71 changes

The hand casually placed by the side was raised, changed its posture several times imperceptibly, and finally fell down again. Polusalino laughed angrily with hatred, and after a while he said in a hoarse voice, "Yeah, that's really an extremely proud statement." what~"

Hearing his conclusion, the man on the opposite sofa was stunned, his eyes showed some puzzlement, and he seemed to ask silently, 'What's wrong? '.

Polusalino narrowed his eyes slightly, only to feel an unspeakable loss suddenly arise, accompanied by anger and unwillingness.

At that time, he discovered that Qiansui Baisui insisted on protecting not just a certain camp or a certain person, but she was always like this, putting compassion and kindness on everyone who didn't matter, like a real god.

Just like a god who has no anger or joy, even if he is betrayed by human beings, he still remains the same.

Her eyes can see through prosperity and decline, and can see through darkness and light, but her eyes are really like the gurgling stream of the mountain stream in the autumn morning, no matter how many plots, tricks, love and hate entanglements are fleeting, they cannot stay in it.

Sure enough, it's because you don't care, right?

I don't care about a certain camp or someone, for her, 'we are just passers-by', she is not human, she is a monster, she has a long time, so she doesn't pay attention to a specific person, she only insists on implementing own beliefs.

Just like what she said on the Ceylon on that new moon night, 'I don't agree with your ideas, but I must defend to the death your right to speak. ', clearly aware of what is happening in the human towns on Shard Island, but in the end they chose to negotiate with the navy to protect those people.

She knew that the human cities and towns on Shard Island had already been eroded by people with ulterior motives, and she still decided to defend the rights of those people at this moment.

The power to 'live'.

Qiantui Baisui is such a person, and Polusalino is very clear. She said that survival is the right that everyone has, and it is the duty of everyone who can afford it to defend this right.

What she insists on defending is also the original and original essence of the 'justice' that Polusalino and his camp have guarded for half their lives.

He should be happy for her, Polusalino thought to himself, he should be happy in the first place, she has not changed at all for thousands of years, she is still the same person as before, but why is her heart hurting like being cut open?

Why forget?Why forget?

If it wasn't for forgetting that she would hate, she would be for her adoptive father Durand.Scott's death and hating the world...Polusalino would rather she remember everything, even if it is polluted by hatred, than she is compassionate and indifferent, like a high god.

He has loved her since that year, but it was also since that year that he has hidden terrible thoughts in the deepest part of his heart, loving her traits and hating her traits.

I want to destroy the indifference and alienation in her eyes, I want to destroy her ruthlessness, I want to pull this cold-eyed bystander down from the clouds, and make her a woman who can cry and laugh and understand love and desire.

……

At this moment, perhaps the aura leaked out in an instant was too ferocious. Polusalino noticed that the eyes of the person on the opposite side tightened slightly, but she quickly glanced at Qiuqiu beside her, and then relaxed again.

"Your Excellency, Admiral, um~" After a pause, she tentatively changed her name again, "General Huang Yuan."

"Yeah, don't be so formal, just call your name." Polusalino raised the corners of his mouth, and replied with a half-smile, "Based on our relationship, why should you see outsiders when you are a hundred years old?"

When he said this, her whole face turned black, as if she had endured and endured and finally couldn't hold back, "It is necessary to see outsiders, I don't remember having anything to do with you!"

"You're so old and changeable/perverted/ghost!" She had a vein on her forehead, gritted her teeth, and then shifted her gaze a few times to land on the ghost spider, and said angrily, "A meeting request Bao Yang, you've never seen a woman before, right?"

Taking a sideways look at the ghost spider who didn't look too good, Polusalino raised his hand and stroked his chin again, and smiled slowly, "Yeah, Bai Sui, you look so pretty when you're angry."

"It's a man's nature to be lustful, and being fascinated at first sight is the highest praise for you."

"Shut up!" Her eyes suddenly turned cold, she was silent for a moment, closed her eyes, took a deep breath before opening them again, the expression in her eyes became calm, "I'm sorry, it's my fault to waste time on verbal disputes Gaffe."

