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After the Paradise Island incident subsided among the public, Ishihara and Cruz took Jin Nana to Paradise Island once.For Shi Yuan, he would not be reconciled if he didn't see it with his own eyes, and it was the same for Jin Na.

At first Ishihara didn't intend to take Jin Nana, fearing that she wouldn't be able to bear it, but Jin Nana insisted on coming.

"Don't hide anything from me anymore. This is what I have to face. You are ordered to protect me, but what is protection? Is it protection to let a person know nothing?"

All the police on Paradise Island had already evacuated. In order to avoid the outbreak of the epidemic, all the corpses found on the island were transported away, but there was no way to control the ones buried under the buildings, and it was unnecessary to dig them out.Many gangsters came to the island one after another, and some wanted to dig up the remains of their relatives or elder brothers.But this is a small island. It is too difficult to transport construction machinery to start construction. It is not only a matter of money, but it is almost blatantly saying "I am a gangster", so in the end Paradise Island still maintains the appearance of the day it was destroyed. .The collapsed auditorium became a huge mausoleum on the island, burying more than 800 people including the devil.

Shi Yuan and others landed on the island in the name of a tourist group, and now it has become a scenic spot. Many people want to see the place where many gangsters were destroyed.

The normal arrangement of the tour group is to drive a boat around the island for a week, and to show everyone this burnt black place is considered as completing the task.Ishihara spent a lot of money to buy a tour guide to find a way to get on the island.The pier was completely blown up, and they landed in a small boat from a shoal, and walked for a while before arriving at the center of the explosion on the island.

Almost two months have passed, and the island is still full of scorched earth and ruins.

Cruz frowned tightly, because the tour guide was talking nonsense about how the heroic police officers Zhang XX and Li XX were chased by gangsters, ran into the ammunition depot and rang the hand/mine.

"No, this is the original ammunition depot. Look, it was blown up badly, right?"

The location mentioned by the tour guide was the original auditorium, but it was indeed the place where the bombing was the most severe.

Ishihara also stared blankly at the location of the auditorium. He had never been to Paradise Island, but he had seen the architectural drawing of Paradise Island from Mao Taijiu.

It was only after landing on Paradise Island that Ishihara really despaired. It was impossible to escape from this environment.But he didn't dare to say it, he was afraid that Jin Nana, who had recovered a little bit, would be hit and depressed again.

Jin Nana walked through the ruins silently while listening to the tour guide's explanation. It turned out that this was the land where he stayed for the last time.What was he thinking at the last moment?The island was so badly destroyed, how cruel was he?Would he be in pain the moment the explosion happened?

Before leaving, Jin Nana sat down on the ruins and stretched out her hands to caress the soil on the island.She has no ability to take him away, so she can only leave that ruthless and cruel guy here.

The end of July is the hottest time of the year, but the hot spring villas in the middle of the mountain still have cool breeze at night.

Jin Nana met here with Kim Young Joo and Chen Shixi who were visiting Tokyo.

The former couple are currently living together.Kim Young-joo is free because of a large decrease in crime cases and being squeezed out by colleagues in the police station, and finally begins to seriously consider personal matters.He proposed to remarry, but Chen Shixi suggested to live together first, adjust each other's living habits, and learn to balance family and work before remarrying.

This time, the two of them seem to be adapting well to the cohabitation life, and occasionally there will be smiles in their eyes when they look at each other.

"Nana." Chen Shixi held Jin Nana's hand pitifully. She was too thin, and in summer Jin Nana needed to wear long sleeves because she was afraid of the cold.

"I'm sorry, Nana." Jin Yingzhu apologized earnestly. Although he also said sorry on the phone, he still wanted to apologize in person.

Jin Nana also nodded solemnly, accepting his apology.

Kim Young Joo and his wife were shocked that Kim Nana got married in a very short period of time, and at the same time her husband died unexpectedly.Jin Yingzhu couldn't help his brother's attack: "When did you meet? How did you get married all of a sudden?"

Jin Nana smiled: "I met two years ago."

"French?"

Jin Nana shook her head, Jin Yingzhu wanted to ask more questions, and Chen Shixi squeezed his hand hard, Jin Yingzhu realized that her husband had just passed away, and Jin Nana must be very sad to be so thin.He kept asking, isn't this a stab in the heart?

So Kim Young-joo changed her words: "Let's live in Korea for a while." It might be good for her to return to a familiar environment.

"No." Jin Nana shook her head, "I'm going back to the United States. The university I applied for starts in August, and I'm going back to study."

Jin Yingzhu and his wife looked at each other, that's fine, Nana is still very young, the school environment is very simple, there are teachers and classmates, maybe she can recover as soon as possible.

Sending off Jin Yingzhu and his wife, Jin Nana stood on the second floor and pushed open the long window, breathing in the summer air full of fragrance of grass and trees, feeling a little bit alive.

There are moments when Nana almost wants to give up.Why is life so painful?It's better to go back, to another world, and reunite with father, mother, and him.Death should have washed away his sins, right?Can I see him in that world?

But the tenacity buried in Jin Nana's character forced her to survive, don't give up, keep going, don't give up, can't give up, keep going for another day.

She finally got through the hardest days.

Jin Nana returned to the United States with Ishihara, Cruz and others.

"You also go to study, you missed a lot of classes, be careful not to graduate." Jin Nana said to Shi Yuan very seriously, "We all have to finish our studies, and we have to start and finish things."

The university started in August, and Jin Nana went to class every day, and she worked hard to learn Japanese, and she also participated in some club activities after class.

The university major Jin Nana chose was "Botany".When choosing a major, Mao Taijiu once asked her why she chose this major?Jin Nana said: "I just like it. Every tree, every grass, and every flower has a different magical name. Just this is very interesting."

