Chen Qing

The dinner of the program group was too light, and Chen Chen basically didn't move his chopsticks.After returning to the hotel, Xiao Zhan ordered a spicy crayfish and took him to Chen Chen.

It was already 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, if it weren't for the cameras in Chen Chen's room all over the program group, Xiao Zhan's move would have caused rumors to fly everywhere.

"Xiao Zhan, you are so good at flirting, you know how to give shrimp late at night!" Chen Chen opened his mouth to catch the spicy crayfish that Xiao Zhan peeled and handed over.

"I can't move you." Xiao Zhan said helplessly.

"Nonsense, I don't need to flirt, you hook your fingers and I'll pass by, I love you so much!" Chen Chen said righteously.

Xiao Zhan looked at her cute and naive look, and thought to himself, I hooked my fingers and you came here, but that was because you regarded me as an idol, not because you loved me.

"If only there was wine!"

"No, don't drink alcohol if you eat seafood, it's unhealthy, and you should drink less in the future, you know?"

Chen Chenxinsu: Oh my god, who can stand this, I won't drink it anymore!The audience couldn't stand it either!

It's a pity that both of them didn't wear mics, and they couldn't record their voices. The audience was not blessed to enjoy Xiao Zhan's peerless coquettishness.

"The song you played to me before, you said you only played it to two people, except for me, that person is..."

Xiao Zhan didn't just come here to feed on Chen Chen, this question has been on his mind ever since he met Su Ke.Chen Chen said that she only learned to play that song when she was in college, but she and Su Ke had never met in college... Could it be that she has someone else on her mind?What if that person suddenly appeared like Su Ke, she was so soft-hearted and was abducted.

Chen Chen didn't expect Xiao Zhan to ask that person, that matter has been pressing on her heart, she didn't want to say it, it only added sentimentality.But Xiao Zhan wanted to know, she would not hide it from him.

"...he was a patient I met during my college internship."

Chen Chen thought of that teenage boy who was in the prime of his youth but had an incurable disease.During Chen Chen's rotation in the intensive care unit for a month, he listened to the teachers discussing in front of his bed every day, either "Are you still alive?" or "Are you still alive?"

This is the daily life in the intensive care unit. Most of the patients in the intensive care unit do not want to live by themselves. Their nerves can clearly convey the pain of the body to the brain, but they cannot produce any clear thoughts. They do not know whether they want to live or die. .The reason why they are still alive is because the doctors and nurses are sticking to their lives, and the reason why they are not dead is because the family members are unwilling to give up. After all, they are all living for others.

Chen Chen sent away several patients, and he was the only one who was as young as the boy.Two days before the end of her rotation, the boy regained consciousness.During the ward rounds, he pointed tremblingly at the guitar in the corner of the room—it was placed there at the request of his parents when he transferred to another department.Chen Chen saw the child's calloused fingertips, so he knew that he was a person who loved to play the guitar.

The chief director asked Chen Chen to take out the guitar and show him to take a look, as if he had fulfilled his wish.Chen Chen took out the guitar and brought it to the boy. After disinfecting his hands, Chen Chen supported the boy's fingers and lightly plucked the strings.The boy seemed to be smiling.

His heart rate rose, and the monitor started beeping.The attending doctor calmly and quickly adjusted the position of the cardiopulmonary resuscitator and plugged it in.His frail body tossed up and down with the pressure.His parents were outside the glass, watching the child's face gradually turn purple, crying a little bit sadly.Chen Chen could only see their expressions, but could not hear their voices. At that moment, Chen Chen was still thinking, the sound insulation effect of this glass is really good.

The doctors who made the rounds went out to do their own business, and only the attending doctor and Chen Chen were inside.The attending doctor was her teacher. The bald middle-aged man had sent away three people this month. This young child was especially distressing to him. Thinking about it, he was only a few years older than his grandson.

