Yukimura, you let go [Net King + Neighbors]

I can barely stand still with my brother supporting me.

"Be careful." He whispered in my ear, and then gently removed the black cloth strips in front of my eyelids.

The glaring scorching sun was so bluntly burning in my eyes, I quickly waved my arms to block the sunlight in front of me, I wanted to wait until I almost got used to the sunlight before opening my eyes, but the moment I closed my eyes, I saw a piece of cake in front of me. The tombstone, the photo on the tombstone is exactly what my father looked like... what he looked like when he was alive.

I was terrified for half a second, and before I had time to adapt, I opened my eyes straightly. The sun seemed to be piercing my eyelids, and tears fell one by one. At first it was just sore and swollen, and then it became an explosion of pain. I couldn't close my eyes because I couldn't believe that what I saw was the truth.

Am I really alive?Am I really not dreaming?can i wake upCan I escape from this dream?

I've asked myself this question more than once, but the answers I get are always unsatisfactory, or... I don't get an answer at all.

Both knees bent suddenly, and I knelt down on the stone steps in front of the tombstone with a 'plop'. The severe pain aggressively rolled into the blood vessels and capillaries, occupying my senses, but I unexpectedly felt less than.

I stretched out my right hand, and my arm shook violently.

I touched the black and white photo of my father on the tombstone. There was a smile on his face in the square grid, like the expression he had when he picked me up and let me sit on his shoulder many years ago when he came home from work.

Tears flowed into his mouth, bitter and astringent: "...brother... how did dad go?"

I know that when people live in this world, there will be a day when they die, but Dad... Dad, he is so healthy... The last time I saw Dad... he even hit Yukimura Seiki, how could... how could this happen The first time I see it... it will be a farewell to heaven and man forever?

"It happened in a car accident," Seiichi Yukimura said without any turbulence, as if he was buried in the ground, and the person who had turned into ashes had nothing to do with him: "From now on, there will only be the two of us."

I don't know if he said the last sentence to tell me that I will have to depend on him in my life in the future, or he is simply sad about my father's death: "When did it happen?"

He thought about it for a while before he answered, "It's been a long time."

How long is a long time?How long will I be locked up in a psychiatric hospital?

I don't know, I don't know anything.

All I know is the last time I didn't see Dad, the last time he died.

The last time I saw him, he was so angry with me and Yukimura Seiichi; the last time I saw him, he told me that my mother didn’t want me and my brother to be born; the last time I saw him, it became us Farewell to...

The uncontrollable sorrow continued like a torrential river. I beat the hard stone tablet and swallowed, but at the end I couldn't help it anymore and burst into tears.

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Yukimura Seiichi took my father's death lightly, and I couldn't do anything except cry.

After leaving the cemetery, my whole head went 'boom', feeling like my whole world had collapsed and I had nothing left.

When Yukimura Seiichi took him to a certain house, I didn't realize it. I didn't recover until the iron buckle on my ankle made a "squeaky" sound, and I looked at him with horror: " Brother, what are you doing?"

Yukimura Seiki moved his thin lips, his lavender eyes shone brightly, and his brows and eyes became more and more picturesque when he looked closely: "I can feel at ease only if I lock you."

His face is so beautiful, it makes me obsessed with it, and I am so obsessed with the tenderness in his eyes when he smiles for more than ten years, but all his actions hurt me again and again hurt me.

I thought I owed him and I should pay it back.

But then I realized that he owed me all this, but I didn't want him to pay it back.

"Brother, are you * me?"

When I suddenly asked this sentence, it seemed a bit out of order, and I didn't realize that I had already said it until I finished thinking about it.

Actually, I've wanted to ask this question for a long time, because for so many years, Yukimura Seiichi never said "I*you" to me.I couldn't help but think, after living together for so many years, what made him want to imprison me for the rest of his life to stay with me?He is my brother and my relative, but does he really love me?Do you really regard me as his only woman?

For so many years, he never said "I*you" to me, even as an elder brother.

