After Crossing Through Ten Worlds, I Failed To Run Away

After finishing talking with the doctor, Zhou Lin came to Ji Ning's ward, stood in front of the bed, and looked down at Ji Ning who was lying on the bed.

There was a faint sweet fragrance in the room, Omega was still awake, his face was pale and quiet, and his eyes were tightly closed.

His neck was clean and white, and the skin around the glands was smooth and flat, without any traces, and he didn't smell any Alpha when he was in heat, but his body had already been branded as belonging to Zhou Cun.

"..."

Zhou Lin looked at it for a long time, reached out and gently held Ji Ning's fingers, put his exposed hand back under the quilt, pulled the quilt for him, then turned and walked out.

This is an Omega belonging to his brother.

But after his brother passed away, the doctor asked him to mark this Omega instead of his brother.

Even if it's not a permanent mark, just frequent temporary marks are enough for Ji Ning to become his Omega.

Just now, the Zhou family showed a difficult attitude towards the doctor's proposal. Out of nostalgia for Zhou Lin, they actually didn't want Ji Ning to leave the Zhou family in the future and go to find another Alpha, but Zhou Lin was very concerned about Ji Ning. Marking is indeed unrealistic.

It's not that they don't want Zhou Lin to help Ji Ning. If he can replace Zhou Cun and Ji Ning as partners, they are also very willing, but Zhou Lin naturally hates Omega pheromones. If he marries Ji Ning, it will only make him It was very painful, and it was another kind of harm to Ji Ning.

Zhou's family discussed for a long time, and finally decided to let go, to find an excellent and gentle Alpha for Ji Ning, but at this moment, Zhou Lin suddenly stood up and said to his family.

"I'm fine, I can mark Ji Ning."

He pursed his lips, gradually clenched his hanging hands into fists, and finally revealed his secret.

"I don't know if it's because the pheromones of my brother are very similar, and my brother has a high degree of compatibility with Ji Ning's pheromones. I don't reject Ji Ning's pheromones. To me, he is a normal Omega .”

His parents and sister were a little surprised when they heard the words, maybe it was wrong to think so, but Zhou Lin alone did not reject Ji Ning's pheromone, which was a wonderful comfort to them.

Perhaps this is God's will. Zhou Lin could only spend his life with Beta, but now he has an Omega that he doesn't reject. Zhou Lin's pheromone is the best medicine to save Ji Ning, which shows that Ji Ning is destined to become A member of their family, even if Zhou Cun is gone, they can still form a partner with Zhou Lin.

As brutal as it is, that might be how they met.

Zhou Lin stood outside the building, the courtyard was quiet, the setting sun was setting, and the afterglow dyed everything a thin red.

Looking at the bloody sunset, he raised his hand to light a mint cigarette, and slowly exhaled a puff of white mist, all his expressions were shrouded in haze.

No matter how much he wanted to deny it, in the darkest corner of his heart, the unspeakable shameless joy was still spreading wildly like a virus.

From now on, Ji Ning is his Omega, he can embrace him, kiss him, possess him openly, even if he feels hard to let go of his brother's death, he still has ample reason to ignore the guilt and guilt in his heart, Hypnotizing himself, he was only thinking about Ji Ning.

In this way, Ji Ning had a reason to accept him.

It doesn't matter if it's a substitute, or a dog crawling at Ji Ning's feet, as long as he can touch Ji Ning, it doesn't matter if he gives up all his dignity.

——So this time, would you like to take a look at me?

He looked down at the little sparks falling on the ground, and said silently in his heart.

However, when Ji Ning woke up, he rejected the doctor's advice.

Whether it was Zhou's father and mother persuading him earnestly, or several doctors took turns to explain to him the disadvantages of continuing to use suppressive drugs, Ji Ning sat on the hospital bed with a pale face, but still shook his head slightly, calmly but firmly refused. with everyone.

Zhou's father and Zhou's mother were very anxious. They were really helpless, and finally suggested tactfully that if Ji Ning could not accept Zhou Lin because of Zhou Cun, they could also introduce other Alphas to Ji Ning, but they were still rejected by Ji Ning. decline.

"Thank you uncle and aunt."

The weak Omega showed a faint smile, and said softly: "But I don't need other people's marks, as long as you continue to give me suppressive drugs, I'm fine."

"You child, why are you disobedient..."

The two elders were moved by Ji Ning's infatuation for Zhou Cun, but they couldn't bear him to torture themselves so much. After Ji Ning recovered, they brought him back to Zhou's house, and often left him and Zhou Lin alone intentionally or unintentionally. get along.

They have hinted to Zhou Lin more than once to let him take the initiative. Zhou Lin felt guilty towards his brother, but couldn't help but yearn for Ji Ning. He tried to get close to Ji Ning, but he still couldn't shorten the distance between the two, even He could feel that he was being alienated by Ji Ning again.

Ji Ning became more and more indifferent to him, even worse than before. Zhou Lin felt very uncomfortable, but he didn't dare to forcefully mark Ji Ning. He was afraid that Ji Ning would hate him and even leave the Zhou family. After all, Ning is not a member of the Zhou family. If he wants to leave, the Zhou family has no right to stop him.

