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Not everyone in this world has love, from beginning to end.

If a person has experienced abandonment after abandonment, experience after hope over and over again, then in a sense, this person has lost the ability to love.What remained of him, those so-called loves, were nothing but obsession and unwillingness buried deep in his heart.

This is true for Runyu, who was accompanied by Kuang Lu thousands of years ago, and it is also true for the red-haired boy in black sitting opposite Kuang Lu today.

Kuang Lu looked at the stern and less aggressive young man, and the three words "I love you" he just said were still ringing in his ears. What he thought of was, is it true that young people grow faster? ?

Early this morning, the heavens sent an urgent message.

Runyu frowned deeply while watching, raised her eyes to take a deep look at Kuang Lu, and then hurried back to the heaven in silence.Before leaving, he waved his hand and set up an enchantment, which was as solid as gold.

Kuang Lu stood in the barrier and looked at Runyu's back, feeling uneasy inexplicably boiled in her heart, she took a few steps forward, but she couldn't call out his name after all.

However, at this time, Kuang Lu looked at the indifferent young man in front of him, and then at a group of men in black with unfriendly faces standing outside the window, Kuang Lu couldn't help thinking, at that time, she should tell him how important she is.

Why don't they always say goodbye?

The boy on the opposite side continued to speak, with an emotionless voice: "...so you are really with him."

Kuang Lu looked at Zhan Nu in confusion, and it took him a while to realize that he meant her and Runyu.In fact, I can't blame her for the slow reaction, anyone who thinks that he is about to be sharpened will not react very sensitively.

Kuang Lu thought for a while but didn't speak, she lowered her eyes and continued to silently look at the teacup in front of her. Half of the flowers on the teacup were drawn by her, and the other half by Runyu teaching Deng'er to draw.That half was crooked, which made Kuang Lu couldn't help laughing, Deng'er blushed, and wanted to draw flowers on Kuang Lu's face, but was hit by Runyu on the forehead again.

Denger, Kuang Lu thought silently in her heart, fortunately, Zhan Nu let Denger go.Although she understood what he meant by "ask Runyu to come alone", Kuang Lu was still glad that at least Deng'er would not be implicated.

There are so many innocent but hurt people in this world, she really doesn't want Deng Er to be one of them.

Zhan Nu didn't care about Kuang Lu's silence, and continued on his own, like a cold machine: "I haven't told you yet, but I finally regained the position of Demon Emperor."

Kuang Lu finally raised her head and looked at Zhan Nu with complicated eyes.

Zhan Nu looked at her without fear: "Just last night."

Kuang Lu opened her mouth, wanting to say a lot, but in the end she only uttered a difficult sentence: "Surely, many families have been destroyed again?"

There was no wave in Zhan Nu's eyes, and his tone was as cold as an ice blade, cutting the tough-mouthed and soft-hearted young man in Kuang Lu's memory to pieces: "Someone owed me, and I owed others, which was just right."

Just right?Kuang Lu reacted, so what about those people, they are owed by others, are they going to owe others too?So, endless debts, fights, and revenge?So what exactly is this world?Purgatory?

"I am the one who owes you," Kuang Lu couldn't restrain her sadness. She thought of the young man in white many years ago. Very similar roads, but that road is so painful, it hurts so much that even Kuang Lu, who looked at him, was in pain, "Just kill me, can't you?"

Zhan Nu didn't speak, and after a while, he said in a hoarse voice: "The first thing I did after I regained the throne was to come to you."

"come kill me?"

"no."

"That is to use me to kill him. Or, to kill us both."

"...I said, I love you."

"No, you don't love me." Kuang Lu straightened her upper body, showing the demeanor of Fairy Shangyuan a long time ago, "You just think you love me."

Zhan Nu's expression finally showed a little looseness: "Do you know me better than me?"

"But Zhannu," Kuang Lu sighed softly, "There are many people in this world who don't know themselves as well as they think."

For many people, it takes a long time before they know what they really want.You think that your kalpa is impossible to ask for, but in fact, your biggest kalpa is that you have never seen your own heart clearly.

Zhan Nu was stunned for a moment, and his expression returned to the coldness before: "Don't be self-righteous."

Kuang Lu didn't know what was going on with her, but she could still laugh in such a situation: "Zhan Nu, let me tell you a story."

"A long time ago, there was a man who was locked in a dark room with no light. He stayed there for so long that he forgot what light looked like."

