HP's Wretched

Flotte is not a person who sleeps too much, but usually even if she is haunted by nightmares, she will more or less go to bed and close her eyes to rest her mind, but today, after being disturbed by this incident, she can't even close her eyes at all.Simply sitting on the carpet in the bedroom, staring blankly at the stove in a daze.

The room was very quiet, except for the "crackling" sound of the flame burning in the stove, there was only Flotte's own sigh...

When did it start...

And why did he appear in the mirror...

What exactly does this mean...

If the effect of that mirror was real, wouldn't that represent longing for him?

Oh, longing... She longed for many things in her life, such as money, power, honor, supreme power, and the most important thing is freedom, but when she really lost the most precious thing in her life——her son At that time, all the things he had been looking for had disappeared into smoke, and there was only one thing left, which would never be possible—the longing for his son to be alive.

But now the extra figure in the mirror stands at the same level as her, what is that?Spring is sprouting?Want to find a man to marry?Or did she finally have the love she never needed?Well, even if the above guesses are true, why is this person Severus Snape?A person who doesn't love her and will never love her at the same time!

It's not that he didn't know that Snape loved that Lily Evans.Even now that Lily is married and buried with her husband and her son is in the first grade, doesn't Snape still miss her?Yes, there is guilt in it, but it is impossible without love!She knew all of this, and she had seen it all the way, so...how could it be him that she longed for?

I've known Snape for... 20 years, it's really not a short time, she has seen Snape in almost any period except childhood, and she has seen any appearance of him, proud, sad, murderous Decisively... Also, Snape had seen her in all her ways, including all her embarrassments.It is a lie to say that there is no dependence on him. After all, this is a person who reached out to help her when she was most helpless and desperate, and a person who has known and been with him for so long... But this should not be Can yearn to the extent of appearing in the mirror.

Could it be that she is already selfish enough to be dissatisfied with the status quo, and wants to further possess him, to be with him forever and ever, has she longed to this extent?Is she perverted, or... No, she must be perverted, she must be too selfish, selfishly wanting to find someone to be with her forever, selfishly unwilling to taste loneliness again, this is definitely not the so-called love !

In other words, if someone had helped her in these years, accompanied her in the loneliest time, and comforted her in the most uncomfortable time, then the person in the mirror today must be that person.So what this longing for is that kind of dependence, that kind of illusion that he is not alone, definitely not just for Snape, it can be replaced by anyone...

But... not everyone is Snape, not everyone can be as determined, wise and sincere as Snape, and not everyone is willing to pull her when she is at her lowest point, humblest and most embarrassing One, wasn't this the only person who was willing to help her when she was in that situation?So Snape is Snape, no one can replace him.

Flotte was confused, she dared not and was unwilling to believe that the meaning brought by the mirror was so-called love, but at the same time, she couldn't convince herself that it didn't contain any other meaning and only represented a kind of dependence.The views of the two parties are competing in the mind, and no one has fully occupied the dominant position.

The fire burning in the fireplace has been gradually extinguished, and the warm light that just filled the room has also gradually dimmed, but Flotte didn't notice...

"Dong Dong" a sudden knock on the door suddenly woke up Flotte, who was still struggling with herself. She hurriedly wrapped the blanket around her body, put on her slippers, and went to open the door of the office.

"Professor!" Standing outside the door was Neville, who was wearing pajamas, trembling, but looked very anxious, "Harry, Hermione, and Ron, they... they went on a night excursion, saying they wanted to stop a bad guy , I tried to stop them, but... But I couldn't, I was petrified by Hermione's spell, but the most important thing is that they haven't come back until now, I am very worried about them, I went to Professor McGonagall, but Professor I'm not in the office, I'm afraid something will happen to them, I... I don't know who to turn to, I can only turn to you, the professor."

As Neville spoke, the anxiety on his face slowly turned into grievance and worry, and even his eyes were so red that he wanted to shed tears.

