Yume Shuro

?In the early morning, Zhou Yu passed the mansion, and as soon as he entered the back garden, he could faintly hear the Qin Zheng playing among the pavilions and pavilions, and the sound of the zither appeared and disappeared.The sound of the zither is faint, as if telling the joys and sorrows of life, the melody is dull and sorrowful, pitiful for the misery of the world, behind the bead curtain, that pretty face, who is it not Renxian?Thinking about the time in the world, how fast it is, the little girl who was still holding his hand by the corner of his clothes and calling "Brother Yu" playfully, has grown up now, and even is going to be a wife, but it is a pity that the one she married Not only is this person not the one she loves in her heart, but he is probably not the one who loves her.The strings turned a few times, trembled a few times, and then gradually returned to calm, and there were a few sighs from the pavilion.

Through the beaded curtain, Renxian had already seen Zhou Yu approaching slowly from a distance. When he reached the pavilion, the song ended. Zhou Yu stood outside the pavilion, as if he had no intention of entering the pavilion, so he stood up and pushed aside the beaded curtain. Yingying walked in front of him,

"Brother Yu." But she saw her eyebrows furrowed tightly, her eyes were full of worry, and she spoke plain clothes, as if she was not a bride who was about to get married, but a filial daughter who often served her soul.

"This song is very sad, it seems like you have thousands of people mourning in your heart, but this song seems a little weird, it doesn't look like Jiangdong's tune, could it be that you created it yourself?"

Renxian felt disappointed, shook his head, and said, "Sister Ling taught me that, unexpectedly, today it just fits my mood."

"Spiritual cultivation?" Hearing the name, Zhou Yu immediately lost his doubts. It's no wonder that she knew it, and it was always unexpected. Zhou Yu slowly turned his back and looked at the rockery. , the breeze blows, and the weeping willows beside the bridge have already complained about Lisi, "'After the rain, one flower falls, one worry is paid to the mist.' Princess...is it a matter of dissatisfaction and marriage?"

Ren Xianwu's heart trembled. Thinking about it, there was no possibility of turning around this matter, but in his heart, he was still looking forward to something. The mountains are high and the rivers are far away, and the peerless death is not something the person in front of him is willing to do. What's more, He already has a beautiful woman by his side.

"What do you think, Brother Yu?" Ren Xian said coldly, standing upright, his eyebrows frowned.

"My lord's decision is justified. Besides, you are married to Liu Bei. Even though you are the second wife, you are always the main wife, so..."

"Zhou Yu!" Ren Xian said angrily, this was the first time in her life that she called him by his name directly.Because she couldn't bear to listen anymore. I don't know how many people have said these high-sounding good words in her ears. She really didn't want to hear him say it again. This sound shocked Zhou Yu and herself, but at this time She faintly felt that if she didn't say some things today, she might never have the chance to say them in the future, "Brother Yu, do you know why I am angry and bitter?"

"It's useless to pretend to be a woman, and marriage is a big deal, but I can't help it."

"Not only, but also because... because the one I married was not the one I love, but the one I love has already married someone else."

Hearing this, Zhou Yu's face changed slightly, but she asked again, "Brother Yu, do you know that the person in my heart is..., is..."

"It's me." The two words were spoken calmly, without any emotion or anger.

"You know? It seems that I haven't kept anyone from it."

Zhou Yu sighed softly, "So what if I know, the Princess should know, I..."

"You don't need to say too much, I understand. I'm always deceiving myself. I'm just lost to time. If I was born more than ten years earlier, with the closeness between you and elder brother, can I... be with you for the rest of my life? Left and right. You don't have to veto it, I know I'm just deceiving myself, and that's it, I won't get the status even if I get the status."

"Benevolence..." Zhou Yu couldn't bear it, and said that the princess will return to Jiangdong soon after this marriage, but I don't know, is this a comfort to her?

"Brother Yu, Renxian doesn't hate or complain. I just want to ask, if, I mean, if...if you abandon your family, country, and world, will you persuade your second brother to withdraw from this marriage?"