At that time, Mao Taijiu hugged her and kissed her, and said with a smile: "Then learn this."

Jin Nana rented a small house near the university. It has two floors. There are not many rooms, but there is a big yard, which is suitable for Xiao Hei to run around every day, and it is also suitable for Jin Nana to plant some flowers here. Plant some grass there.

A fulfilling life made Jin Nana look better again. She resumed physical training bit by bit, and gradually gained weight.

In addition, Jin Nana also volunteers on her rest days, going to orphanages, nursing homes, hospitals and other places to help.

Life seems to be getting back on track.

At the end of August, Jin Nana specially went to meet Wu Zhenhyuk once.Seeing the 12-year-old Wu Dongyu, Jin Nana experienced the feelings of Kim Young-joo, sad and guilty.

Wu Dongyu has been cured, and Wu Jinhyuk is in a dilemma. Should he return to Korea or stay in the United States? In the United States, he has no roots and roots, and struggle is very difficult. He cannot provide good living conditions for his children. In fact, it is also difficult in South Korea. He is for his children. If I resign and go back to find a new job now, it will be difficult to find a suitable job when I get older.

"Ask Dongyu." Jin Nana suggested.

Wu Dongyu said he wanted to go back to Korea because his mother was there.

Jin Nana felt a pang in her heart.She swallowed this emotion and told Wu Jinhyuk that her foundation had a job that required her to go back to Korea.The foundation is preparing to withdraw a sum of money to help police officers or their families in difficulties in South Korea, and asked Wu Jinhyuk if he would like to be the administrator of this fund in South Korea.

Wu Zhenhe was very surprised, and declined, "I can't do it, how can I do such a meticulous job?"

"There will be a dedicated team to assist you," Jin Nana said.

She knew that no amount of compensation could offset the harm, but she could feel better if she could do a little more for them.

In September, a special fund called "Taishan Fund" was launched. Wu Jinhyuk returned to Korea with his son, and Jin Nana asked Ishihara to find someone to organize a professional team to follow Wu Jinhyuk back.

Wu Zhenhe is a very decent person, with him watching, the fund must be properly used.

Another week later, another team set off for South Korea. This time there were several projects named "Taijiu Fund", "Taiping Fund", "Tai'an Fund" and so on, which were used to help homeless people, mentally handicapped people, lonely elderly, Children in orphanages and various other socially disadvantaged groups in need of help.

At the beginning of November, all the charitable funds in South Korea reported the various expenditures and revenues after the start-up. Jin Nana asked Shi Yuan to find an accountant to look at it, but she couldn't understand it.

Shi Yuan asked Jin Nana: "Are you going to atone for him?"

Jin Nana shook her head: "I am atonement for myself. But can sin really be redeemed? Once the damage is done, it is irreversible. Being good to others does not actually make up for the people and things that were hurt earlier."

Ishihara sighed, this is really a heavy question.

"But people still have to have a heart of repentance, and atonement is still necessary." Jin Nana said, "If people are not given a chance to repent, what will happen to those who have done wrong?"

Let the wrong people have a way to go.

Jin Nana asked Ishihara: "Do I have a lot of money now?"

Shi Yuan nodded. The property that Mao Taijiu stripped off is now managed by Shi Yuan to help Jin Nana. This property is very large, enough for Jin Nana to live in luxury. over.But Jin Nana didn't use any of this money. Her living expenses came from her own savings, and she still maintained her previous living standard.

"Since we have this ability, we should do more good deeds, Shi Yuan. Even if it's not for atonement, it's good to help others."

Ishihara agrees that there are so many people who need help in this world, but there are very few people who are able to help others and are willing to be as generous as Jin Nana.

"It's just that I'm too stupid." Jin Nana sighed, "I just want to help others, but I can't think of any good way, so I can only give money. If he is here, he will definitely come up with many good ways."

Mao Taijiu was not taboo in their conversations, and they often mentioned him naturally.

It has been more than five months since the Sri Lankan passed away, and Shi Yuan gradually recovered from the blow.At the beginning, Shi Yuan relied on the idea that "he must still be alive". After going to Paradise Island, he felt that the hope was very slim.Recalling the various performances of Mao Taijiu before the separation, I felt that even if he was alive, he would probably never appear in front of them again.

He said he wouldn't contact anyone.

On this day, when Ishihara went to school to look for Jin Nana, he bumped into a boy who confessed to Jin Nana. The tall and handsome blond guy was holding a handful of roses to give to Jin Nana.

With the book in her arms, Jin Nana raised her left hand to show him the ring: "I'm married." She has always worn the ring on her hand, and she doesn't know why others always turn a blind eye to it.

Although the boy still didn't believe in the idea of ​​getting married, the other party's rejection was too clear, so he could only leave with regret.Do Orientals get married so early?Is Kim Nana 20 years old? ——Foreigners are always confused about the age of oriental women, especially Jin Nana is very childlike.

Shi Yuan stood aside, feeling extremely conflicted.

He has been with Mao Taijiu for two years and Jin Nana for more than five months. He has feelings for the former as well as for the latter.Especially seeing Jin Nana struggling hard and finally standing up slowly, he naturally had the same concern for her as a father and brother.

Now he doesn't want Jin Nana to forget Mao Taijiu soon, but also feels that it would be too pitiful for Jin Nana to be endlessly trapped in her feelings for Mao Taijiu.What's wrong with her?No one is more innocent than her.

"Do you want...to wait forever?" Ishihara hesitated, whether he should explain to her that Mao Taijiu was unlikely to come back.

"No. I won't wait for him." Jin Nana said softly. When he left, he didn't tell her to wait, he just said "I won't ruin your life".

I will not ruin my life, even if I only live for one day, I must live well.If there is only one day, we must live it well and cherish it.