[Comprehensive] The Giant of the Red Chamber

Sending off the little eunuch, Yinzhen sat in the study like a puppet in a daze, without saying a word, while Su Peisheng at the side quietly followed Yinzhen with his eyes, but as a personal eunuch, even if he was embarrassed on weekdays, this It's not easy to speak out for a while, so I can only worry on the sidelines.

"Let's all go out, I want to be alone." Yinzhen waved his hand, still looking helpless and hesitant, his whole body was filled with a strong sense of loneliness and depression.He wondered if he personally pushed away Er Niang's love this time, was Er Niang heartbroken and desperate?Is there any chance for him to restore his relationship with Er Niang?Will Erniang never forgive him again?Will he still have a chance to make up for his mistakes and be a filial son?One question after another rushed straight into Yinzhen's brain, causing his usual rational and calm thoughts to become chaotic, and he didn't know what to do to save the situation in front of him.

Su Peisheng was worried about the master, but he couldn't disobey the master's order, so he thoughtfully ordered someone to change it to a cup of hot tea, and served two plates of Yikehua snacks, so as not to be hungry in the middle of the night, he cut the wick of the lamp, and the candle lighted up a bit After arranging everything, he retreated slowly, but was stopped when he was about to step out of the threshold.

"Su Peisheng..."

"The slave is here!" Su Peisheng turned around and bowed, and stepped forward to obey.

"Do you think Erniang will forgive you?" Yinzhen didn't intend to ask Su Peisheng to answer when he asked this question, but he needed to find someone to talk to, but he didn't know who to turn to. You can't just show weakness to others, but at this moment, Yinzhen's heart is like a huge wave. If you don't reveal something, I'm afraid the huge wave will turn into a tsunami and bring about devastating destruction.

"The slave is a servant. I don't know a few major principles, but I know the eternal truth of mother and child's nature. Children and grandchildren, there are children before grandchildren. The slave thinks that the mother is also the reason to save the grandson." Su Peisheng has been following On the side, although I don't know what is written in the letter, but I can guess that the Yonghe Palace has put a lot of effort in saving the elder brother this time. If the relationship between the master and the empress can be eased by this, then In the future, the master will at least have a layer of help behind him, so there is no need to rely on himself for everything like now, and if he is not careful, he will have a bad reputation of being unfilial.Of course, when such words came out, it was also a guess that the master wanted to repair the relationship, but he hadn't passed the hurdle in his heart yet, and someone needed to push him by the side.

"If you have sons, you will have grandchildren, and if you have sons, you will have grandchildren." Yinzhen murmured twice.These words seem simple and straightforward, but they are thought-provoking. Since ancient times, parents have favored their grandchildren, but why they prefer them is because the grandchildren are the descendants of the son's blood.

"But Lord seems to have messed up things this time." Yinzhen's always cold heart suddenly became a little warmer because of this sentence, so can he think that Erniang also has a place in his heart, not completely ignoring the coldness? .

"There is no overnight feud between a mother and a child. When a slave was disobedient, he was chased and beaten by his mother. Sometimes he couldn't get out of bed for several days. At that time, there was resentment in my heart, but I didn't know where to throw the resentment before I could jump and dance. Yes. When I was a child, my family was poor, with many brothers and sisters. My mother always looked at me coldly, beating and scolding me. I once thought I was a child who was not loved by anyone. But that year when there was a famine, everyone in the family died, but my mother Leave the last food to the slave, let the slave run for his life, and tell the slave to find a way to survive, so that the slave will have a chance to meet the master." Su Peisheng couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion when thinking about his childhood, there was no mother who fought to the death With that little grain, he might have turned into a cup of loess long ago.

Yonghe Palace, Jiang Yingrong, who was paying attention to Yinzhen's activities through 738, couldn't help admiring, after all, he is the number one chief executive next to Emperor Yongzheng in the future. In this era, it is definitely possible to break out into a bigger world. It is a waste of money to use such a good hidden assist. Jiang Yingrong is thinking about whether the future general manager of Su can be used in some of the next things.

