as pure as a radish

"Liu Ziyun! Hey! Liu Ziyun!!!" Seeing that Liu Ziyun was about to disappear from my sight, I blurted out.When the voice drifted away, I realized that my behavior was incompatible with this place, and it seemed that this was the first time since I knew Liu Ziyun that I called her name so loudly and clearly.

Sometimes people do feel like they have lost their minds, especially when they want to grab the only straw or chase the last light.Because you deeply know that if you don't catch it, you will stay in the dark abyss forever, without any chance to see the light.

The hateful location of the restaurant, why is there a wide road full of traffic at the door?An extended truck passed by my eyes, and I couldn't catch Liu Ziyun's back for several seconds.Did she hear me call her?I anxiously raised my head left and right on the sidewalk. I was afraid that when the big truck passed by, there would be nothing in front of me.

"Drip..." Another ear-piercing horn sounded from far to near and far away, and I was once again blocked by another truck.Why should the restaurant be built on the side of the main road leading to the expressway around the city?With so many trucks coming and going, when will I see Liu Ziyun?

I beg you, Liu Ziyun, you must hear me calling you, and you must stay on the other side of the road and wait for me...

There was finally no cover in front of my eyes, I looked over eagerly, but I was afraid to see the scene where Liu Ziyun had gone.Before I was ready, I saw the emptiness across the road and felt a dull pain in my left chest.

I took a step forward mechanically, but was so frightened by the harsh horn that I almost fell on the road.Several cars passed by almost close to my body, and gusts of wind continued to pass by.

After eating enough car exhaust, I took a few steps back to the side of the road, bent over and kicked my knees, my head drooped, and something hung on my lower eyelid.After a couple of shakes, they began to tick-tock and fall onto the brick pavement.

I rubbed off these useless things, and suddenly felt the heat wave of a car approaching again. I subconsciously stepped back, but I heard the sound of braking.

When I looked up, it turned out to be...

Without even thinking about it, I rushed up and opened the car door. The car door was unlocked. The moment I sat in it, I thought, if the door is not locked, does it mean that I have given me a chance?

I really saw someone I hadn't seen in a few months sitting next to me, and my mouth didn't seem to be very sharp, "...you, you heard me call you, and thought you... didn't hear it." I Blinking his eyes desperately a few times, trying to get rid of those useless red blood in his eyes.

"Yes." Liu Ziyun replied a little coldly.

I felt being left on the sidelines, and my heart became more urgent. I didn't want to use my clumsy mouth to say any more nonsense. I bowed to Liu Ziyun like I bowed to the chairman, and I didn't dare to straighten up, " Can you still forgive me? Living alone is really...boring." I sniffed, "I mean...may be a little gross...but I mean it—I can't live without you."

The direction where I bowed was quiet, and I counted nearly a hundred in my heart, but it was still quiet.I still couldn't straighten up and face this result, I turned to the car door with my head down, and grabbed the door handle, "Sorry, I wasted your time."

It was embarrassing at this moment, but despair overwhelmed all emotions.I felt like my whole body was sinking, and I didn't have any motivation to raise my spirits.Lift the door handle and the door catch clicks.

"Hey." There was a sudden movement behind him.

I didn't look back, I suspected that I had an auditory hallucination.

However, there was something soft on his shoulders.I finally decided to look sideways, Liu Ziyun's beautiful and slender fingers were tightly holding my shoulder.

"Close the door." Liu Ziyun said.

I froze there, my thoughts confused by the sudden turn of events.Liu Ziyun then leaned over and closed the car door again.

As she moved closer to me and then away from me, I tensed up all over.

"You...forgive me?" I asked through my throat.I was so nervous that I couldn't speak with a normal voice at all.

Liu Ziyun stretched out her hand, I hesitated for a while, and took it.so cold!Her hands are always warm, right?

We reconciled as I held her hand to give her warmth, and we spent another week living half at her house and half at my tiny apartment.

However, adult reconciliation and restoration have never meant the same thing.

