the depths of that autumn

At dinner, Qinglong cooked a table of dishes. At the dinner table, we ate while listening to him talk...

He said: "When you give birth to a baby and give the real dragon spirit to the devil, I will take you to find a place with beautiful mountains and clear waters to live in. However, if you don't want to hide from the world, we will find a good first-tier city to settle down. How about it?"

I slowly chewed this delicious meal, knowing that Qinglong's future must be very heartwarming and exciting. I want to be happy, but I can't be happy anyway. Losing Lingyue, I am afraid that I will not be happy in my life. That inexplicable feeling made me panic at this moment, I actually...

don't want to leave here...

I frowned slightly, why do I have such emotions?Is it because of pregnancy?I don't know why, I don't know how tasteless I have eaten...

Qinglong saw that my expression was wrong, and asked, "What's wrong?"

When I recovered, I could only shake my head and say it’s okay. I don’t know how to explain it to him, and I’m afraid of explaining this feeling to him. Before I figure it out myself, let him know.

He brought me some food and said, "Is the food tonight not to your liking? I don't think you eat much..."

"No..." I shook my head, "It's delicious, but..." My heart suddenly seemed to be blocked by something, and I was speechless...

Qinglong put down the bowl and chopsticks helplessly, and looked at me distressedly: "Want to Lingyue again?"

My heart suddenly hurts!Unconsciously put down the bowl and chopsticks... again?Where is again?Obviously from beginning to end...

That yearning is like a raging demon, devouring everything in me...

"Xia Yan!" Qinglong suddenly grabbed my hand!

I suddenly came back to my senses, only then did I feel my magic power flow out of my body uncontrollably just now, if there were any mortal beings present here, I would have died!

When I suppressed the magic power and was still panicking, a figure appeared at the door: "Xia Yan."

We looked up at the same time, and the demon stood silently at the door...

I looked at him, my heart suddenly calmed down, and all my mind returned to my body...

At that moment, I realized that I don't know when, I am no longer afraid of him...

How does that feel to him now?

Suddenly, I have feelings for him? !

Why?

Is it because he is the only connection I have with Lingyue?Could it be that I still want to use him to realize the remaining thoughts in my heart?

Doesn't this mean that having him is like having Ling Yue? !

Tears welled up like this...

It turned out that it was such feelings for him...

It turned out that Ling Yue could be felt from him!

Lingyue...

Tears blurred my eyes, I can no longer see the person standing in front of me...

I also don't want to see clearly, how I wish that at the moment when the sight is clear, the person standing in front of me is Ling Yue...

magic……

Lingyue...

Lingyue...

magic……

What emotion am I caught in?

Tears, nameless and turbulent...

……

It was like autumn leaves falling lightly. When I saw it clearly, I was taken outside the house by a demon and landed floatingly!Behind him, Qinglong's eyes are determined to attack the demon...

When I stood still, the devil let go of me and turned to face Qinglong, without any intention of resisting...

I was surprised! "Stop..." Standing in front of the devil and facing Qinglong...

Qinglong frowned suddenly, and his spiritual power turned!The attack flew past me!Qinglong frowned deeply...

Seeing that the situation was about to start fighting again, I said, "Don't fight!" Going to Qinglong and grabbing his arm, "Don't fight..."

Qinglong looked at my tear-stained face distressedly, then changed his expression and glared at the demon, intending to ask...

Mo didn't panic, and said: "Seeing how depressed she is, I want to bring her to eat at the same table as me."

Qinglong and I immediately understood the reason why the demon appeared here...

And the next second, I was startled again!Unexpectedly, in just a short moment, Qinglong felt my thoughts like a heart, and his answer resounded in the air...

"No, you will remind Xia Yan of Ling Yue."

Only those few seconds, only those few lines of boundless tears, can you understand my heart?

Just this one sentence, I can no longer hear any sound, it seems like a world of one person, just like this alone in the white world...