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The bed was messy, and there was a mixed smell of fishy smell and rust in the air, and Yu Nian was hurt.

Not long after the blood on the gland clotted, the pain below was tearing again.The genital cavity spasmed violently as the terrifying object was pulled out of him, and viscous fluid gushed out of the cavity.

He was so uncomfortable that he couldn't stop breathing in, and he looked down with difficulty, the milky white was sandwiched with bright red blood, dripping down the skin between his thighs, it was shocking to watch.

Xiao Mocun was satisfied for a while, recovering from the climax, frowning and looking at his pale and wet face, his expression was obviously regretful, as if he didn't know why he refused to pity his Beta so much just now.

"Does it hurt you?"

Yu Nian nodded honestly, not wanting to be loved.He was more or less used to such disharmonious sex, but he still had some lingering fears at this moment.The wall of the acupoint seems to be severely injured, and when it is tightly closed, there will be a pain like a needle prick from the tailbone.

"Let me see."

"No!" Yu Nian slammed his hand between his legs, his fingertips felt sticky.He felt that he was in a mess now, and he didn't want his husband to see him.

Xiao Mocun ordered him to take his hands away, and to separate his legs for a closer look.

"It hurts here?" Some fingertips pressed around that place.

"Hmm—" Yu Nian groaned softly, "Take it easy."

"Bleeding, need medicine."

Xiao Mocun raised his head from between his legs, the expression on his face was no longer as calm as before.

Yu Nian avoided his gaze, and said cautiously, "Well, I'll go back and apply it later. The medicine was still in my room last time, and I haven't used it up."

"You want to take the medicine yourself?"

Yu Nian nodded slightly, "I'll do it myself."

"you--"

Xiao Mocun's remorse just disappeared in an instant, and the expression of incomprehension appeared on his face again, "Is that why you don't want to stay by my side?"

Yu Nian wanted to stay here, of course he wanted to.

It's just that he was hurt so badly tonight, and he still has lingering fears, and he doesn't want his ugly appearance to be seen by Xiao Mocun.But when Xiao Mocun said this, he had no way to refute it.He stretched out the crumpled sheets under his body, staring at his hands, "Well then, I'll clean it up first, you also need to wash, we each use our own bathroom, and then I'll come back. But...but..." He lowered his eyelashes, "but can you not do it again... I'm afraid of pain... keep silent"

Xiao Mocun looked at him with deep eyes, and his voice was frighteningly cold when he spoke again.

"Do you think I'm interested in you?"

Yu Nian still has this bit of self-knowledge.He shook his head silently and heard a sneer.

"If you don't want to have sex with me, then don't sleep in my room."

The words are ugly, but the meaning of driving people away is clear.

With a muffled sound in Yu Nian's head, she slowly moved to the side of the bed and sat with her back to Xiao Mocun, put on her pajamas and pajamas, then got up and walked outside.As soon as he took a step, a piercing pain rose from the torn place behind him. He took a breath and stopped to slow down.

In the blink of an eye, his body suddenly flew into the air without warning - Xiao Mocun hugged him horizontally with his bare feet.

Yu Nian exclaimed in shock, wrapping his arms around his neck reflexively.

"what are you doing?"

"Send you back to your room." Xiao Mocun glanced at him coldly, "If you want to leave, get out."

He put his left hand through the bend of his knee, his right hand hugged the back of the man in his arms, and strode towards the room.They kicked the door panels along the way, making a lot of noise. When they passed by the living room, even Mantou, who was lying on the sofa, straightened up and looked at them in fear.

"Kick gently..." Yu Nian whispered, "You don't have shoes on, I'm afraid your feet will hurt."

"To shut up."

This is the treatment that will only be given after being injured, Yu Nian thought.Looking at Xiao Mocun's slender lips and stern eyebrows, he forgot the pain in his body for a moment, and couldn't help asking: "Whose smell is it on your body? I think I smelled it somewhere."

Xiao Mocun carried him into the second bedroom, stopped by the door and turned on the light switch with his elbow.Hearing this question, he lowered his head and glanced at the person in his arms, "It's been said that there is no Omega, are you finished?"

Yu Nian didn't dare to ask any more questions.

How could Xiao Mo understand the feeling of insecurity in Beta's heart.Yu Nian is always worried that his Alpha will find another matching Omega, maybe when he goes downstairs to buy coffee, maybe when he is eating in a restaurant, in short, it is possible at any time, as long as there is such a person With the appearance of Omega, their precarious little family may quickly disintegrate.

What's more, there is already a report in front of him now, but fortunately, the result is not as satisfactory as the other party's wish for the time being.

When he got to the room, Xiao Mo saved him and turned to leave.

Yu Nian saw a gift box prepared for Yu Yuan on the table, and suddenly remembered that he had forgotten something.

"Mo Cun, tomorrow is my brother's birthday, you can go home with me."

Xiao Mocun's expression changed: "What does your brother's birthday have to do with me?"

The tone was so bad that Yu Nian flinched, and stammered: "We've been married for so long, and you always refuse to go home with me. What do my family think? My brother asked me last time why you never Don't show up at my house, let me find a chance to take you back for dinner."

After a sneer, Xiao Mocun rolled away with his palm, and the extravagant care in his arms disappeared.

"You are you, I am me, I will never go to your house, because we are not the same kind of people."

He often said this sentence, "We are not the same kind of people", Yu Nian has heard it more than once in the past three years, and every time it is as harsh as the first time he heard it.

Yu Nian doesn't understand why he always emphasizes this, it seems that being a family member with himself is an unbearable thing.

The two looked at each other silently, and in the end it was Yu Nian who broke the silence first.