"The frosty appearance is also great~" Polusalino narrowed his eyes slightly, teasing her persistently, "But I also hate your current appearance..."

"Don't treat me like a stranger, thousands of years old." He tried to explain in a more peaceful tone, but unfortunately he stared at her eyes with a bottomless, suffocating haze, "You make me feel like this? I'm very destructive."

Looking up and down at the person sitting on the opposite sofa, Polusalino hooked the corner of his mouth, he saw his own image reflected in her eyes, sharp and bloody like a beast, "Destroy you, destroy everything Someone or something you care about."

……

The atmosphere seemed to freeze with his announcement. After a long time, Qiansui smiled without changing his face, and sighed softly, "It seems that there is no need to continue the conversation, right?"

"General Huang Yuan is in a bad mood. I don't intend to provoke a dispute, so I have to leave temporarily." The tone was soft and gentle, and while speaking, she moved slightly as if remembering.

Seeing this, Polusalino's eyes suddenly turned cold, "Yeah~ you dare to go, the fleet surrounding the nearby waters will launch an attack immediately."

"I don't care about blood flowing into rivers and corpses everywhere."

"The navy doesn't have to rely on your strength. If you don't get the power rock, it can be destroyed. Together with the thousands of lives on Shard Island, I just want to ensure that it doesn't fall into the hands of pirates."

"And you don't care about the life and death of human beings as you claim."

"Hundred years old, I know you very well."

"It's because you care about you that you don't admit it. You don't let the people or things you care about become constraints, so that you can get more protection for them in the negotiation, right?"

"So, don't drive me crazy, thousand years old."

It's not bad to fix her eyes on the slender and charming figure of that person. She tilted her head slightly and finally some concerns appeared between her brows. Polusalino leaned back heavily on the back of the sofa, with subtle satisfaction hidden in his eyes.

"Now, sit down, let's talk slowly." He raised his chin, and he motioned to her, "Let's talk again on the basis of absolute equality."

Qiantui Baisui didn't move or speak, and Polusalino didn't urge him, he knew that she would definitely do it in the end.

He knew her very well, she couldn't let the navy attack Shard Island, especially when there was still room for maneuver, she was such a character, kindness and compassion were hidden behind her ruthlessness.

In addition to dealing with her adoptive father, she would lock the evidence of the toxin in the lead amber mine and the initial radiation treatment plan in the World Bank vault, leaving Frevans as Durand.Scott was buried.

At the same time, she would also sympathize with murderers like Angelina.

Strange values, a compassionate heart full of contradictions.

Polusalino even felt that he should be thankful that she had forgotten. Although he still hated her for forgetting his existence, he had to admit that sometimes forgetting was a relief for her.

Durand.Scott is the cause of madness for a thousand years, and Rosindy is the reason for nirvana in a thousand years.

Well...if she can wake up in exchange...

……

Polusalino didn't wait too long, and in the silence, Qiansui Baisui sat down slowly.

Xu Shi was shocked by what he said before, she frowned and looked him up and down for a while, her eyes showed some doubts, "It seems that we really knew each other before?"

"But..." She raised her hand and rubbed her forehead, her tone seemed hesitant, "I haven't left Shard Island since I woke up."

"Yeah~ Have you ever doubted how many times you've woken up?" He snorted and reminded with ulterior motives, "I don't believe you don't have any sense of familiarity with this world."

Hearing this, she put down her hand abruptly, raised her gaze, and her pupils rippled as if the wind had suddenly swept across the surface of calm water, "How many times? Sure enough?"

'really? Tasting her words carefully on the tip of his tongue, Polusalino's face softened a little, and the cruelty before the massacre also faded a bit.

"I met you nearly 30 years ago. If you count Rossindi, you should be awakened for the third time."

"Or it should be said that it appeared in this world for the third time."

