[Comprehensive] The Giant of the Red Chamber

"Xiao Rong'er, those people are too hateful. When we get to that world, we must find them one by one, so that they can experience the taste of despair." 738 then became resentful. Such people are really worse than animals. It has emotions in the system.

"What needs to be settled will naturally be settled one by one. Although this Jia Xichun has suffered a lot, she is still a boudoir lady. She was not a particularly assertive master in her lifetime. I am afraid I can't fully explain what I want. Let's listen to her first. It's better to help her fulfill her wish in a targeted manner, so that the resentment can be dissipated." Jiang Yingrong comforted 738 and continued to listen to Xichun.

"I hate it so much, I hate it so much. I hate why I was born as a human being. I hate that this world doesn't want to give me a little warmth. If I didn't want to be born in this world, how could I suffer so much pain?" This is hatred to the extreme. I am afraid that Jia Xichun's spirit is a little out of order.

"Sometimes I wonder if it's because I'm too cold-hearted, always saying 'I just know that I can keep me, don't care about you, don't tire me if you have something to do', always thinking 'no It’s hard to be a ruthless person, it’s rare to be a man’, ‘I’m a pure and innocent person, why did you teach me to break me’. Others say that I am cold-hearted, cold-hearted and cruel-hearted, but I don’t care, I always feel that I am not cruel-hearted Cutting off all kinds of emotional entanglements in the world, one cannot become a free person. Am I wrong? God also thinks that I am too unfeeling, so he punishes me, so that I will not be peaceful when I die, and let those people goug out My eyes and my tongue were cut off, just because those people think that even if I become a ghost, I can't see, I can't speak, and I can't find their revenge, and I can't tell my grievances."

Xichun was in too much pain, and couldn't figure out why she faced the lack of family affection when she was born, and had to live with others without enjoying a moment of warmth.Xichun knows that she has neither amazing talent nor enviable appearance. There is Daiyu Baochai and Zhuyu in front of her, and Shi Xiangyun who is out of character, informal and attracts attention in the back. Tanchun, even Yingchun, who is born cowardly, has a good appearance. The sisters have their own characteristics, either with distinctive personalities or good looks, which have already attracted all the attention and attention of the elders.

As the youngest Xichun, there are few people who can put themselves in her shoes. She seems to be in the bustling city, but she is very lonely. She can only disappear from the crowd and become the most inconspicuous one.

The environment she was in, and the attitudes of everyone made Xichun gradually indifferent to the world and life, and formed a withdrawn and indifferent character who did not care about others.There is also the gradually declining Jia family, and the unfortunate ending of the three sisters, which makes Xichun worry about her future. She loses attraction to everything in reality, so she has the idea of ​​dying.

After abandoning the mundane world and stepping into the Buddhist door, Xichun was greeted with the most cruel and fatal blow. This was the last straw to save her life, but it made her fall into the abyss beyond redemption.After knowing that there are such filthy things in the pure place of Buddhism, he loses his mind and changes from abandoning the world to being world-weary. Xichun's world view collapses little by little, and finally he attributes the pain caused by others to himself, regardless of cause and effect. Think it's your own fault to be punished like this.

Sad and deplorable, this is Jiang Yingrong's inner voice after hearing it.Since Xichun was born, many things have been imposed on her by the world. She has no choice and no strength to resist. .

If you want to do this task well, I'm afraid it will take some effort.Jiang Yingrong not only needs to punish those scum, but also to express the hatred in Xichun's heart.It is still necessary for Xichun to understand once again that evil exists in this world, and evil people are inherently evil. It is not Xichun's fault. She no longer belittles herself.Finally, try to give Xichun the truly free life she longs for, so that it is possible to truly understand this matter.

"Miss Xichun, you don't have to belittle yourself. Whether in the secular world or Buddhism, there are gentle scum and ugly people. You are a good girl. You should not punish yourself with the mistakes of others. You need to know the cycle of karma and bad retribution. Those wicked people In the end, I will pay a heavy price for my evil deeds." Jiang Yingrong's soft voice comforted Xichun who was getting more irritable.

"Isn't it my fault? Is it really not my fault?" Xichun drew herself into a narrow and biased cage, unable to break free.Suddenly someone told her that it was not her fault, but began to doubt herself.The current situation is indeed not that Jiang Yingrong can break Xichun's wandering thoughts back with just a few words, she can only give her strong hints over and over again, and fulfill her wish one by one, so that Xichun may once again recognize herself from the bottom of her heart.

"Of course, if Miss Xichun doesn't believe it, I can take you to see if they are wrong or you are wrong." Jiang Yingrong threw down the bait.

"Can I still go back?" Although there was a little hope in Xichun's tone, it was more of an escape.

"Of course, you can come here and tell your wish, and you will have a chance to start a new life, and you can live the way you want in this life." Jiang Yingrong is persuasive and persuasive, hoping that Xichun will tell her true thoughts.