In the study room of Sibeile Mansion, Yinzhen finally chased everyone away, and sat alone in the study room, continuing to be in a daze. He remembered the first day when he returned to Yonghe Palace when he was 12 years old, he secretly observed his mother outside the door for a long time, Seeing Er Niang softly coaxing the crying fourteenth brother, even without the hands of others, 12-year-old Yinzhen thought that it would be nice to have such a gentle and beautiful Er Niang in the future, and felt uneasy when he came. I feel much better.It's just that after he had greeted him, Er Niang was not as gentle as he imagined, but a little embarrassed and at a loss. Neither the mother nor the son said a third sentence, but the fourteenth brother started crying again, Er Niang Yinzhen concentrated all his attention on the fourteenth brother, and the palace people only focused on the fourteenth brother. Looking at the appearance of their mother and son as a whole, Yinzhen who stood alone on the side suddenly felt that he was a superfluous outsider. .So he escaped from Yonghe Palace in embarrassment and grievance. He didn't know what he would do if he watched such a scene again.

Afterwards, similar incidents happened frequently. As soon as he went, he was always forced to watch the mother-child relationship between Eniang and the fourteenth brother for various reasons, especially after the fourteenth brother could talk, and this situation became more and more serious. many.Erniang always smiles at the fourteenth brother, is gentle and caring, wants to explain all the basic necessities of life, big and small things, countless times, even the scolding that sometimes can't help but reveals a deep love, but she always treats him There is an indescribable alienation, sometimes Yinzhen even wonders if he can also scold him, so that he can comfort him only because of deep love, but there is no such opportunity, her mother and son There will always be no pain or itching between the two of you, no praise for what you did well, and no criticism for what you did poorly.Gradually, Yinzhen went to Yonghe Palace less and less often, except for the daily greetings and leisure, especially after going out of the palace to build the mansion, he went less and less. He really couldn't bear to continue watching his mother-in-law The scene of getting along with my younger brother, I can't stand the snacks and fruits displayed in the Yonghe Palace are always my fourteenth brother's favorite, I can't stand those clichés that are neither salty nor bland, I can't stand every time I go there, it makes him understand that he is the superfluous He will never get the slightest attention from Er Niang, words of concern, or scolding from Er Niang.

Many images flashed in Yinzhen's mind. Up to now, even though he knew that Concubine De sacrificed herself to save Honghui, and regretted that Concubine De was hurt by impulsiveness, causing her to vomit blood and pass out, he still couldn't get over it. There is no harm without comparison.Yinzhen thinks that he has never asked for much, he only hopes that one day Erniang can ask him "Is it cold?" or "Are you hungry?", and she can also wipe the sweat off his forehead with a handkerchief. , there is also a plate of his favorite snacks and tea in the Yonghe Palace... He doesn't need to compare with his fourteenth brother, he just needs to occupy a small corner in Er Niang's heart, so that he can feel that Er Niang also loves him is enough.

Forget it, he is now Ama's person, why do he still care about this little thing, didn't Honghui tell him about Emiang's heart?Why do you have to be greedy and want so much, Yinzhen smiled and shook his head, feeling a little hypocritical.It was already dusk outside, and it was so quiet that almost no sound could be heard. Yinzhen didn't know what time it would be, and he didn't bother to look at it. After all, he couldn't sleep that night, so he didn't call his servants, so he rubbed the ink himself and brought it up. The pen picked up the Buddhist scriptures.Yinzhen has kept this habit for five or six years. At the beginning, he copied Buddhist scriptures just to keep his mind calm and to sharpen his mind. The sentence Kangxi scolded him before was finally kept in Yinzhen's heart, in order to free himself from this bad habit. After a few years, Yinzhen felt that copying Buddhist scriptures was indeed a good idea. He learned a lot of truths from those scriptures, and became more patient and patient. Live alone, like an experienced old hunter who can patiently wait for the delicious prey to fall into the trap set long ago even in the stormy environment, and the "moody" hat has been successfully removed.

