After the two Long Aotian looked at each other, the universe trembled!

He thought he was dying, and everything in front of him was just an illusion before he died.He was very open about his impending death.Originally, he was ready to die at any time, but he never thought that he did it himself!

Ever since he settled down in the chaotic star field, he often dreamed that he was tied to the stake, and the firewood was piled up underneath. On the soaked land, ask him: Why didn't you die!

'We all want to live, why die? '

'You dare not even resist, coward! '

'If I live, I will continue to fight with the Grunts until they are driven out of the earth.You, a sewer rat, only dare to hide and hide, are you bloody! '

'Your blood is ice, there is no humanity at all. '

'Watching one's compatriots die without coming out to stop them is not worthy of living as a human being. '

'In order to survive, you dare not even admit your human identity, you betrayed human beings! '

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In the first dream, he was very terrified: I wanted to save you too, but I was too weak at that time, even if I shot, I would just die with you.I swear, I will avenge you.

But no matter how he explained or begged, those people didn't stop, they laughed and lit the firewood below, watching him being swallowed by the fire.

'Can revenge make us alive!We just want to live. '

'Since we can't survive, why don't you come to hell with us. '

Every time he woke up from a nightmare, he couldn't fall asleep again.

He knew that the nightmare was not real, and no one had ever accused him of it.Everything is just a demonic obstacle caused by the backlash of power affecting the mind.But he also knew that the reason why the backlash of power could affect him was because of his guilty conscience!

Being cursed and being tied to the stake was his suspicion of his choice of silence and guilt towards the dead.

In the dream, he begged hard, but couldn't escape being burned to death. It was because he had seen with his own eyes how helpless his compatriots were, how humble they were, how docile and obedient, but only because of the sudden interest of the Guru people. He was caught and burned alive.

The desperate cry in the dream was not made by him, but the desperate cry of his compatriots before his tragic death, which he had heard countless times.

The repeated dreams made him more and more unable to control his temper, and when he was upset, he would find trouble with the Guru.Even he himself couldn't tell if he really wanted to avenge his compatriots, or if he just wanted to gain peace of mind, or maybe he became like the Guru people, who wanted to kill them just because they were unhappy.

As long as anyone provokes him, he will make that guy regret being born in this world!

Even in a dream, dreaming of being besieged by his compatriots, he wouldn't just wait to die—it's just the incarnation of the demons in his heart, so let's all die.

Then, he felt that even if he was not a demon, so what, could he not resist when his compatriots attacked him?Just a joke, there were quite a few awakened people who committed suicide.

All last resorts are just excuses.

The so-called prudent self-preservation, watching compatriots being massacred, not daring to stand up, is indeed cold-blooded, isn't it!

In order to survive, he pretended to be an exiled nobleman of a high civilization, and indeed abandoned his human identity.

The so-called seeking revenge from the Guru people is just avenging the incompetence of the past!

[No matter what happened in the past, now I am strong, so I am alive. 】

After acknowledging his cold nature, the demons dare not pester him anymore, and he can finally sleep well.And after jumping out of the rules and regulations set by myself, I found that my previous self was just mediocrity.He became more and more unscrupulous, and he became Rousseau Hughes, the master of the chaotic star field, who made the entire interstellar talk pale.

He is still pretending to be a high-ranking alien noble!

As long as you can live a better life, why can't you put a layer of skin on yourself?Only fools and people who really cover the sky with one hand dare to say that they are not hypocritical at all.

If the backlash of strength can also be eliminated at the same time, he will probably really be able to sit back and relax.

Such a chic life didn't last long, and he immediately found that he had no interest in anything.He doesn't know what he is pursuing, what he likes, and what he insists on.Because some of the things he insisted on were torn to pieces by his own hands not long ago!

Once people have no pursuit, they will feel that life is very boring.It even pops up sometimes, life is meaningless, it is better to die.He didn't even have the motivation to take revenge against the Grunts.

Although he has thoughts of self-destruction, he will not voluntarily give up his life.Suicide means that he bowed his head to fate, that he denied everything about himself, and that he lost to the demon.And suicide is shameless. If he really committed suicide, those who curse him every day and expect him to die will definitely spread his story as a joke throughout the universe.

He cannot allow himself to be a joke.

But when he really killed himself, he felt that it didn't matter.Just a joke, I can't hear it anyway.

However, after following that young self for an hour, he discovered that it was a real world, not a dream.It is impossible for the dream to complete all the details, and it will not present things that he does not know in more detail and completeness in front of him.

Just like what his young self said, he thought his body was destroyed at the time, but he could actually devour his young self's consciousness and live well in that world.I believe that he, who already has a lifetime of experience, can live a better life again, and will never take those crooked paths again, and will never play himself to death like a joke.Maybe he can become a hero of mankind and wash away the shame of his previous life.

