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When Runyu first returned to the Heaven Realm, she was very curious about what it was like under Zhuxian Terrace.

He heard that many immortals who jumped lost all their spiritual power and destroyed their bodies.So, maybe there are many bones there, but he also heard that many gods have been wiped out in ashes, not even a little bit of bone can be left, and thousands of years of practice have turned into a puff of smoke in the end, blown by the wind, It's gone.

Runyu once had the idea of ​​going over to have a look, but that idea was dispelled in an instant.to see?What do you think, jump off?Wouldn't he also lose all his spiritual power, destroy his physical body, and finally turn into a puff of white smoke, blowing away with the wind.Thinking about it, it hurts badly. Although he is not afraid of pain, he is also a little afraid of dissipating in this world.He knows how greedy, hypocritical, and selfish this world is, but he still wants to stay, maybe one day, go to see this world of mortals with someone alone.

However, Kuang Lu is very afraid of pain. Looking at the abyss under the Zhuxian Terrace, Runyu recalled in a daze that that person was timid, he was afraid of piles of things, afraid of pain, afraid of pain, afraid of darkness There is no light at all, fearing that the powerful will be corrupted, and the heart is insidious and unpredictable.Unfortunately, there was too much suffering and pain around him. He walked at night first, and then fought with others. She was afraid of everything she saw.But she was so scared, but she still insisted on staying by her side,

Runyu recalled that when she came to him that year, she threatened her to keep an eye on him, and when she returned, she sued him like a child.He asked her if you were afraid, and her whole face was wrinkled, saying that she was terribly afraid.He looked at her, inexplicably wanting to laugh.

That was the first time she told him that she was afraid, and it was also the last time. In front of him, she was like a little girl, who was crying and twitching, but also grabbed other people's sleeves with red eyes, for fear of being left behind.Later, what he asked her to do was ten million times more terrifying than this one, but she never showed a little fear in front of him, so strong, so fearless.But he knew that she was still afraid.

Now, you jump off the Zhuxian Terrace, but you will be punished hundreds of times more cruelly than the punishment of cutting into pieces by a thousand knives. Kuang Lu, aren't you afraid?

It hurts, Runyu thought, since it hurts so much, why jump off?

Why not stay?

Are you afraid that I will punish you?But you clearly know that over the years, even if you are sometimes negligent in doing things and ask me to clean up the mess for you, I have never really punished you.There are rumors and gossips everywhere in the heavens, saying that Shangyuan Fairy has an impure mind and wants to repay her kindness. The fairy people have never stopped writing, but I have never paid attention to it.

I won't kill you, you know very well, I won't kill you.

Then why are you jumping off?

Yanyou looked at Runyu standing silently and staring at the bottom of Zhuxian Terrace, feeling a little uneasy for some reason. This kind of Runyu reminded him of Runyu 1000 years ago when his adoptive mother was killed by the congenital queen.

At that time, Runyu watched his mother transform into smoke, and received a heavy blow from the congenital queen, but there was only a dead silence all over her body.Yanyou looked at the congenital energy accumulation once again and Runyu's body was dead silent, and thought that Runyu was more sad than heartbroken, and even gave up resistance.But in the next moment, he saw Runyu's moves were fierce and pressing every step of the way.That kind of anger, that kind of strength, still scares him when he thinks about it.

Now that Runyu in front of him fell into that dead silence again, Yanyou wondered anxiously, would Runyu use such tricks again, but to whom?Although Xu Feng slapped Kuang Lu, logically speaking, she jumped off by herself, so Xu Feng can't be blamed, or would Runyu just fill in Zhuxian Terrace?

Yanyou's thoughts ran farther and farther, but Runyu had already withdrawn his eyes, turned to Xufeng and Jin Mi calmly and said, "The demon king and the queen are frightened, and now the criminals have been punished, please don't worry."

Xu Feng looked at the expressionless Runyu, felt a little embarrassed for some reason, and just nodded to show that it was okay, but Jin Mi who was beside him became excited and broke away from Xu Feng's hand protecting her.

"What criminals are you talking about? Subjugation?" Jin Mi looked at Runyu in disbelief, "She was obviously forced to jump off!"

