[Net King] Light Years

Having said that, I picked and picked a piece of clothing that my mother said was more suitable for me and came out_(:зゝ∠)_Really, if you don’t trust my aesthetics, just say it.

Dating ~ first date ~ la la la ~

Thinking of this, I couldn't help rolling on the bed a few times. I was excited for a long time, and finally fell asleep. I woke up at five o'clock in the morning. train.

In fact, I have done this kind of thing many times in the past. I found a place with a good perspective and started to observe (chi) observe (han) seniors. I couldn’t help but sigh in my heart. With my stain_(:зゝ∠)_

Apart from me, there were quite a lot of girls onlookers, for example, the two first-grade elementary school girls, and that good friend from tsk tsk MOMO is really lucky.

Of course, the seniors also had a lot of people watching.But at this time, my psychology is completely different. It’s probably similar to "Look, look, anyway, you don’t even know that this guy is mine already hahaha" This kind of mentality of a villain →_→

Ah, the way Tezuka-senpai swings his racket is so pretty o(*////▽////*)q

We agreed to meet in front of the office building next to the tennis club. I carried my physics books and notebooks and walked side by side with my seniors. This boulevard is very long, because there are actually very few people on Sundays. At least it’s me and my seniors now The two of us, the weather in May was already very hot, and I was so desperate that I reached out quietly and wanted to grab the senior's fingers and hold hands or something.

At this time, a girl with a nervous and shy face, and also a good-looking girl rushed up to me... Ah Bu-senior.

His heart can be punished, girl.

I saw this girl rushing towards us with a stride, and my senior and I stopped in our tracks.

Then he handed out the pink letter in his hand, bowed, and said, "Please take a look at this letter."

Then he looked up, his eyes were shy and expectant, and he didn't see me at all.

Of course I know that the senior will definitely refuse, but I'm just... a little upset.

Girl this is my boyfriend!I'm still standing here!What do you mean by trying to pry the corner of my wall in front of me?Slap me in the face?cool?

I sighed: "Hello, classmate."

Then I put my arms around Tezuka-senpai's neck, stood on tiptoe and pressed my lips to his beautiful side face. At that moment, his cold eyes widened slightly, his body stiffened suddenly and then relaxed, and then I smiled and looked at Looking at the girl who changed from "→_→" to "=口=", she told her viciously: "I'm sorry, this person already has an owner, and he's going to hook up with my boyfriend next time, please don't do it in front of me." face, otherwise, don’t look at me like this, I’m afraid even if I go crazy.”

The girl was stunned for a while, and the senior suddenly said, "Sorry, I can't accept it." Then, the girl suddenly covered her face and ran away with a "sigh".

I... I suddenly woke up.

(ノへ￣,) Vinegar is indeed a food that makes people lose their minds.

Adjusting my expression, I raised my head QAQ: "I'm sorry, senior, I was rude."

Being loved is capricious, and I was greedy.

I've actually been restless.

I like this guy, very, very much.

So, absolutely never let go.

Oops... Oops, I didn't want to cry.

"It's okay." I suddenly heard Tezuka-senpai's voice, softer than usual.

"Excuse me, towards... ten years."

Unable to react to what he said, he looked around, then leaned over and kissed me.

There was the sound of something exploding, and after a moment of blankness, all kinds of gorgeous and gorgeous colors emerged, and I saw his black pupils magnified countless times, and there was only my reflection in those obsidian pupils.

After a few seconds or a very long time, I stared blankly at him and closed his eyes.The long eyelashes fluttered slightly, like the arc of some kind of phoenix butterfly's flapping wings.

Lips and teeth depend on each other and help each other.

The tears I had just suppressed fell unexpectedly, and I couldn't help reaching out and hugging him tightly.

For some reason, a strong sense of absurdity and unreality emerged in my heart, as well as sour and complicated emotions that made my heart ache.

It seems that only by hugging this person tightly can the feeling of emptiness and illusion in my heart turn into reality.

