True Central High School - Aiyu Xingchen

She didn't seem to notice what he said "fool" at all. "So, do you need any help? It might be better if you just talk about it. I know that some things may not be said to people you know, so maybe it would be more appropriate to talk to strangers. Don't worry, I won't ask who you are anymore, and I won't tell you who I am. Let's keep communicating as strangers like this, and you will be more relaxed!"

"Che...he really talks to himself. Ha...what can I say..." He sat down and leaned his back against the fence.Just kept silent.There was no sound there either.Pingzi felt that it would take about 5 minutes. He thought that the other side had hung up the phone or was not listening.So I sighed at my phone.Sure enough, it was not so easy to speak out what was in his heart, and no one would wait patiently for him to speak.

However, the facts once again showed that he was wrong in his judgment.There was a sound from the receiver almost immediately after he sighed. "Still don't want to say it?"

If this person stands in front of him, he must hug her.The last hesitation in his heart was also dispelled, and he began to tell his own story with a dry voice.

Damn, it happened to be such a good weather, the sky was pure blue, the clouds were soft white, and the wind was blowing warmly.As if looking back on his life, he revealed every bit of himself to a person on the other end of the radio wave.The theme is his family. He resents them and despises them. Finally, when he told the story of his parents' suicide, he examined his heart for the first time and let his real emotions control his brain. The flood that unloaded the sluice spewed out.At this time, he seemed to return to his childhood, and the fear and hope of being alone at home resurfaced.

When he calmed down, he said softly on the other end of the phone: "Your parents must love you very much."

But Pingzi suddenly became angry: "Did you listen to me! How could they love me? All day long, except for my career, what did they care about me? I have to go to the company when I die, and I don't even have a farewell word!! !” His roar echoed on the rooftop.

"If they could say goodbye to you, what would you do?"

This simple question stunned him.Yeah, what would he do?Do you want to tell them you deserve it, or cry and beg them not to die, or pretend you don't know anything?

Seeing that he didn't answer, the girl continued: "Maybe they are not the most qualified parents. But they never let you see their difficulties, even when it was the most difficult time, even when they thought they were desperate and chose to end their lives , they still act very stable in front of you, they must be afraid that you will notice. They should also know that they owe you too much, and maybe think that you hate them, because of lack of communication, so they don't understand you The idea is just to impose their actions on you again as a matter of course. But it is out of the utmost love. So they think that even if you choose to die, you may not be too sad. And choose to end your life in the company , Is it because you are in that family? You will live in the future, and home is your only destination. Every time you go back there, you will think that your parents died here. Can you still live well? Career I don't quite understand the matter, but the pressure really makes people lose their correct judgment. I don't know how long they have endured this pain. And choosing this way, is it just to leave something for you? At least you will The material aspects of life will not be a problem. Judging from what you said, this should be their style of doing things. It seems that you are just making trouble for their attention, and they are also expressing their love for you in this way Even if you are afraid that you will hate them even more, you will not even leave any words that can make you miss them..."

Hirako Mako's mind seemed to be bombed, and every word hit his eardrums hard.The long-standing resentment has blinded his mind, and obsession is like a seed taking root in his heart.He had never considered the possibility of things from this angle.His hands began to tremble, as if he had committed a great crime, and he couldn't raise his head.

"So, you must not have any bad thoughts!" The girl seemed to have guessed what she was going to do. "You love them too, don't you? You can hear your pain from every word you say, but it just represents your expectation! In the world, how can there be a child who doesn't love his parents? Because from the time we were born From the moment we were born, our parents are everything to us... Whether we cry or laugh, it is to get their approval. Even when we grow up, we are living with the characters cultivated by them, not only continuing their Their blood continues their lives. Even though the road ahead will be more and more tortuous, but no matter what, there is love to maintain it.”

His tears flowed uncontrollably again.What he has been avoiding is his weakest side.He wants to become a man who doesn't need to rely on his parents, so as to tell himself that he can live without his parents' love.But what is he doing now?Because he has no family, is he going to give up his life?He was ashamed of himself for thinking so.Moreover, in the final analysis, he is still a coward. If he is really not afraid of death, why has he lingered here for so long, clearly telling himself that he has nothing to miss.

"I'm sorry, did I talk too much... I just couldn't help but want to tell you my thoughts. If you really misunderstood them, wouldn't you be resenting them for the rest of your life? But that's obviously living in I'm punishing myself. I'm just an outsider, and I still have to rely on you in the end. But, if you want, I can be your friend when you need it. In this way, you won't be lonely, right? Besides, you won't be burdened if you don't meet."

"Thank you...thank you..." This was the only thing Hirako could say.

"I don't know if I can help you...just, I hope..."

There was a brief noise in the background over there.Pingzi vaguely heard the words "attend class" and "late".Is the other party just a student?At this moment, Pingzi felt that he was too bad. He usually thought he was very smart, but he didn't know as much as this girl.

"Ah, sorry, I'm in a hurry now, can I hang up now?" She asked for his opinion.

"It's okay, thank you. I'm much better now, and I don't need to take up your time anymore. Goodbye." He hung up the phone first.But he didn't notice that his tone was already very relaxed.He is very calm now.He stood at the fence of the roof again, shouting to the nothingness in the distance: "Goodbye!"

Then, walk slowly home.

When he got home, he started cleaning and cleaned the house.Start planning for the future.

Early the next morning, he received a message.When I opened it, it turned out to be from yesterday's girl's number. "How do you feel today? I read the weather forecast and said that the weather in Jingling City is very good. If you have time, go for a walk! Thank you for letting me be your friend, and thank you for not disliking me for being nosy~"

She was still thinking about it, and she didn't just talk about it casually.From this day on, Hirako Mako will receive messages from her every day.At first, he thought she wouldn't be able to last for a few days, but she broke his expectations once again.The content of the message is very simple and daily, tell him what she did today, and ask him what he did today.This gradually became a part of his life. At some point, he began to look forward to her information, to know what she had done, and to enrich his life so that he could tell her about it.But they all tacitly did not disclose any information that might reveal their identities, and this kind of stranger-style friendship continued for several months.

During this period, Hirako dropped out of the original high school. In fact, he hadn't been there for a few days, and he was vacant throughout the first year of high school.After a good talk with a lawyer, he began to concentrate on learning how to run a business.He tore up the note he wrote, and asked the lawyer to find a way to reinject his inheritance into the company. He would not give up the painstaking efforts of his parents.When people from the original company saw that the new leader was only a child, they all expressed disdain and did not actively cooperate.Pingzi really suffered a lot.But with that person's company, he still gritted his teeth and persisted.Finally, with the help of a few parents and old friends, as well as his ingenuity and extraordinary persistent efforts, the company's operating conditions came back to life.Finally, he didn't let these parents' legacy go to waste.Next, he entrusted the company to someone he trusted, and he considered returning to a normal life.Because that person wants him to be like this.

He applied to the Mao High School and wanted to go directly to the second year of high school.After successfully passing the assessment and review, he resumed his status as a high school student after school started as he wished.On this day, after thinking twice, he sent her a message, telling her that he could finally return to being a student with peace of mind.And from the second day after that, he never heard from her again.Her last message was this: "Congratulations~ You finally got out of the haze! Now start making new friends~ You don't need me anymore~ Goodbye!"

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