[Pretender] Acacia is not negative

Gorgeous and white, gorgeous sunset.

Mingtai's engagement banquet came as scheduled, and finally a wish came true, and he raised his hand to caress the old portrait. It was the first group photo they took after Mingtai's mother died and Mingtai became her younger brother. .

Memories are an old book, once opened, the yellowed memories are still clear...

The self at that time...Ming Jing murmured: I can't go back to the youthful years.

It was for myself, she was the only one in the room.Minglou, Ah Cheng, and Mingtai are all downstairs.

Inadvertently thinking of that person again, at that time she always liked to say to him: "I'm going home." But at this moment, she really wanted to say to him: "Let's go back, go home."... He heard get it?What if I heard it?He has his ideals, the age of his family and country, the survival of the nation, he must still be the unswerving warrior for his ideals; what about her?She has her family, family business, siblings, and it is still impossible for her to let go of all these and go with him. 20 years, as before.

Since it's useless to meet each other, why bother to keep thinking about it?

But,

She just wanted to see him, how is he doing now, how is he doing?She still remembered what he said to her at that time: "Mingjing, if I'm still alive..."

Only this half sentence, because I can't afford the promise of the second half sentence.

The slender fingers involuntarily landed on the ring of the middle finger of the right hand, rubbing gently.

She seldom recalls him like this, because whenever she thinks of him, she always thinks of the back figure who couldn't say goodbye.

Can't say goodbye.

Because, maybe in this life, we will never see each other again.

In the blink of an eye, 20 years later, she was 17 years old at that time, and now she is 37 years old, her appearance has changed, and she is no longer youthful.She is no longer the girl who can run with him on the banks of the willows, nor is she the girl who can stand side by side with him in the parade full of passion, let alone the girl who can defy her father's order for him, Ding Jing wanted to be with him even if he was beaten... Maybe it was because of the younger brothers, or maybe it was because of the second half of the sentence that he didn't say, she, so far, is alone.

Downstairs is romantic music, noisy voices, happy relatives and friends, indeed, today is a day that should be happy, Ming Jing raised his hand to touch the corner of his eyes, why did he cry, this is not good, she used a handkerchief She wiped her tears, took out her foundation and touched up her makeup, bent her lips and smiled in front of the small mirror, and then walked out of the room and went downstairs.

"Elder Sister, why did you come down? Mingtai is already dancing the second dance with Miss Cheng." Minglou stepped forward to help Mingjing who was about to go down the steps, and said with a smile.

"That's right, elder sister, look how happy Mingtai is today." Mingcheng echoed, pointing to Mingtai who was waltzing with Cheng Jinyun in the distance, "You helped him find a good marriage this time! Look at how proud he is .”

Ming Jing looked in the direction Ming Cheng was pointing at, and Ming Tai led Cheng Jinyun around in a circle, his eyes full of sweetness and happiness. "How wonderful..." Ming Jing sighed softly.What a lot of happiness, if she and him could continue back then, wouldn't they have such happiness?maybe happier...

"Sister, today is a day of great joy." Minglou seemed to see that she was worried, and put his arms around her thin shoulders, "Sister, you see that Mingtai is in possession now, shouldn't it be given to Ah Cheng as well?" One?" Minglou saw that she was full of thoughts, but only thought that she was feeling sad because she thought of Mingtai's mother, so she deliberately changed the subject, just in time to see Ah Cheng who was standing by the side, so she brought it up casually.

Ah Cheng was stunned for a moment, and it took him a while to react, only to see Ming Jing nodded thoughtfully, and had already set his eyes on him, "Elder sister, should elder brother come first?" Ah Cheng courted Ming Jing. Smiling, seeing Ming Jing's expression of "forgive you for now", he stuck out his tongue at Ming Lou.

Wang Tianfeng's arrival was probably not noticed by many people except Mingtai. He came and went in a hurry, and didn't stay too long. He was afraid that he would be seen by that person after a while. He didn't want to drag her into the smoke of gunpowder that was already doomed to tragedy.

Hardened into steel, desperate to survive.He is a person who is destined to sacrifice a long time ago, so let her think that he has already died for the country.Why bother to make her feel sad for him again...

However, she still saw it, just that back view was enough, how many times in her dream was that back view!Her heart convulsed so hard that she took a deep breath in pain.

Is he back?

But why didn't you want to come out to meet her when you came back?Why are you in such a hurry?Why……?She wanted to know, she wanted to know, she just followed him like this, ignoring Mingtai's engagement banquet, ignoring the guests, at this moment, there was only him in her heart and eyes.