Afterwards, I looked at the sky, the ground, and my toes, but I didn’t look at the senior’s face. Although I didn’t say anything, I still held the senior’s hand honestly→_→

Damn, I'm so happy, I can't calm down and do physics problems, okay?_(:зゝ∠)_

The senior taught me about physics problems for a while, and then accompanied me to find some information. After knowing that Tezuka-senpai’s grandfather is the former police chief of Tokyo, I felt that I was simply too wrong. It would be a shame not to use such a good resource around me. After being condemned by God, I got a lot of useful information from my seniors.

We held hands on the way home. Tezuka-senpai’s palm was warm. It was a little bigger than mine. It was rough and had thin calluses, but the fingers were long and slender, with slightly protruding knuckles. Good...cough.

I raised my face, and in the sunset, Tezuka-senpai's side face was soft. Suddenly, I really wanted to tell the senior why I like going to the senior.

"Senior, I, a long time ago, was isolated by my classmates."

Say it.Unexpectedly, I didn't feel the bloody pain of the scar being uncovered, but it was very flat, as if I was talking about the weather tonight.

Maybe it's because the senior is by my side, so there is nothing to be afraid of, and the past can already be seen.

I said it a long time ago, it doesn't matter whether there is the sun or not, because I have light.

With this light alone, I can continue to live in this cold world and find a source of heat again.

"Isolated, bullied, the table was not cleaned, the books were full of weird graffiti and malicious words, I was surrounded by pointing and scolding, I was put pushpins in my indoor shoes in gym class, I still can't swim , Even taking a bath, sometimes I feel it is difficult to breathe, because...in the swimming class, I was pressed by my classmates...in the swimming pool, and I was not allowed to breathe until I almost went into shock.

"The worst time... I didn't even speak at school for a whole semester."

"This is also the reason why I wrote "Moonlight". I want to use this story to reflect such a phenomenon that shouldn't happen."

I looked at the senior who was listening carefully, and tried to smile.

"I'm not saying this to win sympathy or anything. I just want to tell the senior that I like the senior. I have liked the senior since a long time ago. I have learned a lot from the senior, and I have also gained courage from the senior. It is the senior. Saved me, so I can stand here and say such words, I can already let go."

"thank you very much."

"I've wanted to tell my senior since a long time ago."

Thank you, thank you, thank you very much.

Thanks to the world, I met my senior.

The senior just patted my head lightly.

"I know."

He didn't comfort me or say anything to comment on what I had just said.Just tell me almost gently.

"From now on, just call me by my name... ten years."

☆、Twenty-two gentle

?Thank you for not saying that you also like me all your life, but let me fall in love with me who is liked by you. —— "Thank you for touching me"

I long to be loved, and I am afraid of being hated. Probably, it started from that time?

How terrible it would be to be hated by others.

Especially by this person in front of him.

I bowed deeply to the senior: "See you tomorrow, senior!"

Saying goodbye to this person should always be solemn.

It's too bad, I just said goodbye, and I'm already looking forward to tomorrow.

As soon as I think of meeting tomorrow, I hope that tomorrow will start quickly.

Those who don’t know may think that I’m just paying one-sidedly, but only I know how gentle Tezuka-senpai is.

His gentleness never uttered, and he didn't even express it quietly, but it really existed.

At the beginning, I never expected to be treated so tenderly, but the seniors gave it to me.

Uniforms can be changed in June. Hey, little skirts or something... Actually, I don’t want to wear _(:зゝ∠)_

But there's the sports meet and the final exam, well, there's the Tokyo Metropolitan Games of the tennis club and so on.

Anyway, I've been doing soy sauce for so many years for things related to sports like the sports meeting, so I might as well go fishing...

_(:зゝ∠)_Hey, the fish is so innocent.

Anyway, with Tezuka-senpai...Although he told me to call him by his name, it's so damn embarrassing how to call him (ノへ￣、)

Anyway, with...cough, mom doesn't have to worry about my physics anymore!

Well... math too.

