[Comprehensive] BE saves the world

Tokitsuki Kazuno turned her head and stared quietly at a certain point in the void. Her beautiful eyes were as emotionless as glass. She didn't look at me, but threw out an almost anti-social tone in an indifferent tone. remarks.

"People commit suicide because of pain. If you die, you don't have to suffer anymore—look, it's very simple. Because they are weak creatures that can't survive without being together, they want to be with others even when they commit suicide. It is not incomprehensible to die together hand in hand."

She hugged her arm and stood sideways, her posture was unusually elegant, her long black hair fell down, reflecting the tightly wrapped bandage on her arm with her black sleeves, faintly visible black blood stains.Feng Nao seemed to be mocking something, with one corner of his mouth slightly bent.

"However, there is no such thing as 'without warning' suicide in this world." Tokitsuki Kazuno turned his head slightly, staring at me with those dark pupils, "The so-called 'without warning' suicide is nothing more than It's because no one heard the screams of the suicide. 'Not like that kind of person'? 'Shouldn't do that kind of thing'? Those who can say such things are living people, dead people can't speak Yes, so, that's just what they think they are. It's because of that that they can't hear the screams and cries for help of the dead before they die."

Speaking of this, Tokitsuki Kazuno seemed to feel very bored, lowered his eyes, showing a look of boredom.

"No matter what others say, or even what you think afterwards, the living will die because they are so painful at that moment that they want to die. People who cut themselves more than 20 knives and want to die, eat People who immediately regret the poison will die because of the pain. The intensity of the pain may vary, but the fact of pain will not change.”

The night wind gently swayed the girl's dark and heavy skirt, and also blew her voice into the distance.

"But... the whole world is filled with pain, everyone is living in a furnace called pain, and everyone is enduring a life of pain - it's only natural that you can't hear other people's screams. There are also People think they can bear the pain of others, but that's just self-righteous. We will be burned by our own pain until the firewood burns out."

I could only listen quietly, not knowing what to say at all.

Tokitsuki Kazuno's answer does not conform to the morality and common sense of the world, but it is the answer closest to those broken hearts.

Because she is too close to death, she understands the mentality of people on the verge of death better than anyone else.

Because she has tasted so much pain, she understands pain better than anyone else.

Still, I tried to ask my question.

"But... what if something like that really happened?"

"No sign?"

Funo didn't laugh at me, she is not the crazy and unpredictable queen she was later.Still maintaining her heart, she turned her head sideways, pondered for a moment, and then threw out her answer.

"That's not suicide." Her tone was very decisive, "That's being killed—although I don't know if I threw them off the cliff, stabbed them to death with a sharp knife, or just cut off the last rope... …but they were killed, there is no doubt about that.”

Throwing from a cliff... probably refers to violence and abuse that words inflict on the mind or body.

Stabbing to death with a sharp knife... This should be said to be directly inflicted murder.

Cut the last rope...do you mean cut the last spiritual comfort or bond?

Indeed, regardless of whether it meets the legal definition, it is indeed killed in a broad sense-being taken away by someone for a certain purpose.

Killed...?

I pondered, and subconsciously pulled the tab of the Coke can... and was sprayed with soda all over my face.

"..."

"…………"

The scene was very embarrassing for a while.

"That... that... uh... I can explain..."

Tokitsuki Kazeno, who was used to seeing strong winds and waves, just calmly looked away.

I wiped the Coke off my face, feeling even more embarrassed for a moment.

...You can say whatever you want!Don't be so silent! ! !This makes me very uneasy! ! !Be uneasy like a real sakura girl! ! !

"In short..." I wiped off the Coke on my face with the embroidered handkerchief just now, trying to change the subject, "Indeed... the possibility of being killed is the highest..."

"Do you want to save them?" Funo Tokitsuki cast his eyes on me again.

"Well, if you were killed, what should you do...Although I don't know what I can do... Anyway, let's get rid of the culprit first." I folded the handkerchief and put it in my pocket, "Handkerchief Return it to you after I wash it...I can't save their lives, but at least try to save their lives. As long as you survive, good things will happen."