Runyu's expression was still calm, even her eyes were dull: "Is the queen overly frightened? Come, prepare some shock soup for the queen—"

"No need!" Jin Mi interrupted sharply, and took a step forward to look at Runyu, with a bit of heartache: "A long time ago, Kuang Lu asked me a word, and now I give it to you. Runyu, you Isn't my heart made of ice?"

Runyu didn't look at her, and lowered her eyes slightly, a large cloud drifted across the sky, covering the originally bright and dazzling sun.The heavens darkened in an instant.Seeing that Jin Mi wanted to continue, Xu Feng quickly stepped forward and took Jin Mi's hand: "Jin Mi!"

Jin Mi looked at Xu Feng and understood his worry, so he reluctantly kept the thousand words in his stomach.Xu Feng turned to Runyu and said, "Emperor Tian, ​​don't worry, this small matter will not hinder the relationship between the Demon Realm and the Heaven Realm. The Emperor of Heaven must be busy, so we won't bother you any longer."

After Xu Feng finished speaking, she dragged Jin Mi away, afraid that his elder brother, who had heard that he was getting more and more moody, would not want to fight him for a while.Runyu still lowered her eyes, looking at the blood that belonged to Kuang Lu left on the ground, and after a long time, she whispered to the trembling Commander-in-Chief, "Someone come clean it up."

Commander Tianshuai hurriedly took the order, looking a little relieved.Runyu didn't care about him, and walked forward step by step, those heavenly soldiers naturally retreated to the sides, all of them lowered their heads and dared not look at Runyu, even though they were curious and apprehensive in their hearts.No one in the heaven knows that Fairy Shangyuan is His Majesty's most trusted subordinate, and Fairy Shangyuan takes care of the Emperor's daily life and various affairs of Tiangong.Now, Fairy Shangyuan betrayed the Heavenly Emperor for two little monsters, kidnapped the Queen of the Demon Realm, and finally jumped off the Zhuxian Terrace.

Yanyou followed Runyu, looking at Runyu's seemingly steady steps, but he could vaguely sense that Runyu's steps were not solid, and a little unstable.Yanyou couldn't help but think of that year when Runyu went to Dongting Lake, when he left, his body was unstable and his steps were shaky, and Kuang Lu followed him, also walking a little shaky.At that time, Yanyou felt that this little fairy servant was really interesting, but now, the little fairy servant in green clothes would never follow behind the man in white clothes, sharing joy and sorrow with him.

Yanyou sighed silently. He and Kuang Lu have known each other for thousands of years. Although he sometimes feels that the current Shangyuan fairy who abides by the rules is not as cute as the ignorant night god attendant before, the two of them are still friends.Who would have thought that Kuang Lu would end up like this.

While thinking, Yanyou followed Runyu into the palace.Runyu walked to the desk step by step and sat down quietly.Looking at the quiet Runyu, Yanyou felt more uneasy in his heart: "Your Majesty..."

But Runyu suddenly spoke, with a calm voice: "Yanyou, what kind of person do you think Kuang Lu is?"

Yanyou was taken aback for a moment, not knowing what to say, he hesitated in his words, but Runyu didn't seem to need him to answer, and went on talking on his own.

"The first time I saw her, she disguised herself as a man, ran to my Xuanji Palace recklessly, and wanted to follow His Royal Highness Ye Shen no matter what she said. I was so annoying that I frightened her, saying that I practiced magic and beat people It's fierce. At that time, I thought she would be scared away, but she didn't. I thought she was really brave, she was really thick-skinned, and she must be very scheming."