After the exam, there will be the evil tripartite talks and the end-of-term ceremony.

Speaking of which, it will be summer vacation soon, and it has been almost a year since I met Tezuka-senpai.

It's been... almost a year, so fast.

This year has been really ups and downs, and now I can take my seniors to fried chicken shops and ice cream shops without any scruples→_→If it were a year ago, this would be something I would never have imagined.

In mid-July, I went to see the preliminary round of the Kanto Contest.

Although I feel that such a sentence cannot express my feelings at all, but I think this sentence is enough.

Ice Emperor and I have a blood-to-toe feud!No!common!Wear!sky!

coach!That Ice Emperor Minister whose name is... stupid (AHOBE), I want to kill him qwq

As a writer of mystery novels, I have read the works of teachers such as Agatha, Conan Doyle, Higashino Keigo and Edogawa Ranpo!A person who can write [-] ways to die!

Although I speak so proudly afterwards afterwards, I couldn't do anything but cry at that time.

For Qingxue.

How long did that sentence of Qingxue's pillar restrain him.

At that time, I almost wanted to rush up and ask the coach to let him abstain, but I heard the senior say that the game is not over yet, so I froze in place and could not move until the end of the game.

What the best game, what this game both are winners.

Pooh.

I am very angry!

Super angry!

I want to break up with the senior... No, I still ignore it for a month... No, no QAQ I still can't lose my temper with the senior_(:зゝ∠)_

In short, the senior is super irresponsible!He doesn't understand my feelings at all!

...Okay, okay, I admit that I am making trouble for no reason. If I think from the perspective of a senior, there is probably nothing wrong with his actions, right?

But I'm worried... I'm super distressed.

But it's strange, I'm not at all worried that the student who surpasses something will lose.

It's probably because Qingxue has already paid too much for this, and maybe it's also because that person is trusted by the seniors, the next Mr. Pillar.

But I'm still very angry!

I squatted in the corner with no image, wiped away my tears, and stared at the senior.

But the senior just looked at me helplessly, knelt down to look at me at the same level, and patted my head with his right hand. I really wanted to shake off his hand and hug him, but I was afraid of touching his left hand. , so I can only stare at him stubbornly, using this method to suppress tears from falling.

"Sorry...for ten years, I shouldn't have let you come."

"It's too much...Senior, you are really over the mark." I couldn't help but refute, regardless of whether my face is super ugly now, "Is it because if I don't come, you are thinking about taking this matter Hid it?"

"I... always make you cry." The senior responded to my words gently, "I don't want to do this. So if you don't come, yes... I will hide it."

"So senior, you don't understand anything! I'll be worried!"

"sorry."

"I don't want to hear that."

I feel like I'm really terrible, and I've been making trouble for no reason, but I don't know how to express this feeling, and the sourness almost swallows my heart into a void.

But the senior still has always been gentle and tolerant of me.

Such tenderness sometimes even made me panic. Many years later, I thought, probably at that time, I felt that I was not worthy of such gentle treatment.

At that time, I was so humble that I was terrified of all love.

But now, it’s no longer possible, because I like the senior, so I realized that I’m not that bad, so I can like myself that the senior likes.

"...I'm sorry." I didn't know how long I was silent, and I even began to fear that the senior had already left, but the senior answered me like this, "Maybe I... really don't understand, but I am willing to understand, ten years your thoughts."

"I'm really sorry for making you worry."

This man is apologizing to me.This taciturn person who is out of reach to his classmates on weekdays is apologizing to me.

"Really...too cunning." I raised my eyes, choked up and said, "I know that I won't be angry with senior, senior...you are so cunning. As long as I apologize, I will immediately surrender."

"Thank you...thank you..." I carefully held the senior's right hand and thanked me repeatedly.

I don't even know what I'm thankful for.

Thank you for treating me so tenderly.

Thank you for loving me like this.

Thank you, really appreciate it.

Thank God, I fell in love with you like this, and then I was lucky to be with you.