Unless it is to imprison Ji Ning, but how can they bear it.

Zhou Lin often saw Ji Ning taking suppressive drugs, but his condition was getting worse and worse. Even if he took the drugs, he would still enter the estrus period, and he could only rely on injections to calm down every time.

That night, Ji Ning entered the estrous period again. Zhou Lin stood outside the door, and heard the Omega's painful moan from inside the door. His heart was bitter, but he couldn't help being infatuated with the fragrance that emanated.

However, it didn't take long before this fragrance was mixed with a hint of blood.

The smell of fresh blood became stronger and stronger, Zhou Lin's heart tightened suddenly, and he immediately pressed the doorknob, but the door was locked by Ji Ning from the inside, and he couldn't get in, so he slammed into the door without hesitation. At the end of the middle, all I saw at a glance was a small piece of glaring blood.

Omega sat on the innermost part of the bed, curled his body tightly into a small ball, held a fruit knife in his hand, and cut off his arm one by one, the blood that flowed out stained his hands red.

There were three or four empty needles scattered on the bed. His face was full of tears from crying, his cheeks were sickly red and stained with blood. It was supposed to be a sweet tide, but because of the passing of Alpha, he fell into extremes. in pain.

"Ji Ning!!"

Zhou Lin's heartbeat almost stopped, he rushed over, snatched the fruit knife from Omega's hand, smashed it to the ground, and made a "dang" sound.

He clasped Ji Ning's shoulders tightly, his fingers so hard that his skin sunken, his eyes were covered with scarlet bloodshot eyes, and he shouted hoarsely: "Are you crazy, do you fucking know what you're doing?" ?!"

Ji Ning struggled to open his eyes, looked at the Alpha in front of him, and smelled the familiar breath. He suddenly sobbed, and blood dripped from his fingertips, like the blood gushing out of his heart.

"Zhou Cun, Zhou Cun..."

"Zhou Cun is dead! Look clearly, I am Zhou Lin, not Zhou Cun!"

Zhou Lin was about to be driven crazy by him. He was panting heavily, his chest heaved violently, his eyes were as fierce as a wild beast, and he pushed Ji Ning down violently. Regardless of his struggle and resistance, he bit Ji Ning's gland fiercely. , Inject your own pheromone into it little by little.

The smell of blood mixed with the smell of pheromone, Zhou Lin bit it hard, blood flowed into his mouth, he tasted Ji Ning's blood, and at the same time, there were tears from his own eyes.

The nanny downstairs heard the movement from the bedroom and came up to check. Seeing the blood on Ji Ning's body, she screamed, which made Zhou Lin regain a little reason from the out-of-control mad state.

Seeing the cut on Ji Ning's arm and the blood all over his body, his heartbeat stopped for a moment, he immediately picked up Ji Ning and ran downstairs, he treated the wound for him with trembling hands, and then drove Ji Ning to Arrived at the hospital.

His parents and sister rushed over after hearing the news, and saw Zhou Lin's shirt was covered in blood, sitting outside the emergency room with his head down. Scary, but okay.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief when they heard the words, but what the doctor said next made their hearts hang in an instant.

The doctor told them that this doesn't mean that Ji Ning's condition has completely stabilized. What's really bad is the internal condition of his body. His already fragile body has already been riddled with holes during the estrus period. If he can't heal properly, His condition will deteriorate rapidly and may even be life-threatening.

Zhou Lin covered his face with his hands dejectedly, sobbing softly.

He has always respected Ji Ning's wishes and did not force him to be marked. On the one hand, he did not want Ji Ning to hate him. On the other hand, he still couldn't let go of his brother, so he chose to continue waiting. If he is willing to accept him, he doesn't have to feel so guilty about his brother.

But at this time, he was strongly hating him, he hated his own hesitation, hated Ji Ning's strong love for his brother, he even hated his brother, hated why he had to die, and why he had to punish Ji Ning before he died. Temporary markup.

Now, Ji Ning not only can't forget his elder brother, even his body has become his elder brother's property. Could it be that even if he dies, his elder brother will go to hell with his own Omega and let him rot with him? ?

Zhou Lin was in a trance, leaning on the back of the chair, slowly stood up, ready to welcome Ji Ning out, but at this moment, the lights in the emergency room turned on again, the nurse in the emergency room opened the door, Inform the doctor that the patient's condition has suddenly deteriorated sharply and requires immediate emergency rescue.

The doctor immediately turned back to the emergency room after hearing the words, staring at the red light on the door frame of the emergency room, a double image gradually appeared in front of Zhou Lin's eyes, reflecting a blood red.

His breath was lingering with the epiphyllum's breath, mixed with a strong smell of blood, the smell was so strong that it made it difficult for him to breathe, there was constant buzzing in his ears, and his chest was so stuffy that he wanted to spit it out.

Consciousness is like an old tape, intermittent, sometimes he feels that he is awake, but sometimes he seems to be dreaming, and occasionally his consciousness will be interrupted for a few seconds, as if he is asleep, but he is obviously not sleepy at all .