"Later, she dressed up as a little boy and dangled in front of me every day, and I realized that she was actually quite stupid. Sometimes I was angry with her, but she was not angry, she was smiling all day long, and she didn't speak well. She said that she knew how to flatter me. She praised me for my good looks, my magic power, my good temper, and my knowledge of books. I listened to what she said, and I was still thinking too much. Immortal Si taught her something every day. Later, Fairy Yuanji called Immortal Taisi a flatterer when she saw Immortal Taisi. Then I realized that the ability to flatter is probably inherited. At that time, every time she praised me, I would hate her , I just want to see when she will leave. Too many people in this world have chosen to leave me, and I think she is no exception, but she didn't. "

"Yanyou, I know you look down on me quite a bit. In fact, few people in this heaven look down on me. You can see that they all respect and respect me on the surface, but secretly, they all say that I am a treacherous villain. Actually It doesn't matter if you say it, I feel that there is no difference between me now and my father and congenital queen. Many things, you know, or you don't know, I feel disgusting. Only Kuang Lu, she is my plan Pen, be my knife for killing people. I went to hell, she fell with me, and when I got to a high position, she accompanied me up. During that time, it was too bitter and difficult, too dark and dirty, I always thought she would If I go, I will choose to leave. But she didn't, every time I turned around, she would stand there, as if she could stand for ten thousand years."

"Later, during the war between gods and demons, Immortal Taisi was seriously injured in that battle and lost his lifespan. Immortal Taisi passed away 300 years ago. No matter how I think about it, I feel that I am also responsible. I understand the kind of loss of relatives. The pain, it hurts so much, it hurts so much that I just want people to find a vent, and I was like that at the time, treating many, many people as a vent, including Xu Feng and those creatures who gave their lives for it, even though I knew them She is innocent. So I thought, Kuang Lu must leave this time. But she didn’t. She is still more sober and kinder than me.”

"I almost thought she would never leave."

Runyu said softly, and occasionally smiled, as if talking about other people's affairs, as if the other person in the words was not himself: "Is it very ironic? When I thought she was going to leave, she was so determined." Standing there. And when I thought she would stand there forever, she left like this lightly."

Yanyou looked at Runyu with a self-deprecating smile on his face, and Kuang Lu crying bitterly in blood appeared in his mind, his heart became more and more disturbed and uncomfortable, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

Runyu's voice lowered, and when it rang again, it had turned into the usual indifference without the slightest emotion: "I know you don't like to stay in this heaven, but Kuang Lu is not here, and many things are left unattended. You are in the heaven first." Stay for a while and help me deal with it. Don't worry, I won't hold you for too long."

Yanyou was stunned for a moment, looked at the indifferent person, knew that he didn't need to comfort him anymore, so he said hello and retreated.

As soon as Yanyou left, Runyu was the only one left in the hall.It was dark outside the house, Runyu looked at the big candle on the table, and remembered that Kuang Lu would always light up the whole hall for him when he was reading at night.He once asked her not to bother her so much, but she insisted, saying that the room is too dark for the eyes.

"Your Majesty is the lord of this heaven. If you hurt your eyes, wouldn't it be the loss of heaven?" At that time, she was flattering her seriously, and he was used to it and didn't bother to laugh at her anymore, so he had to acquiesce in her holding a small candle and lighting one by one every day.Every time he raised his head, he could see the Tsing Yi under the light carefully lighting the light. The candle light made her feel warm, just like the sweet soup she served every night. peace of mind.

Runyu got up, he didn't have the small candle, so he could only light up the lamps on the table, one after another, one after another, the room slowly lit up, Runyu stood in the middle of the room with the lamp, looking at the The temple was lit with candles like stars, but there was no trace of warmth.

"It's the lack of lamps, it must be the lack of lamps." With a wave of Runyu's hand, another room full of candles appeared, and the room was suddenly bright as day.Runyu's eyes were dazzled by the candlelight, and her body swayed accordingly. Suddenly, the Lantern Festival, when the fireworks were in full bloom and the colorful lights overflowed, Kuang Lu was beside him, grabbing his wrist with joy, The warmth spread from her fingertips to his cold skin.Runyu suddenly felt a stabbing pain in her wrist, and the lamp in her hand fell to the ground, and the candle went out.

Runyu remembered the peace talisman that Kuang Lu gave him at the Lantern Festival. What about the peace talisman? Where did he put it?Runyu panicked, but he didn't know why he panicked. He just started searching around, starting with the desk, then the wardrobe, and finally the bed.Classics, clothes, and bedding are all in a mess, but I can't find that little peace talisman anywhere.

"Where is it?" Runyu's rummaging became more violent, and with an inexplicable but strong anger, she ruthlessly overturned everything on the ground, but she still couldn't find what he had lost.