"I..." Give up the family, the country and the world?How can it be possible? This is his long-cherished wish and ambition, and it is also his promise to Bofu. life?"

"Heh, heh." She sneered, so helpless, so ironic that she couldn't bear it. "What's the point of civil and military affairs? What's the use of you civil officials and generals? Jiangdong Jiye, the second brother actually wants to exchange his own sister's life, and you can only say helpless. I was born in the Sun family. After all, I was lucky. Still unlucky?"

Did you ever know that my luck in this life is that I met you by fate, even if I don't have the fate to stay together, the joy of childhood can also comfort my whole life.And the greatest misfortune in my life is that I have been in love with each other, and I have been infatuated all my life, but I can only watch you grow old hand in hand with others.Danqing Sushou, in the past, splashed ink, dyed rice paper and painted peach blossoms and demons, before he was young, he looked at the king with sorrow, sighed, it was already his smile.Zhou Yu, if I can stay far away from you, will I be able to look far away from the end of the world, and I will have nothing to worry about from now on?

"What's the point of thinking about this now?" After a long while, he could only say this sentence, without any other words of comfort.Looking back on this life, he has galloped on the battlefield for more than ten years, and there is nothing difficult about him, but he has never felt so incompetent like today.

"Yes, what's the point?" Renxian smiled wryly, "Since I was a child, I always refused to listen to what my parents and elder brother said, and always wanted to disobey, but this time, I'm afraid I can't help it." Her eyes were filled with sadness and indifference , could not help but shed tears.Zhou Yu took out a brocade handkerchief and handed it to her to wipe away tears, Renxian took the wipe, but when he was about to return it, he heard a clear and clear child's voice calling, following the sound, he hurried to that place, and hurriedly took the brocade handkerchief to him. Phra Zang is placed in his arms.

"Aunt——, Aunt—"

Sun Shao ran towards this side, and Qiao Wei chased him not far away. Seeing his nephew running profusely in sweat, Ren Xian squatted down, wiped the sweat from his head and face with his sleeve, and said with a light smile, "Shaoer, look at you!" , why are you so anxious, it’s already autumn, and you’re sweating profusely from running.”

Sun Shao was in a hurry, "Girl, Mother said you are going to get married, isn't it, is it that Shao'er won't be able to see Aunt in the future?" The words choked up, and when they finished speaking, both of them had tears on their faces .

"Sister-in-law, princess, your sister-in-law is talking, and Gong Jin will leave first." Zhou Yu lowered his hands to salute, and before waiting for the two sister-in-law to respond, he also forgot to take back his brocade handkerchief, and left.

"Gongjin, he..."

"Sister-in-law, don't worry about him." Renxian stood up, looking at Zhou Yu's back, and when he was far away, he turned his head and said, "Sister-in-law, you and Shaoer, this is..."

Qiao Wei sighed softly, "Shao'er heard about you, and made a fuss to come to you. You have loved him so much since you were a child, how can he bear you?"

Renxian couldn't help being sentimental, leaned over and lowered his head, caressed Sun Shao's cheek and said, "Shao'er is good, aunt also misses you, aunt... aunt will definitely come back to see you." Sun Shao was only ten years old, although he was born in a general's family After all, he was still a child, not to mention that he lost his father at a young age, which made him more sensitive and vulnerable than other children.

"Renxian, my second uncle said that the wedding is still in Jiangdong, after the wedding, then..." Shaoer was sensible, seeing her mother talking to her aunt, she sat in the booth without disturbing her.

"So what? I have to leave anyway, sooner or later, what difference does it make?" Since it is destined, why bother to think about it, there is always fate, and you can't escape if you want. "Shao'er... finally grows up day by day. It doesn't matter if he doesn't inherit the title of eldest brother, he doesn't have to, and he will exchange his marriage." When the word "big brother" was mentioned, Renxian hurriedly wanted to shut up, and whispered One sound, but it was already too late.How did you forget the taboo?I'm afraid it will cause my sister-in-law's sadness again, "Sister-in-law, I..."?