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Before 9 o'clock, Lin Hong was woken up by a sound of ding ding ding. When he was half asleep and half awake, he just connected to the WeChat video, and his mother's angry voice came from the other end.

"Haven't woken up yet? What time did you go to bed last night? I told you not to stay up late..."

Lin Lang rubbed his eyes, turned over and buried his head on the ground: "I didn't stay up late."

My mother didn't intend to be devious, and asked directly: "How was the little girl yesterday? Did you have a good chat?"

Immediately sobered up a lot, Lin Lang scratched his head. He couldn't think of an answer for a while, so he could only sigh silently, and recited the standard answer: "Gentle and beautiful, well-educated, stable at work, and a very nice person, but..."

"Don't fail!" Mom frowned, looking sullen, "When did you say that? Son, the emperor can choose a concubine for several rounds. What exactly are you looking for?"

The expected reaction made Lin Lang feel guilty, and murmured: "I didn't think about it...I'm so busy with work, I don't have that kind of thought, besides, I'm not in a hurry..."

"I'm busy with work. If you were obedient and stayed in school to become a teacher after being admitted to graduate school, how could you be so busy that you even broke your stomach?" My mother was a little anxious at first, and the more she said, the more sad she became, "You are not in a hurry, but you can You are not young anymore. A few years ago you said you were young. Do you think my father and I really forced you? Waiting for you to fall in love freely, but what will happen? You see, your aunt Li’s daughter-in-law has a second child, and my mother originally wanted to I retired and took care of my grandchildren with this group of old sisters. As a result, they all became grandmas. My son has not been found yet. I also persuaded myself, it’s okay, the first child can’t keep up with the second child, they My child has a second child, and my son must have made some noise, but in the end, you are up to date..."

It was quite uncomfortable at first, but being criticized by his mother, Lin Hong couldn't help but want to laugh. He smiled and felt sad. He had done too many ridiculous things, and he still didn't know how to repent.

What a real mother, Lin Hong sat up from the bed and drank a few mouthfuls of cold water on the bedside table. My mother changed the subject and said, "Drink warm water! How many times have I told you not to drink cold water, your stomach will be hurt. keep it."

"Got it, got it." The long legs stepped out of the bed, went to the kitchen to boil water with his messy hair, and opened the curtains by the way.

"He will perfunctory me." Mom sighed, staring at Lin Hong on the phone and looking again, "Look at how handsome my son is, why can't he talk to a girlfriend..."

Lin Lang laughed completely. He was holding the mobile phone casually. The current angle is just right to shoot from the bottom up, and you can see the chin and nostrils. It is really Pan An in the eyes of my mother, and my son's farts are delicious.

"Smelly son!" Tsk, why did you become stinky again, "Did you talk about it yourself and didn't tell us?"

My mother's thinking jumped a little fast, and Lin Yan almost didn't keep up, but Zhou Zhuo's face flashed in his mind for a moment, he smiled awkwardly, and said, "How can I...Okay, okay, this time I Be serious and look around with that girl, okay?"

"It's more or less the same." My mother finally smiled, and then she turned the camera to the side, revealing her father watching TV with the fat cat in his arms, "Look at how serious these two are."

Lin Hong leaned forward, that's right, this stupid cat is getting fat again.

"Brother Zhuo, why are you so absent-minded lately?" Zai Zai fiddled with the camera in front of him, adjusted the focus, Zhou Zhuo in the camera frowned slightly, his eyes were in a daze, and he turned on the phone from time to time to look at it for a while, then closed it annoyedly, and turned back. Repeatedly and endlessly.

Zai Zai has never seen Zhou Zhuo so anxious and sad.

He hadn't contacted Lin Lang for a week, and he was going crazy.

"I haven't seen you playing games yet, I've been soaking in cameras every day." Zai Zai rubbed his nose resentfully. Zhou Zhuo opened a photography studio, but he hardly saw anyone, but recently he loved the post for a few days in a row. Dedicated, made the employees below a little panicked.

