Yume Shuro

"Ma'am, Zhongqing is only afraid that Lujiang will not tolerate me and Lanzhi."

Hearing his helplessness, Lingxiu couldn't help sighing, and only softly comforted him, "Anyway, you and Lanzhi, it's time to go back to see your mother. After so many years, life and death, she has long been dissatisfied with Lanzhi. It should be gone. After your family is reunited, stay far away, leave Lujiang, leave Jiangdong, and don’t come back anyway. I owe you, and I will repay you in the next life.”

Jiao Zhongqing returned the salute again and again, sincerely and fearfully, "Madam, don't say that. If it wasn't for the Governor and Madam, there would be no reunion of my husband and wife, and why would Zhongqing be here today? If we talk about repaying, it should be our husband and wife repaying the virtuous couple." , Suddenly thought of something, "Ma'am, this matter is very important, and someone needs to help, otherwise, it may be difficult to hide it from the sky. Why don't you ask Mr. Feng Chu..."

Mr. Fengchu...Pang Tong?Thinking of his future belonging, Lingxiu was frightened for a moment, and shouted, "No! You can't tell Mr. Fengchu, you can't!"

Jiao Zhongqing was surprised and didn't understand why, "Madam, why?"

"Because, because... In short, I just can't." After thinking over and over again, it's useless to say some things, and who would believe them?

"Ma'am, is there any inside story?"

Lingxiu hesitated, and after a long while, Fang stammered, "Jiao Shaoli, you have given up a long journey to come here, I believe you. I, I just, can't trust others." Even if it is difficult, even if it is dangerous, she has to be alone Worry, if Pang Tong finds out, I'm afraid that there will be endless troubles in the future.

Jiao Zhongqing thought carefully, and immediately bowed his head, "Zhongqing understands."

"Sister Ling, sister Ling?"

"Ah?" Lingxiu was startled suddenly, and Fang returned to reality. The past and the past seemed to have entered another world, and he avoided death, but he still couldn't escape life.

"Sister Ling, what's the matter with you?" After returning to Lingxiu's expression, the princess slowly breathed a sigh of relief, trying to calm down the excitement and surprise in her heart, and heard her speak slowly,

"I'm fine. Princess, you once said that you admired Zhou Lang since childhood, but now that he is like this, do you still have the heart of admiration?"

"Even though the world is changing, Renxian's original intention remains the same. No matter what he becomes, he is still the Brother Yu whom I have loved since I was a child." Suddenly feeling that something was wrong with his words, the princess paused, feeling a little embarrassed , "Sister Ling, I...I mean..." She wanted to explain something, but couldn't think of words for a while, who knew that Lingxiu smiled indifferently, "It's okay, the princess said that after the general, he will automatically Childish, always outspoken, spiritual practice has long been learned."

"Sister Ling, since this matter has been concealed until now, why did you tell me today?"

"Princess, you said that you blamed me for breaking your dream with one hand. Now, how about I let you realize it?" She had no choice but to think that if she could arrange everything before going back, she could do it too. ... Take it easy.

"Sister, what do you mean?" The princess became more and more puzzled. In the past, the woman in front of me was firmly in love with each other, and it was difficult to separate. Now, she said these nonsensical words again, as if she wanted to fulfill her intentions. What, and there are many embarrassments.

With tears in his eyes and enduring the pain, Lingxiu choked up and said the last thing he wanted to say, "I...I mean, if one day I'm gone, would you stay by his side and take care of him?"

Renxian stared sharply, and sternly reprimanded him, "What do you mean? You want to leave him? Do you regard him as your burden?"

"No, that's not the case. Why do I want to leave? I'm afraid I can't help myself." At the beginning, I only wanted to leave this era of right and wrong earlier, but now, I have too much reluctance. , never involuntarily.After all, she is just a pawn in the hands of fate, and when it is time to leave, no one can keep her. "If I say, I'm not from this era, I'm going back to my own era, will you think I'm crazy?"

"Yes." Ren Xian resolutely said with angry eyes.These words made her unbelievable. Indeed, she only felt that the person in front of her was crazy, so she uttered such nonsense.

"Princess, how many years have you known me? If it weren't for some unavoidable difficulties, would I be willing to leave him? What's more, I still have Xun'er and Yin'er, and...the unborn child in my womb." Lingxiu burst into tears, and only told her all her thoughts and concerns in the past few days. Her words were so earnest that Renxian couldn't help but began to think carefully about her fallacies just now.