Leaning forward slightly, Polusalino gave a wry smile, not caring that she could clearly see his frustration, "You are so cruel, Bai Sui, I am the one who forgets every time."

"Your time has been frozen, and I have to grow old with my memory."

"Thousands of years, the pain of being left behind is only tasted by me, how unfair~"

During the time he spoke, she listened quietly, her brows were calm, until she heard him say 'the pain of being left behind', a few traces of her face slipped...

How to describe it?As if I had experienced the same pain, I felt extremely sad and deeply hurt.

It's just that the strangeness is fleeting, as if after a long time, the heart-piercing pain has healed, leaving an old wound, which is only stabbed like a needle when it is occasionally touched.

Those eyes were closed, the slender eyelashes lightly covered the shallow water mist under the eyes, and the cherry-colored lips trembled slightly, as if she was about to cry, "I'm really sorry, the person who was left behind and always People who can't forget are just as painful~"

At this moment, Polusalino had seen the look of a thousand years old before. When they met at the beginning of the year, he had seen this kind of old wound buried deep in the softness and tranquility, not for Durand.Scott, but an earlier injury earlier.

Thousands of years have always been a woman with a story. Polusalino knew it very early on. She was scarred but could live with a smile. She had great power and was not distorted. Back then, he saw too much of being polluted by hatred and becoming indiscriminate revenge. After comparison, people feel that her soul is extremely beautiful.

She is like the ice-cracked porcelain carefully collected in the inner courtyard of the imperial city of Chitu Continent, a treasure left by an ancient civilization that has long since disappeared. The scars are clearly visible, but it is shockingly beautiful.

……

After silently looking at the painful face of the person opposite him for a while, Polusalino pursed his lips, suppressed the overwhelming pain in his heart silently, and said in a hoarse voice, "I forgive you, Bai Sui."

Forgive you for forgetting again.

If this prevents your eyes from being filled with boundless hatred, then... I have no choice but to forgive you.

……Dividing line……

The silence seemed to be extended infinitely, thousands of years old seemed to be trapped in sadness, eyes closed all the time, Polusalino didn't try to disturb her anymore, he also sat quietly, waiting for her to calm down.

After waiting for a long, long time, she finally opened her eyes slowly, with a few traces of moisture remaining in her eyes, her jet-black pupils were as beautiful as a pair soaked in spring water, "Are we friends?"

"No—" He raised up a finger and shook it, giving a negative answer to her question, Polusalino smiled softly without changing his face, "We are lovers."

His answer made her stunned for a long time, her face went through a circle of various colors, and finally she raised her eyebrows slightly, her expression showed some incredulity, but more of it was disbelief.

"Yeah, don't be in a hurry to deny it." Polusalino said before she spoke, "I know all your habits, what you like and what you hate, and..."

Pausing for a few seconds, he lowered his eyes, lowered his voice, and said in a slightly ambiguous tone, "You have wagtail stripes on your back."

"I know you're going to deny it because you're not tempted, right?"

"But a hundred years old..."

After a while, Polusalino raised his eyes again and hooked the corners of his mouth, "You also said it yourself, hormonal impulses often run counter to emotions."

She opened her eyes wide and her mouth was tongue-tied. After a long time, she stumbled and blushed, "This kind of words are indeed like what I said, but..."

"Yeah~ You really want to abandon me again." Polusalino smiled helplessly, "It was the same way when I found you last time. I should have gotten used to it long ago, right?"

While talking, he squinted at the ghost spider sitting sideways from the corner of his eye, and Polusalino put on a very, very sad look, "Fortunately, there is a witness here, ghost spider, right? Centenarian wants to abandon me again what~"

"..." The ghost spider turned its head with a distorted face, its neck seemed to be stuck by a rusty gear, and it took a long time before the corner of its mouth twitched violently in response, "Ah~"

"Look, there are witnesses~" Polusalino spread out his hands, with a serious look of 'heartbroken but had to face reality', "Okay~ Baisui, you have no reason to abandon me, I'm an old man after all~"

……

There was another eerie and oppressive silence.