Thank God, I was able to express my concerns so openly.

"Yeah." The senior responded to me like this.

It was still monosyllable like that, but I heard a deeper tenderness.

"Oishi, Fuji, do it...and coach Ryuzaki, you should pay more attention to the current game."

Ehhhhhhhhhh! ! !I was shocked, my eyes widened, and I felt my face burn.

It's a shame it's over.

I heard coach Ryuzaki cough meaningfully once or twice, and then sigh meaningfully: "Ah, what a youth."

Coach... I choose death_(:зゝ∠)_

The senior also said helplessly: "Coach Ryuzaki."

The coach laughed haha, pulled him away, and left a sentence before leaving: "Tezuka is also at this age..."

Varied!what!ghost!

What does it mean that the senior has reached this age? !

I don't know where to start complaining!

Then... then...

"Senior, go to the hospital for an examination!"

Because I was too shy, I didn't know what to say anymore, so I could only drag my senior to the hospital for an examination.

This man, really gentle, is too foul.

Sometimes I wonder if there are other worlds where Tezuka Kunimitsu and Asahina exist for ten years.

If so, I hope they also have a happy ending.

I have been watching your back all this time, and now I can finally hold your hand.

I won't let go again, I will never let go.

"Senior, do you know about the amino acid combination effect?" I thought of my next serial, found a topic, and then explained to myself, "It refers to the eight amino acids that make up human protein. Proteins cannot be synthesized. One is everything when both are necessary."

"I am already very happy. I don't lack anything, because no matter what, as long as I work hard, I can get it."

"So, the senior is everything to me. Now the senior is by my side, and I don't want to lose...you again, Guo...Guoguang."

The senior just paused, and then sighed softly: "You are also very cunning, ten years."

☆、Twenty-three yearning

?The first day Tezuka-senpai left, I missed him. --Inscription

no Zuo no Die.

Tezuka-senpai just played a rather intense game. Now, he told me that the injury was too serious and he had to go to a hospital in Kyushu for treatment.

——At this time, I don't know what expression to use to face it.

——As long as... help me if I can't laugh, okay? !

The first day Tezuka-senpai left, I missed him.

The second day Tezuka-senpai left, I missed him.

miss him miss him miss him...

……

"Guan Shan edited me, Calvin—" I sent her an email, wailing endlessly.

The other party was very calm and immediately called: "So, Asahina, you sent me an email at midnight to tell me this kind of thing?"

"Senior went to Kyushu, my inspiration was taken away by him, I have nothing to do qwq"

"Then? You tell me this? Show off your affection in front of me, a single dog, in the middle of the night? Asahi Nai's ten years, it doesn't matter what reason you are looking for, if you don't hand in the manuscript for this issue, I will go to your house and watch you finish it "Her voice sounded even colder and gloomy, and I couldn't help shrinking into the quilt and shaking in the middle of the night, and heard her say in an extremely soft voice: "Anyway, you are on summer vacation, right?"

"I'm sorry I was wrong_(:зゝ∠)_" I quickly apologized, but it didn't help. Editor Guan Shan seemed to hang up the phone extremely hard.

My male god left me with my inspiration, what can I do_(:зゝ∠)_

Blame me_(:зゝ∠)_

Missing is really hard.

I got used to being with Tezuka-senpai, and the time I couldn't get along with him after that was very long.It's terrible, I've been through this for so many years.

Looking at it this way, it's as if I haven't lived without the days with my seniors.

How did I spend so many days with my seniors in such an understatement?

I rolled around on the bed, finally let out a groan, turned on my phone and clicked it, and sent a long email to my senior to describe my lovesickness. I don’t know why I wrote Kawenka so seriously. When I emailed it, but I wrote it like a god, it must be broken somewhere.

"Senior, senior, today I went shopping with our class monitor and found a super delicious cake shop, let's go together after you come back.

By the way, senior, I..."

Await your return.

For some reason I stared at the word for a long time before giving what must have been a strange smirk.