For almost a month, neither of us mentioned that weekend.I didn't mention it because I didn't dare. There may be many reasons why Liu Ziyun didn't mention it, but at least he wasn't afraid.Of course it was my gut feeling that I owed her, but she didn't owe me.So she can be justified, but I must be careful in my words and deeds.

Friday is the wedding anniversary of the chairman and his wife. He had a short meeting with customers in the company in the morning and then went home.Thanks to him, I finally got off work on time once.I drove to Liu Ziyun's place, and I bought vegetables nearby before going up.

I usually work overtime and don't have time to contribute to the family formed by Liu Ziyun and me. Today is such a rare opportunity, I told myself to do something no matter what.Once inside, I started hustling around like a housewife in an apron, cooking, doing laundry, and mopping floors.

Liu Ziyun didn't come back until after ten o'clock, and when she saw the food on the table, she showed a surprised but not surprised expression.From this expression, I knew that the meal was for nothing, and she came back after eating it [-]%.

"Wow, you made something delicious!" The next second, Liu Ziyun made a happy expression.

I nodded, and curled the corners of my mouth, "I'm not good at cooking, and you know it, so eat whatever you want."

For the next hour we sat at the dinner table, swallowing food and smiling at each other.This torture-like hour passed, I packed the table and nestled in front of the TV with Liu Ziyun.

We seem to be trying to make the relationship look smooth, I made dinner, and Liu Ziyun deliberately invited me to play video games with great interest.The huge TV screen can really make people fall into the visual effect of the explosion quickly, but after a while, people become numb, and when the plane hits me again, I will no longer shrink my shoulders, and the sound of the explosion is ringing in my ears I no longer feel like my head is booming when I go to bed.

The laughter gradually faltered, and we all tacitly put down the handles and sat on the ground to rest.

"How about watching a movie?" Liu Ziyun suggested.

"Okay, I haven't watched a movie for a long time." I deliberately raised my spirits and echoed.

"Paid channel?" Liu Ziyun raised his eyebrows and stretched his arms around my shoulders.

I leaned against her, "Okay." I should probably be shy, but it's a bit difficult to be shy.

"You choose." Liu Ziyun handed me the remote control.

In fact, there are not many options to choose from, so I randomly picked a passable cover and clicked on it.Anyway, after a few minutes, it's just background music.

As the film started, I slipped out of Liu Ziyun's arms, took off the nightgown, and knelt beside her to kiss her side face.She clings to me cooperatively, and I can feel that she is quite engaged.

"You guys can't do it like this!" The heroine of the movie uttered a pretentious voice of refusal.

Probably because I wasn't fully engaged, I glanced sideways at the screen.This casual and even unconscious glance sent chills down my spine. Why did I choose a movie with such a plot?I looked at the three people on the screen and froze.

When I realized that I wanted to turn off the TV, Liu Ziyun took the remote control into her hand.

"I..." I trembled unconsciously.

"Don't you want to finish watching?" Liu Ziyun looked directly at the TV.

"That day..." I wanted to cry in vain again, I knelt and moved to Liu Ziyun's side with my knees, and shook her arm, "That kind of thing won't happen again."

Liu Ziyun touched my head, but still didn't look at me, she bent her mouth, her smile widened and then froze, "Idiot, we are all adults, so what if it happens again."

I shook my head desperately, "No, I won't."

Liu Ziyun finally turned around to look at me, holding the back of my head, Liu Ziyun wiped the corner of my eyes with the other hand, "I still blame Wen Yue and me for those two days, you said no, but neither of us stopped. I'm sorry ,baby."

"I don't want you to apologize." But I wanted to cry even more, "No one should apologize. Can we just pretend it never happened? We are all at fault, and we are all right. Maybe God wants to see us torture each other , it made us lose our minds and do things we would never do in normal times.”

Liu Ziyun pressed me into her arms and didn't speak anymore, but I felt the breath on the top of my head getting hotter...