[Ballet Elite] Rondo of Dreams

"At that time, your mother always comforted me like this: Xi Jie, you will definitely get better in the future! Please be patient for now! However, I was praised as a genius since I was a child, and I was self-willed and aggressive. How could I bear this kind of neglect? the misery!"

I heard it and started shaking.It must, it will end in tragedy, it's terrible...

"At this time, a small theater finally agreed to use me. However, I never thought that it was my fiancée Mina begging for the opportunity. I wanted to refuse, but my body couldn't wait any longer .I was on the verge of breaking down physically and mentally.I was terrified and couldn't dance anymore so I sold my faith.The irony is that the show was a hit and my reputation was restored!It's funny Raff Tovsky should still be a classical ballet dancer, no one can understand my creative ballet. Hahahaha..." He said calmly, but I always felt that he was crying, crying from the bottom of his heart, "That day, I didn't Knowing that Machiko came to pick me up at the theater. I got drunk and was sent back to Mina by my friends... Then, that night, Mina became pregnant..." (1)

Yes, it's Teacher Serkeyev!

I stood up abruptly and knocked over my teacup.

I pointed at Lavtovsky, my fingers trembling, "How could you, how could you do this! Teacher, teacher..." Teacher, he should not have been born under such circumstances!

Lavtovsky picked up my overturned teacup, "Do you hate me that day?"

I lost my strength for a moment, my feet went limp, and I fell to my knees, "No..."

No, I don't hate that night, I thank God, countless gods, I even want to thank the people in front of me and that night.

In this way, the teacher can be born in this world, and can... meet me...

Lavtovsky looked at me, stretched out his hand again to pour the tea, and put it in front of me, "Now that I think about it, Mina really brought back my true feelings, although it was only a short time, but I did get back former love."

I lifted my head and let the tears fall.

This sentence, from hell, pulled me back abruptly, but at the same time pushed me in again.

I can't imagine how my mother felt at that time.My mother, who had abandoned everything, went to Moscow with Mr. Lavtovsky, and this happened.

"The next morning, Machiko was waiting for me at the apartment, who hadn't slept all night. My dad went to her and gave her a lot of money. She was crying, crying like... just now like you..."

Mother……

"She said: Xi Jie, I love you, even if people all over the world curse this love, I will never give up my love for you. Even if the flames of jealousy burn my body and my heart, Will turn into a bird and follow you to the ends of the earth...everything, she knows, how painful it is for her to be alone in this room when I'm with Mina. But that's it, she chooses me again, like When she abandoned her parents in Japan and chose me to come back, she chose me again. At that time, I knew she loved me so much! I decided to abandon everything for her and start again. The two of us, We boarded a passenger ship, but the goddess of fate did not favor us. We... met with a shipwreck... I thought she had sunk to the bottom of the sea with the ship. When I was rescued by an American warship, because I was at sea Drifting for a long time, only dying. And when I thought of her dead, I was so desperate that I almost lost the will to live. In the United States, I spent a long time fighting with illness. Later, I overheard that she was still alive I came to Japan immediately. However, she had... passed away 5 years ago... In front of her grave, I... kept shouting loudly, begging her to forgive, but..." (1)

He raised his head and wiped the tears from his eyes, "Sorry, I'm getting older...it's easier to get hurt..."

I shook my head, speechless.

"You really look like her!" Lavtovsky looked at me seriously and said, "But, I never thought that you would fall in love with Alex. How strange, Moscow and Japan , you are clearly separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, but... I really don't know if it should be called fate."

"It's not fate." I shook my head, "Falling in love with someone has nothing to do with fate. Two people know each other and understand each other. In the process of communication, they discover each other's strengths and weaknesses. A drop of trust...and love. So, I like the teacher, it has nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with... Mom!"

"Masumi?" Lavtovsky looked at me in surprise.

"Also, I want to tell you that I don't want you to keep misunderstood. I think, mother doesn't hate you." Although, I also want to hate you, hate your selfish cowardice and betrayal, but I can't ignore my mother's wish.

"What did you say?"

"Mom, until I die, I will be in another world with you, continue to dance... This is what my father told me."

"Ah? Ahh..." Then, for the first time, I saw a big man crying hoarsely in front of me, for a long, long time...

"I'm sorry, Masumi, for letting you see me like this." Wiping away his tears, he said.

"fine."

"Masumi, we ballet dancers embark on a lonely life journey alone in order to find a partner who is connected with us. Although your mother and I met by luck, we separated halfway. I hope you don't Repeat our mistakes."

I shook my head slightly, what's the use of saying this? !

When I didn't know the truth, I still held a small hope that maybe this story was not as scary as I imagined.Maybe, things will turn around.But, this story, made me truly, lose him...forever...

For the next time, the two of us sat silently, looking at the void, without speaking, each thinking about the person in our hearts.

After a sleepless night, at dawn, the two of us went to my mother's tombstone to worship.

"Oops, the matches are wet. I'll go back to the temple and borrow another box from Master." After playing for a long time without fire, it was really completely wet.

"Well, you go."

The sky in the morning is so clear that it makes people intoxicated.

I stroked my hair that was blown by the wind, and Mr. Lavtovsky said that in order to find the person who connected with him, he was alone and embarked on a lonely life journey.For me, do I have to walk alone on the road today?

There will be no more, those big hands that could reach out to me at any time...