Every day of waiting is so short and so long.

Because the fact that he will definitely come back is such a conclusive fact, waiting for this matter seems to be meaningful, because this waiting can be answered, so I can laugh out loud when imagining the scene of the day when the other party returns.

Most people in love are as witty as me, and their IQ is also impressed to a certain extent.

It's such a happy thing to like a person so much, that kind of like almost passes through the screen to convey to the other party, and the other party will respond seriously.

I am waiting for you, and you are seriously responding to this waiting.

I have been emphasizing the response, because the response is very, very important to me. Probably the biggest difference between liking and falling in love is here.

"When you don't need to train, I will accompany you." The senior's emails are always concise and clear. "In addition, I bought a souvenir for you, and it has been mailed. Please check it."

Senior, he is such a man with an overrated boyfriend.Holding my face in my hands, I felt that the smile on my face must be a little more silly, so I quickly replied to the email and said good night to each other.

Although, I grew up in Kagoshima, Kyushu, although, Kagoshima did not leave me any good memories→_→

However, seniors are different.

As long as it is related to seniors, it is different for me.

I rose contentedly to write the manuscript for this issue of the magazine.

Sir, you are my inspiration.

"Asahina for ten years, what do you want to do if you don't sleep in the middle of the night! How many times have you said that you are not allowed to stay up late!"

"Mom, I was wrong qwq"

A few days later, I found out that the senior had actually sent me a small box of things...

The indifferent expression of Kintaro on the packaging of Fukuoka's golden beans and buckwheat beans actually made me feel a sense of magical joy.I dropped two into my mouth, and took out Miyazaki's burdock slices and other various snacks.When I talked about this matter again after a long time, the senior told me that when he was in Kyushu, there was a very famous shop selling plum wine. The wine smelled very mellow. He thought that minors could not buy it. I know why the store didn't check the ID and sold it directly to him... I'm sorry senior, I immediately held back my laughter.

Then I found a well-packaged porcelain doll, with a note from my senior: "I think it looks like you."

Wait, it's not like my face is not so round, okay? !

I, who was completely concerned about the wrong focus, found a stack of photos and postcards at the bottom of the box.

Fukuoka's most famous Dazaifu Tenmangu Shrine, the photo shows the famous flying plum blossoms at the gate, the branch of plum blossom protruding from the lower right corner of the photo, the branches are scattered, and the back door against the blue sky, such a picture, even the most picky photographer , It can only be nitpicked from the shooting skills.

But I didn't care to watch it, so I turned it over to read what the senior wrote on it.

"I visited Mr. Michizane Sugawara, who has the titles of the God of Learning and the God of Calligraphy, and hung up a wishing card for you to pray for success in your studies. The scenery is beautiful, but it is a pity that you are not here."

Date and name signed on the back.

There are also postcards of the famous Skyway.

"The scenery is very beautiful, and the colorful fields in the distance can be vaguely seen. It's a pity that you are not here."

……

I flipped through the pile of photos and postcards.

Except for the signature and date, it will be written on the back of each piece, unfortunately you are not here.

Unfortunately, you are not here, you are not with me.So the beauty of every frame I see will think of you, but for me, such colors have lost their meaning.

I tried my best to suppress the corners of my mouth that wanted to rise, and I also restrained the urge to cry because I must have a strange expression on my face.Then I carefully put away the photos and postcards and planned to find a store to buy plastics later, but before that, I threw myself on the bed, pulled out my phone and started sending emails: "I received the hand letter! The things are great! Seniors will have a chance in the future If so, let's go to Kyushu to play together!"

"Ah."

I've never missed someone so much.

Feeling heavy and empty in my heart, I suddenly thought, senior, I am about to graduate.

When the director of our literature and art department called yesterday to ask me if I was interested in the position of minister, I was taken aback. In fact, I was more or less aware of the minister's intentions, but our literature and art department has so many outstanding talents. Man, I thought it wouldn't be my turn, but I didn't expect the minister to really have this idea.

