[Comprehensive] BE saves the world

sg [Arrogance & Inferiority]

"Although it's really not a gentleman's job to judge a lady's temperament, I still want to say that you are too inferior and too arrogant."

El-Melloi II held his cigar in his mouth, still clutching the first sg he picked out, and continued with a frown.

"Too low self-esteem, so I think that people like me can't save anything, and I don't believe that my love can have any good influence on others." The man took a long puff of cigar smoke, showing an almost helpless expression , "But low self-esteem and arrogance are two sides of the same thing, because I feel that I 'could' be a better person, 'should' be a hundred times better than what I am now, so I feel sorry for what I can't do. Only when you are angry will you always have an extremely strong sense of inferiority. What you see in your eyes is not your real self, but a more ideal self. This is your secret-too arrogant."

The long-haired man stared at "Jamo" and slowly said: "You are too arrogant. So I can't forgive myself for not thinking of a better way, and I can't accept the reality that I can't save everyone."

The silver-haired and red-eyed girl looked at him expressionlessly, probably due to the effect of the five-stop mind concept. After picking out the sg, she became much gentler and calmer like a rose whose thorns were plucked.

Even after hearing such a pungent comment, she just turned her head slightly and sighed silently.

"I should have done better, I shouldn't have made those mistakes, if I did, it wouldn't have ended so badly - even just thinking like that is called 'arrogant' ?”

"That's arrogance." El-Melloi II asserted, "There's nothing wrong with not being reconciled. Not being reconciled can make people see their limits and work hard for them. But blame everything on the past self, think It’s all my own responsibility to become like that, so there’s nothing wrong with low self-esteem and arrogance. Because of low self-esteem, I think everything is my fault, and because of arrogance, I think everything is my responsibility. With all due respect, you are really I think highly of myself."

"It sounds like you're talking about yourself." "Gamma" stared at El-Melloi II, with a faint smile on his lips.

Facing her words, the man didn't evade or hide anything, but gave his answer openly.

"That's right." El-Melloi II calmly said, "It is precisely because I have been so conceited in the past that I couldn't see my own abilities and limits clearly that I will understand. It is precisely because I am a mortal, I have no talents, and I am not like that." Therefore, all I can do is to do the best within my ability, to try my best, to keep catching up...other than that, I can’t do anything.”

"You mean, do you want me to admit my powerlessness?" The girl looked at him amusedly, and shook her head lightly, "Then just give up my responsibilities and let everything go as it should?"

"No." The man put his hand on her shoulder and stared at her steadily, "What I mean is——you have worked hard, so don't punish yourself with things beyond your ability. Admit it, you can't do it The only thing we can't do is to accept this reality."

"what……"

The girl seemed to want to laugh, but she couldn't do it after tugging at the corners of her mouth a few times. Those dark red pupils stared at him, trembling slightly, as if her heart was shaken.She finally gave up this useless attempt, and with her lips that started to tremble, she forced out a few breath sounds, as if she was laughing or crying.

"Your words are like saying, it doesn't matter if I can't do anything?"

"It didn't matter at all."

El-Melloi II said indifferently, and let go of his hand to smoke the cigar again. In the dark blue smoke of the cigar, his pupils also looked a bit dim.

"This world is not gentle enough. As long as one person fights for it with all his strength, everyone can be happy. What we can change is ultimately only ourselves. Don't be too arrogant, you are not that strong .Don't be too inferior, you did bring some good things. If you weren't in the El-Mello classroom, who would stop Flat and Svenhu when they come?"

"...Really, terrible teacher. That one just now can be regarded as a problem statement, right? How can a teacher tell his students 'You can't change the world, so you can only change yourself'?"

The girl finally laughed, and then, dots of silver light gradually rose from her body, like fireflies, shaking, swaying, and silently flew towards the end of the darkness.And the figure of the girl also dissipated like a bubble, disappearing piece by piece before the eyes of El-Melloi II and Lancer.

At the end of the disappearance, the only thing falling down was a whisper like thin snow, light and cold, fleeting.

"But why? I think . . . it seems like a good idea."

Not bad what?

The girl didn't say anything.

However, from her faintly smiling face, it can be seen that even for just this moment, the girl has gained a little peace.

It is like the light rain in late spring, like the morning dew in late autumn, and like the new snow in early winter, such a slightly cold, short-lived, beautiful peace.

——The door to the first floor of the mind maze was opened.

After the last glimmer of light disappeared from El-Melloi II's eyes, three people suddenly landed in the center of the maze on the first floor.It was Gray, Olga Marie, and Calabore.The clergyman in black stretched out his strong hands, firmly supported the backs of the two unconscious girls, and helped them sit down by the wall of the maze.