It's just that tonight's Buddhist scriptures, Yinzhen is copying with piety, hoping that the Buddha will feel his sincerity and bless Concubine De to recover soon, and give him a chance to make up for his mistakes.Regardless of whether the relationship between mother and child can improve in the future, it is a fact that Concubine De saved Honghui, the son-in-law, and this alone is enough for Yinzhen to remember for a lifetime.

The candles in the study room of Sibeile Mansion stayed on all night until a voice came from inside: "Su Peisheng, what time is it?" Su Peisheng who had been waiting outside for a long time came in to serve him.

"Back to the master, it's five o'clock."

"Clean up, I'm going to enter the palace, let Fujin prepare more medicinal materials for nourishing the body, especially supplements for nourishing qi and blood. Forget it, I will go to the main courtyard in person." Yinzhen thought about it and was worried, and finally Decided to go for a walk in person, there are some things that Fujin should know.

Even though it was the fifth watch, Baylor's mansion was already in motion, and the main courtyard was naturally brightly lit. After all, they were used to getting up at the third watch on weekdays in order to serve Si Baylor to go to court.Even though he was still on vacation, the mansion has always maintained this habit.

Si Fujin thought that Yinzhen had rested in the study, but when he noticed bloodshot eyes in his eyes, he realized that he might not have slept all night, and he couldn't help but worry on his face.

"My father is going to serve the sick in the palace. You should prepare more supplements for nourishing qi and nourishing blood. If you don't have enough at home, go outside to buy them. You must choose the best ones. Use the money in this box first, and tell me when you run out." Yin Yin Zhen motioned to Su Peisheng to present the small box, which Yin Zhen had saved little by little over the years. He started as a bald elder brother. Apart from the rewards stipulated in the regulations for leaving the palace and building a mansion, the only private property left by Tong Jia, If it weren't for this private property foundation, and Yinzhen's expansion after these years, the life of Sibeile Mansion would not be so easy.Speaking of which, when Yinzhen left the palace, Concubine De only gave him a symbolic gift of 1 taels of silver bills. Those shops, Zhuangzi and other real properties were not prepared for him at all, it was naturally a plan. Save them all for Fourteen.

Si Fujin took it and opened it to see that there were roughly 5 to [-] taels of silver bills. He took a breath, wondering why he wanted to buy so many supplements all of a sudden.

"Emiang rescued Hong Hui with the essence and blood of her fingertips."

"Master, you mean that the fragrance is mixed with Eniang's blood?" Si Fujin was really shocked now, she never thought that Eniang, who had always been indifferent to Baylor House, could suddenly do such a thing. Great sacrifice.After being shocked, she was deeply grateful. Maybe in the eyes of the empress, she just saved a grandson, but it was a great kindness to the Ulanara family. Her status and the glory of the Ulanara family were all due to Honghui was rescued and preserved, this kindness can be said to be unrepayable.

"Ah."

"Erniang why..." If she knew that human blood was useful as a reference, Wulanara would never blink her eyes. Even if her blood essence was exhausted, she would be willing to save Honghui. What she wanted to ask was why? The empress doesn't say anything, if she does, her blood can be used, and the empress doesn't have to be hurt.

"Er Niang suffered from smallpox when she was young, and it was just an attempt. It may not be useful. After all, Honghui had already..." Yinzhen also wished to replace it with his own blood, but he knew that sometimes some things cannot be replaced. Perhaps it was because Erniang had smallpox, and she was the blood of her real grandmother, so many factors combined to save Honghui by chance.

"The concubine and the master will enter the palace together to serve the sick." Si Fujin begged.

"No, you can go there in person. Honghui has not recovered yet, and the mansion also needs your support. The key is that you need to keep an eye on those tonics. Erniang has suffered too much damage. Three years." Yinzhen didn't tell Si Fujin all the details, mainly out of shame.

"The concubine can save me, don't worry, the master will definitely do it properly." Sifujin has already started thinking about which one has the best medicinal materials, and plans to ask her mother's family to inquire and search more, no matter how precious or valuable , as long as you can find it, you must buy it. The empress has dragged herself down for Honghui, and the Ulanala family cannot be ungrateful.

After Yinzhen took a shower and cleansed himself, he boarded the gate of Yonghe Palace with several large boxes of gifts.