Flotte quickly put the blanket she was wearing on Neville's body. Although it is already early summer, Hogwarts is located in the suburbs, next to the forest and the lake, and it is still a bit cold at night. .

She touched Neville's head and said softly, "It's okay, they have been found by the professors, they are safe, you don't have to worry."

In the end, the professors took the three children into the school hospital to check for a few days, just in case.

"Then... that's good." Neville said softly, "Then have they been deducted points by the professor? Gryffindor can no longer be deducted points. It's all my fault, I don't know anything, even stopping them I can't do it, and I'm so cowardly, I'm really ashamed of Gryffindor."

"Don't worry, they haven't been deducted points. If they really stopped a bad guy, maybe they will get extra points." Flotte admitted that this was suspected of deceiving children. At that time, no one thought of deducting points. But it’s possible to settle accounts after the fall, but in order to appease the child, let’s call it a white lie, “It’s not your fault if you can’t stop them, there are three of them, you are brave enough to stand up and stop them.”

Neville sniffed, looked at Flott with sparkling eyes, and said, "Really, Professor?"

"Of course it's true."

Every time Flotte looked at Neville, her mood was always extremely complicated.She had hurt the child's parents before, and even if the accident with Neville's parents was not her intention, she still couldn't get rid of it. But what made Flotte feel guilty the most was that she had never regretted taking revenge that day.

It's bad luck, it seems that these annoying things have all caught up.

Flotte collected her thoughts and said, "It's almost dawn, you have to go back to the Gryffindor lounge as soon as possible, there's still class tomorrow, I'll take you back."

Neville nodded obediently, then Flotte went into the room and quickly grabbed a coat, and took Neville with her again.

……

After seeing Neville enter the fat lady's portrait with her own eyes, Flotte turned around in peace of mind and was about to go back. Who knew that when she turned her head, she ran into a certain man in black again.

Really, the more she doesn't want to meet him every time, the more she will definitely meet him.

"Flott, it seems that you are too afraid to go to the principal's office to talk tomorrow?" There was some kind of irony.

In the dark, Flotte couldn't see Snape's expression clearly, but fortunately she didn't want to see his expression now, and she didn't even want to hear his name. His face had already appeared in her mind too many times when she just sat there in a daze. up!

"I'm not afraid, I'm excited." Flotte was still annoyed, but she was good at hiding, "I thought you would continue to brew potions for Harry in the school hospital right now, or go back to rest. "

"I came out of the school hospital, but tonight I am on duty to watch the night, and I am going to make another round and then go back."

See, she knew so much about Snape's feelings for Lily, that even with that James Potter-like child, he could work so hard for it.Knowing everything, knowing everything, how could it be possible to self-torturously fall in love with such a person, she, Flotte, is definitely not someone who just makes trouble for nothing, so the mirror was just an accident, it was her selfishness, her perversion, that damned Possessiveness, that fear of being alone, that's all.

"Then come on, dear dean. My walk is over, and I can go back."

"Did you really come out for a walk? To Gryffindor Tower?"

"Yes, you also know that my sleep quality has always been poor. When I close my eyes, those... uh... you know, those dead people are wandering back and forth in front of my eyes. Maybe there will be more strange things tonight. What about Lo." She wasn't lying to Snape. It was the truth. There was no way. punish.

"Can't sleep again? It seems that I have to reproportion your medicine." The tone was very calm.

Merlin, do you have to say such words of concern at this time, are you deliberately torturing me?Does it have to be tangled tonight to come up with a result before it's over?Flotte thought feebly.

"No, it's just tonight, after a long night of turmoil, no one has much time to sleep." The succinct and concise words are to stop dispensing medicine for me, and stop saying such awkward words of concern, please, "I don't want to sleep." Excuse me on patrol, I'll be back, late...uh... good morning." Without waiting for the other party to reply, Flotte turned and walked to her office, leaving Snape standing there alone. .