Chen Chen listened to the noise of the machine pressing, and saw the teacher waiting beside him.At this time, they all know it well.Chen Chen was still holding the guitar in her hand. Looking at the child and the sad parents outside the window, she felt sore in her heart—this kind of helplessness is really desperation.

Chen Chen stood at the head of the boy's bed, put the guitar on his back, and played lightly, it was that gentle and beautiful song.Very slow rhythm, very simple chords, the sound was completely overwhelmed by the machine, and it was only Chen Chen's fingers moving slightly from the outside.Chen Chen felt that the boy must be able to hear it.

The room returned to tranquility, but it was by no means like what was shown on TV, where everyone died cleanly.No, if you don't die peacefully by yourself, you will be like the patients here, your face will be black and purple due to lack of oxygen, and secondly, you will lose control due to the loss of vitality.The whole room smelled of death.

Chen Chen returned the guitar to the family and was thanked.Her teacher was busy writing death cases and taking in new patients.There is no time to be sad.The ICU returned to silence, only the slow and powerful beep of the monitor.

From the first day Chen Chen entered the intensive care unit, he felt that those people should not be treated. They should stay in their own safe room with their family members by their side. When they are dying, maybe they can invite friends to have a drink and talk together when they are dying.

So Chen Chen is doomed not to be a doctor, she has no heart.

That child is a burden that Chen Chen doesn't want to think about, but that song is a sweet one, so she is willing to sing it to Xiao Zhan.

Xiao Zhan blamed himself and was self-willed, but it aroused Chen Chen's sadness.It's just these things, why should she bear them by herself, if no one asks, she will never say it.

But it also solved Xiao Zhan's confusion—she had no one else in her heart, and from then on, Chen Chen was his only Chen Chen.

He wanted to be by her side.

Chen Chen was a little sleepy after eating, so he fell asleep on the sofa.She thought that Xiao Zhan packed up and left by himself, there was no need for her to send him off, and he fell asleep as soon as he said he was going to sleep.

Xiao Zhan simply tidied up the trash and turned off the lights, but he didn't want to leave. He also fell asleep on the sofa on the other side, touching Chen Chen's hair vaguely.

Xiao Zhan is not afraid at all, the camera is taking pictures, not to mention that they are lovers at the moment, so what if they stay overnight.

In the middle of the night, Xiao Zhan woke up from the cold, and went to Chen Chen's room to get a blanket to cover her up. Just as soon as he touched Chen Chen, she woke up with a start.

"Sorry for waking you up, I wanted to put a blanket over you."

"It's okay, I just feel shallow." Chen Chen took the blanket and covered him, "Aren't you leaving?"

Before Xiao Zhan could answer, Chen Chen pulled Xiao Zhan into the sofa and gave him half of the blanket.They slept in the figure of seven, and the top of Chen Chen's head was right in front of Xiao Zhan's nose, and there was a burst of fragrance.

It seems that the girl is still awake.

Xiao Zhan fell asleep after watching.

The next day, the managers of the two companies discussed how to deal with this matter. Xiao Zhan and Chen Chen sat aside obediently, like a minor who had been caught and raped in bed stealing forbidden fruits.

Chen Chen thought it was okay, he just slept under the same blanket, and he didn't do anything indecent... Tsk, why didn't he do anything indecent? !Could it be...

Chen Chen's gaze gradually changed, aiming at Xiao Zhan's key parts.Xiao Zhan noticed Chen Chen's gaze, blushed suddenly, covered Chen Chen's eyes with his hands full of reproach.

It was still cut off.

Chen Chen reprimanded Xiao Zhan: "In the future, don't just stay overnight in young girls' rooms. You are a mature man. If you live alone in a room with a widow, you must learn to let go of yourself and do what you want boldly, you know? "

"I don't know who is pulling me and not letting me go..."

"You said that, as if I wanted to do something to you... Let me tell you, it's not a day or two for me to covet you, so be careful what you say!"

"..."

I'm not afraid of Chen Chen being serious, but I'm afraid of Chen Chen playing hooligans.