Runyu gasped a little, not sure if it was because he moved too much just now, or because of his anger at this moment.But Runyu suddenly remembered, maybe Kuang Lu knows where he is, she must know, she knows everything about him very well, if you ask Kuang Lu, Kuang Lu must know.Runyu seemed to have finally found a way, she laughed happily, and began to call out loudly: "Come here, come here!"

Outside the house, the terrified fairy servant who heard the sound of smashing things in the house hurriedly entered the house. Although he was startled by the mess, he quickly bent down and dared not look at the Heavenly Emperor who looked a little strange at this time Your Majesty: "Your Majesty, what do you want to order?"

"Go," Runyu ordered, still gasping for breath, with a shaky figure, "Go and find Fairy Shangyuan."

Immediately, the body of the fairy waiter froze, looking for Fairy Shangyuan?Where can I find it?Your Majesty doesn't want him to dance to Zhuxian Terrace, does he?

The fairy servant's waist was even lower, almost sticking to the ground: "Come on, Fairy Shangyuan? But, but Your Majesty, Fairy Shangyuan, Fairy Shangyuan, she, she is not in the heaven—"

"Of course I know she's not in the heaven!" Runyu roared, "That's why I asked you to find her! Find her! Go!"

The Immortal Attendant's legs went limp, and he knelt down on the ground, kowtowing his head again and again: "Your Majesty, spare me! Your Majesty, spare me! Your Majesty, spare me——"

Runyu got a headache from being yelled at by the fairy servant. She closed her eyes and opened them again. With strong anger in her eyes, she kicked the fairy servant to the ground and strode out: "Trash! They are all trash!"

A bunch of fairy servants gathered outside the house who were whispering and terrified when they saw Runyu walking out in a rage, they were all frightened and knelt on the ground in an instant, Runyu ignored them and said straightly. Go to Kuang Lu's palace.

A group of fairy servants behind tremblingly looked at Runyu's angrily leaving figure, and looked at each other with one thing in their eyes. Got mad.

If Runyu knew what those fairy servants thought about him before today, she would have sneered and ordered their tongues to be pulled out.Today, however, Runyu is not in the mood to care what those people are thinking or saying. Kuang Lu's residence is not far from him, and he just wants to hurry there.

At this time, the fairy servants in Kuanglu Palace had been crying for a long time. They started crying after learning that their master had jumped to Zhuxiantai without even leaving a body. The Heavenly Emperor, who was frowning and acting urgently, was shocked and confused for an instant, and knelt down on the ground again.

Runyu got tired of these fairy servants who could only kneel down, so she entered Kuang Lu's room without paying attention, and began to rummage in Kuang Lu's room by the moonlight outside.

What is he looking for?Runyu couldn't remember, he just flipped through, as if Kuang Lu would appear in some corner as long as he flipped through thoroughly, and called him His Majesty with a gentle and bright smile.

Everything was overturned one by one, and the fairy servants in Kuang Lu Palace started to cry again, what kind of grudge, what kind of resentment, people have jumped off the Zhuxiantai, there are no bones left, and they want to smash the palace?My master, why are you so miserable?

Runyu was disturbed by the crying, turned her head and shouted angrily: "Get out! Get out!"

Immediately, no sound could be heard outside the house. Runyu turned his head and dragged out a large plain box from Kuang Lu's closet. He stared at the box, and his hand to open the box trembled for some reason.

There was a pile of objects lying quietly in the box, and Runyu looked at them one by one, and some small and detailed pictures in her memory gradually became clear.Those items were all given to Kuang Lu intermittently by him over the years.Runyu was in a daze, his heart was so blocked that he just wanted to tear it open.Runyu looked at the top box, opened it gently, and inside was a brand new porcelain vase wrapped in red cloth, with stars, fiery trees and silver flowers on it.

Runyu held the bottle, and the strength in his hand became stronger and stronger, and the bottle was crushed. The broken porcelain pieces cut through Runyu's palm, and fell onto the red cloth with warm blood.Runyu panicked, quickly let go of the broken porcelain vase, and began to pick up the broken porcelain pieces, trying to put them back together.