Zhou Zhuo absent-mindedly hummed, leaned back on the sofa, turned the phone up and down in his hands, and sighed unconsciously.

"Oh, let me tell you something fun!" Zai Zai leaned over to him, wanting to liven up the atmosphere, but it turned out that which pot was not opened and which pot was lifted, "L has been fighting with a girl for the past few days Matching, I just joined in the fun that day and played with them. That girl is amazing, but L is very patient... I asked L later, and said that she was a blind date. L is leaving the order!"

The cub clicked his tongue again and again, and Zhou Zhuo looked at him helplessly, feeling even more annoyed.

But what's the trouble?Isn't this the result he wanted?What right do I have now to be upset here again and again.

The person who is like a fish in water in the eyes of others is suffering terribly at this moment. The girl is a good girl, and she deliberately played King of Glory in order to get closer to Lin Hong. He felt very sorry.But in fact, he also has selfish intentions, thinking that when he puts himself into a new relationship, he may be able to forget the people and things he wants to forget. He doesn't have many five years to spend, although he despises this kind of scumbag in his heart. , but in the end he still bit the bullet and let the scum go down.

Sometimes, if you don't try it, you don't know that some things are useless to try and work harder.

Zhou Zhuo never contacted him again, and there was no activity in Moments. This state of invisibility, intangibility, and incomprehensibility was too exhausting, and Lin Lang felt that he was going to fucking collapse.

This state lasted until the company's new game was launched for public beta, and Lin Lang finally got some free time.He asked the girl out and finally got the word out.

I don't know where to start or what to say, but in the end, thousands of words converged into one sentence, love me... no, it's "sorry".

The girl was a little overwhelmed and lost, but she still smiled and said, "There's nothing to be sorry for, we just got to know each other...then will you still play games with me?"

"Ah..." Lin Hong was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled, "Of course."

But this relief didn't last long, and he was called home by his mother that week, inevitably nagging again.It's just that this time the storm was more violent.

The problem has never been resolved, and the repeated delays and evasions have only led to the edge of a more intense outbreak in the end.

"What exactly do you want? Do you really plan to be single for the rest of your life?" My mother's eyes were red from the first kind persuasion to the last stern words.

Lin Lang put her face on her knees and took a deep breath. Her nose was sore. After a while, she said in a hoarse voice, "Parents... I'm sorry, I'm probably going to disappoint you."

There was silence for a long time, and there were silent tears, and asked him: "Your illness will never recover, will it?"

Lin Hong trembled all over, as if he was in an ice cave, his whole body was cold.

"I like boys, why am I sick?"

"Why isn't it a disease? Would a normal person fall in love with the same sex! Get rid of me immediately!"

"No, we like each other for a lifetime, just like you and your father, grandpa and grandma, we are no different from you, just because we are boys, is it sick in your eyes?"

"Then can you walk on the road aboveboard without being pointed at by others? You can't even handle the word legal! You are still young, and you can't tell what you like or not. When you look back now, everything is in vain. In time."

"We are not wrong, and I will not look back, and I don't care if I have that certificate. You say I can't tell the difference, but I will always grow up, and we will always be together, proving that we are not impulsive, not instant gratification .”

Five years ago, Zhou Zhuo could still say such a generous statement in such an arrogant and naive manner, but now he can't say anything.Maybe it's a disease, maybe it's a mistake, but there's no turning back.

There is no turning back.

"Mom, if you think this is a disease, just treat it as a terminal illness. I have worked hard over the years, to cure my disease, to meet girls, to meet one blind date after another, but I clearly feel In my heart, there is not even a single bit of heartbeat." Lin Hong wiped away tears, "I know that I have done too many wrong things, and I have made too many mistakes. I also want you and Dad to be grandparents and enjoy family happiness sooner. But I can't harm others, and I don't want to harm myself... I will live my whole life... I will be filial to you, I know you are worried that I will die alone in the future, but living my life against my heart is even more painful, I am painful Happy decades are enough for everything."