Then I realized very clearly that even if I didn't go to Kyushu, the seniors would leave this school soon.The relationship seems to be a matter of yesterday, and it turns out that such a long time has passed.

When I think of this, I feel very lonely.

The news that MOMO told me they were going to Chiba and Rokkaku Naka-hoku made no sense to me. Since my senior went to Kyushu, I didn’t even bother to go to the tennis club→_→

But I am really very happy to hear the news that Qingxue Tennis Club has entered the national competition.

When I heard the news, I immediately called my senior to congratulate him. I almost wanted to scream to express my joy.

Senior, did you see that Qingxue won, and Qingxue entered the national competition.

So, you don't have to worry, you don't have to carry such a heavy responsibility on your shoulders anymore.

I am such a selfish person, I can't care too much, I can only care about the people who are important to me.

Also, senior, I miss you very much.

At the national competition draw ceremony in mid-August, I was finally pulled over by MOMO. Although I don’t understand why MOMO winked at me and smiled treacherously at that time, if he dared to cheat me, I would teach his sister to break up later. got his CD.

After all, it is also a very commemorative ceremony, really, quite commemorative.

When I heard Tezuka-senpai call me, I fumbled for my phone and picked it up and heard him say, "I'm back."

Then I raised my head, and when I stood on the steps and looked at him, I was almost aphasic and could barely utter the words "Welcome back", I really thought that day should be regarded as some kind of anniversary.

Welcome back.

☆、End Goodbye

?You are not the end of love, but the driving force of love; I dedicate this love to the flowers on the roadside, to the bright sunshine shaking in the glass, to the red dome of the church.Because of you, I fell in love with this world. ——Hermann Hesse, "The Song of Ticino"

"At four o'clock in the morning, I saw that the crabapple flowers were still awake." When I read Yasunari Kawabata's sentence, although it was not four o'clock in the morning, it was not far away.

Shhh - if my mom finds out, she's gonna bang me on the head.

This is not the point, the point is that I was so excited that I couldn't sleep because I tossed and turned.

A lot has happened this summer.

Qingxue won.

No matter how unreal the process was, how much it made me dumbfounded, how much I wanted to duel with Li Haida’s deputy head of the tennis department who didn’t look like a third-year junior high school student—afterwards, I felt so sorry for the senior that I didn’t know what to do. But this time I didn't cry... Really, I didn't cry... I just vented my anger by thinking about the [-] ways that the deputy minister died →_→

In short, the Qingxue Tennis Club won the first place in the national competition.

That was the first time I saw a senior smiling so happily.

Tsk... I'm so sorry to say that, is my lifelong love rival still tennis_(:зゝ∠)_

Then, I was so excited about this incident that I lost sleep, and I didn't know why.

Probably because, I watched all the way, but I know better than anyone else how much effort they put in for this victory.

That's great, Qingxue won.

And then... there is still the last semester, and the senior is about to graduate from here.

Everyone has to go their separate ways. I heard that Oishi-senpai is even planning to give up tennis, so he can no longer form a golden team with Kikumaru-senpai, and Kawamura-senpai...

Everyone has their own way.

The senior also told me after the national competition that he plans to go to Germany after graduating from junior high school, participate in professional leagues, and take the road of professional players.

At the opening ceremony in September, everyone suddenly began to feel sad, because this was the last opening ceremony for junior high school students. Although the joint swimming competition after that was still useless to me, I went to see it this time. Although I still almost felt sick when I saw the swimming pool, I went to see it anyway.Because there is a senior by my side, so I have nothing to fear.

Tsk tsk, I don't even want to say how many classmates looked at me and my senior with stunned expressions.

Even so, I almost spit out that this kind of thing is black history!Hurry up and throw it in the trash can!Black history!

The private high school briefing session was aimed at third-year junior high school students, and after the student union election, people realized that parting was imminent, and the sad mood spread across the campus. From time to time, when walking on the campus, you can see teenagers who are desperate to confess their love after graduation. After that, I cried and passed out in the other party's arms, and I didn't know if it would work or not... Cough.

