[Full Time] Idol

"If I don't agree..."

Before Ye Xiu finished speaking, Li Yan said coldly: "Oh." After saying that, she got up and prepared to go back to the room: "You go slowly, I won't see you off."

Ye Xiu hurriedly shouted: "Hey, hey, we haven't finished yet!"

Li Yan sat back again. "Tell me." She folded her arms unconsciously, she wanted to see what else Ye Xiu could say.

"I've spent most of my life on glory, and I haven't thought about other things, and I haven't thought about you... having such thoughts." Ye Xiu thought about it and said, "Maybe I'm too slow Well, a girl has already shown it so clearly, but I haven't noticed it."

Li Yan snorted coldly, did not refute and acquiesced to Ye Xiu's words.It really surprised her that this person could have such a cognition.

"So I really want to ask, what is there in me that you like? I don't want to show off, nor do I want to embarrass you. Can we just have a good chat, don't be so prickly..."

After a period of rest, Li Yan finally calmed down, "...what can I say, I was very desperate when I first returned to China. Although I didn't think about dying, I felt that my life was over. What are you going to do next, I don't know what the future looks like, I ran into you at the Internet cafe that night."

The scene of that day gradually emerged in Li Yan's mind.

"You were the first person to talk to me after returning to China. If it wasn't because you gave me a cigarette at that time, I would have been too lazy to talk to you."

Ye Xiu also laughed when he heard that, and looked at Li Yan with a more playful expression: "At that time, I really thought that some child had a conflict with the family and ran away from home."

"I really thought you were the one who struck up a conversation. After that, I worked in a restaurant and did nothing all day. I felt like I was sleeping every day. I just opened and closed my eyes and the days went by. I finally got glory after I hit the glory." Finding something to do, something that really makes me feel alive."

"Remember the question I asked you earlier?"

"Which one?"

"I once asked you if you didn't regret it after doing this job. You told me that you wouldn't get tired of playing for another ten years. I was thinking, you have been tricked like this, and you have to hang yourself on a tree , then what am I doing like this? When I encounter any problems later, I will think of you, you have done it, why can’t I do it? "

"Yes. I have become your imaginary enemy."

"To be precise, it's the goal. I want to surpass your goal. What happened last time was that I was too extreme. I'm sorry."

Ye Xiu was startled, "What are you doing again?"

"It's nothing, it's just what happened that night. I was too scared. At the beginning, I didn't want to go back to Japan. I always felt that I would fail there again. It turns out that I was right. I almost went back to Japan again. The hole is there."

Ye Xiu also knew what Li Yan was talking about, so he quickly said: "At that time, I also sincerely thought of a way for you. If something happened, I would never leave you alone."

"I believe you will do this, but don't say that in the future, people can't help but have other thoughts, girls always think more, wondering if he is taking extra care of me, this sentence Will there be other meanings in it, or whether a look or a movement implies a deep meaning, I haven't reached the point of exaggeration, but I am still a girl after all."

In fact, when Ye Xiu put forward such a beginning, Li Yan didn't expect any further developments, and she could think about it, she was only cowardly in this matter, and she was a hero who wiped away her tears.

"Well, I see."

"If you really ask me what I like about you, I can't say anything specific. You are quite right. You only know how to play games all day long, talk and mock, and you are not good-looking. You can't coax girls at all. The child is happy, and there is nothing good about it, but when I think about it, I am not good enough. Looking at the kindness, in fact, I am stubborn in my bones, and I want to be strong and unwilling to show weakness to others, so I should look better, and I am not young. I love you, but I just fell in love with you, not for anything else, if there is someone by my side in the future, I will like you very much, anyway, that's what it means." Li Yan spread her hands, she seemed to have finished what she had to say .

"I know you are probably lying in your heart again. I have finished what I have to say. Don't be too burdened. Just do what you want. Don't sympathize with me." Li Yan's expression was extremely serious, "I have sympathy for me. Oh, it's going to burn."

"..."

"Why didn't you speak?"

Ye Xiu held back for a long time before he said, "I really don't know what to say."

"Ah."

"Li Yan."

"Ah."

"How about..." Ye Xiu hesitated for a long time, with a tangled expression as if he was making a big decision: "Let's try?"

Li Yan's face turned dark immediately, "Try what the hell is it?"

Ye Xiu quickly explained, "It doesn't mean anything else, I mean, should we try to get together? To be honest, I don't hate you either, but I really didn't have too many other ideas before. But just reject you like this..."

Li Yan frowned as if hearing something harsh. "Don't feel uncomfortable, just speak up."

"That's not what I mean. I think that if I reject you directly, maybe I will regret it."

"what?"

"It's true that I don't know much about relationships, but after hearing so much from you, I think you're right. I used to pay too much attention to Glory, and I ignored many things."

"so……"

"So try it, maybe what you like is just the me in your fantasy, not the real me, maybe after you try it, you will find that everything is illusory, so you won't regret it even if you separate again. It won't be sad ?”

Li Yan tilted her head to look at him: "If you dare to say a big deal and still be friends, I'll beat you up."

Li Yan was impartial and just guessed Ye Xiu's mind. Ye Xiu couldn't laugh or cry: "... To a certain extent, you really know me very well."

"Because that's how you are, you can know what you want to say with your eyes closed, okay?"

"Then I also know your characteristics, but I don't know what you are thinking?"

"That's hard to say." Li Yan sat up straight, looked directly at him, and played with a smile on her lips: "Look at what I'm thinking now?"

"This..." Ye Xiu stared at her for a long time, not sure if it was a psychological effect, he seemed to have just discovered that Li Yan was like this, just like the feeling that night...

"Ahem..." Thinking about it, Ye Xiu suddenly felt that his face was burning badly, and he turned his eyes away uncomfortably: "I probably thought about it, but I didn't expect that I would agree?"

"Almost." Li Yan couldn't help touching her hot cheeks, "I was thinking, it's great."