El-Melloi II hurried over, put his hands on the necks of the two girls, measured their pulses, and showed a relieved expression.After confirming the safety of the two, he looked up at the old man with his eyes closed, feeling a little surprised.

"Mr. Crabbe, you didn't..."

"I'm stuck." The old man said calmly, not at all like an agent who was swayed by demons and heretics just now, "but I quickly realized that although this is the life I want, it is not my life." Afterwards, I kept trying to find the exit of the illusion, but unfortunately I didn’t. Until just now, I was finally out of the predicament...the practice is still not enough.”

"Nothing." El-Melloi II said this sincerely and with great admiration, "You have done a good job of getting rid of that temptation with your own will. This is the spiritual world of others, the spiritual world The control is absolute. What's more, the one just now... I'm afraid it refers to the effect achieved by the real heroic treasure, no matter who it is, it is very normal to be deeply involved in it."

"It's because I don't have enough cultivation." The old man simply said this, and then stopped talking about this topic, "Leave those two little girls here. I have a hunch that the journey down will only be worse than it is now." more difficult."

"...I think so too."

El-Melloi II sighed deeply, unbuttoned his coat, and put it on Olga Marie and Grey.

"The first floor is so troublesome... I really don't want to think about what kind of scene will be waiting below. Ah, really, isn't this more troublesome than that guy Flat? Damn, I can't have it." Even a student should be a little more at ease! Don’t get me into trouble in such a strange place! I’m a magician, not a psychological counselor!”

While complaining, the long-haired man grabbed a few handfuls of his own hair, squatted on the ground and smoked his cigar viciously. After smoking a whole thin cigar, he just straightened his hair and straightened his clothes, coughed, and again Standing up as if nothing had happened.

"Excuse me. Let's move on."

The old clergyman didn't say anything, just nodded slightly, and walked towards the open door without looking back.

And the blue lancer carried the spear on his shoulder, walked up to II, and patted him on the back very kindly, so hard that he almost missed II's lungs.

"You guys, you're pretty good." Cu Chulainn laughed boldly, and grabbed the second king's shoulders, "Okay, I'll hold you back no matter what comes up next, you just need to be responsible for removing it... Just take out the thing called sg. I'm sorry, I really don't understand women's thoughts, so I leave it to you."

"Hiss..." El-Melloi II twitched the corners of his mouth, frowned and rubbed his back, and pushed Lancer away with his backhand, "Now is not the time to talk about this... Anyway, my life is temporarily I leave it to you, there is probably another powerful heroic spirit below, if there is a real fight, I will definitely be killed in an instant."

"Don't worry." Cu Chulainn patted the Second King's shoulder again, and walked down, "I will definitely not let you die."

"...I think that if you attack like this, it's not serious. I will probably be shot to death by you before I meet the boss."

El-Melloi II rubbed his shoulders in pain and complained softly.But he still followed them obediently.

After passing through the long dark stairs, they finally reached the second floor of the maze of mind images.

Surprisingly, this time, no one disappeared from here.

but……

"What a...unbelievable scenery."

The clergyman in black had a sullen face and a serious and stern tone.

"That's right." Lancer held the spear in his hand, silently putting on a defensive posture, "There must be a limit to evil tastes. This is even worse than the aesthetics of the Demon God Pillar."

"…………"

El-Melloi II didn't say a word, but just watched everything in front of him blankly.

Countless spider silks are woven into endless webs.On the spider silk that exudes a faint light, there are countless masks hanging.

No, to be precise, they were all faces with fresh expressions.

Sad, happy, loving, miserable, angry, tender, painful... as if a face had just been cut from someone's head.

Where did the melted faces of those dead bodies on the first floor go...

Finally, he thought, they knew the answer.

"An unexpected guest, or should I say, expected?"

That is, the voice so bewitching that people think of colorful poisonous moths, and it is like a vermilion fruit that is a little overripe. As long as you touch it lightly, it will drip sweet honey, emitting a scent that is enough to catch any opposite sex. sweet fragrance.

The charming fragrance coiled up like a poisonous snake, eroding the charming breath to the deepest part of the lungs, and even the mind became dizzy.

It's almost like... falling into a spider's web.

In the center of the spider web, at the end of the lust, a woman in white with the beauty of a lotus flower in the sky is smiling.

"It's a pleasure to meet you," she said, "I'm Kiara Seshoin. I'm not an outstanding figure like a heroic spirit, but a mere monk and nun, with a meager body, nothing worth mentioning."