He imprisons me and restricts my actions, probably just like Mitty once had the idea of ​​Chun, that is, I just happen to stay by his side, the right person to accompany him.

He does not * me.

Never* me.

Never *me*.

"How could I not *you?" He affirmed his answer with a rhetorical question: "In my life, I only have you in my heart."

After saying that, he stood up and sat next to me, and then took me into his arms: "You have to let me show you my heart before you believe me, don't you?"

I began to sob softly in my brother's arms, sobbing and choking, like a chick that fell from a bird's nest, trembling with fear without the protection of its mother.

He pressed my head into his arms a little more, and I just put my ear against his chest, hearing the strong and powerful heartbeat in his chest.

Yukimura Seichi asked me, "Did you hear that?"

I rubbed it sullenly: "...um..."

He grabbed my waist and lifted me onto the bed. Before I could exclaim, my strong body was crushed down like this, and the iron buckles and chains on my ankles were ripped apart by the big movement. La' sounded straight, the sound was sharp and piercing.

"I have never regretted what I did to you, because I always knew that my mother did not cheat." He lowered his head and kissed my eyes: "I just need a reason to drag my sister to hell with me."

"Because..." In my astonishment, he sealed my lips and said, "I love you...for so many years...always..."

"Welcome to the hell."

The author has something to say: Ni Jiang is a lunatic from the beginning to the end. He has never been normal!

Paragraph75 hurt her the most

——>> "Shizuku Mizutani spoke without trembling, but stepped back a few steps away from Yukimura Seichi in front of her. This man is too scary, really scary."

When stepping into the class, Mizutani Shizuku glanced at Natsume Asako's seat habitually, but she didn't come.Counting the days, it seems that she hasn't come to school for three weeks and nearly a month since the beginning of school.Class teacher Saeko Ninomiya said that Natsume had taken sick leave for a long time.A very long time?how long was that

Natsume Asako didn't take the preliminary exam at the beginning of school, and Natsume Asako's seat was also vacant in the subsequent midterm exam. Mizutani Shizuku couldn't help worrying about that idiot.

What kind of illness kept her away from school for so long?I remember the last time Natsume Asako had a fever of [-] degrees and insisted on wearing a mask to school.She knew that her grades were not good, so she rarely missed classes, so this time... Is it really too sick to get out of bed and walk?

Shizuku Mizutani rested her elbows on the table, resting her chin on her palms, staring straight at the formulas written on the blackboard by the math teacher in front of the podium, but her thoughts lingered on the Mitty who had been surrounded by her all the time. the fool.

It's really uncomfortable to lose her chirping and crooked voice in my ears.Thinking about the two months of summer vacation, she didn't have a text message or a phone call, and I thought she was going on a trip, but according to her temperament, after going out to play, she would definitely tell me about the place she went to on MSN. How, how can you go out without any news?And her personal homepage has not been updated during the summer vacation.

She originally thought that she didn't need friends, but the appearance of Haru Yoshida and Asako Natsume were all 'mistakes' in her interpersonal relationship. Factors that could disturb one's mood, but still failed.

What went wrong?It makes me distracted even in class.

I still remember the incident that caused a sensation in the whole school last time. I chose to stand on her side. She just said a simple "I believe in you" and she had tears in her eyes, looking like she was so moved that she was about to cry. Expression, does she regard herself as a friend?What about yourself?

Doesn't it count as a friend just by talking and doing nothing?

She should go to her and ask why she hasn't contacted her for such a long time. She clearly knows her cold temper, but she didn't take the initiative to post it because she wanted her to find her?Natsume Asako, that idiot, made her worry so much.

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"Eh? That's strange. Yukimura-senpai has been on sick leave for three weeks in a row. What happened to him, senpai?"

"Are you seriously ill? Are you in the hospital?! Let's go see him!"

"It's so sad! I thought I could see Yukimura-senpai every day after school started...but now..."

"Let's go ask Kan-sensei? Ask Kan Yukimura-senpai what happened..."

"Our second graders meddle in the third grade's work