"Then one day, he suddenly saw a light in the dark room. He thought, it must be the light of the sun. But the light kept moving for some reason, so he tried very hard to catch it Light."

"And then he did catch the light. But guess what? It wasn't a sun at all, it was just a firefly, a very small firefly."

"Zhannu, do you think that little firefly can give that person the light he wants?"

Zhan Nu stared at Kuang Lu without speaking, his eyes seemed to be covered with mist.Kuang Lu turned her eyes away, looked out the window, and saw a group of black clothes, with a head of red hair, so bright, like a cluster of dancing flames.After a long time, the stubborn and clear voice in my memory finally sounded.

"It already, gave him the light he wanted."

Kuang Lu was startled, and was knocked out as soon as she turned her head.

Zhan Nu supported Kuang Lu who was about to fall, and the tear finally fell and would fall on Kuang Lu's cheek.

The wooden door was pushed open, and a thin girl stepped in lightly.

"Brother," the voice was still soft, "don't be soft-hearted anymore."

When Kuang Lu woke up, she was in a familiar place. 800 years ago, she fought the demon emperor here, and killed the demon emperor with her own hands.

Kuang Lu shook her head, she didn't know how long she had been in a coma, but she was still a little dazed at the moment.A familiar figure suddenly appeared in the clear vision that had just been restored, with soft red hair and big eyes that shone with innocence a long time ago.

"Sister Lu, are you okay?"

Kuang Lu frowned, wanted to get up but couldn't get up, and then realized that she was tightly tied up.

Ke Yue also noticed Kuang Lu's struggle and astonishment, and put a smile on Kuang Lu's shoulder: "This is the fairy rope. I begged it from the Queen of the Demon Realm 300 years ago. Now, Sister Lu, you Speaking of Ke Yue, isn't she particularly likable?"

Kuang Lu stared at the hand holding her shoulder. She had held that hand countless times before, with warmth: "Ke Yue, what are you doing?"

"What are you doing?" Ke Yue looked around at the busy attendants and the large army outside the hall, then turned her head and smiled at Kuang Lu, "So my brother didn't tell Sister Lu that today is my brother's enthronement ceremony."

"That's right," Ke Yue lowered her body to meet Kuang Lu's eyes, with a crazy smile on the corner of her mouth, "Sister Lu, you, and His Majesty the Emperor of Heaven, the day of your burial."

Ke Yue's words were extremely clear, Kuang Lu looked into those eyes, and saw deep hatred and impatient joy jumping in them.Kuang Lu couldn't help being a little dazed, she was a bit curious out of season, did the innocence that once shone in it disappear at a certain moment, or did it never exist at all from the very beginning?

Zhan Nu came over at this time, he was wearing the cumbersome Chinese clothes that the demon emperor would wear when he ascended the throne, and the dark green robe was embroidered with fine and dense patterns, Kuang Lu was dizzy looking at it.

Ke Yue let go of the hand holding Kuang Lu's shoulder, exchanged a glance with Zhan Nu, turned around and walked outside the hall, taking away those attendants and troops as well.The huge hall fell silent in an instant.

"You still have one last chance." Zhan Nu looked at Kuang Lu, who was kneeling on the ground and was tightly bound by the fairy rope, and his tone was flat as if he was asking Kuang Lu if he wanted another piece of fish, "You know, I don't want to This is for you. Kuang Lu, we can also forget about the past and start over."

Kuang Lu looked up at the young man who was already so unfamiliar that she couldn't recognize her at all, her tone was also flat as if she was saying that I was full: "Can't you just kill me?"

"does it worth?"

"what?"

"He made you like that, but you still want to protect him, is it worth it?"

Kuang Lu smiled slightly: "Do you think he made me stupid?"

Zhan Nu didn't speak, but the expression on his face answered "yes" clearly.

"No," Kuang Lu sighed softly, "I was never for him, I was only for myself, for my own will."

"Being by his side for thousands of years is because I don't want to live up to my own heart. I also don't want to live up to my heart when I jumped off Zhuxiantai. As for now... Zhan Nu, it's clear that I'm just obeying my heart from the beginning to the end. .”

What about you, Zhan Nu, what you are doing now is following your own will?Do you really, really want to do this?Everyone has people and things that they don't want to let down. You can see clearly, what exactly does your heart want?

Zhan Nu didn't speak, and Kuang Lu didn't speak again. They looked at each other silently and refused to admit defeat, until finally, Zhan Nu looked away, turned and walked down the stage.

