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Hearing this sentence, Yu Nian opened his mouth, but found that he was not ready to answer.

He wanted to comfort the Alpha in front of him, but couldn't find a suitable word.

What should he say?

You still have me.

No, Xiao Mocun no longer owns Yu Nian, Yu Nian no longer belongs to Xiao Mocun, a divorce agreement cuts them apart clearly.

Or, one can live alone.

No, not good either.It didn't sound like a consolation, but rather a sarcasm, let alone a word.

So he remained silent, quietly guarding Alpha, until Xiao Mocun knelt stiffly, and the people on the hospital bed gradually lost their temperature, until the members of the Qi family came in again and forced their young director out Room.

Someone will preside over the rest of the matter.

The supposedly silent night and the quiet corridor suddenly became lively. People in uniform black plain suits were more well-trained than hospital staff. It was taken over and sent to a temporary residence in a stretched black car.

In a few days, that Omega who has worked so hard to live for decades will be annihilated in the world, turned into a handful of dust, and gradually forgotten by people.

But Yu Nian knew that Xiao Mocun would never forget.

The dew is deeper, the window edges are cold, and it is already midnight.

After sitting on the corridor for several hours, Yu Nian leaned against the wall, rubbed her swollen eyes, tapped her sore knees, and took a deep breath.After a long while, he got up tiredly, walked out slowly, his eyes were always looking for someone.

But that person was nowhere to be seen again, and there was no smell of ebony in the corridor.

Qi Minghong seemed to have left too.Perhaps for the sake of his precious grandson, showing up here out of humanitarianism and weak gratitude is enough to give the deceased face, and there will be nothing more.

Where did Alpha go?

That was the person he cared about the most, the person he tried his best to keep, so of course Yu Nian would be worried.But at such a moment, Xiao Mocun, who is as strong and cold as Xiao Mocun, needs to grieve the passing time alone, and maybe no one should bother.

So he waited for a few minutes, and when he didn't wait, he took the elevator downstairs.

As soon as he turned the fork in the road, Alpha unexpectedly appeared in the garden.

Yu Nian suddenly stamped his feet.

The flower buds of the gardenia bushes, which are not as tall as people, have quietly shown their beauty, and the white and tender petals bloom shyly and timidly in the dark night, as if for the tall Alpha beside him.

Alpha doesn't understand style at all.He was standing by the bushes, smoking a cigarette in his mouth, casting a long and slender shadow on the ground, stretching forward infinitely.

All the sadness, loneliness, and regrets all turned into air, and his body was tightly wrapped in the dark night.

Yu Nian just watched quietly from a distance.

This Alpha who hurt him and failed him is now just a man without a family.Whether it is love or hatred, it is meaningless in the face of life and death.Yu Nian did not forgive Xiao Mocun, but he no longer hated him either.

The street lamps had already been extinguished, leaving only a little moonlight in the sky.

There is no spark at the front of the smoke, and it has not yet ignited.

Xiao Mocun took out a small object from the pocket of his trousers, which should be a lighter, and he used his right hand.Yu Nian couldn't see clearly in the dark, but his fingers seemed to be inflexible and trembling, and he hit the lid two or three times, but the lid never opened.

It was very late, and my brother was waiting at home.

Yu Nian, who was supposed to leave, couldn't move.He stood still for a while, and finally walked over.

"I'll help you." He took the lighter, lightly snapped off the flame, but it burst out.

In the jumping light, Xiao Mocun frowned and looked at him for a while, then slowly took the cigarette between his lips with his left hand and moved towards him.

"Thank you."

White smoke curled up, and the two were relatively speechless, just standing quietly like this.

After a long while, Yu Nian asked, "What happened to your hand?"

Xiao Mocun answered very slowly: "What's wrong."

"Right hand." Yu Nian looked at his right hand, which had been in his pocket all the time, "I saw you twice, and you wore a black thing on your right hand. Is it a protective cover?"

There was some concern in his tone that he didn't have time to clean up.

Xiao Mocun twitched his eyebrows slightly, but he didn't take out his hand, "I burned my hand when I was smoking, and it hasn't grown well yet."