She followed him out of the Ming Mansion, crossed the street, and walked through the alley, but lost him in an alley, did she have hallucinations again, every time she felt heartbroken over the years, she always seemed to be able to see him, and then woke up The dream is broken, everything remains the same, is it because I have hallucinations again?Just when Ming Jing doubted himself, he was suddenly pulled into the alley by a strong arm, and he hugged her in his arms, and his soft lips were kissed instantly.

He's back, not a hallucination.

He didn't take any further action, even the kiss just floated on the surface.

Soon, he let go of her, "You're being followed, don't you know?" He blamed her, but he scolded Minglou in his heart: Is that how that dead fat snake protects her? !

He didn't seem to want to say more, and before she could react, he turned around and left, "Be careful next time, don't be so careless again."

Ming Jing stood there in a daze, as if he hadn't figured out why he came, everything was so sudden, 20 years later, he suddenly appeared in front of her today, suddenly left without saying a word, suddenly pulled her into his arms and kissed her, suddenly To blame but leave like this...?So what did he do when he came back?Didn't he come back to see her?

"Wait." She spoke weakly, maybe because of the unresolved shock just now, or maybe because seeing such a leaving back touched the sad memory, her voice was a little choked.

Wang Tianfeng paused, but didn't stop much, and continued to move forward, but at a slower pace.

Seeing that he was about to disappear in front of her again, she immediately said in a more emphatic tone: "Stop for me." Seeing Wang Tianfeng stop, she said again, "What do you mean by that?" There seemed to be a sigh between them, with the incomprehension of what he was doing now.

Wang Tianfeng didn't speak, and the already narrow alley became even more quiet, leaving only the cool breeze passing through the alley.She was looking at him like this, and he was carrying her on his back like this, there was only silence between the two of them, and the distance of less than two meters, time and air seemed to be frozen at that moment, no one wanted to break it, no one wanted to break it. Not willing to break.

Finally he opened his mouth, his voice was full of vicissitudes, as if he had been thinking for a long time, he said: "Ming Jing, I'm sorry for you, please forget me." With obvious bitterness, his eyes darkened even more, and he slowly closed them, but she couldn't see his expression, only heard his voice, he said he wanted her to forget him.

forget about him.

In the past 20 years, he has always been lingering in her sleepless nights. She always dreamed that he came back. He took the gold ring that he gave her at that time and said to her: "Mingjing, marry me." .”

Now that he really came back, he said to her—Ming Jing, forget me.

"Forgot you? Do you want me to forget you? Then you came back this time... why did you come back this time?!" Her voice was trembling for no reason, she was angry but sad, and a sense of powerlessness just reprimanded her. Limbs and bones.

He heard her voice trembling, and he could imagine her trembling shoulders, but he still didn't look back, he took out the gold pair of rings from his suit pocket, 20 years ago, he put a gold ring in her palm , said to her: "If I'm still alive at that time..." Now, 20 years later, he took out his gold ring, and he thought, it's time to end... A person like him shouldn't be With Mingtai's happiness, he doesn't deserve to let others wait and waste for him, because he can't afford it.

He is a person with a mission. In such a situation, even ordinary people are precarious, let alone him? !Maybe this time is the last time they meet?

"I'll give you this ring too, as if I'm repaying you." He turned around and put the gold ring into her palm again, but it was not a promise, but a breach of the contract.

compensate? !Why does she need such compensation as the dignified chairman of Ming's Group? !Would he be able to give the compensation she asked for from Ding Jing?

Since she took over the Ming family 20 years ago, she has never shed tears easily, but when he stuffed the gold ring into her hand, her eyes were already wet. It was a token between them, it was The proof of their relationship, is he now going to completely forget the past and everything that happened between them?

No, he wanted her to forget.Is he in danger?Is he afraid that he will implicate her in the future?

After several times of thinking, Ming Jing became more certain of his thoughts, stepped forward and grabbed him, and handed over the ring to him again, "You said that you want me to wait for you, what are you going to do now?  … ...I will continue to wait, I can wait." Her voice was low and true, as if it was low in the dust but she expected flowers to bloom from it.

Wang Tianfeng didn't pick it up, but dodged it, with his body behind her, leaving only her back in a suit, just like back then.It's just that there was lingering and reluctance in that back then, but now this back declares farewell and determination.

"Ming Jing, I'm already married." He said in a deep voice, as if he was afraid that she would not believe him, and he added: "My wife is also my comrade in arms. She has the same dream as me."

They have the same dream, they can fight together, unlike her and him, no matter how many pasts there are, can they survive the changes of the years, can they survive the long distance between the two places...?

He heard a "jingle", it was the sound of metal falling to the ground, but it was so similar, as if something had broken into pieces...

The brilliance is absent and fragmented.