The sound in the corridor became quieter and quieter. It must have been late at night, but Zhou Lin had no concept of time, and he couldn't even think of picking up his phone to take a look. There was only one thought left in his numb brain .

do not die.

He cannot die.

Don't leave him like his brother did.

After what seemed like a long time, the lights in the emergency room went out, and the doctor came out, the surgical gown was covered in blood, and he took off his mask and said something.

Zhou Lin's tinnitus was severe, and he couldn't hear what the doctor was saying. He just saw that when the doctor made a mouth type, his sister burst into tears.

In an instant, he was dizzy, his body swayed, and he fell onto the chair. Even though he wanted to stand up again, he found that he could not move at all. He couldn't say anything, and he couldn't move his knuckles. Numb, unable to feel my own breathing and heartbeat.

With blood all over his body, he sat quietly at the door of the emergency room, just like Ji Ning when his brother died.

He also lost his beloved.

……

This day is the day of Ji Ning's funeral, the weather is gloomy, it seems that it may rain at any time.

Wearing a black suit, Zhou Lin stood silently among the crowd of condolences, with black hair, black eyes, and pale face, like a silhouette in a black and white photo.

The Zhou family did not choose cremation, but packed Ji Ning's body in a transparent coffin, intending to bury him in the way of burial.

His body was lying in the coffin, and everyone took turns to say goodbye to him. When it was Zhou Lin's turn, he held a bouquet of white flowers in his hand, walked to the coffin, lowered his head and stared at Ji Ning's face, his eyebrows and eyes were quiet, as if just Like falling asleep.

He slowly leaned over and placed the bouquet in front of the coffin, but suddenly he lost his footing, knelt down on one knee, and pressed his upper body against the coffin lid.

Suddenly, rain fell from the sky, and it quickly became dense. Many people opened their umbrellas and held them high above their heads.

Zhou Lin was pulled by the arm to make him stand up quickly, and at the same time stuffed an open umbrella in his hand.

He held up the umbrella, put the handle on his shoulders, and blocked all the sight behind him. The rainwater slid down his chin. He looked down at Ji Ning in the coffin, and instead of getting up, he lowered his head slowly. He kissed lightly on the coffin lid.

Everything annihilated.

……

Sitting at the desk, Zhou Lin stared at the family portrait in the photo frame for a long time, and suddenly reached out and took the photo frame over. With a soft "click", he removed the back of the photo frame, and took out a piece of paper that was pressed behind the photo. strip.

The note is crumpled and the color is old. He wrote it many years ago. At that time, his brother was not dead and everyone was happy. I was bored and couldn't write a word during the exam. I scribbled on the draft paper and wrote down a sentence.

"If I were my brother..."

After writing this sentence, at that time he suddenly felt extraordinarily ashamed, tore it off with a guilty conscience, stuffed it into a ball in his school uniform pocket, and originally planned to throw it away, but accidentally kept it Down, saved until now.

This is a very inexplicable sentence. Others can't understand it. If they understand it, they must just think that he doesn't want to be overwhelmed by his brother. In any case, he never thought that it would have something to do with Ji Ning.

No one knew of his most secret wishes.If he was the older brother, he would have met Ji Ning first, making Ji Ning fall in love with him, and then he was thinking, if he could die instead of his older brother, Ji Ning would not be so sad, let alone die so early passed away.

Looking at this note, Zhou Lin curled the corners of his lips mockingly, put it on the table, and was about to restore the photo and the note, but suddenly heard a knock on the office door.

"Please come in."

He turned the photo frame upside down to cover the photo and note, and said in a deep voice to the people outside the door.

The door of the room opened in response, and it was his secretary who walked in. The beautiful female secretary smiled and nodded at him, and said to him: "President Zhou, it's time, you should go."

Zhou Lin was a little surprised, because he didn't remember any plans to go out this afternoon, so he asked, "What's the matter?"

"Don't you remember?" The secretary showed a hint of surprise, and quickly laughed, "It's a good thing you told me to remind you. Your brother is going to participate in the city's speech contest, and you once said that you must Come and see it, it’s today.”

"My...brother?" Zhou Lin frowned, "Which one is my brother?"

The secretary was even more surprised: "Who else is there, young master Zhou Cun."

Zhou Lin was stunned for a moment.

After a while, he seemed to have remembered something, and immediately reached out to support the photo frame, only to find that the family portrait on it had changed, and it became a photo of the five of them in the past.

The parents in the photo are still very young, sitting in the middle of the photo, standing next to a boy and girl, sitting on the father's lap is a younger boy, the girl is his sister, and the boy should be his brother Zhou Cun, but now became--

Zhou Rin's eyes gradually widened, looking at the young man's face, although he was somewhat similar to his elder brother, but he could not be mistaken, this young man was himself, and the boy sitting on his father's lap was his elder brother Zhou Cun's appearance .

In the photo, he has become an older brother, while his older brother Zhou Cun has become a younger brother.

There was also a new line of handwriting on the yellowed note.

"Then as you wish."