"What you said is true?" It was hard for her to believe a third of it, but it was so unbelievable. Based on what she had heard, seen, and known in her life, it was extremely impossible.

"Exactly!"

The princess settled down, but suddenly began to hesitate again, "No, no, I still can't believe it."

"Princess..." Lingxiu couldn't help it, knowing that if she didn't believe it, it would be very difficult to say clearly. As long as she knelt down with tears in her eyes, whether she believed it or not, she only thought about the remaining days of Zhou Lang and Xun'er brothers and sisters. It should be taken care of.Who to entrust, she thought about many people, such as her sister, foster father, and even sister Ruyue, but in the end, she still wanted to ask the Princess.

"Princess, I don't know how to persuade you to trust me, but, no matter why I am no longer by his side in the future, you will definitely not leave him alone, will you?" For her heart, Guessing that she will have no regrets in this life, sometimes she thinks about whether it is too selfish to take advantage of herself so much.

Seeing Lingxiu in such a state, almost choked up, although Renxian felt that this was really weird, he always looked into her eyes, but he didn't feel that she was lying, "Sister Ling, get up quickly, I...I promise you That's right." Ren Xian was stunned, if she could ask to be with him day and night for the rest of her life, she would be willing, but it was not like this, as the old friend was no longer there, she looked at each other as if forcing him to stay.Thinking of the past and the future, why did Lingxiu's request be granted, why did she feel secretly happy, sure enough, what she asked for was so humble, and she just looked at him like this?

Helping Lingxiu to get up, she calmly agreed, "Sister Ling, don't worry, if one day, you really...are not here, I will not only take care of Brother Yu for you, but I will not call Xun'er and Yin My son was wronged." For?How could she be a substitute, how could she wish to be a substitute?Just for her own sake, isn't she willing?

"Princess, thank you... Thank you." I couldn't stop being thankful, and Lingxiu couldn't describe the taste of it. It was clear that she had no worries, and she should be at ease, but instead, there was a lot of grief, and there was ……envy.Jealous of the princess, as long as you pass the test in your heart, you can always be by your sweetheart's side in this life.As for myself, after 12 years of resolution, who would have thought that the marriage would end in this way.I can't wait for it to be a farewell in the history books. She cuts her wrists and throat, so that she can be with her in the world.But now, it's absolutely impossible, and I can't help myself.

"What are you talking about? Thank you so much, why are you still crying?" This soft and gentle voice startled both of them suddenly. When they turned their heads, they saw that it was Zhou Yu, and they didn't know when he would stop. He played the string, and walked behind the two of them.I think Lingxiu forgot that this was his home, and he said that he was blind and would never wander around.

"Zhou...Zhou Lang, when did you come?" Both of them panicked. Although it was sooner or later, they were both thinking that they could hide it from day to day. Seeing that he had come early, they were afraid that he had already heard. What happened.Unexpectedly, he only smiled lightly, and there seemed to be disdain in his words,

"I've only been here for a while, and I heard your thanks coming and going, with tears coming from your thanks."

Lingxiu and the princess only looked at each other, it is expected that he has not heard everything, if not, it would not be such a leisurely joke.Wu has added a little bit of suspense, so what should I do in the future? "Sister Duling is a little more worried. Seeing me rushing thousands of miles to Jiangdong to burn incense for you, thinking of my good second brother's treatment, I couldn't help but feel grateful, and started crying, which made me shed tears too. .”

"My daughter's family is like this, she wipes away her tears when it's a trivial matter, Renxian, after you are always a general, how can you lose your heroic spirit and have more tenderness?" Zhou Yu couldn't see the person in front of him, He had no choice but to turn his head to that side according to his voice.

"Brother Yu is getting more and more unforgiving. I haven't seen you for many years. I wanted to comfort you, but you made fun of me instead." As soon as the princess got angry, the mood of the youngest daughter's family was revealed again. I forgot my worries just now.

"Princess, why bother to investigate with him? Isn't he just like this, he felt that you are not an outsider, so he dared to make fun of you?" Lingxiu then remembered to wipe away his tears, and softly persuaded.

"Ren Xian, you have been out for a long time, I am afraid that the family should send someone to look for it." The implication is that if the Sun family members know that he is still alive, and if the word spreads to the ears of the lord, it will be a waste of time. Liu, his life, I'm afraid it will be more and more difficult to save.

Renxian was startled by this, so he opened his mouth wide, and before he could exclaim in surprise, he suppressed his voice, yes, this is also a catastrophe, and he will have to take care of him every day from now on, if the second elder brother finds out, it may be difficult Even if it involves him, this section also needs to be carefully arranged. "Sorry, I almost forgot about your current situation. Brother Yu, sister Ling, then I'll go back first." After saying that, he didn't make any parting ceremony, and went away without looking back.