Yanyou rushed in suddenly, panting and grabbed Runyu's shoulder: "What are you doing here? Do you know what's going on outside now? They all say you're crazy!"

But Runyu didn't seem to hear it, and just smiled palely at Yanyou: "Yanyou, you came just in time, the porcelain bottle is broken, please help me fix it quickly, quickly, fix it quickly..."

"What porcelain vase are you repairing?" Yanyou was a little annoyed, "What are you doing here! What happened to your hand?"

Runyu ignored him, but just wanted to fix the porcelain bottle, the blood on his hands dripped down, making his silver robe dirty: "Fix it, fix it, as long as you can Fix the vase..."

Yanyou sighed impatiently, and straightened Runyu's body: "Runyu! What's wrong with you?"

Runyu stared blankly at Yanyou, tears rolled down her delicate face suddenly: "I... I lost the peace amulet..."

"what?"

"Safety talisman, I lost the peace talisman...I lost my peace talisman..."

Runyu pushed Yanyou away while talking, got up staggeringly, and staggered out, but fell down the steps for a while, and lay down on the open space, dumbfounded. Looking at the sky full of stars, he murmured: "Tonight... there is Sansuke..."

Runyu has seen many people lie, among them Kuang Lu is the worst liar, her eyes dodge and she stumbles when speaking, even a fool can tell that she is lying.But today, her eyes and her expression told him that she didn't lie this time, she was the truth, and she never wanted to see him again.

And it was true that he would never see her again.

The Nightmare Beast walked over at some point, and rubbed against Runyu lightly. Runyu turned her head to look at it in a daze, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Did you eat tonight, Kuang Lu's dream?"

The Nightmare Beast tilted its head, lowered its head again, took a few steps back, and sat down silently.

Runyu turned her head and continued to stare blankly at the night sky. The sky was full of stars and the moon was shining like jade, just like those nights when she was by his side.

The scene remains the same, but people are not there. In an instant, things change.

Runyu's eyes were so sore that she stretched out her arms to cover them. In the darkness, there was the light of a lantern.He stumbled along the light and saw the tall and slender woman holding a lantern. When she heard his footsteps, she turned around and smiled at him, her eyes were bent, and her voice was soft: "Your Highness, no matter what!" Wherever you go, Kuang Lu is willing to accompany you to the death."

"It hurts, it hurts—" Tears could no longer be stopped, Runyu scratched his heart, and recalled in a trance that year when Jin Mi said that his heart hurt after Xu Feng passed away, at that time he was a little hard to understand and a little bit Envious, and now, he finally realized this feeling.

It felt like someone had torn his chest open, and then plucked out a corner of his heart.Then the pain spread from the heart to the whole body, viscera and lungs. His limbs twitched in pain and he couldn't breathe. Even his eyes, fingers, and bones hurt like they were cut open piece by piece, and then crushed little by little.

"Kuang Lu, Kuang Lu, where are you, come here quickly! I'm in pain, my whole body hurts, come quickly, come quickly——" Runyu curled up her body in pain, her hands tightly clutching the clothes on her chest , shouting Kuang Lu's name repeatedly, and then he realized that no matter how much he shouted, no matter how painful it was, she would never appear in front of him again.

Runyu vomited a mouthful of blood, as if she had vomited out her own heart, and her whole body was helplessly limp on the ground. She stared blankly at the pool of blood on the ground for a long time before slowly wrapping herself around with both hands. He stopped, closed his eyes, and howled silently.

The sky thundered and the rain poured down.

It turns out that there is something that I haven't realized all the time. I don't want to see you again.

is that love

It's love.

Kuang Lu, it turns out that I love you.

The author has something to say: Runyu in the play is actually different from Kuang Lu, and only Kuang Lu knows about many of the things he secretly decides. Speaking of Kuang Lu, later when Kuang Lu asked whether Xufeng would be reborn, Kuang Lu panicked and was afraid that Runyu would get angry and scold her, but Runyu was not really angry, and rather helplessly called her up, as if you were afraid of something .

Therefore, I think that if many people in the heaven really dislike Kuang Lu in the future, Runyu will also protect her.Is that love?In the drama or in reality, maybe not, but in my writing, that is love.

However, love alone is not enough, let alone undetected love.