"No, I can't, those people are all cannibalistic beasts, and I'll just go through the torture again when I go back, I don't want, I don't want, ah..., I don't want..." Xichun couldn't hold back, her whole body was overwhelmed by the pain. Terrified of trembling.

"Don't worry, girl, I will always help you, you just need to stay in the depths of your consciousness quietly, no one else can see you, then quietly watch those wicked people be punished, and spend a free life with me. Of course, those villains need girls to identify them one by one, so don't miss them." This is Jiang Yingrong's plan this time, this girl is too miserable, even if she sees another Xichun living as she wants in the end, I'm afraid It is also a temporary solution rather than a permanent cure.Xichun had to participate in and feel the path, the beautiful scenery, the delicacies, and even the wicked people who were punished, in order to save her completely.

Of course, this kind of opportunity to bring wish-wishers into the WTO is very rare. Only gold-medal dream-fulfillers like Jiang Yingrong have individual quotas, which are suitable for wish-wishers like Xichun.It is just an excuse to ask Xichun to help identify the villains. The excuse is that this is the reason why she brought Xichun into the WTO, and wants her to kill the enemy, otherwise Jiang Yingrong can let 738 find the person and directly liquidate her.

"Is it okay?" Xichun confirmed again.

"Of course, if you don't believe me, open your eyes and take a look." Jiang Yingrong ordered 738 to take out the elixir stored in the space that can repair the damage of the soul, but after a while, Xichun returned to normal, and her body was changed into clean clothes.

Xichun shook her eyelashes tremblingly, opened her eyes gently, and a white and smooth face appeared in the mirror, just like her appearance before she became a monk, without any change, as if the previous injuries were all illusions, because The pain from the wound also disappeared.

This kind of fairy trick is just to convince Xichun that Jiang Yingrong has the ability to help her fulfill her long-cherished wish. Xichun looked at the beautiful woman with a gentle smile and confidence in front of her. This must be Sister Fairy.

Jiang Yingrong continued: "Miss, can you believe that I have this ability now, and if you come back to life again, what will the girl wish for?"

In fact, Xichun was able to speak at this moment, maybe it was because of the influence of the events before her death, which left a shadow, and she still just said silently in her heart:

"I want those wicked people to be punished, and save the girl who strayed into the devil's den like me; if possible, I don't want the three sisters to fall into that situation again, and sister Daiyu will no longer die of serious illness, no, sister fairy , if you have a way, please help Sister Yingchun and Sister Daiyu. Yuanchun and Sister Tanchun are too demanding of me. There is also a painting, serving me for a while, but in the end I was cruelly kicked out. In fact, that thing is just a painting It’s all for my brother to keep it safe, although there is a mistake, it’s not a big mistake, and it won’t be beaten, killed, or sold.”

This girl Xichun has been reduced to this point, but all the wishes she made are for the sake of others, and she is so considerate for fear that she will trouble Jiang Yingrong.Putting Yuanchun and Tanchun aside, I am afraid that I understand that the matter of these two sisters is related to the court harem, and I am worried that Jiang Yingrong will be embarrassed, and that although the two people's path is part of family pressure, the choice of the two is not their own. One's own selfishness is ultimately one's own willingness, whether it is good or bad has to be accepted by oneself.And Yingchun didn't do it out of intention and had no ability to resist. She was killed by domestic violence within a year after marriage, and Daiyu died at a young age. This is really a pity.

In this way, it can also be seen that Yuanchun entered the palace early in Xichun's heart. In fact, she didn't have much affection. She just lamented Yuanchun's ending; To do some flattery, although Xichun is inconspicuous, she is quite noble in person, so naturally she can't really play with smooth and flattering people; and Yingchun and Daiyu, who Xichun wants to help, are hurting others , feel that the two are equally in a weak position, and the other is aloof and self-reliant, with a character that Xichun very much agrees with and loves.

Sure enough, some people, even if they don’t have much ink in the book, or even the little transparent existence, once they really appear, they can find a lot of bright spots. A respectable place.

"Okay, I will try my best to help you achieve your wish, but it doesn't matter, you can still think about it slowly, we are going to re-enter the world together, you can tell my sister what you think of at any time, and my sister will help you realize it one by one." It will also give you a real Buddhist pure land and a free and unfettered life, Jiang Yingrong added in her heart.For such a girl, Jiang Yingrong doesn't mind showing more kindness and giving her more pampering and benefits, but she doesn't have to worry about becoming a greedy and greedy person.

"738, get ready to join the WTO. This time, I want to devote myself to Jia Xichun." This is Jiang Yingrong's rare designation to devote herself to. In the past, it was randomly assigned. It is very likely that the person who devotes herself is not the person who made the wish, but someone who has a relationship with the person who made the wish. , but this time many things must be carried out by myself.