"As long as you survive, there will always be good things...?" Tokitsuki Funo slightly staggered his eyes, "You are an optimist, such things are just your imagination."

"No, I'm a pessimist." I took a sip of Coke, "As long as people live, the pain will never stop. Happiness is only temporary, only pain is eternal, and there will always be many unbearable things waiting in the future It is as simple as that. No one can have permanent happiness. The essence of life is emptiness. Everything we own and create will be worthless one day.”

Tokitsuki Funo finally showed a hint of surprise on his face: "Then you..."

"However, I still feel that it is always good to live, and there will always be good things." I put down the Coke and smiled at Tokitsuki Funo, "Because Funo will not laugh at me, that's why I told you Even if the happiness is only temporary, even if the happiness is only short-lived, I still feel that it is already very good."

Yes, I know that the good times don't last long, and I also know that the glory days are hard to come by.I turned my back on the human face and didn't know where to go. The peach blossoms still smiled at the spring breeze, and I also knew what things are and people are not everything.

However, I still believe that the happiness and joy at the moment, even if they are short-lived and changeable, they are real.

I don't have any expectations for the future, and I don't have any attachments or delusions about the past.

I just want to live.Even if it is an ugly world, even if it is a painful life, as long as there are three or five good things in a month, I feel that I still want to work hard to live.

I like those shining moments, even if it's just a moment longer, I also want to prolong the brilliance of that moment.

The reason why I live is not for the long-term pain, but for the fleeting joy and happiness.

They are treasured in my heart and become a reason for me to continue to struggle in pain.

I want to live, I want to encounter more good things.

The reasons that have driven me forward so far are nothing more than that.

"Thank you for your suggestion." I hesitated for a while, but still reached out to Tokitsuki Funo, "That...can I shake hands?"

"...?"

Although Tokitsuki Kazuno didn't understand why, he still reached out and shook my hand.

"Thank you for your willingness to help me." I grabbed her hand, shook it gently, and burst into a big smile, "It was a great help, I think it is a very good thing to meet Feng Nao tonight oh!"

"...It's not a good thing to have a relationship with me." Tokitsuki Kazuno withdrew his hand, and for the first time his tone almost sighed, "Next time, don't wander around in the middle of the night. You don't belong to the night people."

I also understand what she said.

Tokitsuki Kaze is the bearer of the [Bubble Calamity], and she herself is like a walking disaster, leading those girls who meet her in the middle of the night... no, leading those unfortunate people to death and destruction. ending.

However, I also understand one thing.

Tokitsuki Kaze is very, very gentle.

Those who are going to be destroyed because of Funo, especially those girls who cry bitterly in the dark night, are confused and wandering, even if they don't meet Funo, most of them will go to the end of disillusion one day.

Tragedy was there long before they ran out of the house and into the night.Tokitsuki Kazuno first saw their desperate expressions, and then spoke to them.

Each of those girls thinks that the time spent with Feng Nao is the most peaceful and peaceful time, and the time that can forget the pain the most.

Kazakhstan is very gentle - even though it is as gentle as poison.

Even if the ending is tragic, she used her way to save those girls who were on the verge of collapse and madness.

Just like she saved me at that moment just now.

Although it is really embarrassing to rely on a girl who is younger than me, I am very happy that she came over, talked to me, and quietly accompanied me through the time of crying.

No reason, no comment.This is Tokitsuki Funo's gentleness.

It's not trespassing, nor letting it go, but just like this gentle night, silently accepting everything—whether it's good or bad.

"Thank you, Funo." I smiled and said to her, "I know what to do."

"That's good." Tokitsuki Kazuno nodded lightly, turned his body sideways, and made way out of the way, "You were just lost in the night for a short time... I hope we won't meet again."

If someone is not familiar with it, they will probably take Funo's words as a rejection.

However, I do understand.

Funo is very clear about what kind of ending the girls who keep talking to her in the dark will choose in the end, and she has always hoped that those girls can go on different paths.

So that word, is a blessing.

"Goodbye, Funa." I smiled at her, clenched my fist like the heroine of the morning drama, "I will work hard!"

As I was leaving, I heard a girl's slightly softer voice behind me.

"...if you need it," she said, "I am always in the night."