Kuang Lu understands that from now on, all the so-called friendships in the past will be gone, and those relaxed and happy days will never come back. She and Zhan Nukeyue are completely enemies.

There was a commotion outside the hall, Zhan Nu stopped moving forward, Kuang Lu looked out of the hall, and saw Runyu coming alone in a silver armor.

Runyu should have come all the way, the white clothes on her body were already stained with a lot of blood, and her left arm was injured at some point, and it was dripping blood.Compared with what Kuang Lu saw before, the soldiers surrounding him were much less. At this moment, all the soldiers around him were moving forward or retreating, but no one dared to rush forward.

Kuang Lu looked at Runyu, who was coming straight at her with a cold face and anger, her heart beat wildly, and she shouted at him regardless: "Go!"

Let's go, let's go, what are you doing here, you fool, they want your life, do you know that?This is a trap, do you know that?It's fine if I die, what are you running here for?You fool, you go, go, go...

Runyu looked at Kuang Lu who was yelling for him to leave on the high platform in the hall, and the fear in her heart about whether she would be hurt gradually dissipated, but her steps never stopped for a second.

Of course I know it's a trap, of course I know they want my life.But Kuang Lu, if I don't come, if I leave, what will you do?

300 years ago, I stood opposite you, I left you, and then there was 300 years of uninterrupted, heart-piercing pain.So this time, I will never abandon you again.

I just want to live up to my heart.

Runyu continued to walk forward, while the soldiers around him were still advancing and retreating. Zhan Nu stood in front of the high platform in the hall, silently watching the mysterious and majestic man in his memory approaching step by step, but he no longer showed any timidity.

Seeing that it was getting closer, a cold dagger hit Kuang Lu's neck, and Ke Yue stood on the high platform and yelled softly: "Your Majesty, if you go one step further, Fairy Shangyuan will die." Jade died."

Runyu's footsteps really stopped, and the surrounding soldiers looked at each other, not knowing whether to attack or continue to defend.But Zhan Nu waved his hand, motioning for them to disperse to both sides.

Runyu stood in the center of the hall, whose delicate jade-like face was stained with blood, but he just looked at Kuang Lu on the high platform, and after a while, he looked at Zhan Nu and said, "What do you want? "

"To your life."

"Then there's nothing to say."

"Wait a minute!" Ke Yue's soft voice echoed in the hall, "His Majesty the Heavenly Emperor doesn't care about his own life, should he also care about the life of Fairy Shangyuan?"

Runyu stopped her movements and looked at Ke Yue coldly. Ke Yue smiled indifferently: "If His Majesty the Heavenly Emperor is willing to receive ninety-nine 81 spirit-killing nails, Fairy Shangyuan can leave with His Majesty safe and sound."

"Impossible!" Kuang Lu became excited, what kind of poisonous thing is the Mieling Nail, one can make a mortal's soul live forever, ninety-nine and eighty-one, even the Da Luo Golden Immortal can't bear it.Leaving safely and soundly is clearly a life for another life, not to mention that the life exchanged is impossible to be kept. '

But, but, fear spread in Kuang Lu's heart, she thought, this person in the audience would be stupid sometimes, not ordinary stupid, if he was stupid enough to agree, if he agreed--

"Don't! Don't," Kuang Lu shouted at Runyu, "Go, go! I don't want to see you, the last thing I want to see in this world is you! Go, go!"

But the man didn't leave, he stood there, looked at Kuang Lu tenderly, and showed a comforting smile, just like the one she saw a long time ago, so gentle and beautiful, he said, okay.

Kuang Lu collapsed weakly, and heard Ke Yue's contented chuckle beside her.

One Extermination Nail, two Extermination Nails, Kuang Lu watched the Extermination Nails being driven into Runyu's body one by one, only felt that endless and endless Extermination Nails were also driven into her body, it was so painful, She was in so much pain that she was about to suffocate.

When Kuang Lu jumped off Zhuxiantai 300 years ago, she thought it was the ultimate pain in the world, but now she found that it was even more painful. She would rather jump back to Zhuxiantai than see all this .

"Don't, don't, don't..." Kuang Lu murmured, her whole body was powerless, she clenched her hands tightly, her nails dug into her flesh, but that little bit of pain was nothing compared to the pain she felt now. As light as a feather, tears burst out suddenly, and the cold wetness that had been separated for 300 years rolled down her cheeks again. Finally, Kuang Lu couldn't bear it anymore, and shouted hoarsely at Runyu: "Your Highness——"

Does anyone know that a long time ago, there was no cold-hearted Emperor Runyu in this world, there was just a little boy who would cry at his own dragon tail on the Rainbow Bridge, a boy who just wanted to live in peace The night god hall where life is stable.That is, my lord, my lord.