Usually, this meddling woman would definitely ask about the situation of those children. Why didn't she ask today, and went back in such a hurry? This is definitely not right.That's what Snape realized.

……

"I hope I'm not too early, Headmaster."

Early in the morning, Flotte put on a delicate makeup to cover up the lack of energy after a night of troubles.

"I've never thought it was too early for someone to come, Flotte." She was still kindly like her old self.

Flotte always felt that these words had some deep meaning, but she didn't bother to think about it, since it's a showdown today, don't think so much.

"Did you come here to talk to me about the Philosopher's Stone?"

Dumbledore pointed to the chair across the table and motioned for Flott to sit over: "Indeed, it's just a conversation, would you like some honey grapefruit tea?"

"Okay, but don't add too much honey, thank you very much." Flott doesn't hate sweets, but Dumbledore's drinks here are a degree sweeter than outside.

"Honey is the key to this drink." Dumbledore still recommended this point, but Flott did not let him go.

After the tea was set and both of them took a few sips, Flotte put down the teacup and said slowly, "I know why you came here, so let me admit that I have thoughts about the Sorcerer's Stone, but I didn't do it for To restore yourself, let alone to use it to do something bad."

"I know this, child, and I believe in you too."

This answer did make Flotte a little unexpected, but she still tried her best to show a sincere attitude and said: "I have worked with you for two years, and I don't believe that with your strength, you don't know anything about my past. "

"I really don't know much, but I know that you once helped protect the Potter family, and that's why I trust you." The blue eyes looked at Flotte through the glasses.

Needless to say, it can be guessed that the only one who knew about this matter, was still alive, and was willing to tell Dumbledore was Remus Lupine.Flott didn't think that it was because of this reason that Dumbledore let her teach at Hogwarts at ease, but in the end, the ending of the Potter family did not become better because of her, so she gave up this idea.

"However, as you know, I have not succeeded."

"But Flott, you really did that. Remus told me what method you used, and I have also been to the Nanyang area, and I know a little bit about it. It is impossible for such a precious Gu to take animals. It should be human, so when you were attacked, it should be for the Potter family to block the damage."

"You don't know a little bit about it." Flotte said, "but I also want to thank you for not telling Lupin the truth, otherwise, with his character, he would definitely come to the hospital with flowers to look forward to me. I don't want to One more day of headlines in the Daily Prophet."

Dumbledore also laughed along with Flotte's teasing words, and the atmosphere was quite relaxed.Dumbledore pushed down his glasses and continued, "Remus also told me about the blood magic you performed on Harry."

It's also not surprising that even if Lily didn't tell Lupine, Lupine would definitely ask what I did in the house because of his concern for Lily, just in case,

"But you also know that it was Mrs. Potter's love for Harry that started the magic."

"I know that the power of love is indeed great."

"Especially a mother's love for her child." Flotte added, "That's why I want to borrow the Philosopher's Stone from you."

No matter what, she had no chance to steal it, so she could only open her mouth to borrow it. She wanted to give it a try, no matter the cost.

"My child, I said that the Philosopher's Stone is not omnipotent, it..."

"I just want to use its power to purify something important."

"In this world, water can be purified, air can be purified, and even magic can be purified, but the soul may not be purified." Dumbledore slowly explained as if he knew something.

"You also said it's not necessarily true."

"Son, as I said, you may not be able to get what you want more. Time is the best weapon to dissipate everything."

"I can't wait any longer, I can't wait anymore." Flotte shook her head firmly and said, "Let's put it this way, what do you need me to do? Make a condition."

She's finally negotiating with the greatest wizard who ever lived.

The author has something to say:

I can't tell the difference between sweet and sad, hahaha.

I hope that the relationship between the two of them doesn't make you feel too abrupt. Flote is also the master of twists and turns, so I still don't admit it.

I've always thought that in the first film, Neville's cutie was petrified all night, and when he woke up to find that his friend hadn't come back, he must be worried and blamed himself.

I'm trying not to go black old Deng hahaha...