But why does he want to live again, isn't he tired of living?

In his short life, he was born in the expectation of his parents, but was abandoned by them; he was helped by strangers, but was hunted down by strangers; How to enslave his own compatriots, and received help from aliens on the way to escape.

The world is either black or white, and he himself has blood on his hands, so he insists on living to make others happy?He is tired of this world, what does the fate of the people on earth have to do with him.

After recognizing his own thoughts, he watched the play as a bystander with peace of mind.Seeing my young self face each day recklessly and positively, I suddenly remembered that when I was young, I was like this.

But soon he discovered that the stupid boy was still different from himself. He was nervous at the slightest sign of trouble, and was even so funny that he thought that the end of the world was coming, and he had to carry a bag of rice every time he went out to feel at ease.

Just like reading a novel, everyone will assume the perspective of the protagonist, not to mention that he and the stupid boy used to be the same person, so the sense of substitution is stronger.Every time I see a stupid kid suffer, I want to grab him by the collar and shout: Are you stupid? Why are you so stupid!Can't move your brain!

Those who bully my stupid boy, just wait for me, sooner or later let the stupid boy clean up you.

If it weren't for the shot, it would be even weaker. He really wanted to teach those people some lessons with his own hands.

It's a pity that no one can hear what he said, even a stupid boy can only vaguely sense it.No one can hear his words, he is ignored by others, he has also been irritable, but he calmed down quickly:

I don't even plan to live anymore, so irritable!And the stupid boy is not really brainless, he has his own way, he has gone on a different path from me, he has his own philosophy of life.He loves life, and even though he thinks the end of the world is coming, he is actively preparing for a better life for himself.He is very wary of people, and he is not soft on those who threaten his life, but he is willing to return kindness to everyone who has kindness towards him.

He lives more chicly than me!

I envy this chic!

Not being able to communicate with people for a year made him suffocate.When he finally talked to the stupid boy, the education experience that he had held back for a year literally gushed out.

During that time, even he thought he had become a chatterbox.But after calming down, he found that he still had no motivation to live. Living was too boring. Now he just wanted to keep his young self from going astray, not to make the mistakes he made, and let go when the stupid boy could stand alone .

As for how the stupid boy would choose, he never interfered.He wanted to see how this guy, who was on a different trajectory from himself, would face the coming disaster.

But I didn't expect that my young self turned out to be a narcissist. On the first day we met, even he dared to tease: Boy, do you know who you are molesting!I am the devil pirate king who scares all the children to tears in the future world!

Forget it, he has a lot of adults, and he doesn't care about this kind of childish jokes with stupid boys.

But he didn't expect that he would be tempted, and the other party was really tempted.

But what about heartbeat, his parents' marriage let him know that sincerity can't stand the test of time, and the shortest shelf life of love may only be a few seconds.He didn't plan to live anyway, so he kept pretending that he didn't understand.

Until one day the stupid boy pointed it out: Are you hanging on to me?

At that moment, he realized that he actually didn't want to die a long time ago.

After following the stupid boy for more than a year, even if he really died, he would be pissed off, how can he continue to be decadent and world-weary!He didn't realize it before, because he was living in the circle he had newly drawn for himself.And it is true that he kept hanging on to the stupid boy unintentionally, but did not give him an answer.

He, the pirate king Rousseau Hughes, lived his whole life, only doing things he didn't want to do, and there was nothing he dared not do.Now that he has realized what he really wants, even if he dies, the stupid boy must only be his person and only think about him for the rest of his life.

And it's not like he doesn't have a chance to live, as long as he goes back to the original world and takes out the things he prepared just in case, he can create a new body for himself.In this regard, he has a wealth of experience, otherwise he would not be able to pretend to be an interstellar aristocrat who looks very different from humans.

After discovering his thoughts, he immediately lowered his voice, hoarse on purpose:

[I like you, but I don't even have a body now, so what can I do to like you! 】

[Can you give me time?I'll get this sorted out as soon as possible, and I'll formally propose to you. 】

The stupid boy was indeed a stupid boy, and he was so happy that he couldn't find Bei with just a few words, so he acquiesced in the verbal engagement.

The stupid boy always thinks that he is upright, and he doesn't think about why he has survived since he started to flee after awakening.What didn't he do when he was running for his life?Telling fibs is nothing but petty things.But seeing the trusting expression of the little lover, I suddenly feel a little guilty...

In the following period of time, he didn't know how to confess to his little lover...

So before he left, the little lover asked him: So when you didn't know if you could survive, you chose to let me live and wait for myself to disappear?

He chose to tell the truth: not for you.

He was just showing his head at the time and didn't want to live!

The author has something to say: There was a BUG in the last chapter, modifying the effect of jade and blood, it was found that the person should be Yu himself, it has been modified.

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