My Highness and I have been separated for many years. Now, after countless stars and time, tears and blood, I finally found him back.

There was another fighting sound not far away, and a large number of troops rushed over. The anxious Yanyou and Xufeng were at the front. Yanyou roared: "You crazy! He told you to come alone, and you are really alone. Come on! Are you stupid!"

Xu Feng and Zhan Nu in the audience started to fight. A soldier rushed to the high platform, raised his sword high, and the sword fell, splitting the immortal rope on Kuang Lu's body. Kuang Lu had no time to thank him, and rushed straight To Runyu who was falling to the ground.

Runyu, who was covered in blood, could no longer support herself, but she still tried her best to smile at Kuang Lu who was rushing towards him.Kuang Lu could see clearly through the hazy tears, he was telling her, look, this time I did not disappoint you.

Kuang Lu finally managed to support Runyu, but she also fell to the ground along with Runyu. Big tears fell down and mixed with the blood on Runyu's body. It was a bit embarrassing scene.

But Runyu was still smiling at Kuang Lu, reaching out tremblingly to wipe away the tears on Kuang Lu's face: "You... are you okay..."

"I'm fine, how can something happen to me, you idiot, lunatic, the stupidest idiot in the world, the craziest lunatic..." Kuang Lu hugged Runyu in her arms and cried so hard that she couldn't help herself.

But Runyu smiled lightly: "Kuang Lu...I'm sorry, there are many things, I'm sorry..."

I'm sorry, I ignored you, I'm sorry, I hurt you, I'm sorry, I know I owe you a lot of time, but I feel like I can't be with you anymore...

In fact, I have a lot of things I want to ask you, and a lot of things I want to tell you.

I want to ask, did you do anything stupid in your childhood.I want to tell you that I did a lot of naughty things with Xu Feng before.

I want to ask, why did you invest in my Xuanji Palace.I want to tell you that when you wear men's clothes, many fairies say you are handsome.

I want to ask, have we met each other a long time ago?I want to tell you that I have prepared many, many gifts for you.

So many problems, so many things, it's just a pity, I'm afraid it's too late.

But maybe, for you, that's not such a bad thing.

In the beginning, you were different from me, but in the end, you are surprisingly similar to me.I looked at your cold and lonely figure, and I thought, if you can live happily like those mortals, vulgar but happy, that would be great

I used to not know how to love someone. I always thought that to love someone is to keep her by my side, and to love someone is to keep telling her that I love you.But now I finally understand that there are some loves that don't need to be said, I love you, and I don't need to force you to keep you.

I love you, Kuang Lu, I haven't told you this sentence, but I don't regret it.I know, in this last moment between you and me, you understand even if I don't say it.You have always understood me best.

Kuang Lu, I give you my last and best love, forget me, forget all the pain and hurt, forget all the tears and blood.

In the future, wherever there is a good scenery, go there.

"Kuang Lu," Runyu said softly, "close your eyes."

Kuang Lu shook her head in a panic: "No, I don't want, if I close my eyes, don't you, don't you want me? You can't want me, you haven't wanted me so many times, you can't want me... "

"Be obedient." Runyu always had a slight smile on her face, looking at Kuang Lu with gentle and affectionate eyes, but in Kuang Lu's eyes, that smile was just like a piece of beautiful glass, which would become debris.

Kuang Lu stubbornly said: "I don't want it, I have not listened to you for a long time, don't even think about it, don't think about leaving me..."

At this moment, Runyu was in pain all over his body, as if thousands of insects were biting him, but he smiled more gently, raised his hand slightly, and covered Kuang Lu's eyes.

"Kuang Lu."

A burst of soft but bright light emanated from Runyu's palm, gently enveloping Kuang Lu, and many fine pieces of light splashed outward, scattered like stars.

The people fighting around couldn't help but stop, staring blankly at this dreamlike scene.

"forget me, please."

Runyu's gentle voice lingered in Kuang Lu's ears, and a tear suddenly rolled down from Kuang Lu's eyes, from Runyu's eyes.

This is their final farewell.

The author has something to say: it's over.

If some memories are not recalled, just treat them as if they never happened.

There are also a few side stories, written from the perspective of other people in this article.

The meaning of the ending is that Runyu died, but Kuang Lu's memory of him was erased with the last spiritual power.