the depths of that autumn

Mottled lights and shadows jump in from the high glazed windows, and the warm breeze gently dances the white tulle curtains on both sides of the balcony. I appear here, in this Lingyue bedroom that I am already familiar with...

The baby is sleeping peacefully in the warm cradle bed, I have no time to look at her at this moment, and go straight to the Lingyue of the balcony...

I held back my tears and my heart that was about to collapse, just waiting for the warmth and peace of mind I got when I touched his warm body...

He turned his head to look at me, put on a smile, and called out my name, I stopped in front of him, I wanted to go and hug him, but I stopped, just looking at his face, I couldn’t imagine losing him again pain of……

"Lingyue..." As soon as I spoke, my tears came down, no matter how I endured it, I couldn't help it...

His smile disappeared on his face, he looked at me worriedly, and wanted to step forward...

"Stop..." I could only take a step back.

He stopped, frowning and looking at me distressedly...

I said, "I know everything..."

He frowned more and more, and I felt the disorder of his breath...

"Xia Yan!" Qinglong came and appeared next to me and Lingyue, trying to step forward and hold me...

"Stand back!" I yelled at Qinglong.

Qinglong stopped and looked at me worriedly...

Ling Yue glanced at Qinglong, then looked back at me, and whispered distressedly: "Ling'er..."

"You tell me..." I looked at him, "Do you really want to..." The pain in my heart made me unable to say the words about the passing away, and I could only fight against the pain with all my strength...

Qinglong said to Lingyue: "We all know about you..."

Qinglong's frank confession made me give up fighting, and I couldn't hold my body and sat down on my knees...

Ling Yue hastily moved to hug me in his arms, I looked at him, tears welled up...

Qinglong frowned, and said to Lingyue: "I just don't know, why did you come to Xia Yan?"

"Of course I want to look for it!" Ling Yue firmly interrupted Qinglong's lingering voice...

"Could it be that after you know the truth, you still..."

"The truth is not important!" Ling Yue firmly interrupted Qinglong again...

Qinglong frowned...

Ling Yue looked at me: "Of course I want to find her. I've been waiting for her all my life. This is my promise to her. Even if I exhaust my energy, I still want to know where she is..."

"Why?" Qinglong stepped forward unwillingly.

"Why?" Ling Yue smiled coldly, "Why do you say?"

Qinglong took a deep breath helplessly, and said, "Okay, if you love her, why didn't you show up so late in her life? Why didn't you stay by her side from the moment she was born?"

"How do you know I wasn't by her side when she was born?"

Qinglong frowned...

"As for appearing, I don't want to be abrupt. Of course, I have to wait until he knows me and knows that there is someone like me in this world!"

"Do you love her or hate her?"

"It doesn't matter anymore..." Ling Yue gently hugged me into his arms sadly, "I just know that I don't want to, I don't want to be separated from her, I want her to meet me, I want her to trick me Falling in love with her, I want to bond with her, I want to continue our relationship, I want to be with her forever..."

I leaned close to his arms and closed my eyes with heartache, letting the tears fall...

Qinglong still blamed: "So you let her take the risk to go back and get the real dragon's spirit for you?"

"Yes!" Ling Yue showed no sign of weakness, "but I didn't let her take risks! I gave her supreme magic power! I'm not willing to become a demon just like this, and I'm not willing to just disappear like this. As long as I get the real dragon spirit, I will You can be reborn! I can stay with her for the rest of my life..."

Qinglong took a deep breath helplessly, and said distressedly: "Yes, letting her go back can not only continue your relationship without breaking up, but also bring you the spirit of a real dragon, but you didn't expect that she was pregnant. your child."

"Yes, so I have to give up..." Ling Yue clenched his fists in pain.

Qinglong lowered his eyebrows and said nothing...

The air is full of sadness...

The coolness invaded our three silent bodies...

Like that melodious wind chime, Lingyue's voice rang softly in my ears...

He said: "Ling'er, listen, I'm very happy that you are pregnant with my child, you don't know how happy I am at that moment, although I have to reluctantly give up the spirit of the real dragon and give up being with your mother and daughter in this life , but I am also satisfied, I see you come back to me, see our child born, see your mother and daughter safe and sound, everything is worth it..."

I clutched the clothes on his chest tightly, venting the pain in my heart...

"I don't hate you, not at all, I don't hate myself for being a demon because of love, because this is the proof that I love you, although this proof is not popular, but I don't complain, I'm just sorry, once again can't deliver A promise that will always be kept..."

The heart-piercing pain made me speechless, I could only shake my head in his arms...

Qinglong turned around in pain...

In grief, the two of them had no time to react, I had already moved into the house, and shot spiritual power at them both!After the two of them reacted, they looked at me inexplicably...

I released magic power to them with one hand to control their actions, and stretched out the other hand to the cradle, sending the baby between me and Lingyue with spiritual power...

"Xia Yan!" Qinglong was the first to feel bad, "What are you going to do?"

I put away the tears firmly in my eyes, and sent a move of spiritual power to the baby's body!The two of them were suddenly surprised, and they both guessed what I was going to do...

"Ling'er, stop!" Ling Yue was about to release his magic power to get rid of my imprisonment...

Qinglong also began to release spiritual power...

"Don't move!" I stopped them, "If anyone moves again, I will die with the baby!"

The two of them were frightened!Immediately withholding his spiritual power, he looked at me in disbelief...