"How did you become like this?"

Yes, how did it become like this.Obviously, he has been the pride of his parents since he was a child. He is smart, motivated, tall and handsome. Everyone envies the Lin family for having such a sensible and obedient child. He got into 985211 with excellent results in the college entrance examination, and his journey went smoothly. According to the wishes of the parents, he prepared for the postgraduate entrance examination and planned to graduate with peace of mind. After staying at his alma mater as a university teacher, the professor valued his classmates and cared for him, and all the life maps seemed to have been planned.

Until Zhou Zhuo broke into his life, the world was turned upside down.

Lin Lang got up and washed his face, and took the suitcase out of the room: "There is no result in the discussion today, let's all be quiet, I'm going back... I'll take the sweet and sour pork back to raise for a while, I haven't been so busy recently. "

The stupid cat was obediently stuffed into the space capsule cat bag, perhaps infected by the low air pressure, it didn't even struggle, and gave up resistance.

This is the first time in Lin Lang's life that he ran away from home in an atypical way, a rebellion that he had never experienced before in his adolescence, maybe Xiao Tong was right, he was really a late bloomer.He drove the car for a while, then stopped on the side of the road and lit a cigarette, his mood was unexpectedly calm, but the memories spread in waves.

When I met Zhou Zhuo, he was still a senior in high school, preparing to take an entrance examination for a certain art school. During that time, he learned painting from a professor every day during the day, sneaked into Internet cafes at night, and wandered around in the world of DN with Lin Lang.

For Lin Hong, Zhou Zhuo is a breed he has never seen before. He is rebellious and perverse, and often makes troubles with his family, but such a disobedient child is very easygoing in front of Lin Hong. Well, it's better for Lin Hong.There was a time when Lin Hong had a lot of classes, and he spent the whole day in school without seeing anyone, so Zhou Zhuo obediently waited for him in the game, waiting for Lin Hong to go online, usually it took a whole day to wait.

The time for the college entrance examination is getting closer, and Zhou Zhuo's time in the game is getting less and less. For the first time, Lin Lang feels reluctant, and even starts to panic a little, worrying that one day Zhou Zhuo will completely disappear in his eyes. In this world, after all, the online world is so fragile and dangerous, who knows who even if the computer and mobile phone are turned off.

One day Lin Lang saw a post from Zhou Zhuo in Qzone: Don't look for me anymore, I'm not in J City.

Lin Lang was stunned for a while, feeling that Zhou Zhuo had quarreled with his father again, and it looked serious.He sent a message to Zhou Zhuo, asking, "You ran away from home?"

"No, it's just for fun." Zhou Zhuo replied.

The expected answer is that although Zhou Zhuo is unusually obedient and obedient to Lin Hong, he is still a boy who is full of blood and just loves face.Without further questioning, Zhou Zhuo played the game at night and hung up with Lin Lang on a YY channel. Lin Lang could feel that Zhou Zhuo was in a bad mood today, and the fight was fierce.

"This Internet cafe doesn't work, I have to change it." Zhou Zhuo said to himself after killing the boss.

"What's wrong?" Lin Hong asked subconsciously, "Will your father find out?"

"No," Zhou Zhuo replied casually, "...Damn it!"

Lin Lang sighed: "Is the living expenses enough? May I lend you some?"

It took a while for Zhou Zhuo to reply, with a nasal voice: "No, it's enough, I have quite a lot of money."

Lin Hong laughed angrily, and asked him, "Well, are you still drawing pictures?"

"No more, this machine is a bit stuck, and I don't bother to change it." After a moment of silence, Zhou Zhuo suddenly asked, "What's your phone number?"

Lin Lang didn't ask anything, but just typed a series of numbers on the YY public screen. A few minutes later, the phone rang. It was an unfamiliar number. For some reason, he suddenly felt uneasy.