"It's okay if you don't usually go. Tomorrow is my brother's 35th birthday, which is a half integer. Everyone hopes to see you. If you can spare time, it's best to go—"

Before he finished speaking, Xiao Mocun suddenly wrapped his arms around his body and approached him without hesitation.

The next second there was a tingling pain from the gland.

"what--"

The blood hole that had just solidified was bitten through again, and the chest seemed to be pressed down by a stone wall.The powerful pheromones belonging to Alpha flowed wildly in the blood, instantly making him short of breath and heartbeat.His legs gave way and he fell to the ground almost immediately.

"Mo Cun...stop..." He begged for mercy with flushed cheeks.

After the torture was enough, Xiao Mo put him away, lifted his chin and said word by word: "From now on, you are not allowed to mention your family members in front of me, especially your brother."

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After washing the wound, Yu Nian gave himself some medicine.Because it was not the first time, he was very skilled in his movements.Then he rushed to bring the cat toilet and steamed buns into the master bedroom before the lights were turned off.

Mantou was spoiled by him, and he had to go to bed every night, with his two front legs on his arms, keeping each other company.After turning off the light, he sent the steamed bun to his shoulder, stroked its back with his right hand, and listened to its refreshing purr.

"Is my room comfortable?" He hooked his lips.

The house was quiet, and there was no sound outside the house. The light in the living room had already been turned off, presumably Xiao Mocun was going to bed.In Yu Nian's room, there is a warm yellow desk lamp, which is spherical and looks like the moon when it lights up. He likes it very much.

When I first bought it, I saw that it worked well, and Yu Nian thought about buying one for Xiao Mocun, but the other party refused.Xiao Mocun doesn't like such boring things, just like he doesn't like himself.He only likes strong things, strong love, strong hate, strong pain.

Later, Yu Nian learned not to make fun of himself, their lives seemed to be separated, you live your life, and I live mine.

Mantou snored for a while, rubbed his head on his arm, and changed to a more comfortable position.Yu Nian whispered to it: "You'll be fine, you slept so peacefully, unlike me..."

Unlike him, his back was still in burning pain, and he only dared to lie on his side on the bed.

Fortunately, tomorrow morning at the earliest, and the day after tomorrow at the latest, the injury will be all right, at least I won't feel any more physically.

What about your heart?

Yu Nian told himself not to think about it.

Mantou meowed lowly, as if responding to him.He slowly circled its back with his fingers, and couldn't fall asleep for a while, so he simply talked to it.

"I made him angry by saying the wrong thing just now, and he told me to get out of here. I always feel that his temper is getting more and more anxious. At least he won't make me hurt like this before. Is it because he made up his mind to separate from me?"

Thinking of the report in the drawer, Yu Nian felt short of breath, and even the air seemed to be no longer circulating.Maybe he wants Xiao Mocun to stay, he can only hope that the hospital will never send bad news.

"When will the right gland appear, is there any way I can keep him?"

This is a more difficult problem.

Originally, he thought that as long as the time spent together was long enough, Xiao Mocun would always put him in his heart for a moment.Just like anyone can develop a mindset, I am 24 years old now, if I can live to be 80 years old, I will still have hundreds of temporary marks.

With so many repetitions, wouldn't Xiao Mocun no longer need anyone's reminder from a certain time?Maybe he will think of it at a fixed time, 'My Beta is at home waiting for my temporary mark, I have to go home'.

It is possible, right.

But now it seems that I don't have so many opportunities.Everything could come to a screeching halt, with the advent of the adapting glands.

"Am I asking too much?" He leaned close to the steamed bun's small head, and pressed his forehead against its forehead, feeling that his pet was soft and furry, and he was willing to listen to him.

"It's too much to ask him to stay by my side, but also to love me. It's normal that he can't do it, so he wants to leave."

God gave him a pheromone with the model number B10859, and set Xiao Mocun as A10859, which seemed like a mistake.He needs this destined Alpha like an Omega, but he can never be truly marked.This is unfair to Alpha.Because his Alpha could have chosen a better and more suitable Omega, but was forced to give up the right to choose and marry him, giving him temporary marks again and again, useless and wasteful.

To some extent, his existence deprived Xiao Mocun of his freedom.

After the second differentiation back then, the symptoms suddenly became ill, and there was no chance to replace the glands, so Xiao Mocun had to save him.But not later, Yu Nian could find a replacement gland later on, and it's not like he didn't think about it.But after repeated hesitation and dilemmas, their marriage persisted.

Xiao Mocun didn't say anything, and Yu Nian didn't even think about it.He never dared to ask the deepest thoughts in his heart, buried his head in the soil like an ostrich, and muddled along.

He has read related articles in magazines, and the happiness index of ostriches is very high, ranking among the top three among birds.Being so happy probably has something to do with their self-deception and active shielding ability.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help kissing Mr. Mantou who was already asleep.

"The current life is not too bad. I have you, I have silence, and I have a job. As long as the glands don't appear, it will be fine."

Mantou naturally ignored him.Yu Nian didn't think there was anything wrong with talking to himself, and his mood became clearer.He reached out to turn off the desk lamp, gently pulled the quilt to cover his body, and began to worry about Xiao Mo in the other room, fearing that he would not sleep well because of being angry.

Xiao Mocun, who was deprived of his freedom, was not as happy as himself, that's for sure, but he had to be wronged.

Thinking of this, he clasped his hands together in the quilt, repeating the familiar lines:

God who is merciful to the world, please forgive my selfishness, my wishful thinking in the past three years, and my repeated prayers to you.In short, I hope you will forgive me for all my selfishness.