Yu Nian nodded lightly and stopped asking.

I remember the last time Xiao Mo smoked in front of him, it was on the balcony at home.Yu Nian peeped at Alpha in the living room, wearing short sleeves and puffing. He bravely rushed up and hugged his back, spreading his body temperature to him.

At that time, the sky was very cold, the moonlight was very cool, but my heart was very hot.

At that time, Yu Nian was also stupid, thinking that two people are better than one.What I really think is that as long as Xiao Mocun is willing to let me accompany him, I am willing to endure no matter how difficult or cold the day is, the mere coldness is nothing.

There is nothing now.

There is no tenderness, no courage, and no future together.

He poked his fingernails tightly into his palm, forcing himself to stop thinking about it.

"What are your plans for the future?" He asked.

Xiao Mocun took out the cigarette, held it between his fingers, and looked silently at the place where the lights were still on in the hospital building, and didn't answer for a long time, whether he didn't want to answer or couldn't answer.

Yu Nian put his hand into his jacket pocket, touched the photo, and slowly rubbed it with his fingertips where Alpha couldn't see it.

"If you need my help for the funeral, you can tell me, I..."

In fact, there was nothing he could do to help.

There are many people in the Qi family, just like tonight.Whether Xiao Mo wants to or not, they will interfere in his life.

"Yu Nian." Xiao Mocun interrupted him.

The wind in the middle of the night brushed against the neck, making people shiver, and the smell of gardenia overwhelmed Beta's very light scent of ginger.Yu Nian looked at his profile and understood that he had something to say.

The leaves swayed, and the shadows swayed on the ground.

"Do you remember the day on our third wedding anniversary, I lost my temper with you?"

Xiao Mocun's vocal cords trembled slightly, and his Adam's apple slid up and down.He seemed to be extremely tired, and his movements were slow. He pushed the cigarette into his mouth with his left hand, and he only pointed it at the crack of his lips after being right twice.

Yu Nian pursed her lips when she heard this, and nodded slightly.

How could he forget?

Prepared a large table of dishes, picked a windbreaker all afternoon, in exchange for Alpha's bad words.At that time, he didn't know Mumu's existence, his waist hurt badly, he leaned on the head of the bed and shed tears for a long time, thinking over and over again in his heart, at which fork in the road they got separated, and they couldn't be together anymore. near.

"I remember." He said, "It's a pity that I have been making desserts for a long time."

There was an ugly smile on his face, and he looked down at the figure at his feet.

The moonlight is shining from behind them, which is rare.

There are only their shadows, and now they can still stand side by side, arms close together, as if there has never been any rift.

When the wind blew, the smell of smoke entered Yu Nian's nose, causing him to cough twice.

Xiao Mocun glanced at him, took out the cigarette case, and extinguished the remaining half of the cigarette.

"Dad fainted that day. He said he was tired from work, so I didn't think much about it." Alpha laughed at himself.

"Dad has always been the most important relative to me. I'm angry and I'm used to venting my anger on you, so I blame you for this."

On the night when he lost his only relative, he suddenly brought up this matter and confessed his heart little by little.

Yu Nian just listened quietly like this, seeing the sun gradually appearing in the distance, the sky was turning silver, and his heart was empty, as if nothing could fill it.

"I'm sorry." Xiao Mocun said in a deep voice, "I wrongly blamed you and missed you."

This is the verdict.

Two people who are separated on the road of life can only walk alone from now on.There will no longer be a dining table with a large bouquet of white ginger flowers, no more living room with steamed buns scurrying around, and no more soul-stirring kisses.

When Xiao Mocun and Yu Nian were 20 years old, those past youth and throbbing were turned over with a sentence of sorry.

Goodbye, past lover.

Yu Nian slowly raised his head, his gaze resting on Xiao Mocun's deep jawline.In the past, there were tens of thousands of words in my heart that I wanted to say to the Alpha in front of me, but now they are stuck in my throat, and I can't get out a word.

After a long time, he said softly: "Keep silent, take care."