drink into my stomach?I counted while brushing my teeth.Wine was the most, followed by chicken blood, because Sun Siru and her friends boasted that the servants she brought could eat a whole chicken raw, so they immediately asked the waiter to bring a live chicken into the private room, and let the blood on the spot let me drink.The third place should be mustard juice.After that, there are some mixed things, such as white wine with white vinegar, fruit juice with chili water and so on.

and also……

I rinsed the foam out of my mouth and stared blankly in the mirror.The most disgusting scene appeared in an instant. I was pressed on the sofa in the private room by two or three women, and someone was responsible for opening my mouth.The men are ready to take off their pants...

I couldn't help but smash the mouthwash cup in my hand against the mirror, and with a snort, I was pulled back to the real world.

The mirror in front of him was not damaged, but was sprinkled with some water.I knelt down to pick up the mouthwash cup that fell on the floor. If it weren't for its thin plastic material, the mirror and it would probably be broken.

Don't think about things that haven't happened, I advise myself.At that moment, someone rushed into the private room, it was the girlfriend of one of them, and I escaped amidst the quarrel and scuffle.But can you escape next time?

After tidying up the sink, I opened the bathroom door, and Wen Yue was standing outside the door, almost half a step away.

"I just dropped something accidentally." I guess he must ask about the loud noise just now.