At this time, many associations have started to change their positions. I don't feel much about the fact that I actually became the Minister of Arts and Culture.But these days, because the senior took me to watch the joint swimming competition, and the relationship was made public, many unknown female classmates came over to look at me inexplicably, and then looked very insulted, hurt and aggrieved, thinking I also know that I probably feel that I am not worthy of the seniors, or they think they are better than me, and I don’t bother to care about them. It’s ridiculous that I have read all the novels of school girls. There are not eight out of ten books like this. Seven, but I'm not going to throw in the towel.The fact that I became a minister also made their eyes less self-righteous.

I am ready to face the battle, this time, I will not be the same as before.

However, it is calm _(:зゝ∠)_

Inexplicably a little sorry...

The joint track and field competition was probably because it was the last time. All junior high school students tried their best when they participated, and the seniors did not participate because there were too many things about the student union changing, but he came to watch with me o(*￣▽￣*)ブAt that time, some female students gritted their teeth in shock and regret, um... sympathize with them for three seconds→_→

Have you seen it, this is probably the legendary villain's success_(:зゝ∠)_

Because the senior is about to graduate soon, I suddenly feel a sense of time urgency. The time with the senior every day is short and fast, and it passes quickly. I don't know how to plan.

"Hey, U17?"

"Well, it is said that it is a dormitory training for the purpose of cultivating future Japanese professional players under the age of 17. There is no precedent for junior high school students to participate in the U-17 representative dormitory. This time, because Qinggaku won the national competition, all members are encouraged invited."

"It's really great... everyone can get together to play tennis again." This was my first thought, "But... if the seniors go to the dormitory, isn't it..."

Realizing what kind of words I was about to say, I immediately shut my mouth.

Wouldn't it be impossible to see each other every day like this?I want to say this, but reason always makes people restrain.

This is what the senior has been pursuing, and I can't stop it, just as he has always encouraged me to give me courage.

"Although it will be very lonely, it's great that the senior can be invited."

I tried my best to laugh, if I'm being honest...in fact, I don't want to, because who doesn't want to be with the person they like every day?I'm really happy for my senior, but ah... I don't want to be separated from him.As if aware of my reluctance, the senior patted my head, and comforted me as if hesitant and not knowing what to do: "I will send you an email."

"Ok!"

I... I'm really easy to please_(:зゝ∠)_

Not long after I was at home, I got a call like this.

"Ten years, there is something I want to tell you." Through the electromagnetic waves, the senior's voice was gentle and slightly distorted. I can't remember how long he paused before he said that sentence, hesitantly but firmly, "I...have decided , go to Germany and become a professional player."

"Eh? De...Germany?" I was stunned for a long time before I digested the amount of information in the words, and felt that I seemed to have heard something very important.

Yes, I almost forgot, when the senior said he was going to Germany after the national competition, the serious look in his eyes.At that time, I didn't realize that parting came so fast.

"Yes."

I suddenly didn't know what to say, so I was silent for a while before asking, "When are you going?"

The senior said a date, I hurriedly grabbed the notes and wrote it down, and then I heard the senior's voice: "Although it's very rude... But, can you wait for me?"

"..." After realizing what the senior was saying, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh, and finally I laughed, "Yeah, it's really super rude."

"I won't wait for you, senior." I replied bluntly, "Because this will make you farther and farther away from senior."

"Ah..." The senior seemed to utter a short syllable unconsciously. I couldn't see his expression, but I thought he was a little dazed.

Back then when he answered my sorry revenge, he finally got revenge hahahaha →_→

I don't know why my mood was so open, and I replied without even a trace of sadness: "Senior, you really scared me to death. I thought you were going to break up. I won't wait for you, senior. I will try my best to catch up with you, senior."

"It's me, please ask the senior to wait for me."

"I will." This time, I clearly heard the smile in the senior's words.

To be honest, I can't keep up with the opponent's plane in the TV series