"..." Ghost Spider, (▼▼).

"..." A thousand years old, ∑=△=.

"..." Polusalino, =￣ω￣=.

After a long time, Qiansui Baisui, whose eyes and mouth corners twitched violently at the same time, seemed to have finally recovered from the huge blow, "Wait! I always feel that something is wrong!"

After straightening her face, she looked suspicious, "You say we are lovers?"

While talking, she looked him up and down with weird eyes, as if she was choking, her expression twisted several times, and finally squeezed out a sentence from her teeth, "I'm still a virgin, my soul is light!"

"Yeah~" Polusalino raised his brows with great interest, "It turns out that the rebirth of Nirvana will not only forget but also restore the body~"

He had already made up his mind to keep her by his side no matter if he cheated or robbed her, so he had already thought about all the countermeasures, but he didn't want to...

For some reason, hearing him say this, Chitose Baisui's entire face twisted, "You are Marysu! Your whole family will die once and become a virgin again!"

Although she didn't know why she was so angry that her hair stood on end, it didn't prevent Polusalino from knowing that what she said was full of curse words, so he smiled slowly, "Aren't you a hundred years old in my family?"

After finishing the words, Polusalino's face was hit by a sofa cushion. He could have avoided it, but he couldn't dodge in time because he was greedy to see Qiantose Baisui's face that was dizzy with anger.

The view was blocked by the sofa cushion, Polusalino clicked his tongue, and quickly tore it off, and when he looked up, he saw the man pounced on him with his teeth and claws, and he moved his mouth and hands as in previous years when she was irritated.

Throwing away the sofa cushions that got in the way, he quickly blocked the fist that was about to hit his eyes, and instantly clasped her wrist bone with his backhand and retracted it——

Grabbing the dominatrix with delicate force, Polusalino smiled rascally, "Honey, you want to say that I am incompetent that prevented you from turning into a woman, right?"

Looking at her expression, he could tell what this person was complaining about. She must have put all the responsibility on him, although she didn't know where 'Nirvana rebirth and repairing the body' hit her breaking point, ╮(╯▽╰) ╭.

The dominatrix always liked to shirk responsibility, and every time it was either on him or on Sakaski, Polusalino was used to it.

So don't be angry -- it's strange!

……

With his head lowered halfway, Polusalino smiled horribly at the man in his arms, "It's okay baby, you'll know if I'm useful or not~"

Then, when he finished speaking, the man who had already opened his mouth and started to bite him gave a touch, and his whole body turned into a round black hair ball like magic.

"Hey!" Mo Hei Tuanzi yelled angrily, then turned his head and pecked directly at his wrist.

And with the success of Qiantui Baisui's transformation, Qiuqiu, who was squatting quietly on the sofa, flashed in an instant, opened his mouth and hung high on his arm.

Polusalino was stunned, and the satisfaction of the soft jade in his bosom was suddenly replaced by a sense of strangeness.

One big and one small two, Mo Hei Tuanzi desperately pecked at him, as if venting his anger, the balls were hanging on his arms, like pendants...

It's so cute! What should I do! ≧ω≦.

After a while, Polusalino raised his hand that was not a tool for grinding his teeth, and gently covered his eyes.

He is really worthless, he hasn't changed for so many years, as long as she is still there, as long as her eyes are not polluted by hatred, he doesn't care about anything~ No matter how much hatred is hidden in his heart, she can calm down the hatred before him. The strong killing intent was ruthless, like the water vapor on the glass window dissipated, leaving only clarity, as long as she was there, there would only be pure happiness in his heart.

What should I do, Bai Sui, I have already been tamed by you~

Like the story you told about the fox and the little prince back then, the fox was tamed by the little prince, and the little prince who left that planet fell in love with a rose, and the fox waited forever.

I am a fox, and you are a little prince at a hundred years old, but... I hope to rewrite the ending.

Stay for me, hundred years old.

It's okay to forget, let's start over.