It was getting colder, and the breeze made the fallen leaves on the ground rustle, and they moved a little, but they couldn't fly anymore, "Zhou Lang, the wind is blowing, let me help you go back to your room."

Zhou Yu followed the voice for a step or two, and said slowly, "Okay."

Just entered the room and helped him to sit down, before Lingxiu closed the door, he heard a sigh from behind, which seemed to be accompanied by tears, "Lingxiu, God took my eyes away, is there still a sigh? Lian, can't you bear to let me watch you leave me?"

Lingxiu was startled, she was still holding on to the door frame with one hand, and before she had locked it, the cold wind seeped in from outside the door, blowing her heart even colder, she shivered a few times, and then closed the door behind her.It was so easy to calm down, but the words just now couldn't stop echoing in my ears. "Zhou Lang, you, what are you talking about?"

"You don't have to take chances. I heard everything you told Tuo Renxian just now." The tone was very deep. If it weren't for seeing his dull eyes blood red and slightly teary, no one would have noticed it. Come joy.

"Zhou Lang, listen to me..." She still wanted to explain something, but it was all in vain.

Zhou Yu cut off her words, even if she hadn't, she couldn't say anything to explain, "I just want to ask you, do you really, don't belong to this world?"

Lingxiu wept, nodded his head in death pain, and suddenly remembered that he was no longer visible, "Yes."

"Are you telling me nothing in vain?"

"Yes."

"When you came to Huaishui, you were helpless?"

"Yes." Lingxiu said silently, except for "yes", there was no other answer.

"After giving birth to Yan'er, you are going to leave me?" If he had known this earlier, it would be better to let him die that day, and this time, he would not have to suffer such torture.It is much better to be waited on and missed than to be worried about not seeing each other.

"Yes...but I—"

"Will you forget me?" Up to now, all things are unavoidable and irreversible, all he wants to know is this sentence.

"No, never!" She was so helpless, and the only thing she could guarantee was this sentence.

"Lingxiu, we... still have seven months left, don't cry, okay? I don't want to, the last engraved you in my heart is not happy. I don't like your crying." Zhou Yu stretched out her hand, He wanted to wipe away Lingxiu's tears, but in the dark, he couldn't touch her face. Lingxiu hurried over and took his hand.

"I promise you, I won't cry, Yan'er is about to be born, I'm happy. Our daughter, we... finally have a daughter." She grinned, trying to smile, but her eyes still didn't live up to expectations .Feeling pain in my heart, I buried my head deeply in his arms, never felt that I was so greedy for his arms.

Hearing her cry, touching her hair and tenderness, Zhou Yu hugged her tightly, "I promise you to cry for the last time, and I will accompany you." Cry with you, a pain, after that, it will be a moment For thousands of years, I missed it in my dream.

When she first came here, Lingxiu had never felt that seven months were so short. She felt that everything was too slow, so slow that she was bored every day, so she had to count the white clouds and stars to live. Until now, she wished that there would be no sun and moon in the world. Eternal life will be so good.Day after day, Yan'er is getting bigger and bigger. Counting the time, she may be born at any time. The only time, she hopes that the child will be born later, even if it stays in her womb for the rest of her life. Not seeing her appearance, she misses her a little bit from time to time, but two evils are right, she would rather not see her daughter.Looking up at the bright moon in the sky, it is not the full moon that makes people happy, but I can see many sorrows of parting, the cold light is dazzling, the more I look, the more afraid I become.

"Madam, it's late at night and the weather is still cold. I'm afraid you'll catch typhoid fever after standing in the wind for a long time. Lan Xi will help you go back to your room and rest." Lan Xi put the cold clothes in her hand on her body, Said slowly.

Lingxiu smiled lightly, and before he could say "good", he suddenly felt his stomach ache, just like when Xun'er and Yin'er were born, "Ah, oh, I...my stomach is so good Pain. Lan Xi..."

Hearing Madam's cries of pain, Lan Xi panicked, hurriedly helped her to the couch, and called Suyin to find the midwife. After a while, Lingxiu's forehead was covered with sweat from the pain. Zhou Yu and the two All the children waited anxiously outside the door.The pain this time was worse than the previous two births. At this moment, Lingxiu felt two kinds of pain in his heart and stomach. He couldn't suppress it. He couldn't help but shouted loudly. perception. ?