Cloud Heart of Fragrant Honey

Ning Yun stood not too far from the body and looked at it for a long time.

To be honest, if she wasn't really familiar with it, she wouldn't be able to tell at a glance that the female corpse in front of her was herself in her previous life. She really didn't know how long she had been soaked in water, and she was a little deformed.

But T-shirts, jeans, sneakers.

This outfit is so familiar. When she tripped over the floor-length dress at first, she missed it many times.

But now, Ning Yun only felt that a piece of ice was stuffed into his throat, and it kept falling down, heavy and cold.

Those memories she had forgotten, discarded, and the past flooded her irresistibly like a tide, drowning her.

If you want her to make a label for herself, it must be bad luck.

Ever since she was born, she seemed to have never been favored by the god of luck, not even once.

Lost his mother at the age of three, his father at the age of ten,

At the age of 12, she was raped by her stepbrother. She sued her stepbrother to court while her stepmother begged and cried.

However, even though she won the case, she had to suffer from strange eyes and suspicion as a victim, and was even expelled from school in the end.

At the age of 16, during the winter vacation of her third year of high school, she was hit by an electric tricycle and broke her leg. Due to poor treatment, she could see the shadow when she walked faster.

, her stepmother died of illness, she was finally alone,

At the age of 19, her postgraduate quota was replaced by a girl in the same dormitory.

At the age of 22, because of saving a woman who committed suicide by jumping into the river, she fell into the river and ended her short life.

But fortunately, in her life, there are occasional glimmers of beauty,

It's a bottle of milk from the neighbor's sister,

It was Xu Xu's instructions from the aunt downstairs,

After the stepmother was fired, she earned tuition fees by doing odd jobs.

It is the family members of the car accident who sincerely apologize and take good care of them.

It was the schoolmates who came forward,

It is the rainy morning, the sparrows that land on the window sill and preen their feathers,

It is a plum fragrance that floats when passing by the park in winter,

It is a little fresh green blooming on the branches in early spring before the snow has melted,

And the book her father handed her before he died—in this world, only acquired knowledge and principles can accompany you forever.

Some people say that when a disaster strikes, everyone has to endure it, and must endure it, as long as they don't die—it's easier to die.

However, if you only regard life as endurance, then even if you are alive, it is just meaningless pain. To be strong, it is not for you to endure pain, but to live a good life and bloom in all sufferings.

She didn't understand those truths until a long, long time later.

She doesn't think she is such a kind person, at least she repays all the hurts she has received firmly, just like her stepbrother, like the classmate who replaced her, not only watched her take the exam A better school was eventually sued by her, and she lost the quota that did not belong to her, and left a mark on her life file.

When she stretched out her hand to pull that woman, she didn't think much of it at all. However, from a certain point of view, she can be regarded as a good person with good rewards. She got a new life, started anew, and, constantly, constantly, gained a lot .

That world gave her a lot of hardships, but in fact it also gave her enough fairness. She had no regrets, no obsessions, and walked away without any worries.

However, since she is a demon, does she still have any obsession with her previous life?

Ning Yun looked at her, and didn't understand very much. She said she was sad, and it seemed a bit sad. After all, she was about to take the doctoral exam. She felt that she was quite sure and had a bright future. It counts as a benefit, and there is nothing to worry about in the world, so why do demons appear in the heart?

She stood facing her "self" for a long time, but found that the environment had not changed, so she had to carefully step sideways, gradually approaching her past "self".

The closer he got, the clearer his brows became. Ning Yun slowly, slowly raised his hand and brought it close to "my" cheek.

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I don’t know how long it took, ha——she took a deep breath,

A sense of suffocation suddenly surged up, and the water entered her heart and lungs. She struggled feebly and painfully, and finally sank.

Ning Yun raised her head violently, pressed her chest, panted heavily, and sweated profusely. It took her a while to wake up from the process of death. These memories were the parts she had completely forgotten. In her past memories, when The moment she fell into the water, she woke up on the vine.

She stood there to calm down for a while, the unconscious trembling of her body gradually stopped, and then she found that "self" had disappeared.

Looking around, the dense fog had cleared up a bit, and there were shadowy figures around her height far and near.

Ning Yun moved in the direction of a dark shadow. This time she made mental preparations first, but when she actually saw what it was, she was still frightened and took several steps back. It was a nearly burned body. The charred body, most of the face was burnt beyond recognition, only a small part of the right eye and cheekbones remained, but just this little bit, it could be seen that it was almost similar to hers.The whole body was scorched black, and the clothes and body could not be seen.

She stepped back, and suddenly bumped into something——

"Ah—" The memory that suddenly appeared made her scream!What clearly appeared in the memory was the process of being gnawed to death by wild wolves. The sharp fangs dripped blood and were almost close at hand, tearing the body. Since she did not touch the fatal part at the beginning, she almost Seeing a few wild wolves with tangled hairs divide this body and eat it.

Then, she gradually remembered more.

While hunting in the forest, she pushed away her little sister who was going with her, but was bitten by wild wolves and couldn't get up.

Just grown up, the elder brother who was engaged to be married was arrested and served as a soldier, and never returned.

The toddler's mother pushed her aside, only to die under the soldiers' iron hooves.

Caimen was pushed away vigorously, and the strong father was slashed to death.

These sudden influx of memories are in reverse order, a clear and clear short life, she watched, listened, and felt from the first perspective, every pain seemed to have really happened, and this girl unexpectedly It's called Ning Yun.

This body also shattered into thousands before her eyes and disappeared.

I don't know how long it took before Ning Yun raised her head from that memory. She found that the fog seemed to have really dispersed this time. However, the scene in front of her made her hair stand on end——

I don't know how wide the place is, and I don't know how many bodies of various tragic deaths are staggered, and each body has a similar appearance and height to her. She can easily see the cause of their death: ten thousand arrows piercing the heart , burned, corroded, cut off half of the body by a knife, and smashed half of the head by a gun...

Ning Yun looked around in bewilderment, and staggered a few steps, afraid of bumping into something again.

It took her a while to realize that if she wanted to go out, maybe—

Almost masturbating through the erected corpses, she reached out to touch them, so at that moment, she could see the memories of those short lives and feel the pain of different deaths.

Fortunately, in those memories, at the last moment, only because of the pain caused by the death process, they finally returned to tranquility, no resentment, no unwillingness, only an empty calm like fallen leaves returning to their roots.

Ning Yun doesn't know how many times she has seen it, she has gradually realized that these may be regarded as herself, it is not her, but her past, different situations and experiences will cause slight differences in character and destiny, hundreds of thousands of times She was reincarnated, she didn't know if she should smile bitterly, no matter which life she was in, her luck seemed to be bad.

Life is always full of ups and downs, and they are not too long. In the end, they always die because of saving people in an inexplicable way. classmates, or even just a stranger.

Counting it all together, the past life she first remembered was the best of all her fates.

She didn't know the meaning of the memories she looked at. In the huge place, part of the body had dissipated and left a piece of space, but the surroundings were still innumerable.

She stretched out her hand and patted her cheek to clear up her numb mind. She didn't know if she could go back to reality when the last body disappeared, but now, she could only watch and read these , have a chance to see the next change.

Ning Yun moved forward step by step, and every time she absorbed a memory, she had to rest for a while, because the person in these memories was herself, those thoughts, those experiences, it was too easy to empathize with her, and the blind pursuit of speed at the beginning caused the memory After the confusion, she had to slow down.

Fortunately, for some reason, she brought in Runyu's reverse scales. Ning Yun raised his hand to hold the scales, and pressed it to his lips, letting his body feel the touch. He closed his eyes and traced the scales. Looking at the people I met in this life, Runyu, Jin Mi, Luo Lin, Lord Changfang, Lao Hu...

Now he is her only portrayal point, remembering him, recalling him, can remind myself what I am doing and why, and not get lost in the endless cycle of time.

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Ten days passed, and Ning Yun still hadn't woken up.

The robbery clouds that had gathered in the sky never dissipated.

The entire Luoxiang Mansion is in a state of being ready to explode at any time.

Luo Lin has gone to Shangqingtian to seek help from Xuanling Doumu Yuanjun.

Linxiu lowered her head and recited the "Pumen Jing".

Sitting under the grape trellis in Chiying Courtyard, Jin Mi flipped through the treasures of the flower world, and there was a pile of spiritual herbs piled up on the table, waved to the fairy attendant from the Marriage Mansion annoyedly, "No, no, no."

Runyu gently wiped the cold sweat off Ning Yun's forehead, warmed her cold hands in her palms, begged the gods and Buddhas in her heart, and only hoped to keep her safe.

The author has something to say:

I have always believed that a person's character is caused by their own background and past experiences, so the heroine's past is almost set before even the plot is designed. The background comes from itself, and Experience comes from heaven.

The heroine can simply regard the suffering she has suffered as bad luck, because she has been able to transcend those and not take it to heart.

This is also the reason why she is so free and easy and easy to detach. She thinks it is good to be alive, but for death, because there is nothing that must be lived and attached to, she also feels that it does not matter.

Therefore, when it comes to feelings, she is not purely a woman of engineering and science thinking, but really a little unattached.

For her, the most important thing is "I", not selfishness, but self-awareness. It no longer exists, so this is also her heart demon robbery.

For her, all the endings that are too unrequited are actually a kind of failure and compromise, a self-abandonment. Of course, some branches have not penetrated this, and some have penetrated but still compromised... Well, related content will be written later to some.

In short, that's it, and the demons in the next chapter are over.